In the days when I was forced to make up lessons by the school

Qi Zhan has always been very efficient in handling affairs, let alone this kind of thing. In less than half an hour, his two suitcases were brought over and placed in the corner.

It seems to be leaving, not coming to live.

Qi Zhan put a band-aid on his hand, made him lunch, watched Yu Li sipping, and felt warm in his heart.

"Where's my previous stuff?" He asked suddenly, fingering the broken hair on the back of Yu Li's neck.

It was annoyingly itchy, but at any rate it didn't get slapped away.

In fact, he had a rough idea, but he just wanted to ask.

"Throw it away." Yu Li's hand paused, and then quickly returned to normal, "You have grown a lot taller, and many things in it are already expired, why keep it?"

He stuffed a mouthful of stewed eggplant into his mouth expressionlessly, with a calm expression on his face.

Qi Zhan didn't believe this, but he didn't say anything.

"Then it's late at night, why don't you accompany me to buy some?" Qi Zhan leaned over again, rubbed the tip of his nose affectionately against his earlobe, and watched with his own eyes that the fair skin gradually turned red and even translucent. The fluff is also clearly visible.

"I want you to help me choose."

As he said so, seeing that Yu Li didn't show any obvious repulsion, he directly hugged him halfway, resting his chin on his neck, shaking slightly with his movements of picking up vegetables and chewing.

He is testing.

The three-year separation is not just talk, and the strangeness and guard against each other cannot be eliminated overnight.

But what he has is patience and energy, and he keeps testing Yu Li's bottom line until he peels off that layer of armor and embraces the most authentic him.

At the same time, I am trying to eliminate the strangeness and resistance.

"Okay." Yu Li nodded, didn't speak any more, and chewed what was in his mouth seriously.

delicious.

Qi Zhan's cooking skills should have improved again.

Otherwise, how could he find it so delicious?

After eating, Qi Zhan pulled him onto his lap and massaged his temples to relieve the aftereffects of the hangover before letting him go to sleep.

Then he was alone, facing this familiar yet unfamiliar room, and began to pack his things.

He knows exactly where things are placed, but now that Yu Li is asleep in the bedroom, he doesn't want to go in and disturb him, so he arranges other small things, and then when he is about to open the door of the utility room, he is hindered .

Twist it down again, but the door still doesn't move.

locked?

Qi Zhan raised his eyebrows slightly, carefully recalling the place where the man used to put the keys, and sure enough he took out a small key from under the TV cabinet.

The key was inserted into the lock hole and turned slightly.

When he opened the door, Qi Zhan didn't realize what he was going to face next.

And when he saw with his own eyes that it was almost full, almost all his things, he was shocked.

The clothes were wrapped in plastic sleeves one by one, and stood in a whole row in the corner, clean and tidy, as if the owner would come back to wear them at any time.His books and notes were also carefully placed on the bookshelf, neatly stacked from high to low.

Those small items, the cups he used, etc., were quietly placed on the table, with the mouth of the cup facing down to avoid dust, and there was a huge plastic bag in the corner, which contained a large bag of colorful, Looks like a snack.

Qi Zhan flipped through it twice, and finally remembered why these things were here.

Yu Li is really stubborn when he is stubborn, and he will never compromise easily, especially when it comes to things like feelings.

Three years have passed, and these things have long expired, but they have not been thrown away. Perhaps they are also a kind of testimony in a sense.

Not to mention the photos they once hung on the wall of the living room, single, double, and intimate, are now also hung on the wall here, and even the distance and position between them have not changed much.

The storage room was originally small and had no windows, Qi Zhan began to feel a bit of suffocation when he saw the scene in front of him.

Back then he thought he was protecting him and left, although his purpose was to become stronger, but how much harm he caused to Yu Li!

A person with such a simple mind gave him everything, but he failed to keep it.

Qi Zhan stayed in this room for more than an hour, did nothing, didn't touch anything, just scanned every corner of the place with his eyes, every object, and kept whipping his own, which had already been tortured heart of.

It wasn't until he heard the noise from the bedroom that he locked the door again, backed out, and put the key back in its original place.

"What are you doing outside?" Yu Li was the cutest when he was half asleep, his eyes half-closed, and he muttered twice to grab his hand.

"Preparing dinner." Qi Zhan passed his hand over and tucked him in the quilt again, "What do you want for dinner?"

"Anything is fine..." Yu Li yawned, "I like whatever you do..."

Having said that, he finally became fully awake, pulled his hand back, and slowly sat up on the bed.

"It's all right, just watch and do it." Yu Li avoided his drowningly gentle gaze, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, found some clothes and changed, "I'll go to the company later, how about you? "

Seeing him asking himself so naturally, Qi Zhan quickly forgot the loss in his heart, and said with a smile, "I'll go with you."

