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During class, An Yan lost his mind uncontrollably.

Shen Tu is very beautiful, fair and clean, um, she looks like a girl, yes, that's right, that's why I have a reaction, which is a normal physiological reaction of a boy.

He really didn't want to say that the alluring face in his dream in the morning was Shen Tu.

How does he feel about Shen Tu?

The companionship and help he had since he was a child was a role model and a good friend, but he felt in his heart that it was more than that simple. He was a beam of light that opened his heart, blinded his dog's eyes, and invaded his body and mind.

"An Yan, answer this question." The geography teacher fixed his eyes fiercely on him.

God knows what his geography teacher asked?He was so serious in his mind-wandering, couldn't the teacher see it? ? ?

A voice came from behind, "Choose C"

"Choose C, teacher." An Yan replied trustingly.

Immediately afterwards, there was a burst of laughter.

"I think you are complacent recently. Where have you learned so much?" The geography teacher sorted out the books on the desk. Don’t regret it when you can’t catch up.”

An Yan's face was flushed with embarrassment.

While the teacher was continuing to teach, he turned his head and glared at Shen Feng, who gave him a smug smile, which made An Yan very angry.

The back of the hair is straight.Even if you move it, you will draw the eyes of others to laugh at you.

It wasn't until his thick-skinned in the third year of high school that he felt that he was really simple and funny at that time, and he felt that life was hopeless and unable to be a human being after being attacked by the teacher.

A hand was secretly stretched out from behind, pinching his left earlobe and rubbing it, just avoiding the teacher's sight, the voice came in a small, clear and cold voice, "Listen to the class carefully."

Okay, what's the point of listening to this, the interference is at home, okay, I lost my mind and lost it to the Atlantic Ocean.

The earlobe is hot.

The weather is getting warmer and the school basketball game has started.

Shen Tu played small forward, and An Yan was not even selected as a substitute.

As a point guard, Shen Feng cooperated with Shen Tu as well as Shen Tu. An Yan sat in the stands, shouting cheers with He Xiao.

During the rest of each quarter, the head teacher would talk about tactics. An Yan stared at Shen Tu, his jersey was soaked in sweat, and sweat flowed from his face to his neck. Many girls in the stands were screaming, hurriedly Take a camera to take pictures of the male god sweating.

An Yan couldn't describe what kind of mood he was in. Anyway, it wasn't very good. Probably because the glowing appearance of an important person around him didn't belong to him alone. Looking at it, he gradually became distracted, and Shen Tu followed his path. Looking in the direction, the corners of his mouth were crooked, his eyes were sharp, and then he turned his head again.

An Yan came back to his senses and quickly looked in front of and behind him, wondering who Shen Tu was looking at just now, and whether Shen Tu was looking at him.

Then he watched the whole game absent-mindedly and bored, he forgot how beautifully they played.

In a daze, it was time for the celebration banquet. An Yan's heart was in a mess. He really didn't know what was wrong with him, whether he was sick or not.

He seems to have different feelings and plans for Shen Tu.

Before he could finish his concentration, a familiar figure walked up to him, with a white towel around his neck, his legs were not too hairy, his skin was white and glowing, and he put his pretty hand on An Yan's dazed face, Hu After stroking it, he opened his fingers with a smile, and rushed to the person who was still in a daze, "I didn't wash my hands, the ball is very black."

"Master Shentu." An Yan was furious all of a sudden.

Then Shen Tu took An Yan to the bathroom to wash his hands and face, "Will you go to the celebration banquet later?" Shen Tu looked at An Yan after washing.

"Well, go ahead, you won? Time flies so fast." An Yan pulled with water, Shen Tu pressed his head, wiped off the black on An Yan's nose with water, and handed An Yan a tissue , An Yan felt his heart skip a beat.

"Hurry up, I'm good at fighting after all." Shen Tuchou said shamelessly.

Then he dragged An Yan into the bathroom, threw his schoolbag to An Yan, took off his soaked jersey, shirtless, reached out for the clothes in An Yan's arms, put them on and changed them, the abdominal muscles hadn't formed yet, Lean and lean.

He took off his ball pants again, and blinded An Yan's dog's eyes by wearing bullet underwear.

This is too flamboyant.

By the time Master Tu changed, An Yan was already ashamed as a lobster.

The culprit smiled and thumped An Yan's chest, "Whatever you're shy, they're all men."

Don't make it so easy, okay?

