Wouldn't things have been different if I hadn't met you

Concentrating on driving all the way, Yan Dong didn't feel anything, when he carried Liu Xia to the bedroom, the desire in his body was ready to come out.He has seen countless people, but he has never hugged Liu Xia who is so light and thin. It is hard for him to imagine that such a tall boy has the weight of a girl. The picture that emerged in his mind made him feel more uncomfortable. Every step hurts.He never felt that the distance from the living room to the bedroom in his home was so long.

Carefully put Liu Xia on the bed, Yan Dong's breathing was messed up, but maybe it was a professional habit, he still remembered that Liu Xia had a fever, so he resisted to take Liu Xia's temperature.Unexpectedly, Yan Dong couldn't help frowning when he saw the thermometer in his hand showing a scary number.

What a pity, it seems that there will only be a next time.

Seeing him huddled pitifully under the quilt, the remaining rationality still forcibly suppressed the burning desire.

Lying on the bed, Liu Xia didn't know Yan Dong's entanglement. He just felt that it was terribly cold. He vaguely remembered that it would be the beginning of summer next month. He didn't understand why it was so cold and his eyelids were so heavy. Still shivering with cold.

"Xiaodong...Xiaodong...hug me...I'm cold...please...Xiaodong..." Liu Xia's voice was crying, mixed with bursts of pain.

Yan Dong, who was just about to go to the bathroom to solve the problem, paused, his pupils dilated violently, and Liu Xia's voice hit his ears, making his remaining rationality disappear, and he turned around decisively and lifted the quilt.

(brain time)

Liu Xia felt that Chen Xiaodong was completely different from usual today, why was he so gentle, was it because he came back from a business trip and was newlywed?Liu Xia wanted to open her eyes and look at him, but she couldn't open them for some reason.

"Xiaodong...Xiaodong..." Liu Xia muttered.

(brain time)

Take care of yourself, and then help Liu Xia clean up.It happened that Liu Xia had a fever, so he simply left him to soak in the bathtub for a while.

Because the water temperature was a bit cold, Liu Xia whimpered and cried for a while, and Yan Dong couldn't help but fucked him again.

After finishing everything, it was already four o'clock in the morning, and Yan Dong took Liu Xia's temperature again, and retreated a little, but it was still hot.I had to dig out some ice cubes from the refrigerator, wrap them in a towel and apply them on him.

Yan Dong had to go to work during the day, and if he didn't sleep at all, he was afraid that something would happen, so he hurried to the guest room to lie down for a while, but he couldn't feel relieved, so he just lay in a daze for more than an hour and then got up.

While cooking breakfast, the harsh winter has forgotten the cool moment last night, and only complains: I shouldn't take this trouble back.

Hey, Yan Dong sighed, but he had to go to work, and the patients in charge of the bed couldn't feel relieved if they didn't check it out.

Liu Xia woke up and thought for 5 minutes, but she didn't want to understand where she was.

He vaguely remembered that he had sex with Chen Xiaodong last night, and it felt really good. Xiaodong was completely different from usual, and he took special care of him.

But why did Xiaodong take him to someone else's house to have sex?

Liu Xia got up from the bed in bewilderment, only to realize that her whole body was sore and her head hurt so badly that she was about to explode. She stumbled and pushed open the bedroom door, only to see a bowl of porridge and two dishes of side dishes on the coffee table in the living room.Liu Xia walked over and found a note on the table.

Remember to eat before taking medicine.Take your body temperature before taking the medicine. If it is lower than 38.5°C, you should not take the pink medicine.I'll be back at noon.severe winter

Liu Xia petrified on the spot.

This is actually the home of severe winter! !Was it Yan Dong who had sex with him last night? !

Liu Xia's hands and feet were weak, and she fell to the ground.It's over, he betrayed Chen Xiaodong, he actually slept with another man.

The remaining memories of last night in my mind came to life bit by bit.The scenes of him actively courting Yan Dong while holding Yan Dong made him feel sick for a while.He reached for the trash can and vomited.

After vomiting until there was nothing to vomit, Liu Xia regained her sanity a little bit.His first instinct was to run away from this place.So he struggled to stand up and went back to the bedroom to pack his things as quickly as possible.

I shouldn't be in touch again, that guy may not appreciate what happened last night, besides, he has been involved in the Internet, so there is no need to contact him again.Yan Dong warned himself, but his fingers had already found Liu Xia's number on the phone.

But that guy...

