Rebirth of Love Slag Becomes Disease

At the funeral, Zhang Wenwen cried several times and fainted in Tang Fengmian's arms.

Mother Cheng was sent directly to the hospital. She never thought that her well-behaved son would choose to commit suicide to end his young life.

Cheng's father, a half-century man, suddenly aged ten years. In front of Cheng Yuanqing's portrait, he kept apologizing, blaming himself for not caring for his son well.

Gu Yiran only came during the farewell ceremony for the body on the third day.However, when he just came in front of Luo Shaozhuo and wanted to comfort Luo Shaozhuo, he was punched several times by Luo Shaozhuo inexplicably.

Seeing Gu Yiran, Luo Shaozhuo rushed forward like a mad dog.If there is no one pulling him by the side, he must be able to participate in the farewell ceremony of Gu Yiran's body in three days.Gu Yiran who was beaten was also sent to the hospital.

The media came to report each other, and things about Luo Shaozhuo's homosexuality were also widely publicized.The media who came to the scene were all arranged in the lounge. Zhinian Studio said that after the funeral, Luo Shaozhuo would come to accept everyone's interviews.

Standing in front of Cheng Yuanqing's portrait, only Luo Shaozhuo did not cry.He just stood there dumbfounded, looking at Cheng Yuanqing's photo, and would show a smile from time to time, because Cheng Yuanqing in the photo didn't smile anymore.

After the farewell to the body, Cheng Yuanqing's body sank slowly in the glass coffin, and he was about to be cremated.

At this time, Luo Shaozhuo rushed over suddenly, lying on the glass coffin and crying loudly, begging Cheng Yuanqing not to leave.In the past few days, he has been holding a fluke in his heart, thinking that Cheng Yuanqing might suddenly open his eyes at any time, and he doesn't believe that he is really dead.

However, the result disappointed him, Cheng Yuanqing did not open his eyes.

Now, everything is a foregone conclusion.Cheng Yuanqing is really dead, and he will never open his eyes to look at him again.Luo Shaozhuo couldn't accept the cremation of Cheng Yuanqing's body, which proved that he was really dead, and he didn't want such a proof.

Cheng's father and Zhang Wenwen were also crying on the glass coffin. They all hoped to see Cheng Yuan once more, to remember his appearance in their hearts, and to remember it forever.

Cheng Yuanqing's body was still cremated, even though Luo Shaozhuo couldn't accept it.

The moment they watched the coffin being buried, everyone's hearts died.Zhang Wenwen was lying in Tang Fengmian's arms, not daring to look, tears had soaked Tang Fengmian's clothes.

The coffin was buried, and everyone bowed to say goodbye to Cheng Yuanqing.

Afterwards, all those who came to say goodbye left.Only Luo Shaozhuo, Zhang Wenwen and Tang Fengmian were left.

Standing in front of Cheng Yuanqing's grave, Luo Shaozhuo couldn't control his tears.Zhang Wenwen pushed Tang Fengmian away, walked up to Luo Shaozhuo, raised his hand and slapped Luo Shaozhuo, and then punched and kicked her.

"It's all your fault! It's all your fault! Luo Shaozhuo, you scum! It's all your fault! If it wasn't for you! How could Ah Qing die! It's all your fault! You scum, why didn't you die!" Zhang Ask has grown hysterical.

Seeing his wife become like this, Tang Fengmian hurried over and hugged Zhang Wenwen into his arms again.However, Zhang Wenwen was struggling so hard that Tang Fengmian could only hold him tightly.

During the whole process, Luo Shaozhuo didn't say a word.

He knew that Zhang Wenwen was right.He couldn't understand it anymore, Cheng Yuanqing's death could not be blamed on Gu Yiran, it was all caused by him.It was he who made Cheng Yuanqing despair, and made him choose to commit suicide to understand all the pain.

"Luo Shaozhuo, you chusheng, you are really inferior to a pig!" Zhang Wenwen continued to scold, "Do you know how many tears she shed for you, Ah Qing! He cries every day, do you know! For you, he You also suffer from depression, do you know all this! Luo Shaozhuo, why don't you die!"

"Hehe, of course you don't know! You only know how to spend time and drink outside, you only know how to sleep with those dirty asses, you don't care about Ah Qing at all! Since you don't love him anymore, why didn't you break up with him earlier! Why? !" Zhang Wenwen broke free from Tang Fengmian's protection, and continued to beat Luo Shaozhuo.

Luo Shaozhuo just stood there without saying a word, letting Zhang Wenwen beat him and scold him.These are all things he should bear. If Cheng Yuanqing can come back this way, let alone beating him and scolding him, even cutting him with a knife, he is willing to exchange his life for Cheng Yuanqing's.

Before, he didn't understand what love is.

He likes Cheng Yuanqing, and has liked him since college.He originally thought that he would always like Cheng Yuanqing, college, middle-aged, old, they would be together forever.

However, when he got out of the society, he realized that liking is not so easy.

Because of his work, more and more young boys came to him, and at first he resisted these things.But slowly, he became unable to resist.

At this time, Bai Jiaze appeared in front of him.He is very good at things, very cheerful, and always says something that makes him feel very happy.With Bai Jiaze, he felt very relaxed, which was different from being with Cheng Yuanqing.

The personalities of Cheng Yuanqing and Bai Jiaze belong to two extremes, one is stable and mature, and the other is cheerful and lively.It's like when you face a piece of pork belly every day, after a long time, you will eat it like a different vegetable.

After getting in touch with Bai Jiaze for a while, he liked this cheerful boy even more.He could feel that Bai Jiaze also liked him.Knowing that the other party was so courteous just to be able to be in his play, Luo Shaozhuo thought, it's not bad just for fun, anyway, Cheng Yuanqing wouldn't know.

