Real men don't engage in fake gays [Interstellar]

Chapter 154 Lu Mingze's Psychological Problems

Lu Mingze first brought Auston to a small shop, and the two bought some fruits. Auston asked him why he had to buy again. Lu Mingze was silent for a while, and took out a fruit from the fruit bag. Grape.

"Aren't the grapes at home made of perfume..."

Alston tasted the meaning in his words, so he didn't continue to ask.He had already noticed that Lu Mingze was in a bad mood, and since dinner, although he didn't show it in front of the two elders of the Lu family, Auston noticed it sensitively.

He purposely fought with him before, just to make Lu Mingze happy, but it didn't work at all...but also, if he is really in a bad mood, no matter how much you tease him, it won't work.

Alston had never seen him with such deep sadness in his eyes.

"Where to go next?"

Lu Mingze smiled at Auston: "You will know when you come with me."

They went to another small shop, this one had a completely different style from the previous one. It was located in a dark place, with a small facade, hidden in the shadows so that people could not see clearly at a glance.

There is a sign hanging directly above the store door, which reads "One World Brahma Smell".

Alston has not yet fully understood the Chinese language and culture. He can communicate with people without barriers. As for metaphors or allusions, he knows very little.

"What kind of store is this?"

Auston has a very good learning attitude, just ask if you don't understand.

"The incense and candle shop...the name is quite unique."

Lu Mingze opened the store door and walked in while talking, followed by Auston.It's just that he has some doubts in his heart, joss sticks are used for worship, and he has been on earth for so long, and he has never heard of the custom of offering sacrifices during the Mid-Autumn Festival.

The furnishings in the small shop are antique, and Lu Mingze seems to be very familiar with this shop. After entering, he went straight to the target, went to get a box of purple incense, and picked up some candles.Alston followed behind him slowly. He was full of curiosity about this shop. He had seen a shop selling candles when he was on the main star, but they were used for incense and candlelight dinners, and the candles here were rough in workmanship. Obviously not suitable for candlelight dinner.

...Of course, Lu Mingze brought him to this kind of place so late, obviously not to have a candlelight dinner with him.

Alston had never experienced such a thing, and no matter how clever he was, he would not be able to guess what it was for.

After Lu Mingze bought the incense candles, he pulled Oston out of the store. It was almost midnight at this time, and Lu Mingze looked at the sky and muttered: "Is this hour not very auspicious?"

"What time?"

Lu Mingze remembered that he was an alien, so he put it another way: "Are you afraid of dead people?"

Auston looked at him with an expression of "you're kidding me", Lu Mingze twitched the corners of his mouth, and was quite speechless to himself-the dead people were the ones they both saw the most, and the safest thing for them was dead people, It's ridiculous to ask such a question.

"Forget it, let's go. In short, even if the dead man finds someone to settle accounts, he will find me. It has nothing to do with you."

Auston reached out to knot his incense candle, and asked casually, "What are you talking about?"

Lu Mingze was silent for a while, then sighed: "We are going to the cemetery now..."

Before Auston could react, Lu Mingze continued, "If you're afraid, you don't have to go."

"Of course, since your old lover is dead, I have nothing to worry about."

"I said it's not my lover! I don't have any lover!"

Lu Mingze felt both angry and funny: "I didn't notice it before, but recently I feel that you are becoming more and more jealous, why are you so narrow-minded."

Auston pondered: "It may be because you have too many rotten peach blossoms."

"Oh, you fucking learned to use the word rotten peach blossom."

"It's all in your ears."

"..."

The two of them bickered all the way to the cemetery, and Lu Mingze finally shut up, looking a little solemn.He was a bit superstitious, and although he was not keen on ghosts and gods, he was still in awe, not to mention that the person who was going to worship today was a person who was very important to him.

A very common name was written on that tombstone, and it stood quietly in an open space. The moonlight was very bright, as if it was a lonely grave.Alston clearly saw that the tombstones around it were no different from it, but somehow felt that it was lonely.