Yan Dong shook his head, but still pressed the dial button.

He hurried home at noon, and saw that the things on the coffee table were still the same as when he left in the morning, and the note he left fell on the ground.I went through the bedroom, guest room, bathroom, study, and kitchen to make sure that Liu Xia had already left.

Yan Dong didn't know why, as if he knew it must be like this, but he couldn't help feeling disappointed.

"Hello, hello, who are you?" Liu Xia's voice on the phone was formulaic and alienated.

After coming out of Yan Dong's house, Liu Xia went straight home, because last night was for entertainment and drinking. In this case, the company defaulted to a half-day holiday.The Mingwei Group's contract has been settled again, so it doesn't matter if Liu Xia doesn't go in the afternoon.As soon as he got home, when Liu Xia was fidgeting, the phone rang. He thought it was a client looking for him.

"It's me," Liu Xia's voice sounded fine, Yan Dong couldn't help feeling relieved, but when he lowered his head, he happened to see the filth he just vomited in the trash can. Why didn't you take the food and medicine you left behind? Why don't you know how to cherish your body?"

There was complete silence on the phone.

After a while, Yan Dong thought he had hung up the phone, and Liu Xia's cold voice came: "Why do you have my call?"

"Where are you now? Have you taken your temperature, and do you still have a fever?" Yan Dong ignored Liu Xia's question and asked confidently, just like the glasses doctor that day.

Silence again.

"I said, you can't do this, you can't rely on your youth, you saw you passed out drunk on the road last night, if it wasn't for me..."

"I was drunk, so you took advantage of me?"

Although Yan Dong couldn't see Liu Xia's expression, he knew that Liu Xia was angry by hearing the voice.It was funny in his heart, he had been busy all night for this guy, instead of being grateful, he actually bit back, he was a wolf.

"But you also had a great time, didn't you?" Yan Dong changed his tone.

"No!"

"Should I just deny it when I'm sober? I don't know who it was, it kept rubbing against me last night and cum all over my bed."

A few words made Liu Xia speechless, and he was so angry that he waited for a while before he could speak: "Yan Dong, let's pretend that nothing happened last night, and you are not allowed to call me again in the future." Me, otherwise, otherwise..." Liu Xia didn't say harsh words, he was thinking about what to say to appear intimidating.

Listening to Liu Xia's pretentious tone, Yan Dong seemed to see how the stupid guy on the other end of the phone was racking his brains to compose words and sentences, so he couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.

With this smile, Liu Xia exploded completely: "Yan Dong, if you pester me again, I will call the police, and I will ruin your reputation." After finishing speaking, she immediately hung up the phone.

When Yan Dong closes the phone, he laughs at himself for making fun of himself.

pestering you?Who wants to pester you, the funny boy is past midnight, and only fools spend energy playing with you.

Thinking about it, he let out another breath, and quickly got into bed to catch up on sleep.

Liu Xia was actually not as domineering as he had shown just now. The moment he hung up the phone, tears welled up in his eyes. He put down the phone and lay down on the sofa to cry.He had never encountered such a thing before, and he had no idea what to do.

Tired of crying, I fell asleep without knowing it.Even Chen Xiaodong didn't know when he came back.

Chen Xiaodong originally planned to come back tomorrow, but he couldn't bear to miss Liu Xia, and the three aunts and six wives at home were all keen to introduce him to someone, which made him upset and not easy to attack, so after lunch, he bought a ticket and came back on the pretext of work up.He also wanted to surprise Liu Xia, so he didn't even make a phone call.

But when I got home, I saw Liu Xia fell asleep on the sofa, and I don't know how long I slept.The weather in April was still slightly cool, Liu Xia just slept on the air vent, Chen Xiaodong was a little annoyed, but helpless, he could only sigh, and carefully carried him back to the bedroom.

Liu Xia was awakened by a nightmare. In the dream, Yan Dong tightly bound his hands and feet so that he couldn't move. Then he roughly stripped his clothes and looked at his helpless struggle with a smirk.When Yan Dong was about to violate him, he yelled not to wake up.As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Chen Xiaodong's worried face.

"What's wrong?" Chen Xiaodong stretched out his arms to hug him.

Liu Xia panted heavily, but did not answer, her consciousness was still completely immersed in the dream just now.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, haven't I come back?" Chen Xiaodong hugged Liu Xia tightly, in a tone that was completely coaxing a child.