That day, he deliberately asked Bai Jiaze to come to his studio, but just as they were planning to proceed, Cheng Yuanqing suddenly appeared.His appearance caught Luo Shaozhuo off guard, but he didn't show it too much.

The appearance of Cheng Yuanqing made Luo Shaozhuo feel ashamed. In front of Bai Jiaze, he quarreled with Cheng Yuanqing and drove Cheng Yuanqing away.

Afterwards, he also regretted it very much, went to coax Cheng Yuanqing, and promised that this would not happen again in the future.

He had promised to do so, and he intended to do so.But after Bai Jiaze's incident, Gu Yiran became very attentive for some reason, taking him to and from various nightclubs every day, and finding all kinds of boys to accompany him for drinks.

Once or twice, drunk, he took the boys out for a room.Slowly, he became indifferent.Cheng Yuanqing also had a fight with him, but he didn't take it seriously at all.

From his point of view, Cheng Yuanqing really loves himself, so no matter how much he goes too far, Cheng Yuanqing will never leave him.

But now, when he looked back on these, he realized how ridiculous he was.

What Zhang Wenwen said was correct, he is a scum, chusheng, inferior to pork... It was he who killed Cheng Yuanqing, and it was all his fault.

Tang Fengmian knew that his wife felt uncomfortable, so he didn't pull Zhang Wenwen any more, he just stood there watching Zhang Wenwen punch and kick Luo Shaozhuo, Luo Shaozhuo didn't resist either.

"Zhang Wenwen, hit me, hit me to death, I was the one who was sorry for Ah Qing, I was the one who killed Ah Qing."

"If you can get Ah Qing's life back by killing you, I will definitely do that!" Zhang Wenwen yelled while crying.

"If I can really get Ah Qing back, I don't need you to fight, I will finish it myself."

Seeing Luo Shaozhuo like this, Zhang Wenwen didn't know what to say, she was crying, her lungs were about to explode.Seeing that she stopped talking, Tang Fengmian quickly comforted Zhang Wenwen and took her away.

Everyone left, only Luo Shaozhuo was left alone.

Luo Shaozhuo knelt down in front of Cheng Yuanqing's grave, and he began to cry, "Ah Qing, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Ah Qing, I love you, I really love you..."

In the past, when Cheng Yuanqing was always by his side, he didn't realize that his love for Cheng Yuan had changed from liking to love early on.When he lost, he really understood.

Only when he saw Cheng Yuanqing's frozen body did he understand what he meant.However, it was too late, and Cheng Yuanqing would never hear him say that he loved him again.

If he can withstand the temptation, if he can strengthen his belief, if he can be sure of what he really wants, then he will not make a mistake, and he will not get to where he is today with Cheng Yuanqing.

After Cheng Yuanqing left, Luo Shaozhuo became devastated.No matter who came to him, he would not open the door, and locked himself at home, lying on the bed he bought with Cheng Yuanqing.

It's been a long time since I changed the quilt cover, because the smell of Cheng Yuanqing still lingered on it.Every day, he would sleep with Cheng Yuanqing's clothes in his arms, because only in this way could he feel that Cheng Yuanqing was still by his side.

However, he could no longer sleep well.When he closes his eyes and falls asleep, he can dream that Cheng Yuanqing is standing in the bath looking at him, his wrist is dripping blood, and the bath is full of bright red blood.

With a ferocious face, he shouted, "Luo Shaozhuo, it's all your fault, you killed me!" Then, he started crying again, "Ah Zhuo, why, why did you treat me like this? I'm in so much pain , why don't you save me..."

Every time at this time, he would wake up from the dream.Holding Cheng Yuanqing's photo, crying till dawn.

In a blink of an eye, it was Cheng Yuanqing's first seven days. Cheng's father, Cheng's mother, and Zhang Wenwen Tang Fengmian brought things to burn incense for Cheng Yuanqing.

When they came to Cheng Yuanqing's cemetery, they were shocked by the sight before them.

They saw Luo Shaozhuo lying on Cheng Yuanqing's grave, with his eyes closed tightly, the blood flowing from his wrist had already stained the grave.

Luo Shaozhuo died, on the first seven days of Cheng Yuan's Qing Dynasty.

He committed suicide and left a suicide note.

It said his confession to Cheng Yuanqing and his miss for Cheng Yuanqing.

Darling, you don't know how miserable my life was after you left.Before, I didn't understand love, now I understand, but you left me forever.

I tried to live without you, but I'm sorry, I really can't live like this.When I think about the time when you will never cook for me, call me by my name, or say you love me again, it makes my world go dark.

Sorry, I couldn't say I love you when you were alive; now, I will accompany you, you have to wait for me, I must tell you how much I love you.

It was also specially marked in the suicide note that he hoped that the living would bury him and Cheng Yuanqing together, which was his greatest wish.

Cheng Yuanqing died with resentment towards Luo Shaozhuo; now, Luo Shaozhuo is also dead, with guilt and love for Cheng Yuanqing.

For Cheng Yuanqing, death is liberation; for Luo Shaozhuo, death is eternity.

The author has something to say: In this way, all of Cheng Yuanqing’s episodes before his death have been written~ I will continue to update the text tomorrow~ Chapters 28, 29, and 30 were coded together by me. I feel very good today, and I wrote 8000 without knowing it. Many words, no pressure at all~ But after finishing writing, my own mood became depressed.I'm going to fuck my little brother later to ease my mood!

My writing is not good, please don't take offense.In this chapter, I just want to say, please cherish the people around you, because it is possible that he will leave you one day, forever.