Sexy is gender-neutral, okay?

Do you like being gender-neutral?

Wait, like gender neutral?

Thinking of this, An Yan felt as if he was facing an enemy, he twitched the corners of his mouth, "It's okay to let go of some meat, it's not like I don't have what you have, but you can show your strength."

"Oh?" Shen Tu glanced down at An Yan, and his smile deepened.

The celebration banquet was very long.

An Yan thought of the problem that he hadn't considered clearly just now, so he wanted to hide. He thought it would be easier to eat next to Gu Hexiao, but he didn't realize that Shen Feng, who was sitting on Gu Hexiao's right, didn't whisper to him and He Xiao at all. Opportunity.

With Shen Tu on his left adding food and wine, he could only focus on saying thank you and eating the food.

Shen Tu raised his eyebrows, "After so many years, are you polite now?"

Seeing his calm expression, An Yan wanted to beat him up.

If you tease, you can tease vigorously. When something happens to tease, I will see how you stop.

After thinking about it, there is a countermeasure.

An Yan put his hand on Shen Tu's leg, and pointed to the broccoli that was far away from An Yan, "Shen Tu, I want to eat that."

He obviously felt Shen Tu's whole body trembling, secretly thought it was funny, suppressed his joy, and continued acting like a baby. "Pick some for me, I want to eat."

"An Yan, you are such an adult, so you won't be embarrassed. This is a table turner. You can turn around what you want to eat. Why are you tossing Shentu?"

You Wei, who was sitting on Shen Tu's left, expressed his inner dissatisfaction by joking.

Lao Lu is a very gossip head teacher, as long as it doesn't affect the study, he understands, he joked with a smile, "What's the matter, this is a declaration of sovereignty, haha, An Yan, stay away from Shentu, wait for them Someday it will be done, Youwei will not eat you."

Shen Tu had already put the vegetables into An Yan's bowl, An Yan listened, knowing that it was a joke, but when he thought that the two of them might have a scene in the future, he felt weirdly unhappy as hell.

He moved his hands away from Shentu's lap, and while pulling the broccoli with a smile, he said to Lao Lu, "It makes sense, thanks to Brother Lu's reminder, it's not too late for the prodigal son to turn around, so I won't torment him anymore, I will leave it to myself." Little fate..."

"Hey, when I really catch up with Shen Tu, let him stay away from you. If the two of you are childhood sweethearts, accidentally wipe the gun and let it go off, then it's too late for me to regret it." Said Then he took a piece of beef and put it into the Shentu bowl.

You Wei was still making self-righteous jokes, now there are many rotten girls, and there are many rumors of jokes about Tu Yan in the class, she wanted to smile to adjust the atmosphere.The atmosphere was rather awkward.

"An Yan, eat this." He Xiao took a piece of chicken wing for An Yan, and then began to divert An Yan's attention, regardless of Shen Feng who was sour.

Shen Tu filled An Yan with some broccoli, took out a new pair of chopsticks, and picked up the beef in the bowl, "I don't like this, thank you."

You Wei's face turned green.

Later, Jiang Xiaozhu suggested that everyone go to sing together after eating quickly, and the atmosphere eased up.

An Yan didn't care about the guilt of feeling sorry for Shen Feng, so he just wanted to escape this embarrassing atmosphere.

I have ghosts in my heart, so how can I not be afraid of people's words?

After eating, An Yan originally wanted to leave first, but he was most afraid of showing his expression, the embarrassment and grievance on his face can be understood by anyone who understands it.

Lao Lu also felt that something was wrong, thinking that the children should not hold grudges, so he put his arms around An Yan's shoulders and said with a smile, "I heard that you sing very well, but I haven't heard it before. Sing a few songs for me, everything will be fine." Feeling."

"Who said that? Where did you hear about it? My singing is only average, and I can only listen to it." An Yan still wanted to find an excuse to reject it.

"Just listen to me, listen to me today, celebrate them well, don't leave."

"Stay here, and go home together after singing." Shen Tu pulled An Yan's arm and said calmly.Protecting An Yan's waist with one hand, he half pushed and shoved him into the taxi.

I also forgot when Shen Tu used to hold An Yan's arm with one hand and protect An Yan's waist with the other.

When we arrived at KTV, Lao Lu and Yang Tong took over all the necessary singing items. At the beginning, we asked other people to order and sing. Who would have thought that two micbas would be enough. An Yan regretted it. He must come.

