Real men don't engage in fake gays [Interstellar]

Lu Mingze grabbed Oston's hand angrily and wanted to push him away, but this time Oston made a dead hand, pinching his cheeks so deeply that two dimples appeared, and Lu Mingze hadn't eaten for a long time. Stuff, no strength at all.

The evil fire in his heart was finally suppressed by Alston, and he slowly let go of his wrist.Auston frowned slightly, but Lu Mingze had no time to pay attention to him. He covered his eyes with the back of his hand and didn't make a sound for a long time. Both of them had wounds on their faces, and Lu Mingze even more so , I haven't cleaned myself up for a few days, and the beard on my chin has a layer of beard, which makes me look very pitiful.

Alston let go of his hand and got up from the ground, panting heavily while grabbing his wrist and pulling it up: "Get up."

Lu Mingze covered his eyes expressionlessly, lying there motionless, refusing to cooperate.Auston was a little angry, he grabbed Lu Mingze's arm and dragged him off the ground: "Get up!"

Auston dragged Lu Mingze to the room. He looked around and threw him on the bed. Lu Mingze sank into the mattress and struggled to remember, but Auston had already returned.

As soon as Lu Mingze saw him, he reflexively wanted to hit someone. Before he could stand up from the mattress, Auston pressed him up, pinched Lu Mingze by the neck and pressed him on the bed: "Look at you Now that you look like this, who else do you want to hit?"

"Go away... um!"

Before he could say anything, Auston unscrewed the cap of the nutrient solution bottle and stuffed it roughly into Lu Mingze's mouth—Auston was so angry that he said without hesitation at Lu Mingze's mouth. When he left, Auston thought he would go mad, but it was strange. At that time, he was very calm, and he didn't even have excessive emotional fluctuations. It was his self-doubting words that made Auston feel sore and painful.

He pinched Lu Mingze's cheeks expressionlessly, and forcibly poured the nutrient solution into his mouth—oh, this guy is still on a hunger strike, and this incident made him even more angry, if a person doesn't even have the desire to live If so, where is he, what will he do in the future, and what is the point.

Lu Mingze's throat was blocked by the intense stream of nutrient solution, and he had to obey the other party to swallow the greasy liquid, because if he resisted, or even swallowed a little slower, he would be blocked or choked to death.

Forced eating is a very uncomfortable thing. Before Lu Mingze had time to react, he reluctantly swallowed a few mouthfuls by instinct. After recovering, he struggled fiercely, and the milky white nutrient solution came out with his struggle. From the corner of his mouth, Lu Mingze couldn't breathe because he was poured so hard, his eyes were filled with tears.

After filling a bottle, Auston felt that most of the nutrient solution was spit out by Lu Mingze. He took another bottle, bit open the cap with his teeth, took a big gulp, and then lowered his head to block Lu Mingze's mouth. Mouth into his mouth.

His lips and teeth were tightly blocked, Lu Mingze couldn't spit out any more, and was forced to swallow the liquid in his mouth.But being treated like this made him feel annoyed, unable to free his hands, Lu Mingze had no choice but to kick Auston's body: "Let me go... let me go! Get out!"

Oston hugged him hard, and the anger in his heart surged upwards. He wished to knock Lu Mingze unconscious, but it really made him unconscious, and he couldn't feed him.Auston pulled Lu Mingze up, wrapped his arm around his neck and hugged him from behind, and stuffed the nutrient solution into his mouth: "Drink up! If you don't cooperate again, I'll have you tied up and hung up directly." Dialing water, don't force me to use extreme measures."

"roll!"

Auston stopped talking nonsense with him, and stuffed the bottle into his mouth and continued to drink.

I don't know whether it was Oston's threat that had an effect, or Lu Mingze really had no strength, he gradually stopped struggling, and was completely quiet after being poured into a bottle of nutrient solution.Auston was sweating from exhaustion, and after confirming that he had swallowed everything, he threw Lu Mingze on the bed and got up to change his clothes.

Oston took off his uniform, stood in front of the closet and put on a T-shirt, and looked back at the bed from time to time. He was a little relieved when he saw Lu Mingze lying there quietly and not acting like a demon.

After he changed his clothes, he squatted down in front of Lu Mingze's bed again, and the latter turned his back to him, hugging the pillow and curling up.

Auston felt a little sadness welling up from the bottom of his heart. He was silent for a while, took off his shoes and climbed onto the bed, and gently hugged Lu Mingze's shoulders. Seeing that the latter did not push him away, he said, "Let's talk about it." ?"

Lu Mingze didn't speak, Auston took a tissue from the bedside and wiped the stains on his chin.Lu Mingze dodged subconsciously, and Auston took the opportunity to turn him over and let Lu Mingze face him: "Ah Ze, come, look at me..."

Lu Mingze turned his face aside: "I don't want to talk to you."

Auston sighed helplessly, and hugged him into his arms: "Are you blaming me now?"

Lu Mingze didn't speak, he was fed two bottles of cold and slippery liquid, and his stomach felt a little uncomfortable.Auston didn't urge him either, he just put his arms around Lu Mingze's waist and hugged him tightly.

