melancholy summer

'It's my fault! 'Sun Xiang didn't know how long time had passed. He sat there, thinking about this sentence all the time. If he had been tougher, he would have taken the boy to the hospital, but now...

As soon as Zhou Yue opened the door, she didn't smell the aroma of the food. The room was a little dark and the lights were not turned on.

"Where did you go! Don't tell me anything." Zhou Yue muttered.

Turning on the light with a "snap", Sun Xiang sat on the bed in the living room in a daze. For Sun Xiang's comfort, Zhou Yue threw away the sofa in the small living room and bought a bed.

Zhou Yue was taken aback, and when she saw Sun Xiang's expression clearly, she was taken aback again.

"Brother Xiang, Brother Xiang, what's wrong with you, what happened, don't scare me!"

Sun Xiang told what happened.

Zhou Yue listened, and he felt that what Sun Xiang had done was as benevolent as possible.

There are many patients in the hospital who question the doctor's diagnosis, do not take the examination prescribed by the doctor, do not take the medicine prescribed by the doctor, and seek troublesome patients in fancy ways.

And when these patients have problems, they often turn around and find trouble with doctors and hospitals.

But are those doctors right? Without saying a word, they prescribe a bunch of expensive tests and expensive medicines. They don't communicate with patients, or they don't bother to communicate with patients.

Do patients know the difference between B-ultrasound, MRI, X-ray and CT?I don't know; do you know what coronary angiography and ultrasound intervention are and what to do?I don't know; I know that everyone's constitution is different, so are the medicines prescribed and treatment methods different?have no idea.

In that case, what's the use of telling them? !

If a patient who didn't follow the doctor's advice had a problem, they would just say indifferently: "I told him to do some tests and take some medicines. If he doesn't listen, he will suffer."

The doctor feels that he is benevolent and righteous, and there is no legal fault. After all, it is the patient's own choice, isn't it.

Doesn't Sun Xiang know about this?Of course he knew, he had been in the hospital for one year as a trainee, and for one year as an intern, two years was enough for him to experience the difficulties of patients and the indifference of doctors.

But he has not yet become such a person, he is not yet a doctor, and he has never treated patients. What he does most is to post various test sheets and run errands for doctors.

His self-blame and confusion about the future made him breathless.

Professor Liu told him that the number of people who died on his operating table was unknown. When the first person died, he was terrified and panicked like never before. He told himself over and over again that even if he tried his best, the God of Da Luo could not save him. That person is gone.

second, third...

When Professor Liu talked about this, it was calm and calm.At the end, he patted him on the shoulder and said meaningfully, "Get used to it, it will be fine."

Sun Xiang asked himself, can he get used to it?he does not know!Is he really suitable for surgery?he does not know!Can he really control the life and death of others with a knife?he does not know! !

His mind fell into an empty place, in self-pity and self-pity, unable to extricate himself.

Zhou Yue looked at Sun Xiang like this, but was surprisingly calm.

He thought of what a great man said, "Only good wine can make people forget their troubles and sorrows."

I also thought of a sentence, "Alcohol can mess with sex."

Then, the convenience store downstairs provided all the crime tools Zhou Yue needed.

So, after Zhou Yue came back, Sun Xiang drank and cried in his arms.

Sun Xiang drank a lot. After all, success or failure depends on one stroke. Zhou Yue was not stingy with money, and went home with two big beer bags. Of course, he put several small boxes in his pocket.

The soft light blurred his eyes, and Sun Xiang felt that some places on his body were a little hot, while others were a little cold.

It was raining, and the pattering raindrops outside the window "snapped", slapping the window, and the breeze stroked the window frame to make a "squeaky" sound.

The raindrops, falling on the winter jasmine blooming in the grass, slowly slipped from the leaves to the stamens, and disappeared.

Suddenly, the rain became heavier, and it slapped on the delicate petals of the winter jasmine, almost breaking up the poor winter jasmine.

But the winter jasmine persisted tenaciously until the end, the rain stopped, Zhou Yue looked out the window, tomorrow will be another sunny day.

……

Then, "Woooooh~" a small train ran over happily, and the uncooked rice was cooked.

……

Sun Xiang had a dream. In the dream, he rented a small boat and went fishing in the sea.

He is lying on the deck, floating with the waves~floating~

Then a storm blew up and the boat shook violently, but he was very strange and not afraid.

He didn't start to panic until waves capsized the boat and he fell into the ocean, followed by a black and white shark.

