In the days when I was forced to make up lessons by the school

"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Qi Zhan finished washing the dishes and found Yu Li still standing behind him, with a serious expression on his face and a slight frown, as if he was thinking about some important philosophy of life.

He walked over and wanted to probe Yu Li's forehead again, but he subconsciously blocked it.

"Ah! No, I've taken all the medicine, and I'm sure there won't be another burn. There's nothing to worry about." Yu Li lowered his head, avoiding Qi Zhan's probing eyes.

"No, you have to take medicine after meals." Qi Zhan refused him mercilessly.

Yu Li: ...

After taking the medicine, Qi Zhan took Yu Li and walked around the living room for a while to digest his food. Then he tucked him into the sofa and picked out a movie to watch.

The movie was chosen at random, Qi Zhan guessed his taste, and found a fairly lively action spy movie.Yu Li watched the first half with great interest, but gradually, the effect of the medicine came up, and he began to feel drowsy, and his body gradually tilted while sitting on the sofa, and Qi Zhan stretched out his arms to half embrace him, leaning his head against him. shoulders.

"Go to bed if you're sleepy, rest for another night, and you won't feel bad tomorrow." Qi Zhan turned off the movie, and half-supported him up the stairs.

But after two steps up the stairs, the drowsiness that had just arisen was dispelled a lot. Yu Li opened his eyes wide and looked at Qi Zhan's face who was very close in front of him, suddenly feeling a little uncomfortable.

I was really tired last night, and it was thundering and raining again, and I was very mentally exhausted, so I didn't feel anything wrong at all.

But now, less than five centimeters from the tip of his nose, there is another person's breath, and from time to time, the warm breath will sweep over the fine hairs on his face, making people itch.

Qi Zhan's bed is a standard double bed, two big men lying side by side will not feel cramped at all.But when he realized it, the two of them were already lying face to face like this, separated by a little distance, staring at each other for a long time.

This is not right.

Nothing is right.

After he was three years old, even though he had never slept in the same bed with his parents, even though he kept a certain distance from Jiang Chen later on, but now he suddenly had the illusion of being invaded.

But obviously he was the uninvited guest.

It seemed that something was out of control, but he couldn't do anything, so Yu Li could only stare at Qi Zhan's too good-looking face with his eyes wide open, without blinking.

Before he knew it, his heartbeat was so fast that he couldn't ignore it, and it seemed particularly abrupt in this quiet space.

Plop, plop, plop, plop.

Yu Li couldn't control it at all.

In fact, he can't even move his fingers now, he can only maintain this posture, his whole body is extremely stiff.

"Can't sleep?" Qi Zhan was not at all displeased by being stared at like this, his eyes were still calm.

"Cough..." Yu Li just came back to his senses, coughed uncomfortably, and looked away, eager to say something to ease the awkward atmosphere.

"You...don't you ask me what happened yesterday?"

"Tell me." Qi Zhan looked at him without urging him at all.

"Yesterday, I was working on a problem, and I got dizzy, so I wanted to go back early, but halfway through, I saw a child from our school fall into the lake... Then I realized that he wanted to commit suicide," Yu Li said. Frowning, he began to recall what happened yesterday, "I taught him a lesson. Children nowadays don't have the slightest reverence for life, and even if they feel unsatisfactory, they want to commit suicide..."

Yu Li whined and complained to Qi Zhan, but he didn't realize that he had inadvertently adopted a somewhat coquettish tone.

In the past, he wouldn't say such things even if he was beaten to death, and he couldn't even talk about such topics with Jiang Chen.

"Well, you did a really good job." Qi Zhan listened quietly, and as a qualified listener, he would give affirmation in due course, and even imitate the tone of an adult to praise him.

"Don't talk to me in such a tone..." Yu Li muttered in a low voice, and raised his hand to touch his numb and hot ears, "Speaking of the results of the second model, did you come out? How did you do in the exam?"

"I'm 729." Qi Zhan said indifferently.

"Amazing, little squad leader!" Yu Li's eyes widened. If he remembered correctly, the number one scholar in previous years was only 718. "Are you trying to break the record? What's the matter, want to be the number one student in science in our city S?"

"I don't care about that." Qi Zhan shook his head, "It's just a matter of getting every point you deserve and understanding the questions you don't know."

"High! It's really high!" Yu Li symbolically stretched out his small hand, clapping him twice, "Our children's ideological awareness is high, sincerity and not pretentious..."

As soon as he blew, a bit of helplessness appeared on Qi Zhan's face.

It became quiet again for a while, no one said to sleep, Qi Zhan was still staring at him.

Yu Li silently looked away and began to appreciate the ceiling.

It's so white and beautiful...

In fact, he knew what this guy meant.

But after making jokes for so long, I just don't want to bring up that topic.