After a long time, Oston noticed that Lu Mingze shook his head very slightly. He closed his eyes, put his chin on the top of Lu Mingze's head and sighed softly. The anger in his heart followed his shaking of his head, as if suddenly splashed It was like a basin of cold water, extinguished without a single spark, leaving only the sizzle of water vapor.

Alston thought sadly, Lu Mingze was right in saying something, he felt that he had become less like himself, and why didn't he?

Auston rubbed his soft hair a few times, and whispered to himself: "Sometimes I... really don't know what to do with you."

Because he knew that he would not trust him wholeheartedly, even in some matters, Lu Mingze would not even let him know his own difficulties. Auston believed that this was not simply a matter of ego or personality.

He just... didn't believe him.

Lu Mingze suddenly grabbed Oston's clothes, buried his face in his chest, and wrapped his arms around his shoulders tightly.Auston froze for a moment, then quickly hugged Lu Mingze, and pulled him into his arms.

"I think……"

Lu Mingze's voice was a little hoarse. After he said these three words, he was silent for a long time. Oston hugged him quietly. He thought that Lu Mingze was asleep and was about to pull the quilt away. Lu Mingze Narusawa suddenly said, "I don't think I'm suitable for this..."

Auston understood what he meant, Lu Mingze still wanted to leave here, he didn't want to do anything with him anymore, and naturally he wouldn't be together in the future.

Auston felt suddenly choked, and after talking for a long time, he still wanted to leave.Auston stretched his arms to think about it, but was pulled down by Lu Mingze, who whispered into Auston's ear quickly and softly, "You too..."

After Lu Mingze said two words, he didn't continue anymore. It's useless to say what the result will be, it will only make both parties more embarrassing.

All he ultimately said was: "War is pointless."

Auston sighed and got up from the bed, put his arms around Lu Mingze's waist and pulled him up: "Come with me."

Lu Mingze was in a daze right now, allowing Auston to pull him up.Auston found a piece of clothing from the cabinet and changed it for Lu Mingze, and then took him to the bathroom to shave off his beard and tidy up his grooming.

Lu Mingze looked down at the T-shirt on his body for a long time, but there was no special reaction. He also cooperated very well during the whole process. Except that he was not energetic, everything seemed normal.But Alston knew that was not the case. He stared at Lu Mingze for three days, not daring to relax at all. His state seemed to jump off the watchtower at any time.

Auston smiled and pulled him over: "I'll take you to a place."

Lu Mingze looked up at him, showing no interest. Auston still smiled and rubbed his head twice: "Let's go, we have to hurry up, we can't be seen by others."

Lu Mingze finally had some reaction: "Where are you going?"

"You'll know when you go."

It was only after Lu Mingze left the station with him that he understood why Auston said that. He took him on the aircraft and left the planet.As the leader of the reinforcements, Auston should not have left without permission, so they had to carry Xiwell's people behind their backs, or he might cause trouble for them.

Lu Mingze had never seen Auston drive an aircraft, and he always had his own driver, so much so that Lu Mingze forgot that Auston graduated from Glasgow.

They didn't go to any special place, but returned to the main planet, but he had never been to this place.They landed on a lawn. There are no modern buildings here, and the streets are not made of varnished stones, but are mottled with mottled rocks and weeds. The environment here is a bit like Snow Star.

Lu Mingze frowned: "The main star also has such a place?"

Auston smiled and nodded: "Every planet has poor corners. I can't say that this is the darkest place on the main star, but the people living here are indeed poor people."

Lu Mingze followed Auston silently. They watched as they walked. The street was very deserted. Occasionally, people in rags passed by him. .

"They are all civilians who make a living by farming, not the kind of farmers who have modern machinery to help them farm, but ordinary people who can only work with their hands."

Auston explained to Lu Mingze from the side: "But these people have to pay high taxes to the nobles every year. You may not have seen this kind of people, they are not even as good as the people on Snow Planet. Although they have status, they will never Live under the oppression of the aristocracy."

Lu Mingze looked at him - he wanted to say that he knew, he had heard of such things, corvee and taxes have been the subject of literati criticizing current affairs since ancient times, of course he knew.

"so what?"

Auston held his shoulders and stared into Lu Mingze's eyes: "So, not all wars are meaningless, if there is no war, these people will live in darkness forever, for generations, as nobles slave"

Lu Mingze looked at him without speaking, and Auston asked suddenly, "Are you feeling sad for that person's death, or because you couldn't explain to Mary?"

The author has something to say:

free song.

Red sun and bright moon, flying birds; green trees and long rivers, never frozen.

The wings of angels fan the winds of liberty, and I wish to share the honor.

May there be no more dignitaries in the world, no more sacrifices, no choices against one's will, no discrimination and inequality; may all Omegas be able to choose their favorite careers, and all Alphas be able to love freely.

May I not become indifferent because of the pain I have experienced, I will not become indiscriminate because I have seen death, I will not feel sorry for myself because of my weakness, and I will not bully others because of my strength.

I have tasted the ups and downs of the years, and the years have made me change from young and frivolous to a restrained and kind appearance.

To be tolerant, to be kind, to restrain desires.Goodbye freedom.