love like wind

After waiting until the party was over, his parents called Yang Jiayou and asked him to come over and take a group photo together.

Yang Jiayou let his phone ring and sat still in his seat. In the end, he just sent a text message to his mother, saying that he was in a hurry and had to go back to school first.Fortunately, my mother didn't ask much, but just told him to pay attention to safety on the road.

The hall was dimly lit, and the audience gradually dispersed. No one saw him sitting near the corner.

I don't know how long it took, but almost everyone dispersed. A few cleaning staff came in and shouted: "Hey, the event is over. We have to clean the room, so go back early."

"Okay." Yang Jiayou responded.

The mobile phone in his palm vibrated, and when he turned around, it was Xu Li.

Yang Jiayou didn't even think about it, and hung up the phone directly.He didn't want to eat barbecue anymore, he just wanted to be alone.He shook his dull head, resting his elbows on his knees, like an ostrich with its head buried in a sand dune.

The sound of footsteps came from far and near, Yang Jiayou turned his face and saw a familiar figure, it was Xu Li.

"Jiayou?" Xu Li turned off the glaring lights of his cell phone, squatted beside Yang Jiayou, and asked in a concerned tone, "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Yang Jiayou took a deep breath without looking up, "No, I just want to sit alone for a while."

Xu Li felt that he was in a low mood, and suggested: "Didn't you say that you are going to have a barbecue? I have been waiting."

Hearing these words, Yang Jiayou finally raised his head, the lights in the hall turned on, the light was soft, he could see Xu Li's face clearly, his short hair was neat, and there was a faint smell of jelly water in the air, Xu Li changed back into his down jacket, and he looked Still very decent and handsome.

He didn't expect Xu Li to come over next to the seat, so he just smiled and said softly, "Well, let's go."

The two walked out side by side, Yang Jiayou put his hands in his pockets, his back was desolate.

"Where's Jiayu?" Yang Jiayou lowered his head, his voice was dull, "I didn't take a photo with her just now, so she wasn't angry?"

"No, she is very happy to know you are here."

"That's good." Yang Jiayou breathed a sigh of relief. If he stood next to his family and Xu Li for a photo, he really wouldn't be able to laugh. He was afraid that he would reveal his feelings, so he might as well find a place to hide.

Xu Li thought for a while, and then asked: "Jiayou, what's the matter with you? Are you in a bad mood?" As he spoke, he walked backwards in front of Yang Jiayou. They stood at the corner of the building and walked a few hundred meters away. out of school.

When the four eyes met, Yang Jiayou's eyes flickered, and his tone was dry: "It's nothing."

The cold air hit, and the two stood silently, their hearts beating hotly.

Xu Li's eyebrows were clear, "Is it because you are unhappy about today's performance?" He smiled, "I promise, I will really only play for you in the future."

Yang Jiayou forced a smile, and his tone was very calm: "No, I said that in anger, don't take it seriously."

"Then why don't you dare look me in the eye?"

Yang Jiayou glanced at Xu Li, his heart trembled, and his whole body was almost overwhelmed by Xu Li. It was a very gentle and deep gaze, which made him unable to extricate himself. In the end, his eyes fell on Xu Li. on the lips.

The atmosphere froze for a moment, as if they could hear each other's heartbeats.

Xu Li understood it, and moved closer, with a relieved and relaxed expression, and called him in a low voice: "Jiayou..."

Yang Jiayou was stupefied, standing still, unable to move, Xu Li's face was close in front of his eyes, his lips were seductive, and his voice was filled with infinite tenderness and indulgence. He was thinking in a strange way, thinking about some unrealistic things.

Before Yang Jiayou came back to his senses, Xu Li had already closed his eyes, and pressed his lips against his. Yang Jiayou was very familiar with that light breath, but it made his mind feel like a bomber, excited and flustered.Xu Li was deepening the kiss, and the wet lick made him tremble all over.

Xu Li was like a charcoal fire in his arms, hot and scarlet, but burning quietly.He also wanted to get close to Xu Li, but when he thought about what his parents had just said, Yang Jiayou couldn't make any response.He remembered the last time he rejected Xu Li, it was very hurtful, and he knew he couldn't be as reckless as before.

The Adam's apple moved with difficulty, and he stretched out his hand to hug Xu Li tightly, his wrist trembling a little.

In the end, he lifted his chin slightly, and left a shallow and restrained kiss on Xu Li's forehead.

The charcoal fire seemed to have been extinguished a little bit, and it was covered with layers of ashes.