Liu Xia raised her head and looked at the person hugging her. The familiar face, although not handsome, but absolutely stable and reassuring, the face that was doting and smiling gently at the moment, was indeed Chen Xiaodong's return.

Suddenly, all the grievances poured out, and tears ran out of Liu Xia's eyes like bursting a bank.

As soon as Liu Xia cried, Chen Xiaodong panicked completely, and couldn't even think about why Liu Xia cried, but subconsciously hugged Liu Xia tightly, repeating in his mouth: I am here, I am here.

So Liu Xia cried even harder.

After an unknown amount of time, Liu Xia fell asleep crying again.

Chen Xiaodong was puzzled, what happened, why did Liu Xia hug him and cry when he came back.Chen Xiaodong had a very bad premonition that something bad must have happened.He wanted to wake Liu Xia up and ask, but he couldn't bear to look at those swollen eyes.

Let him sleep first, it's not too late to ask tomorrow.

It was already late at night when Liu Xia woke up again, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the person next to her pillow.The bedside lamp glowed dimly, but everything was the same as before.In this 1 second, Liu Xia put all the unhappiness that happened behind her mind, and only felt happy and satisfied.

Chen Xiaodong had something on his mind. Although he lay on the bed early, he never fell asleep.Thinking about why Liu Xia is so abnormal.Turning his head subconsciously, he saw Liu Xia looking at him quietly.

"Are you hungry, do you want to have supper?" Chen Xiaodong turned over and looked at the alarm clock by the bed, it was already 1 o'clock.

"There is no food at home." Because of crying, Liu Xia's nasal voice was very heavy, and his voice sounded pitiful.

"Let's go out to eat, I know there is a restaurant that is open 24 hours, not far away." Chen Xiaodong got up to get dressed while talking.

It was silent all the way.

Chen Xiaodong had a lot of questions to ask, Liu Xia had an extremely forbearing character, it must be a big, big thing that made him mess up so much.But he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that Liu Xia's emotions that had been soothed after so much effort would be thrown out of control by his series of questions.

Liu Xia thought that he should tell the whole story about what happened yesterday, after all, he and Chen Xiaodong had been talking for so many years.But he didn't know how to speak. First, he felt ashamed, and second, he felt that he had made an irreparable mistake, and Chen Xiaodong was a person who could not rub his eyes. He was afraid that Chen Xiaodong would not want him because of this.

So it was silent all the way to the store, Chen Xiaodong handed the menu to Liu Xia, Liu Xia ordered Chen Xiaodong's favorite grilled meat, and ordered a tofu soup for herself.

"Add more ramen." Chen Xiaodong stopped the waiter who was about to leave.Then he turned to Liu Xia and said, "I told you, don't eat so little, you need to supplement your nutrition."

"I've had enough."

"But you're still too skinny."

Silence again.

When the dishes were served, Chen Xiaodong first filled Liu Xia with rice and then a bowl of soup for him, but he himself just picked some meat from the plate to eat.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Liu Xia asked in a muffled voice.

"I ate it, when you fell asleep." Chen Xiaodong's voice was much gentler than usual.

ask?Just ask.Chen Xiaodong opened his mouth, but he still hesitated to speak.

"Why... came back early?"

"Family is boring." Chen Xiaodong picked a piece of lean meat and put it in Liu Xia's bowl, "Those neighbors see my business is getting bigger and bigger, and they want to introduce their daughter to me. They are so annoying."

Liu Xia paused for a moment with the hand holding the chopsticks, then picked up the meat Chen Xiaodong picked for him and put it into his mouth.

"By the way, Xia," Chen Xiaodong leaned forward towards the table as if remembering something, and said in a low voice, "I told my mother about our affairs."

Liu Xia frowned and raised her head: "What did Auntie say?"

"I didn't say anything. I just said I got it." Chen Xiaodong had a thoughtful expression, "I think she will agree." Then he looked a little excited: "Xia, let's go back together after a while, You don't know that my parents like well-behaved people, and they have always complained about my bad temper before, if they see you, they will definitely like you very much, and they will definitely agree."

Liu Xia looked vigilantly at the waiter in the distance to confirm that she had not heard their conversation, then turned her head and said to Chen Xiaodong: "Just wait a little longer." After speaking, she lowered her head and concentrated on picking the rice in the bowl.

Seeing Liu Xia's preoccupied appearance, Chen Xiaodong hesitated again and again and asked, "Xia... did something happen while I was away?"

