Real men don't engage in fake gays [Interstellar]

The encounter between Erik and Lu Mingze was purely a coincidence. If Lu Mingze hadn’t suddenly risen up to go to the border area that day, he wouldn’t have met Erik who was being bullied by Mangles in the corner, and he wouldn’t have itched for a while. Unable to bear it, he blew up Manggs and got entangled with these two people ever since.

——One is evil fate, the other is enmity, neither is a good fate.

Every time Lu Mingze thinks about this matter, he regrets it very much, why should he be so cheap...

Erik may have been bullied for a long time, which made him look very shy. What Lu Mingze remembers most about him is that he is curled up in a large coat and hat, looking at him with a pair of eyes full of melancholy— — Or looking at everything outside.

Lu Mingze felt that he was always waiting for rescue.

When Lu Mingze was about to leave, Eric grabbed him and begged him to take him away. At that time, he might muster all his courage to do this.

cling to.

The relationship between the two of them is not so much a couple, but an attachment is more appropriate.This is not a big deal in Nancheng. Not everyone is like Lu Mingze, capable of enjoying life in Nancheng. There are not a few people who make a living by begging and stealing.

But Erik is not good-looking, he is plain, not as beautiful as those Omega, what Lu Mingze remembers most about him is his eyes, people will feel unbearable emotions just by looking at them.Lu Mingze thought it didn't matter at the time, and was also afraid that if he left, Manggs would deal with him even more severely, so he took him away. In short, it is not difficult for Lu Mingze to raise another person.

Erik was too passive, even the relationship between them was first brought up by Lu Mingze. One day when he went out to work, he heard some gossip, and then he realized that it was very strange for him to bring a little Beta home to live with him. Not good—although he is a Beta, he looks too fucking like an Omega, living under the same roof for so long, there will always be people gossiping.

Lu Mingze asked Eric what he planned to do.

Erik was very panicked: "Deer... are you going to drive me away?"

Lu Mingze found it funny: "Of course not, there's no saying that people will bully you, and I can't be here all the time."

——There is more than one way to bully, gossip is also unbearable, okay?

"Then...then you have decided..."

Lu Mingze scratched his head and took a deep breath: "Okay, then tell the outside world that you are my partner."

... In short, his partners are always changing, come and run one, run one and change another, this is predestined!

Auston suddenly interrupted Lu Mingze's memory: "Then you guys slept?"

"cough!"

Lu Mingze choked on the wine: "I don't know."

Auston was speechless: "Don't you know if you slept or not?"

Lu Mingze said in his heart that this person looked very decent, so he was so gossip.

"If it's just two people lying naked together, or he was hugged naked by me... that's happened before."

Auston is also very surprised that Lu Mingze is so confused and can still persist until now.

Lu Mingze sensed his contempt, and said angrily: "I drank the sip! Then I woke up and didn't remember anything. I'm not the one below, I didn't feel it at all, okay! I can't ask people after me." Are we sleeping or not'...Am I stupid?"

"Oh? Drinking and having sex."

"Hey……"

Auston poured him a glass of wine: "But why don't you know the reason for the breakup?"

Lu Mingze recalled: "Let's think about it, it's been a while, I seem to have lost my memory."

"..."

"Oh yes, we started with a conflict because of Mangles."

Lu Mingze stopped here, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass. He was already a little drunk, and Auston poured him another glass calmly: "Stop drinking, you are already drunk."

"It's okay, this is how much, I can still drink!"

Lu Mingze frowned and said: "As I said before, there are quarrels between me and Manggs, whether it's me beating him up or discussing things, in short, we don't get along very well. I was stopped on the street trying to find fault, but I kept avoiding him. He seemed very dissatisfied. Erik was coerced by Manggs to betray me once, and he led me to the place where Manggs lived, and then I Had a fight with Mangles."

Auston then asked, "You broke up with Eric?"

Lu Mingze's head was full of black lines: "That's not true. Later, for some reason, he slept with an Omega and then kicked me."

"..."

Lu Mingze patted the table: "Are you super speechless! You said, I was the one who was betrayed, and he was the one who betrayed me, but he dumped me! I was very unconvinced, so I asked him why, he At the beginning, he avoided seeing me, and once I stopped him forcefully, what the hell, he knew how to cry without speaking! A big man...crying so hard that my teeth ached. "

Lu Mingze propped his face with both hands, lowered his head and muttered, "I don't know why, I'm still angry when I think about it."

"...Then you are still so kind to him, you are too kind."

Lu Mingze fell silent for a long while with his face down, Oston thought he had fallen asleep drunk, and then he heard Lu Mingze say in a low voice, "Cowardice is not a sin."

Oston heard the words, his gray eyes lowered slightly, staring at Lu Mingze's fluffy and soft curly hair, listening to him continue: "There are things that people are afraid of, some people are afraid of mice, some people are afraid of snakes, it's all It's something that can't be changed in a lifetime, so what can I do... Erick, he was bullied by Manggs since he was a child, and it may have become his shadow-like existence, which he can't overcome. As for Manggs... Tsk, If he didn't call me, wouldn't he be beaten to death by Manges? So I don't blame him for this matter, if he really didn't call me, I would feel sad instead."

What's more, Manggs couldn't beat him.

After Lu Mingze finished speaking, he raised his face slightly, his eyes were covered under his hair, and Auston reached out and brushed his bangs away, seeing that his eyes were clear, and he didn't look like he was drunk at all.

Lu Mingze frowned, and slapped Auston's hand off: "What are you doing, are you still listening?"

Auston smiled and said, "Well, you continue."

"After that incident happened, I was fine, but Erik himself felt very guilty... Then, he kicked me off."

——This matter made Lu Mingze angry, but he was only angry to the extent that he wanted the colonel to scare Eric.

