Rebirth of Love Slag Becomes Disease

Looking at the ashtray, Cheng Yuanqing only felt that his heart hurt more than his injured forehead.

He was looking up at Luo Shaozhuo who was sitting on the bed, with the same indifference on his face as before.

Luo Shaozhuo, why can you always treat me so cruelly?I have paid so much for you and endured so much, but I never got a good word from you.

Could it be, from the beginning to the end, it was all my wishful thinking?

Unlike Luo Shaozhuo, Bai Jiaze was stunned when he saw the wound on Cheng Yuanqing's forehead.He also didn't expect that Luo Shaozhuo would hit Cheng Yuanqing with an ashtray. Looking at the blood dripping on the ground, he felt dizzy, his eyes darkened, and he passed out.

The two of them ignored Bai Jiaze, who was already in a coma due to haemorrhage, Luo Shaozhuo looked at Cheng Yuanqing, and Cheng Yuanqing looked at Luo Shaozhong.

The past is like a revolving lantern in Cheng Yuanqing's mind.

He thought of burning all his memories alone in the cold wind; he thought of the sting of the blade cutting through the artery; he thought of... all his struggles before he died...

What is he for?

The man he loved so much had never loved him, what he loved was only his dependence on him and his tolerance for him.

To put it bluntly, what's the difference between them and the police?

"Shaozhuo, I never thought that we would get to where we are today." After a long silence, Cheng Yuanqing finally opened his mouth, "I have had a crush on you since I was a child, and I am your follower. I think I can get it You, you can have you. But, I was wrong. When I was lying alone in the hot tub, the fear of death swallowed me. I began to regret why I came to this point, this time I really I finally realized that it was all because of you! Because I love you, because of your gui, your cold violence, all my struggles, pain, and memories have become worthless."

Thinking about his past, Cheng Yuanqing cried uncontrollably.He had shed too many tears for Luo Shaozhuo, and he told himself in his heart that this was the last time.

The cold-blooded, self-righteous man in front of him would never pity him more because of his tears.Perhaps, he felt that he would never be able to leave him, no matter how much he did.

"You shouldn't know that I was diagnosed with depression a few years ago. The doctor said that if I didn't adjust my emotions, I would go crazy. It turns out that in the end, I was really I can't take it any longer..."

At this point, Cheng Yuanqing was sobbing.God, no one knows how much he loves this man.However, the deeper his love, the greater his despair.

"Have you said enough?" Seeing Cheng Yuanqing crying into tears, Luo Shaozhuo didn't feel a trace of sadness, but a sense of pleasure.

Yes, he likes it.He just likes to watch Cheng Yuanqing cry for him, crazy for him.He knows that Cheng Yuanqing loves him, and loves him with his life.

Therefore, no matter how outrageous things he does, as long as he coaxes Cheng Yuanqing well, the other party will forgive him unconditionally.And, turn a blind eye to what he did.

This is why Cheng Yuanqing has been able to stay by his side for so many years.Because, he is witty.

But the only thing that puzzled Luo Shaozhuo was that he couldn't understand some of what Cheng Yuanqing said.He has been with Cheng Yuanqing for the past few years, and he has never seen a psychiatrist; and... this seems to be the first time he has gone out of gui...

Right now, Luo Shaozhuo can't think so much anymore.He looked at Cheng Yuanqing very intently, and the current Cheng Yuanqing made him feel a little strange.This also made Luo Shaozhuo a little uneasy, the former Cheng Yuanqing was not like this...

"No!" Cheng Yuanqing gave Luo Shaozhuo a hard look, with this attitude, he always does this, never admits his mistakes properly, instead takes it for granted.

"Luo Shaozhuo, do you think that I love you so much that you can use my love as the capital for your arrogance and cheating?" Cheng Yuanqing wiped away the tears on his face, "Then I will tell you now, After so many years, I'm tired. I don't want to forgive you for your excesses, and I don't want the past to repeat itself. So..."

That sentence was choked in Cheng Yuanqing's throat, and he wanted to say it out loud.However, it is extremely difficult to say this sentence.

"So what?" Luo Shaozhuo got out of bed, walked to Cheng Yuanqing's side, and pulled the man into his arms, "So, are you going to leave me?"

He slightly bent his index finger to lift Cheng Yuanqing's chin, rubbed his thumb gently on his lips, and looked at Cheng Yuanqing affectionately.

"Ah Qing, give up struggling, you love me so much, how could you be willing to leave me?"

That's right, this is Luo Shaozhuo, a selfish, indifferent and arrogant man.

Cheng Yuanqing's body trembled slightly, and he cursed himself in his heart, it was just a few simple words, why couldn't he say them?

As he said that, Luo Shaozhuo lowered his head and kissed Cheng Yuanqing. The kiss was very domineering, as if he wanted to sweep everything about Cheng Yuanqing and punish him.