Liu Xia buried her head in the bowl, bit her lip, and said after a while, "I just miss you so much."

Chen Xiaodong knew that things were definitely not that simple. Although they had been together more often in the past 6 years, and although Liu Xia's character was a little weaker, she would never cry like this because of a short separation.He wanted to ask again, but Liu Xia put down his chopsticks and said that he was full.

Didn't eat a few bites at all.

Chen Xiaodong felt a little regretful, he shouldn't have asked, he should wait until after dinner.

He took Liu Xia's hand and tried to coax him to eat more, but Liu Xia shook his head with a firm attitude.He had no choice but to get up to pay the bill. When he came back, Liu Xia had already walked out of the store.

He sighed and ran to catch up.

"Xia!" Chen Xiaodong grabbed Liu Xia's hand. Under the dim street light, he seemed to see despair on Liu Xia's face. It was an expression he had never seen before. He was frightened and hugged Liu Xia tightly: "Xia, no matter what happens, I'm here."

Liu Xia was held by Chen Xiaodong, but there was still no response.

Chen Xiaodong was very anxious, but he didn't know what to say to convey his heart clearly to him.After thinking about it, he lowered his head and kissed Liu Xia.

Liu Xia gently closed her eyes without refusing.

That was the first time they kissed on the street, even though it was one o'clock in the morning, although, there was no one on the street.

Liu Xia slept a lot in the afternoon, so she didn't want to sleep.Chen Xiaodong was terrified by Liu Xia's expression just now, afraid that Liu Xia would not be able to think about it, so he didn't dare to go to sleep, and sat in the living room with Liu Xia.

Liu Xia didn't intend to chat, and curled up on the sofa with her hands on her knees, silently in a daze.Chen Xiaodong had many questions, but he didn't know how to ask them to get Liu Xia to speak.Two people have their own concerns, sitting on both ends of the sofa.After all, Chen Xiaodong was still tired after sitting in the car for a long time during the day, and fell asleep on the sofa after a while.

Seeing Chen Xiaodong sleeping, Liu Xia leaned over gently, looking at his sleeping face, her heart was full of love and attachment.

Liu Xia is actually an orphan.A friend in the orphanage once told him that his parents committed suicide. At that time, he was still very young and didn’t understand anything. Very well, they all love him, he is so happy that he is no different from other children, it doesn't matter even if he doesn't have parents.

Later, when he grew up, he would notice that his aunt would occasionally hold another child. The child was dressed beautifully, and his hair was also braided or wearing shiny hairpins. The kids here are different.

When the aunt looked at the child, she always had a happy smile on her face, and she always patiently asked the child what interesting things happened today, but the child was too young to express himself very fluently, so he stuttered. There are a lot of them, but they are not very clear, but the aunt seems to be very happy, and listens with gusto.Aunt had never treated him like this.

Liu Xia went to ask the older children in the orphanage and found out that the special child turned out to be the aunt's own daughter.

After that, Liu Xia gradually understood the benefits of having parents.

Only parents will treat themselves sincerely.

But he knew early on that he was an orphan and would never have parents.

Liu Xia grew up overnight, became very quiet and knowledgeable, and would never pester irrelevant people for things that did not belong to him.At the same time, I became very strong and studied harder.Because he hopes that one day he will be strong enough to no longer need his parents.

For so many years, he has been struggling alone.From being admitted to the ideal junior high school and high school university, to relying on my own strength to save enough tuition fees.No matter how hard it was, he gritted his teeth and stood up.

Until I met Chen Xiaodong.

That boy always listened to him patiently, cared about his feelings, met all his requirements, and wished to give him all the good things in the world.

He was going to work, so he picked up the car every day; he thought it was too cool, so he immediately changed his bicycle, and still picked up the car; he accidentally caught a cold, and he took care of him all night; he was sad when he was broken in love, and he drank with him until dawn.

When others praised him for being strong and sensible, he always asked him if he was too tired, and frowned when he spoke, looking distressed.

For the first time, Liu Xia believed that there was such a person who would love her like her parents.No, more love than mom and dad.

They have been inseparable since they established their relationship in their sophomore year. Even the counselor at the time could see some clues, but they didn't say it clearly.After graduation, they lived together directly.

For so many years, Liu Xia had only room for Chen Xiaodong in his heart.

In Liu Xia's mind, he imagined how he would be furious when he knew the truth, and then found that he couldn't live without him.

Tears flowed down again.