Auston pondered for a moment, but suddenly changed the subject: "A male with such a cowardly personality is considered rare in Omega, no wonder the colonel likes to bully him."

Lu Mingze was stunned: "What do you mean?"

Alston said with a smile: "Didn't I say that the colonel is a very smart dog, he can keenly perceive the strength of pheromones - the law of the jungle is the law of the biological world, the colonel bullies weaker ones Biology is normal."

"..."

Lu Mingze said that I always thought my colonel was very human.

Auston took a meaningful look at Lu Mingze: "The same is true for people."

Lu Mingze's face was expressionless, and his whole body exuded a stupid temperament of "what the hell are you trying to say". He was obviously drunk, and Auston could do nothing but refill the wine glass in front of him.

"Then you really haven't been in touch with him since then?"

"He was married and had..."

Lu Mingze subconsciously spoke halfway, and suddenly felt wrong: "Hey, you, how can you inquire about other people's love history, don't talk about it!"

...Obviously it's all over.

Auston lowered his eyes slightly, but his eyes just fell on Lu Mingze's face: "Because, I want to know you better, can't I?"

Lu Mingze felt that the halo in front of his eyes was blurred. Alcohol paralyzed most of his nerves, and he lost part of his thinking ability, leaving only instinct: "Then why don't you let me understand you too, you haven't even said anything about yourself ...Or, what shocking secret do you have?"

Auston was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Lu Mingze to ask so directly, it seemed that no one had spoken to him so clearly for a long time.Is this called telling the truth after drinking, drunk people are so direct?

Lu Mingze ignored him, and was still muttering and complaining: "I have always thought that you are very dishonest and cover up everything, I think you must have some ulterior motive for staying here, look With your face, you are a person who does great things... but first..."

In the middle of his speech, he suddenly stopped talking, picked up the wine glass, raised his head and took a sip, as if he swallowed some words mixed with wine.

Auston looked at him thoughtfully, then said, "I have no love history to tell."

Lu Mingze narrowed his eyes and stared at him unhappily. After a while, he suddenly snatched the wine bottle near Auston and poured wine into his glass: "Forget it."

Alston thought for a while: "But I can tell you a story."

"Do not listen."

Alston began to talk to himself: "Once upon a time, there was a child who was born in a somewhat special family. As he grew up, he became like the people around him, and he liked to use almost conspiracy When a child grows up, he successfully enters a high-level position, and then in the process of getting along with others, he keeps practicing and acts more..."

"Bang Bang Bang!"

Lu Mingze suddenly knocked hard on the table a few times, frowning impatiently and interrupted Auston: "Your story is not good!"

Alston recovered, smiled and asked, "Why doesn't it sound good?"

"The routine is completely wrong. You say a child, he was very powerful since he was a child, and then he was still very powerful after entering the workplace... What kind of story is this? You want to make up such a perfect protagonist to beat me and others Hanging silk face? There is no sense of substitution! What’s more, if it goes smoothly from the beginning, there is no room for improvement at all.

"……Perfect?"

After Lu Mingze finished speaking, he criticized: "And you didn't embellish at all, and you didn't explain the key parts. What's 'a certain high-level', 'a family'... It sounds very confusing. There is no embellishment and embellishment. The plot is like sticking out with a dry stick, no normal person wants to listen to this kind of story."

Auston didn't react after being criticized like this, he just pondered: "You're right, I'm not good at telling stories."

The person who said these words was very irresponsible. He lay down on the table after he finished speaking, and did not respond any more.Auston looked at him from the opposite side for a long time, and seeing that Lu Mingze was still lying there motionless, he asked, "Aze? Are you asleep? Do you want to go to bed and rest?"

Lu Mingze didn't respond at all.

Lu Mingze's alcohol capacity is actually not good, and his wine quality is even worse. Once he drinks too much, he will lose his mind and change from more violent to more violent.He was eating and drinking at the dinner table, slowly getting confused, and suddenly felt that he was vacated, opened his eyes slightly, saw a shaking figure in front of him, and conditioned reflex to punch him.

Oston hugged Lu Mingze with both hands. Although he felt the wind from Lu Mingze's fist, the distance between the two of them was too close, even though he turned his head back in time to avoid the big wind Part of the attack was still hit by Lu Mingze's fist rubbing his chin.

There was a slight pain in his jaw, and Alston was stunned for a moment, but the perpetrator tilted his neck and fell asleep leaning on his shoulder.Auston was stunned for a moment, then sighed helplessly, he put Lu Mingze on the bed, and sat down beside the bed.

For a long time after that, Oston just sat on the edge of the bed without moving. Just looking at his back, he would feel that he was staring at Lu Mingze's face in a daze, but his eyes were not actually on Lu Mingze, but over the He landed at a point in the distance.

There was no expression on Oston's face, and the corners of his lips that were always upturned were also flattened. He seemed to be thinking—or, he had been thinking.

After an unknown amount of time, Auston let out a deep breath, and then spread the quilt over Lu Mingze's body.

Auston got up to leave, but stopped by Lu Mingze's bed, as if on a whim, he bent down slightly, as if he wanted to take a look at the other person's face—or take a casual glance.

After Lu Mingze fell asleep, his appearance was different from his usual appearance. His sharp-edged outline seemed to have lost some sharp angles due to his deep sleep and became softer. There was a piece of slender and soft eyelashes under his eyes, which may be caused by the light. His eyelashes are a little golden, against his fair skin, and against his soft and curly bangs, he looks a bit delicate.

Auston stayed a little longer.

Lu Mingze really slept soundly this time. Alcohol and slumber made him defenseless against the outside world. After being stared at so closely by Auston for a long time, he didn't react at all.

Auston finally shook his head and smiled helplessly, and whispered, "Good night."