Luo Shaozhuo's tongue forcefully squeezed into Cheng Yuanqing's mouth, lingering with him.Cheng Yuanqing struggled to dodge, but Luo Shaozhuo's strength was much stronger than him, so he couldn't dodge at all.

Luo Shaozhuo pushed Cheng Yuanqing onto the bed, and picked up his tie from the ground.Then he pushed Cheng Yuanqing down, clasped Cheng Yuanqing's hands and raised them up, pulling towards the head of the bed.Bind Cheng Yuanqing's hands with a tie, and tied the other end to the railing at the head of the bed.

"Luo Shaozhuo! Don't force me to hate you!" Cheng Yuanqing said through gritted teeth.

For his threat, the other party didn't care at all, instead, the corners of his mouth were raised and he said with a smile, "Ah Qing, you are wrong, you love me, how can you hate me?"

In Luo Shaozhuo's view, Cheng Yuanqing was nothing more than a bluff.

Luo Shaozhuo couldn't be more aware of Cheng Yuanqing's sensitive zone. Seeing the other party's breathing became short of breath, Luo Shaozhuo leaned over and kissed Cheng Yuanqing again.

"Ah Qing, sure enough you are different from them..." Looking at Cheng Yuanqing, Luo Shaozhuo's eyes were full of lust.It has to be said that Cheng Yuanqing's body will always drive him crazy.

"Luo Shaozhuo, get out, get out..." Cheng Yuanqing was still struggling, but his strength was not as strong as Luo Shaozhuo's, and no matter how hard he struggled, it became futile.

The other party squeezed into his body without lubrication. It was really painful at first, but it gradually became comfortable.Under Luo Shaozhuo's teasing, Cheng Yuanqing's consciousness became weak, and he slowly began to twist his waist to cooperate with Luo Shaozhuo.

Seeing Cheng Yuanqing who was so proactive, Luo Shaozhuo was in a good mood, it seemed that he had tied down this person once.

Unlike before, Cheng Yuanqing didn't feel any pleasure, but felt a little ashamed.He kept cursing in his heart that he was spineless, why he thought very well but couldn't do it.

"Ah Qing, I love you..." After finishing their work, the two lay on the bed panting.The tie that bound Cheng Yuanqing had been untied at some point.

When hearing Luo Shaozhuo's words, Cheng Yuanqing sat up like an electric shock.

Seeing him sit up, Luo Shaozhuo also sat up.He subconsciously hugged Cheng Yuanqing's shoulder, wanting to ask him what's wrong.

As a result, Cheng Yuanqing slapped Luo Shaozhuo's face with his backhand.

"Luo Shaozhuo, I've never seen a more bastard than you in my life!" He glared at Luo Shaozhuo, "Don't think I'm so easy to coax, every time you whip me and give me a sweet date, I will treat you again. You wag your tail."

Yes, that's it, Cheng Yuanqing, just go on like this, say the sentence you want to say the most!As Cheng Yuanqing spoke, he cheered himself up in his heart.

"Let me tell you! From now on, I will never do this again! Let's... Let's break up!" After speaking, Cheng Yuanqing quickly got out of bed, put on his pants, and left as if he had escaped before Luo Shaozhuo could react.

Luo Shaozhuo was left with a dazed look on his face as he touched his beaten face in a daze.

After escaping from Luo Shaozhuo's studio, Cheng Yuanqing returned to his home in a daze, and he couldn't face a series of incomprehensible things.

His whole body was limp on the sofa, his trembling hands didn't have any scars, they were still as white and tender as a boy.Except for the crimson marks drawn by the tie.

He didn't understand why he, who was already dead, was able to stand there alive again, in front of the man who rejected his love to death.

If such a long and cruel life was a dream of his, how could the feeling of the blade clinging to his wrist be so real?Why is it so painful to see Luo Shaozhuo hugging other women?

If that's what actually happened, how could he be resurrected outside of science?Could it be that my humble desire to survive was seen by some god...

In any case, he, Cheng Yuanqing, is standing here as a living person—the official starting point of their story—so no matter if this is science or some kind of miracle, since God gave him a chance, he will There is no reason to give up.

Cheng Yuanqing's fingers began to tighten unconsciously with his thoughts, crunching and deforming the poor plastic packaging.

He remembered how he was played and discarded by Luo Shaozhuo, how Luo Shaozhuo cheated and hurt him, and every fragment of himself before his rebirth.

Every memory of Luo Shaozhuo broke his heart.

In love, no one is right and no one is wrong. Even if there is right and wrong, it cannot change the fact that has already been formed.Why can't I, Cheng Yuanqing, do what Luo Shaozhuo can do?

The world should be equal.

Now turn back the clock, it's time for me to reverse your black and white.