I was regretting, I don't know who suggested it, I played truth or dare, and then I got beer by the dozen, and those who lost and couldn't complete the task had to drink a bottle of wine.

Misfortunes seem to follow one after another. The first time, An Yan became a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. He chose the truth, and the card he drew was, "Do you have someone you like?"

An Yan's throat tightened.

He was nervous like an ant falling into the water, trying hard to find a piece of driftwood, he, he seemed to have someone he liked, he swallowed hard, and looked at Gu He with a smile, trying to find a sense of security and comfort.

Those who look at people have no intention, but those who stare at people have intentions.

"Yes." An Yan's heart skipped a beat.

However, he didn't know that other people misunderstood him, thinking that he liked Gu Hexiao, especially Shen Feng, whose eyes seemed to breathe fire.

Only Gu He understood with a smile, An Yan was scared.

Although she didn't know what An Yan was afraid of, she knew that An Yan had a secret and couldn't tell it.

Shen Tu's long eyelashes swept away.

An Yan struggled in his heart for a long time, and he finally admitted that he liked Shen Tu more than his friends.

He is afraid that the friendship will end because of his liking, and he is afraid of the ironic eyes of others.

He knew that next time he couldn't choose the truth, he had a secret, and he had to hide it.

In the second round, Shen Tu lost.

He chooses the truth.

This Yuvi is the king, and she picked up a question card and asked, "Do you like me?"

Everyone who asked this question was stunned, An Yan looked at Shen Tu, Shen Tu frowned, "I don't like it."

You Wei smiled awkwardly, and buckled the card back. What others didn't know was that the question on that card was "Who is the object of your sexual fantasies."

It's exciting enough, but she doesn't want to know, not only because that person must not be her, but also because since she likes Shen Tu, it also means that she wants to stand on one side to protect him. This kind of embarrassing question, the answerer will feel terrible in his heart, Even if you embarrass yourself, it is better than embarrassing the person you like.

Shen Feng failed to escape the third catastrophe, he chose the big adventure, and the card he drew made him gasp, "Kiss the third person from your left." The third person from his left is An rock.

"No, no, it's like punishing me, it's not fair." An Yan jumped.

"I don't want to kiss you either, little angel An." Shen Feng rolled his eyes at him, picked up a bottle of beer, and drank it all in a short while.

Shen Feng doesn't dislike An Yan, at most he eats vinegar. He thinks that although An Yan is a little light bulb, he is very stupid, stupid and sweet to death, but not annoying.

The others joked and booed, laughing at An Yan's lack of charm.

Most of the people who played Truth or Dare this night were very stressed. Those who didn’t have secrets kept their bodies like jade, and those who had secrets were unwilling to open their hearts.

An Yan lost two more times, one time for his princess to hug anyone present for a full minute, and one time for him to French kiss anyone present.

For the former, he chose to smile with a hug, Shen Feng raised his eyebrows after drinking, and An Yan apologized repeatedly, while for the latter, he chose to drink a bottle of beer.

On the contrary, Shen Tu has never lost again, You Wei has lost several times, to be honest, the one she loves is Shen Tu, the one who takes the big risk and kisses is Jiang Xiaozhu.

She drank the bottle of beer with her in her arms, and said with a smile that the twisted melon was not sweet, so she would not do something that would make Shen Tu hate it.

An Yan's eyes were sore when he heard this generous confession, his love was blatant, and his love was dark and dark.

Many people were drunk, Lao Lu drove them into the taxi one by one, and told them not to be late for class tomorrow, Shen Tu carried An Yan into the car, An Yan poured a typical cup, he had a small capacity for alcohol, so he forced a drink today. Bottles are the limit.

The spring air-conditioning in the north still hasn't dissipated, and An Yan trembled when he got in the car. Shen Tu covered his face with his hands and asked him to sleep when he got home. I don't know why, but he doesn't have to stay at home after eating. Damn, he just didn't want him to go.

It was already past ten o'clock in the evening when they got home, and the class invited them to have a dinner together during the evening self-study, which was considered a reward for the competition.

Shen Tu was carrying An Yan's shoulders, An Yan's footsteps were weak, and when he got out of the car, he felt that his internal organs seemed to have shifted, his face was twisted together in discomfort, and he pushed Shen Tu away when he felt something turned up, and rushed Walking crookedly over the tree pit, spit out all the food, Shen Tu hurriedly followed, gently stroking An Yan's back to help him calm down, the smell of alcohol on his body made An Yan feel sick, especially The cold wind blowing over made the vomit more intense.