"Hey, don't look at me like that. In fact, I just looked rather embarrassed yesterday, and I didn't get hurt. It's just that I lost the key. I'll go to equip the key in two days. It's not a big deal. "Yu Li really couldn't bear his gaze, so he could only explain a few words hastily.

"What about these few days?" Qi Zhan said sharply.

Yu Li raised his head and thought for a second, "I'll go to Jiang Chen to stay for a few more days, there's nothing to talk about about our relationship."

Qi Zhan's face turned cold, "But didn't you just move out? You don't want to bother him anymore, do you?"

Yu Li was helpless, it's not good for this kid to be too smart.

Why did you still expose him!

"It's a big deal to go outside and find an Internet cafe for a night out, it's 20 yuan." Yu Li pretended to be relaxed.

"No." Qi Zhan categorically vetoed, "You are not in good health yet, you can't spoil your body like this, go live with me."

Before Yu Li was about to refuse, he lowered his voice and said, "I lived in that house with my parents when I was a child when my family was not well-developed. I have a deep affection for it."

Qi Zhan touched Yu Li's wrist under the quilt, held his slender wrist with his warm and dry big hand, pressed against the slightly cold skin, and continued, "But it has been vacant since I was five years old, and I have no popularity at all. , that warm feeling is gone.”

"Just help me, okay?"

With a deep voice and sincere eyes, facing such a child, Yu Li's words of rejection instantly stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

He shrunk his face under the quilt, leaving only a pair of eyes exposed, and said in a low voice, "Got it! Go to sleep!"

Qi Zhan stretched out his hand and pushed down the quilt for him again, until the exposed nostrils would not obstruct his breathing, then he said softly, "Good night."

It was fatal!

Yu Li closed his eyes, listening to his rapid heartbeat, he wanted to cry but had no tears.

What is this called? !

Yesterday, I slept all day and took medicine again. The cold is almost gone. I have eaten enough, drank enough and slept enough. In the morning Qi Zhan went to bed together, and Yu Li woke up with him. He sat up and was no longer sleepy.

"Wake up, your school uniform has been washed, and a new one is placed next to your bed." Qi Zhan came in to put a glass of warm water, then went out again, probably to prepare breakfast.

Yu Li saw a school uniform on the chair beside the bed.

He picked it up and put it on his body, and the moment he pulled up the zipper, his whole body froze.

These are not new clothes.

Thinking about it, who would have so many brand new school uniforms at home? This set is obviously Qi Zhan's own.It was washed clean, and there was still a faint, pleasant scent of lemongrass on it.

just like……

As if being held in the arms of that child, his whole body smelled of him.

"Fuck!" Realizing that he was thinking of something terrible, Yu Li quickly shook his head vigorously to get that weird thought out of his mind.

When he finished packing and went downstairs, the seductive aroma had already permeated the entire living room.

Yu Li sniffed, and walked quickly to the dining table. The breakfast was indeed porridge, but this time it was porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat, presumably for nutrition.

"Wow!" Yu Li sat down, picked up a spoon and took a sip, it was still hot, hissing with his mouth wide open, "You are so virtuous, little squad leader... hiss... Who will be with you in the future? Must be very happy…”

"Don't make trouble." Qi Zhan sighed lightly, and went to peel another salted duck egg for him. The orange yolk even leaked oil, dripping into the bowl, and little oil stars floated on the rice-white porridge. , Look at the appetite.

After a meal, the two of them were quite satisfied, and Yu Li filled another bowl later. When he walked out, he touched his round belly and sighed.

How long has it been so easy?

The tight string in your heart can be relaxed a little bit, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to think about anything, everything will be thoughtfully considered for you.

It's just waiting to die.

But such a good day is almost stolen, and it should be enough to enjoy these two days.

Knowing that Yu Li's physical condition is not very good these two days, Qi Zhan kindly helped him cancel all the homework of copying and reciting, even the amount of questions was reduced by half, so he still didn't forget to remind him.

"If you don't feel well, don't do it. Lie on the table and rest for a while. Don't push yourself too hard. You don't have to study at this time, you know?"

The words were earnest, and the eyes were full of concern and worry, but the tone was still undeniably tough.

"I know, I know! You have told me several times, little squad leader, that I just have a cold, and it's not a serious illness. Why have I become so verbose?" Yu Li said helplessly.

Qi Zhan shook his head, did not express dissatisfaction with his teasing, and went back to class as soon as the bell rang.

Maybe it was really because of his illness. Yu Li was lazy all day long. After doing the meeting questions, he started to read some interesting stories in the library, and when he was tired, he lay down on the table to rest.

It's really a rare leisure.

When the two returned home from school, they bumped into Jiang Chen who was blocking others, "Brother! Where did you go yesterday? Why didn't you come to school?"

