love like wind

In this family, parents are the eternal authority. Yang Jiayou recalled that he wanted to raise a golden retriever, but his mother directly refused on the grounds that pets tend to shed hair and are easy to breed bacteria.They lived in such a big house, and there was a yard at the entrance of the villa, so they were fully qualified to keep a dog, but if their mother disagreed, they just disagreed, and there was no room for negotiation.

Later, as my younger sister Yang Jiayu grew up, she gradually struggled in her studies and seriously lagged behind other classmates. The atmosphere at home became more tense than before.For a while, Yang Jiayou was eager to grow up so that he could escape here: he could eat a lot of chocolate beans; he could play football until dark; he could sing loudly in the shower without worrying about waking up his sister.

But how to escape?My younger sister is really annoying sometimes, but watching her cry, Yang Jiayou feels bored in his heart. He can't tell what the experience is, but it's very uncomfortable, as if he feels the same.

He admires his father, Yang Zhenhua, and his dream is to become a pilot. This does not affect his admiration for his father. Whenever his father talks about his experience of enlisting in the army, he feels that he is a good man.Dad later changed jobs, established a company with his own ability, and was able to support so many employees. This is a great experience.

At least 13-year-old Yang Jiayou thinks so.

When my mother is not angry, she is a very romantic person. On Christmas Eve, she will prepare the Christmas tree, wrap the gifts they want, and hang them quietly on the tree, or put them in thick red socks.When you wake up in the morning, you can see the Christmas presents.

For a long time, Yang Jiayou really believed in the existence of Santa Claus, until his parents quarreled about his younger sister, and his mother was so angry that he threw things at home. He accidentally found a lot of colorful wrapping paper and a lot of unopened red socks.

It turns out that Santa Claus is mother.

But if his mother is Santa Claus, why didn't she help him realize his wish? He hopes that his sister will get better soon, that there will be no more quarrels at home, and that he can play football recklessly.

None of these wishes came true.

No matter what happens, Yang Jiayou is very clear that he will not be separated from his parents and sister, but he still longs to escape and to be free.He looked at Xu Li downstairs, and suddenly felt that he was the same as him.

Often ignored and left aside, my mother only cares about his test scores. As for what he really wants, whether he is happy or not, whether he has grievances in his heart, who is right and who is wrong when arguing with his sister, that is not in the scope of his mother's concern.

My mother hopes that he will be an obedient child, don't cause trouble, don't let his sister cry, and keep the top three in the class every year, that's enough.

Yang Jiayou felt that he was also like a rubber ball, except that Xu Li had no frame, and he was rolling in a transparent glass cylinder.

"Brother, are you talking?" Yang Jiayu sniffed, "Why don't you talk?"

Her tears flowed harder, instead of crying like usual, it was a real sadness.

Yang Jiayou looked at his younger sister, and his eyes began to blur unconsciously. Yang Jiayu was obviously the one who enjoys favoritism, why is she sadder than herself, growing up, why does she always make people feel so wronged?

why?

Yang Jiayou shook his head, he didn't know how to tell his sister, in other words, he didn't find the answer either.He didn't even need to think about it, he could guess what the result would be, and his mother would definitely think that he was messing around, and he was still messing around with his younger sister.

Anyway, no matter what you do, the unlucky one is always yourself.

It became quieter downstairs, Xu Li's aunt got up and held Xu Li's hand, there should be some kind of consensus reached.

Yang Jiayu begged: "Brother, go tell your parents, don't let that person take Xu Li away, I beg you, I beg you—"

The adults walked up the stairs. Yang Jiayou guessed that they should come to get Xu Li's schoolbag. He closed his eyes and held back his tears: "Jiayu, do you know where Xu Li's schoolbag is?"

"I know." She turned her head and glanced, and her mother was about to come up.

Yang Jiayou leaned close to her ear and whispered something.

Yang Jiayu frowned, "Is it possible? I don't think so."

"Go quickly," Yang Jiayou pulled his younger sister to stand up, as if comforting her and himself: "Try it, just in case."

"Okay." Yang Jiayu had already rushed to the guest room.

Yang Jiayou stood on the highest step of the stairs, and the sound of footsteps seemed to be counting down. Years later, whenever Yang Jiayou recalled this scene, he really felt that they were innocent and cute at that time.

I thought that if I caught fireflies, summer would stay in the glass jar forever.

Then, as long as you hold Xu Li's schoolbag tightly, he won't leave, right?

The adults had already come up, and found Yang Jiayou blocked at the stairs, with his head tilted, not knowing what he was thinking.

Xu Ying patted her son's head, "Where's my sister?"

Yang Jiayou said: "In the room." He stepped back following the steps of the adults, glanced at Xu Li, raised his head and asked his father, "Where is Xu Li going?"