Lu Mingze squatted on the ground and inserted the incense candle, then stood up with a sigh, he stroked the tombstone: "This is my comrade in arms..."

Auston walked up to him and put his hand on the back of Lu Mingze's hand. The latter raised his head and glanced at him: "Actually, there is no one here. He didn't leave a corpse, only a little relic."

"Do you have only one comrade in arms?"

Lu Mingze shook his head: "Of course not, I can't remember so many people. It's just that he was kind to me... I should have been buried here."

This person's real name is Wan Min, but Wang Jian is written on the tombstone. They are a group of people who can't have their real names until they die.

"I was supposed to do that task that day...it was quite dangerous, but he...he laughed at the half-baked oath I made on returning to Mafeng, saying that I was afraid of death, but he was not afraid, so he went for me."

Lu Mingze will never forget the scene of that day. Their team was sent as a special force to increase the peacekeeping force. Lu Mingze wanted to subdue the gangsters during the hostage exchange, but these frenzied gangsters were all tied up. With explosives, it may explode if you are not careful.Lu Mingze's last words on Huima Peak were "I will not die", and Wan Min's last words were... "both parents died".

——To be more precise, none of them had a last word, because they all went to the battlefield with the intention of dying.

Lu Mingze actually regrets letting Wan Min replace him. He has a complete family. Although his relationship is not smooth, he still loves to live. Lu Mingze doesn't want to choose between righteousness and life. If he can, he will try his best. survive.

He doesn't regret being a soldier, nor does he regret defending his family and the country. The only thing he regrets is letting Wan Min fight the gun for him. He knows that he is impulsive and self-willed. It's heroic.If it was him, maybe it wouldn't be like this, after all, he is afraid of death... He can always think of a way to get the best of both worlds.

The more Lu Mingze thought about it, the sadder he became, and he grabbed the tombstone with all his strength: "He is an orphan, his parents passed away when he was very young...the day he died was the Mid-Autumn Festival, I don't know if he went downstairs to reunite with his parents, or... ..."

Wan Min was blown to pieces by the explosives of the terrorists, and then the fire burned up. After everything was over, Lu Mingze searched the scene for a long time, his flesh and blood were scorched, and the bones were mixed with the terrorists, so they couldn't be picked out.

There can only be a tomb of clothing.

Lu Mingze took a deep breath and closed his eyes - he was the person who was most afraid of death in his life, and this kind of talent was the easiest to make a heroic sacrifice.That's why Lu Mingze doesn't make friends with hot-blooded young people very much. He actually hates Auston for his deep-mindedness and at the same time likes his stability. He thinks that at least he won't do things with passion like Wan Min.

But I didn't expect this person to be even crazier. He had long regarded himself as a dead person.

Auston didn't know what Lu Mingze was thinking, and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, Ze, don't do this. It's not your fault."

"It's my fault... maybe my last words were insincere. Wan Min worried that I would screw up the mission, so he did it for me. I'd rather be the one who died, you know?"

It is too cruel and too painful for him to carry such a heavy life on his back.

Auston pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly: "I know."

"This bastard... I haven't had a good Mid-Autumn Festival since then."

Not long after that incident, Lu Mingze retired from the army. He seemed to be stimulated, and he couldn’t even hold a gun properly for a while. He went to see a doctor, and they said he had mental problems—actually it wasn’t The problem, simply put, is post-war trauma.

But this small problem is almost fatal to special arms.

Lu Mingze felt that he was not that fragile, he even had a fight with the captain because of this - he retired immediately after the death of his comrade-in-arms, what the hell, he is not so fragile!Even if he didn't dare to rush to the front like Wan Min, he would not hide behind when something happened.

"You can't even hold a gun now!"

"I still have fists! Why did you recruit me? Wasn't it because of my skill?!"

"What era is it now! Do you think it's a martial arts novel?!"

Lu Mingze was very unconvinced: "I just hurt my tendon, it's not that I can't shoot."