He swam desperately, but he was caught up by the shark. The shark bit him hard on his ass, and he was so painful that he almost jumped up.

No, isn't this a dream? Why does it hurt?Sun Xiang thought in a daze.

The next day, when he opened his eyes, Sun Xiang felt that he probably really went boating last night, swimming with a shark, and lost in the end, being bitten by a shark.

Because now, the whole body, head, waist, buttocks, there is no place that does not hurt.

Then, he saw Zhou Yue sleeping on the side, still not awake.

Zhou Yue didn't wear any clothes, and she didn't wear any clothes either.very good!He probably knew what was going on.

This little bastard!It's too blatant to take advantage of yourself while you're drunk! !

Zhou Yue's method worked, now Sun Xiang didn't have the heart to blame himself, his mind was full of Zhou Yue now.

He began to think about his relationship with Zhou Yue.

It's impossible to say that Sun Xiang didn't notice Zhou Yue's feelings at all before. Although he was a bit slow to feelings, Zhou Yue showed it so clearly, and he was not blind.

It's not that he doesn't like Zhou Yue, maybe not as strong as Zhou Yue's feelings for him, but he still likes it.

When did it start?Is it from that clean and bright young man who held his hand again and again and followed closely behind him without leaving, or did he turn back to wait for Sun Xiang in front again and again, looking at him expectantly.

Probably, this is, love with each passing day.

He didn't agree. He was afraid to take a step forward. If he crossed that line, he would never turn back. He was five years older than Zhou Yue. He had too much to consider, which was related to the present and the future.

He didn't refuse either. He had been alone for too long, and was lonely for too long. He had no close friends except Zhou Yue. He was afraid that if he refused, he would lose Zhou Yue and become an isolated island.

Alas, sooner or later there will be a day when he needs to make a choice.

"Don't pretend to be asleep, you slept so lightly, wake up early." After straightening out his thoughts, Sun Xiang said angrily.

Zhou Yue looked at his unfriendly expression, opened his mouth and was about to speak, when Sun Heng interrupted, "Don't say that you are drunk and have sex after drinking. It's okay to deceive ordinary people. As soon as I study medicine Yes, let me tell you responsibly, people who are completely drunk are incapable of sexual function." For example, when I thought of this last night, my face became even more stinky.

With a cold face, Sun Xiang added, "Alcohol can only make people courageous, and sex after drinking, hum, it doesn't exist, do you have anything else to say."

Looking at Zhou Yue with her head down, wondering what she was thinking, Sun Xiang thought, when did Zhou Yue grow taller than himself, and she was a little shy when she smiled, but she was no longer shy and introverted.

When did you attach a thin layer of muscle to your thin arms, and when did you exercise?Obviously I was with him all day long?

Seeing Sun Xiang looking at him, Zhou Yue said in a panic, "I was a little drunk last night..."

Then, as if she had made up her mind, she said, "But Brother Xiang, I like you!"

"I know your feelings for me are not like this. I originally planned to just wait for you to get enlightened, even if I wait for a lifetime." (He has ten thousand ways to enlighten him!)

"If someone you like gets married, I will bless you too. Really, Brother Xiang, I really like you." (Looking for a woman to marry? There is no door!)

"Yes, I'm afraid, I dare not tell you, I'm afraid I don't even have friends. Because as long as I'm by your side, I have a chance. So brother Xiang, don't drive me away." (Whoever wants to be friends with you, I want to be your old Gong! If you drive me away, I won’t leave!)

"What should I do if I'm a bit touched by the bastard thing that cut first and then played, no, I can't let him pass so easily." Sun Xiang thought a lot when Zhou Yue pretended to sleep.

The final conclusion: Life is short, enjoy yourself in time!Since you like me and I like you a little bit, let's be together, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, so why worry about the future.

"Sorry, I don't feel the same way about you as you do about me. I just treat you as a younger brother. I treat you... Hey, I prefer to be friends with you."

Every time Sun Xiang said a word, Zhou Yue's face turned green.

Seeing Zhou Yue's disappointed expression, Sun Xiang suddenly felt distressed, forget it, don't scare Zhou Yue, he really likes him too.

"Hey, hey," Sun Xiang laughed, "Did I scare you? I just made fun of you. I think about it, let's be together!"

"Sun! Enjoy!" Zhou Yue was filled with joy and anger, happy at Sun Xiang's agreement, and angry at scaring herself just now, although Zhou Yue was not really scared.

Sun Xiang paid the price for his momentary happiness, and was bitten by a shark again.

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