After a pause, he asked again cautiously, "Is that okay?"

Before reconciliation, he could go to Yu Li's company to check in three times a day without shame, but now, he has to consider Yu Li's mood.

"Yeah." Yu Li nodded indifferently, "I don't have much at home, so let's go out for dinner and do some shopping."

Qi Zhan naturally agreed, and after he went to the kitchen to clean up those things, he began to hang the clothes he brought in the bedroom.

Now the small wardrobe is half and half again.

There is a clear distinction between left and right, but the clothes stacked on one side are mixed together, and there is a sense of intimacy that does not distinguish between you and me.

After packing up, there was no place to put the two boxes, and the storage room was full.

He looked around, walked to the side of the bed, and lifted the sheet to reveal the gap below, which should be at the right height.

Although the inside was dark, one could vaguely see what seemed to be stuffed inside. Qi Zhan stretched out his hand and dragged it out. It was a large and delicate box. It was not locked, but there was no dust on it either. It should have been wiped open frequently. of.

What's inside?

Qi Zhan thought about it again. All his things were put in that storage room. This should have nothing to do with him. Just when he was about to push it aside and put it back again, his foot accidentally touched it. box.

The lid was slit open, exposing a sharp corner.

It looked like stacks of paper, or... envelopes.

Qi Zhan paused for a moment, then carefully opened the lid.

The boxy box, stuffed with envelopes, has a wisp of blue showing through near the top, forming a beautiful blue ribbon.

Judging from the number, it should be that all the letters he wrote are here.

One by one was neatly arranged, forming beautiful small squares, Qi Zhan took out one at random, and it looked like it was brand new, as if it had never been opened.

But when his fingers tried to open the envelope, he just flicked it lightly, and the letter paper was already exposed.

He touched the joint carefully again, the glue had naturally dried, but there was no trace of violent tearing, the person who read the letter must be very careful.

Qi Zhan thought it was because he was thinking too much, so he took out a few more letters, almost all of which were the same, from the envelope to the letter paper, they were all preserved almost perfectly.

He always thought that this person hadn't received the letter, or didn't want to read it.

After all, I never saw a reply.

But, he is Yu Li...

It was Yu Li who would take all other people's thoughts carefully, even in the years when they were separated, or even close to breaking up, he would not treat him so cruelly.

"What are you looking at?" Hearing the voice, he raised his head, and saw Yu Li leaning against the door, turning his head to look at him.

When he saw what he was holding, his eyes moved slightly.

"I want to put the box in." Qi Zhan pointed to the box that fell on the ground and explained.

His index finger moved across the letters one by one, and said softly, "I thought you didn't read it."

The tone sounded a bit aggrieved.

Yu Li was silent for a moment, walked over slowly, took out the two envelopes from him, and stuffed them back intact.

"Then what if I say, I really didn't watch it?" he asked.

Qi Zhan didn't speak, just stared at the big box, then looked up at him again, his eyes were extremely gentle.

He stretched out his hand and tugged at Yu Li's arm. The half-squatting posture was inherently unbalanced, and Yu Li staggered for a moment. Seeing that his knees were about to kneel on the ground, he was directly hugged into his arms.

The two sat down together, and Yu Li sat between his legs, his upper body was tightly held by his hands, and he was completely in control from top to bottom.

"Then I'll... come back and tell you in person." Qi Zhan smiled, brushing his fingers lightly on his back.

She tilted her head to his ear again, and rubbed against the most sensitive skin.

"I like you."

"I love you."

"I miss you."

"want to see you."

"Everything I want to tell you, I will tell you one sentence at a time. What else do you want to hear?" Qi Zhan saw that his earlobe turned red instantly, and rubbed his side face against Yu Li's, tenderly extreme.

Yu Li let out a long breath, grasped his arm unconsciously with his fingers, suppressed the urge to run away, and said with a trembling voice, "Then do you know how many letters you have written in the past few years?"

"520 letters, one is not too many, one is not too much." Qi Zhan turned his body to face him, pressed against his forehead, and stared closely at the pair of eyes that fascinated him so much.

It completely reflected his own figure.

Instead of the empty, evasive attitude before.

"You remember it clearly, aren't you afraid of making a mistake?" Yu Li twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a smile that was uglier than crying.

"No." Qi Zhan said firmly, raised his chin slightly, gently pressed against the softness, and dawdled lightly, absorbing the warmth that belonged to him.

"I remember every day I miss you."

Yu Li's lips trembled and he was completely speechless.

The author has something to say: Both of them are people who will take care of each other's wishes carefully.