He vomited until the sky was dark, and then someone wiped his mouth with his hand, and gently hugged him, like he hugged Guhe and smiled.

It turns out that being hugged is so comfortable, today is really cheap, He laughed at that little girl.

He fell asleep in a daze.When I woke up the next day, my head was still throbbing from the hangover.

"Ah, hiss." He rubbed his head, slowly straightened up, and then went to the toilet slowly, his stomach was still burning hot.

"Are you awake? You kid, don't think that you can do whatever you want after you go to high school, you, this time Shentu intercedes for you, so I won't beat you up."

An Yan's mother cooked porridge and put it on the dining table. "Your dad almost beat you up." Then he said with a smile.

An Yan's father snorted and glanced at An Yan.

"Mom and Dad, don't be angry," An Yan rubbed his head again, suffering from a migraine, "How did I come back yesterday?"

"Duo Shentu brought you back at ten o'clock yesterday, you said you, how shameful, vomited all over other people's children."

An Yan's mother served him a bowl of porridge.

"I vomited all over him? No, I remember I pushed him away yesterday." I carefully recalled last night, it seems that when he was vomiting, a strong gust of wind came at the right time... "Ah Xi , The wine misled me, the wine misled me." She frowned angrily.

"Stop talking, hurry up and eat. Yesterday I was going to wash the clothes for that child. He insisted on not doing it. He carried you to the bed and left. You have to thank him very much. Call him over for dinner at noon, and Ah Saier, when the time comes, I will call your Uncle Qin and Auntie over, I haven't come to our house for a long time to get together, have a hot pot meal, and keep warm."

An Yan received the task, went out to find Shen Tu and Axel after dinner, and went to school together.

With a headache, he didn't dare to move his head. Turning it faster would make him feel like it was exploding.

"Shen Tu, thank you yesterday, I didn't know I vomited all over you, I'm so sorry." An Yan said with his head fixed.

"I'll keep it for you." Shen Tu said.

"Ah? Keep what?"

"I'll save the dirty clothes and pants for you."

Shen Tu glanced at An Yan, who was struggling to move his head, and attached his big hand, finding the right position for An Yan to pinch.It eased a lot.

"Ah, I'll wash it." Although An Yan has no cleanliness, he can't accept the bad consequences caused by his vomit.

"Brother An Yan, you can be content. I took a look at the clothes. You vomited like you were at the scene of a car accident. Haha, my brother is such a clean freak, he can't even wash it with his hands. He doesn't even want to wash it with gloves on. Hahahaha , you have to drink less in the future, or your future wife will work hard to wash this and that for you."

Axel joked.

Future wife?

I don't know why, but he never seemed to have the desire to find a girlfriend. Now that he's in love with Shen Tu, can he still have a wife in the future?

The hand that was rubbing An Yan's head stopped, and he straightened his trouser pocket again.

"By the way, come to my house for lunch today. My mother said to cook hot pot at noon. Come, uncle and aunt."

An Yan knew that his uncle's wife should be called Auntie, and his mother always corrected him, but he always felt that calling Auntie sounded much better than Auntie.

"That's great, there's something delicious for lunch!" Axel said happily.

"Bring your clothes and pants at noon, I'll wash them." An Yan said to Shen Tu.

"Ah."

At noon, Shen Tu brought a bag containing clothes and trousers. The adults were busy preparing hot pot and side dishes for dinner, and had no time to care about the children.

An Yan took a suit of clothes, and was disgusted by himself. There were vomit and hard objects on the clothes and pants after drying. An Yan put on his gloves and began to rub hard.

Shen Tu was playing with his mobile phone in his bedroom, and Axel was watching anime on the computer. He soaked the rubbed clothes in the water basin for a while, wanting to clean them thoroughly.

After the meal, the adults chatted in the living room, An Yan continued to wash the clothes, the clothes were completely clean, his mind was full of things between him and Shen Tu.

The relationship between boys and boys cannot be forced.

Maybe he himself was impulsive, and he didn't have the courage and the unforgettable level.

Then he sighed deeply, dried his clothes and trousers, shook his head, trying to get rid of all the unreasonable thoughts about Shen Tu.

An Yan was dumbfounded.

He overestimated his determination to give up, and underestimated Shen Tu's charm.