Yu Li could only pick and choose again, and roughly explained what happened the day before yesterday, which made Jiang Chen amazed.

"If you don't do well in the exam, you will jump into the lake? I wouldn't do it for me. I'm not the material for studying. Besides, I still haven't finished chasing the drama of the goddess. Ai Liluo's figures are only one thing away from collecting them all." , I can't bear to die!"

Jiang Chen puffed his bun face, and counted them one by one with his fingers.

"Not to mention how uncomfortable it is to choke on water, and suicide is very painful. I am the most afraid of pain... Hey, no, no, just thinking about it makes my scalp go numb..."

"Besides, my parents are gone. If something happens to me, my uncle and aunt will go crazy? How cruel..."

Yu Li looked at Jiang Chen, and the corners of his mouth also rose a bit.

That's right, even Jiang Chen knows that he can't make the person he cares about the most sad.

And I didn't expect that his otaku attribute is also one of the spiritual pillars.

"But no matter what, brother, you are so handsome! You jumped off and saved a life! You used to protect us from being bullied by others, but now you are directly saving lives! Why are you so good? I really admire you more and more!" Jiang Chen's eyes sparkled, and he reached out to hammer Yu Li's shoulder.

But that hand was stopped by Qi Zhan, who was on the farthest side.

After all, the fist didn't land on Yu Li.

Yu Li walked in the middle, with one arm stretched out from his left and right sides, draped over his shoulders in the air, the scene looked weird and funny.

"He's not feeling well, don't touch him." Qi Zhan, who was habitually silent all the way, said the first sentence after the meeting between the three of them today.

Jiang Chen seemed to have discovered his existence just now, he withdrew his hand resentfully, and laughed dryly twice.

"That's right, Brother Yu, you don't know, I've been miserable these two days!" Jiang Chen thought of another thing, and wailed louder.

"What's wrong?" Yu Li raised his eyebrows to look at him, but he didn't believe it.

If this guy was really miserable, he would have been crying with snot and tears, and the louder his voice, the more it meant that he was putting on airs.

"You don't even know. Since that night, that little girl has been blocking me every day, insisting on asking for your name and contact information. I'm almost annoyed by her. You know, I'm most afraid of girls crying... ..."

Yu Li's face turned cold, "Did you give it?"

"No! How dare I..." Sensing that Yu Li's mood was wrong, Jiang Chen quickly put up three fingers, and swore as a guarantee, "Brother, you didn't say anything, how could I betray you, and you are in a special situation right now, I still know this..."

"Well, good boy." Yu Li's face softened a little, and he patted his frightened little brother, "Don't pay attention to her, I'm not interested in getting to know her either."

"But..." He turned his head to look at Qi Zhan, who had been silent all this time, and suddenly felt a little teasing, put one hand on the man's shoulder, and leaned half his body towards him.

"If they don't see any hope here in Jiang Chen, they might come to harass you, little squad leader, who made me so attractive, brother Yu? Of course, it can't be ruled out that they want to get to know you by the way... When the time comes, Our big iceberg shouldn’t scare the little girl into tears... Hey! Hiss..." Before Yu Li finished speaking, Qi Zhan slapped him with an elbow, and he gasped. Take a breath.

The kid broke away his hand forcefully, and strode forward, aggressively, as if angry.

"Hey, kid, I'm just joking. What about it? Little squad leader? Little teacher? Kid? Don't be angry... Okay, okay, I was wrong, they will definitely not dare to come to you, okay? I I know I'm wrong, why don't you justify me..." Yu Li followed quickly, acknowledging his mistake in multiple voices.

Jiang Chen was left far behind by the two of them, seeing Yu Li sticky and determined to touch Qi Zhan, he just felt magical.

Is he blinded?

Brother Yu is... cheating?

That Yu Li, who has always adhered to "nothing that can't be solved with fists" and "come out to practice if you don't accept it", is coaxing people with a playful smile?

And even if he was thrown away by someone, he didn't feel annoyed at all, as if he was really taking care of a bad-tempered child, he was extremely patient.

"Hiss..." Jiang Chen sucked in a breath of air, only feeling his teeth hurt.

The scene in front of me is really too magical.

Yu Li's temper is actually not that good, and there is his unyielding and belligerent factor that comes out from his bones. Although he is not easy to get angry, he is loyal and sticks to his ribs.

But he can guarantee that if he insults brother Yu in public like Qi Zhan did, or if he gives his contact information to that little girl on his own initiative, he will definitely receive a "education of love".

But Qi Zhan...

Neither is right.

No one has ever seen the feeling of Bingshan Xiaoyan taking care of anyone, let alone waiting to go together after school every day.

I have never seen Yu Li coax anyone.

