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Chapter 19 Huo Chengyu failed to regain Tan Yi's care

Huo Chengyu sends Xiaodiudiu to accompany Huo Chengyu

Since that night, Huo Chengyu cried every night, and she was very decadent when she went to work every day. Her colleagues thought she was sick, and gradually she felt that going to work should look like going to work, so she pretended to be very happy during the day, and she could no longer hide her inner feelings at night. Collapsing, suffering from insomnia day and night, Huo Chengyu's eyesight is getting worse and worse, and his eyes are extremely red every day.Huo Chengyu's childhood, knowing all about Huo Chengyu's feelings, is called: Diudiu.Diudiu knew how much Huo Chengyu valued Tan Yi and this relationship, and was afraid that she would not be able to make it through, so he bought a bus ticket to this small town that day. Although the journey was not too far, for a person with motion sickness, sitting During the nearly two-hour bus ride, Huo Chengyu also cared about Diudiu. When Diudiu arrived that night, he sang with her, drank with her on Xiaonan, and went drunk with her on the side of the road.Diu: Yu, it’s not worth it for someone who doesn’t love you, maybe it’s not what you think, she also has her own pressure, you have to open up, I know it’s useless to say these things, but I think Hello, can you understand?Huo Chengyu's tears never stopped, and he turned to Diudiu seriously: I want to leave this city, I want to stay away from this place, this place that breaks my heart.His tone paused, and he smiled wryly: But, I want to watch it with her once, watch the sunrise once, and let her listen to the song I played and sang for her once, you know?Diu Diu patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, okay, let's stop talking, let me watch the sunrise with you tomorrow, okay, go home and go home."Not long after going back, she took a shower and felt very anxious. As long as Huo Chengyu was out of her sight, she kept calling: Yu?feather?feather?Huo Chengyu: What are you doing? What's your name?Diudiu: Oh, it's okay, I just want to call you by your name, don't think about it when you take a bath, hurry up, it's getting late, and you have to watch the sunrise tomorrow.After washing up, Diu Diu chatted with her for a while and then fell asleep. Huo Chengyu was looking at the PPT she had made, which she had prepared for Tan Yi's birthday. From the moment he realized all the process, he watched it all night. It's almost four o'clock, Huo Chengyu: Hello!Hello!Then use your feet: this dead pig.Finally loudly: It's nine o'clock, can't you watch the sunrise.Diu Diu sat up in a trance with half-opened eyes, grabbing clothes everywhere: what, sunrise, sunrise, I want to watch the sunrise with us Oyuyu.Huo Chengyu wanted to laugh for the first time these days: No, get dressed quickly, the sun will come out in a while, and we still have to take a taxi. After 5 minutes, I rushed downstairs, took a taxi everywhere, and finally got a taxi. I arrived halfway up the mountain, because there was a bathing beach, and I couldn’t get close without a ticket. They stood halfway up the mountain. out of the beauty.It's so beautiful, Huo Chengyu's tears still couldn't stop flowing, she looked at her hair from the side, and she thought to herself: If Tan Yi was here, would this scene move her so much.Diu Diu: Wow, Yu, Yu, look, how beautiful it is.Huo Chengyu wiped away tears: Mmmmm!beautiful!There are ships sailing into the middle of the sea, which are as beautiful as a painting.Diudiu took Huo Chengyu's hand: "Yu, let's make an agreement in the future, when there is someone who wants to be with us, we will camp here together, okay?"Huo Chengyu's eyes were full of tears all the time: Well, good.They pulled the hook, and on the bus back, Diu Diu squeezed Huo Chengyu's hand all the way to signal her: everything will be fine, you see how beautiful the sunrise is, you must make it through.When I arrived at the station, Diudiu: I cook for you. Didn’t you always want to eat seafood?I made it for you today, so after a few times of torment, the bought vegetables returned home, Huo Chengyu sat in the bedroom like a lost soul, not talking, only Diu Diu was busy back and forth between the kitchen and the living room, always He kept talking to himself: Yu, you know what?When we were young, you were a person who was very considerate of others. If you didn’t eat for yourself, you had to save money to buy food for hungry people. It’s good that you have such a strong relationship, but there are also bad times... Just like that.Huo Chengyu listened without saying a word.After Diu Diu cooked the meal, he pulled Huo Chengyu's hand: Look, everything you like is here, eat it, hurry up, after eating, I will record songs with you.Huo Chengyu didn't have any taste at all, but he still ate lunch for the sake of Diudiu's busy work all morning. Huo Chengyu started to eat seafood more since then. After the first bite, he was taken aback: When did this guy have such a good taste? Craft up.After the meal, Huo Chengyu wanted to wash the dishes, so Diudiu grabbed it and got busy. Later they sang together, only Huo Chengyu was relaxed when singing, and went to the beach with bare feet at night. It was an open-air karaoke stand, and Huo Chengyu ordered The song "Late Autumn" was humming affectionately beside him.On the way back, Diudiu: Do you have to go back to Beijing?Do you want to continue those wandering days?Huo Chengyu is firm: If the heart is gone, where will it be different?I don't want to stay here, I can't bear two people in the same city living a life as far apart as an earth, I can't bear it even for a minute, Diu Diu knows that no one can change what Huo Chengyu decides: that's good, then you Promise me, take good care of yourself, don't eat or sleep, you must take good care of yourself.Huo Chengyu: It's okay, don't worry.The next day, she sent Diudiu away. She went back to her place alone, because the house she lived in belonged to someone else. Now that the owner of the house was coming back, the house would no longer be rented out. The house cost 1 yuan a month, there is no internet, and the environment is extremely bad, but Huo Chengyu doesn't care, because his heart is dead, it's the same everywhere.Huo Chengyu was afraid of the dark, afraid of all sharp sounds: broken glass, howling wind, broken branches.That night of mudslides, Huo Chengyu huddled in the house halfway up the mountain, and with the faint light of the night light, he closed his eyes and forced himself to fall asleep quickly. I don't know how many nights of such fear have passed.