It's been a year, a whole year, even the pressure of being about to enter the third year of high school has not taken away An Yan's thoughts about Shen Tu.

He likes that Shen Tu stands at the door of the house every day and watches him walking towards him step by step. He likes that Shen Tu sits behind him and often urges him to listen to lectures. He likes that Shen Tu's smiling eyes make him angry. The appearance is irresistible, and I can't stand it if I like it.

Shen Tu always seems to treat himself a little more than other people, and the ambiguity makes An Yan feel that he is still different from others.

Shen Tu rejected a bunch of his suitors.

An Yan is always aggrieved, and he is also good-looking, why no one chases after him.

Whenever he complained to Gu He Xiao, Gu He laughed and said, "I told you that you would feel much better if you took off your glasses, but you don't believe me."

Gu He laughed and knew that An Yan liked Shen Tu.

It was An Yan who told her.

An Yan couldn't bear his wild thoughts day and night, he desperately needed someone to complain about, so he asked He Xiao to go to the park together, sitting on a chair, he was holding a can of beer, and handed He Xiao a bottle of milk tea and a Bread, he drank the wine with the bread in his mouth, and he burst into tears when there were few people.

I like Shentu.

Me, I fucking love Shentu.

I am a man.

Am I sick?

You say, do you think I am sick?

I think I'm sick.

I can't even look at him right now.

do you know?I was annoying in elementary school.

My classmates isolated me, and I didn't live up to it.

There is only Shen Tu, who has been at the same table with me for more than three months.We have been at the same table for four years.

I always feel that he should spend his life with a woman.

But I am not reconciled, the thief is not reconciled.

You Wei likes him, and I'm so jealous.

I'm jealous of her love being able to speak.

He can see her love.

And me?

Like wood bugs hiding in cracks in bricks.

It's disgusting to even exist.

Do you understand?He Xiao, can you understand?

I was a complete loser from the start.

Just because we are both men, I hated me for being a man for the first time.

Gu Hexiao didn't know how to comfort him, he coughed up tears from the beer with fizz.

Only those who feel the same way will understand, the despair of not even being entitled to own something will absolutely make you breathless.

Like a huge cage, the bottom of the cage is an endless abyss that cannot be climbed out.

"If you don't try, how do you know it won't work?"

What Gu He said with a smile, An Yan has been trying for a year, and now he doesn't even have the heart to study, he sets the flag every time, and confesses no matter what.

People who are afraid of losing are timid.

He dare not, he dare not take a step.A heaven, a hell.

Sunday afternoon was on holiday as usual, and Shen Tu was very angry. He grabbed An Yan who was in a daze, "What have you been doing lately? Are you becoming the No. 1 major in the key class examination?"

Lao Lu has been looking for An Yan many times in a row, reminding him that he should not be so depraved, he must grasp the present moment, study hard, and with An Yan's qualifications, work harder than others, there will still be a good way out.

An Yan promised well every time, but his grades still didn't improve, and he still couldn't concentrate in class.

Very disappointing.

So Lao Lu asked Shen Tu for help, and asked him to help persuade An Yan, rein in the precipice, and find his way back.

"You buy me a drink." An Yan responded for a while.

Shen Tu was a little dazed, An Yan like this was like a flower whose vitality was about to wither, and there was no way to recover.

The two went to an ordinary tavern and opened a private room.

After ordering a lot of dishes, An Yan didn't eat the dishes, but drank heavily.

Hey, I like you, you know?

I guess you know.

You are a monkey spirit.

It's a mirror in my heart.

you know i like you.

Just play dumb.

I won't tell you if you pretend to be stupid.

But I panicked.

I'm suffocating, the dying kind.

I also want to study hard.

I can't concentrate. Me.

I'm uncomfortable.

When I think that the person next to you will not be me in the future, I feel uncomfortable.

I am a man, you are a man, I am sick.Am I fucking sick? Me?Look at me, look at me, I feel like I'm going crazy, do you have a knife?You pry my head open, and you dig out the inside of you, okay?I beg you, I beg you...

An Yan didn't know how much he had said after drinking too much, he only knew that he succeeded.

Thinking of this, An Yan smiled, bit by bit of bitterness filled his heart, like □□□, pulling his poor heart, twisting desperately.

"So, you forced a man to be with you for a year?" Kakaya asked curiously.

An Yan scrubbed the wine glass and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I always thought he was voluntary."