It always feels weird...

Yu Li didn't know why the kid was so angry yesterday. He hadn't said a word to him since he went to school in the morning.

Yu Li sat on the seat and continued to do the unfinished questions that day, but he couldn't sit still while doing it.

It's like a needle is growing under the buttocks, and it feels wrong no matter what.

Yu Li stopped writing, took two strong sniffs, and discovered the problem.

It was still the same smell, which emanated from him, and belonged to Qi Zhan, which made him feel like someone was by his side, and he couldn't concentrate well at all.

Thinking of the child's indifference to him all morning, he felt inexplicably irritated, so he simply flicked his pen and prepared to go out for a walk.

After passing the second-model exam, some people are happy and some are sad. The high school seniors passing by on the road are all in a hurry, with their heads buried in their heads, rushing back to the classroom to do two more questions, or chanting a few words on the road.

Yu Li walked to the door of "Siqi Building", and climbed the stairs all the way to the top floor, where there was a small rooftop.

The height of the five-story building can basically bring the surroundings into the eyes. The most important point is that there are few people and it is clean.

It's just that something happened before, and then it was locked with a big lock, but Yu Li knew that the lock was a fake one.

It wasn't fastened at all, and it opened with a light flick.

Yu Li pushed open the door, stood on the empty platform and stretched, feeling the cold wind blowing away the smell that made him restless, and finally felt comfortable.

He lay prone on the railing, looking down in a good mood.

I saw a couple secretly holding hands by the playground, the same threats and intimidation incidents in the grove, and the confession scene in the small garden with their heads bowed and sending love letters shyly.

Ok?

Yu Li poked his head forward again, squinting his eyes.

The small flower bed was a little away from the building, and the boy had his back facing him. From his angle, he could only see half of the girl's face.

Shy and timid, he raised his hands forward, holding an envelope, carefully.

But even if there was only one figure from the back, Yu Li could confirm that it was his child.

It stands to reason that watching a good friend and brother being confessed should be followed by a commotion, but now, Yu Li can't even squeeze out a smile.

I even suddenly felt a little inexplicable irritability.

He fixed his eyes on Qi Zhan, even if he couldn't hear what he said clearly, he didn't want to let go of any of his movements.

Qi Zhan took a step back, which should mean rejection.

Yu Li heaved a sigh of relief, he didn't even realize that he had completely held his breath just now.

But even so, the girl obviously didn't give up, she went a step further and said something.

Then the next second, Yu Li watched helplessly, the child reached out and took the love letter.

The little girl bent down and bowed to him, then turned and ran away, looking very happy.

"Grass!" Yu Li cursed in a low voice, subconsciously turned around and wanted to rush down, grabbed the child by the collar, and asked him how he could accept someone else's love letter!

But just when he was about to kick open the gate of the rooftop aggressively, he seemed to be completely sober as if he had been poured cold water on his head.

"What... what am I doing?" Yu Li sat down on the ground and looked up at the sky, feeling more confused than ever.

Just a second ago, he even thought about it, whether it be patient persuasion, or using the threat of breaking up, he must make the child reject him.

He even asked him to promise that he was not allowed to have a girlfriend during this time.

But why should he?

Yu Li's mind was buzzing, and he began to find reasons for his impulsiveness.

Now in the third year of high school, this kid is going to be the champion, so he can't be hindered by these children's personal relationships!

This little girl is too courageous, giving love letters to people in the street, she is not reserved at all, not suitable for children.He is so shy, it must be too much!

He must be embarrassed to refuse to embarrass others face to face, so he reluctantly accepted it. He didn't like her at all!

he……

But Yu Li knew that this was all fucking fart.

None of the reasons stand.

There should be something deeper. He has already vaguely felt it, but is subconsciously avoiding it.

what is it then?

As long as he thinks that he and his children will be on the way home in the future, there may be a third person's footsteps, and he will feel a blockage in his chest.

He would brush her hair carefully.

She will considerately prepare three meals for her, and the taste is completely accommodating to the other party.

I will comfort her gently when she is most helpless, don't be afraid, I am here, go to sleep...

meeting……

"He dares!" These imaginary scenes pierced into Yu Li's heart like a poisonous thorn, ripping off all his self-suggestion and self-deception fig leaf, and exposing him naked to the air .

He is my little friend!

It's me who pampers and protects the children who have been taking care of me for so long!

He can only do this to me!

Yu Li suddenly realized, and even had an explanation for his inexplicable entanglements and ailments in the past few days.

He is... in love with that wooden idiot!

I bent?

it's over...

The author has something to say: Gao Liang: Brother Zhan did not accept the confession!

Qi Zhan: You asked other women to ask me your contact information?Do you think I look like HAPPY?

Yu Li: Am I bent?I am done……