"Then you should recuperate for three months!"

Wouldn't it be tantamount to abolishing him to recuperate for three months?

Lu Mingze felt that the doctor who diagnosed him was a quack doctor. After that, he saw many doctors and said that his hands were fine. Lu Mingze told the doctor that he would be soft when he touched a gun. After hearing about his experience, they were helpless. One exception made him turn to counseling.

He's clearly mentally fine.

Lu Mingze has been depressed for a while, but the two elders of the Lu family are quite happy. Although Lu's father has a high level of awareness and thinks it is an honor for his son to defend his family and country, but he can't stand Lu's mother—the son does such a dangerous thing , How scary, she was worried all day long.

After Lu Mingze stopped for a few weeks, he couldn't hold back anymore, and began to give himself special training secretly. Guns can kill people, save people, and protect people... He told himself that what he was holding was a weapon, not a murder weapon.

The process of the special training was actually quite difficult. Lu Mingze started from trying to touch the toy guns, and then shotguns, real field guns... The three-month recuperation period is over. Lu Mingze went to find their captain. When he saw someone, he fell into a ditch and became a vegetable.

... so fucking aggrieved.

"Didn't you say you got there in a time machine?"

Auston couldn't help touching his hair: "And you are very accurate with marksmanship, it's really a pity if you can't touch the gun."

"I'm not a donkey, I don't know how to get there myself."

Lu Mingze smiled, and the worry in his brows remained lingering. Auston couldn't help worrying. He hugged him a little tighter, and kissed Lu Mingze lightly on the top of his head: "It's okay, you don't need to take a gun from now on. .”

Lu Mingze didn't speak, and Auston asked again: "Do you still want to be a soldier?"

Lu Mingze rolled his eyes: "I don't want to, it's enough to be under your hands."

He was silent for a long time, then suddenly sighed: "I never wanted to leave the army, but I was actually unwilling. Wan Min asked me to leave the army just after he died... He should blame me down there, and risked his life to save a coward."

Auston recalled Lu Mingze's performance when he was by his side, but he couldn't remember what he meant by "cowardly". He is a little more timid, so that he doesn't have to worry about it every day, worrying that he will die unexpectedly every day.

Lu Mingze leaned quietly in Auston's arms, closing his eyes for a long time - if he took the initiative, maybe the people around him would not have to die, if so...he didn't mind taking the initiative again.

"Are you still admiring the moon?"

"No more rewards. With you this year, I can't have a good drink with my brother."

Auston snorted amusedly: "Are you dislike me for getting in the way?"

"You're really in the way-"

They didn't stay in the cemetery for too long. In the car, Auston suddenly leaned into Lu Mingze's ear and said in an ambiguous tone, "Tell me, when you were a soldier, did you treat your comrades..."

Lu Mingze pushed him away angrily: "We are pure comrades in arms!"

"Oh, I know, they may be pure to you, how about you? Don't you have a saying that you get the moon first..."

"Auston! I must beat you to death today!"

Auston smiled and grabbed his fist and hugged Lu Mingze tightly: "It's okay, I said the wrong sentence before, but in fact, what I fear most now is the dead... You have a knot in your heart, why? Love me with all your heart?"

"I don't know how to do it! Tsk..."

Lu Mingze sighed when he heard his half-truth and half-fake: "Everyone is straight, am I that tasteless?"

"Well...it's okay, I can trust your character."

They were flirting in the car empty, not seeing a bright star suddenly appearing in the sky.As the saying goes, the moon and stars are rare, and you should not see many stars on a mid-autumn night, but this star is very strange, getting brighter and bigger, then suddenly changing direction, getting smaller, and flying past the bright moon .

Oh...it's a shooting star.

There were many people admiring the moon that night, so there were also many people who saw this star. If Lu Mingze saw it too, he would probably think of a clichéd legend.

"It is said that every star in the sky corresponds to a person on the ground. When this person's life comes to an end, the corresponding star will turn into a meteor and fall down..."

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