Yang Zhenhua stopped, bent down and stood in front of Yang Jiayou, "Father is about to tell you that Xu Li's aunt is here today. From a legal point of view, she is now Xu Li's guardian, and Xu Li is going back to his home. "

Seeing that his mother didn't go straight into the room, Yang Jiayou probably waited for his father to finish speaking, but his father was always reasonable, if he spoke well, he would definitely listen.

Yang Jiayou thought for a while, "Doesn't he have no family?" After he finished speaking, he felt a little regretful. His father said that he could not hurt others. Last time he said that Yang Jiayu had intellectual problems and was hit by his mother, what should he say now? good?

Yang Zhenhua said patiently: "Yes, he still has an aunt." He turned his head and looked at Xu Li, as if asking for proof.

Xu Li avoided Yang Jiayou's gaze, his gaze stayed on the wooden floor, and he just nodded silently.

Yang Jiayou said: "I heard it all, my aunt can't take him home, he needs to live alone in the original house, right?"

Yang Zhenhua frowned, looking very troubled, "Yes, but there is no better way at present. My aunt will come to take care of him regularly, and my mother and I will often go too."

Yang Jiayou plucked up the courage to ask: "Then why can't he live in our house?" He looked at his mother, "Hasn't he been very good in our house for the past month or so? And he hasn't caused us any trouble."

Xu Ying held back tears, her eyes were moist, and her tone was heavy: "Jiayou—"

"Mom, you are the one who wants to drive him away, right?" He had wanted to say this a long time ago, not only Xu Li, but also many things they liked, as long as mother thought it was bad, all of them would disappear before his eyes.

Xu Ying closed her eyes in pain, "You can't talk about Mom like that, Mom will be very sad."

"Mom, do you think that Xu Li's existence will disturb me and Jiayu?" Yang Jiayou turned his head and saw Yang Jiayu holding Xu Li's schoolbag tightly, standing still at the door of the room, looking at them vigilantly, he went on to say : "Jiayu and I disagree."

"Jiayou!" Xu Ying frowned, feeling that the two children were simply messing around.

Yang Zhenhua was silent.

Yang Jiayu stood not far away, and said in a clear voice, "No one can take him away." She bit her lower lip tightly, afraid that she would cry, she knew that as long as she cried, her mother would not take her words seriously For things like Aomame, Mom would only think she was making trouble for no reason.She won't speak it clearly like her brother, but she thinks the same as her brother.

Xu Ying looked at her son earnestly, and explained word by word: "This matter is not about money, but about energy. Jiayou, our family is different from other families. My younger sister needs to be taken care of, while my mother doesn't have so much energy to take care of her." Three kids."

Yang Jiayou had tears in his eyes, "Mom, does Jiayu need to be taken care of, or do you think she should be taken care of?" Xu Li quietly told him about the origin of the Qingdou incident last time. You shouldn't be fanning the flames and making your sister even more sad.

The adults were questioned.

Yang Jiayou continued: "She is not as fragile as you think. She is a human being just like me, not a doll in a glass cabinet. She has thoughts and feelings. You don't know, she doesn't like green beans because The previous nanny forcibly fed her and choked into her trachea. She has a psychological shadow on soy food. Mom, you have always imposed what you think is right on us. As long as we have a slight change, we will be blamed. You never asked But, what the hell is going on-"

"It was like this when Jiayu and I quarreled, and it's the same with Xu Li now. You rarely distinguish between right and wrong, and always confuse things, which makes people feel very uncomfortable. Dad often said that I am a child, yes, I am a child , so the children have no feelings? Can you separate casually? Do you feel nothing after the separation?" At this point, Yang Jiayou couldn't help crying, and the grievances he had endured for a long time suddenly broke out, "If the children are sad, they are making trouble for no reason, children Isn't your sadness sad? Mom, is that so?"

Xu Ying didn't expect her son to say these words, her mind went blank, she didn't know what went wrong, she was asked by a 13-year-old child, she felt a little ashamed, after thinking about it, she felt that her son said Makes sense, but she's still in trouble...

Xu Li, who was standing by the side, spoke with clear eyes, "Jiayou, thank you for saying that, but this is also my idea, I don't want to disturb my uncle and aunt, they are very kind to me, and so are you and Jiayu. I am very happy Thanks, really."

Yang Jiayou looked at him, and remembered what his father said, "You don't have to be grateful to us, you have brought us a lot of happiness, let me know what was wrong with me, and the most important thing is—" He looked back at Yang Jiayu One look, "Let me know that my sister is actually a very good girl, she doesn't have such weird ideas, she is not a patient, she is a normal person, a normal person like us. We shouldn't take strange It's not fair to her to look at her."

"Does every child have to be good at school?" Yang Jiayou looked up at his mother, "Everyone is unique, who stipulates that Jiayu must be the same as us? Doesn't she have other strengths? We haven't found out yet advantage?"

He sniffed, these words had been hidden in his heart for a long time, as if he couldn't spit them out, "Mom, if you really love us, please listen to our thoughts a little bit, sometimes things are not what you worry about."