Xu Li leaned on Yang Jiayou's shoulder, breathed very shallowly, and asked softly, "Jiayou, did I scare you just now?"

"—No." Yang Jiayou said dryly.

"Then why are you depressed today?" Xu Li closed his eyes slightly, sniffing against Yang Jiayou's neck, "I'm worried about you, can you tell me?"

Yang Jiayou's eyes were moist, he didn't know how to speak, but he just tightened his arms a little.

"Jiayou, you hug me a little uncomfortable."

"Oh..." Yang Jiayou loosened his arms with self-blame, his breath scattered in the air like white smoke, and he just asked, "Is it cold?"

The corners of Xu Li's eyes were moist, "With you holding me, I won't be cold."

The two hugged for a while, and Yang Jiayou said, "Can I see your hands?"

"Hand?" Xu Li was surprised, and was about to stand up straight, when Yang Jiayou touched his head with his hand, "Don't move."

"Okay," Xu Li had no choice but to lean on Yang Jiayou's shoulder, and stretched out his left hand cooperatively. Feeling that Yang Jiayou's palm was hot, he couldn't help tightening his five fingers, and rubbed Yang Jiayou's palm tenderly, "Jiayou, you are always so hot." .”

Yang Jiayou didn't speak, but there was a smile on his breath.He laid Xu Li's hand flat and stared at the fair hand, with well-trimmed nails and shallow creases at the joints.These hands have received the ball from him, put a Band-Aid on him, and helped him hold the water glass.

But now, Yang Jiayou feels that these hands don't belong to him anymore.

To whom it belonged, he did not know.

It belongs to an unfamiliar audience when your fingers are flicking over the keys of a piano; it is your work when you are typing on your laptop; it is your leisure time when you occasionally hold the mouse.This is the most cherished boy in his life.

Xu Li let Yang Jiayou caress his hand, and soon, he felt the breath burning on the back of his hand like an iron.In the next second, something dripped onto the back of the hand, it was hot and wet, and soon became cold again.

It was Yang Jiayou's tears.

His heart seemed to be poured with lava, Xu Li couldn't breathe, he wanted to raise his head to speak, but Yang Jiayou covered his brows and eyes, "Don't move around."

Xu Li hugged Yang Jiayou tightly, resting his chin on his shoulder, his voice trembling: "Jiayou, are you stupid? Huh?" He choked up, "I said, don't think about the result, do you understand? Don't need you Accountable to me, you can do what you want, go wherever you want."

Yang Jiayou touched the back of his head, his voice was nasal, "You just think I'm stupid."

Xu Li was rarely so active as today, and vaguely knew Yang Jiayou's answer.The faint hope in my heart was also extinguished.

There was a voice not far away, it should be the students who ended up at the end.

Yang Jiayou let go of his hand slowly, his emotions had been completely controlled, and his tone was steady: "Let's go back."

Xu Li was about to say something when he looked up and saw a familiar figure, "Jiayu?"

Yang Jiayou turned around and saw her younger sister holding a lot of props in her arms, running towards them happily, "Brother, I thought you were leaving!" She obviously didn't feel the subtle atmosphere just now.

"Why haven't you returned to the dormitory yet?" Yang Jiayou said in a concerned tone.

"We are ending," Yang Jiayu looked at Xu Li with a smile in his eyes, "It's a happy cooperation today!" As she said, she stretched out her palm, and Xu Li gave her a tacit high-five.She went on to say: "I won't send you off, there are still roommates waiting for me."

Yang Jiayou turned his head to look, and there was indeed a girl standing not far away, "Okay, send me a message when you get to the dormitory."

"Don't worry about me, the dormitory is very close to here." Yang Jiayu looked at Yang Jiayou, like a child eager to be praised, "Brother, how did I behave today? Didn't I embarrass you?"

"What nonsense, who dares to say that my sister is ashamed, I will beat him for you!"

Yang Jiayu smiled, her eyes were bright, "Brother, I've worked very hard, and I've been looking up to you." Speaking of this, she choked up, her voice trembling, "Because, I also want to be an excellent person."

Yang Jiayou bent his back and looked at his sister solemnly, "In my heart, we Jiayu are the best people in the world."

"Really?" My brother never praised her before, Yang Jiayu had tears in his eyes, and smiled earnestly.

"Really." Yang Jiayou rubbed his sister's hair, "Go back to the dormitory quickly, lest your roommate wait for a long time."

Hearing what her brother said, Yang Jiayu calmed down and nodded obediently, "Okay." Then, she waved to Xu Li, and walked towards Meng Ruyun happily.

After saying goodbye to the other students, Yang Jiayu and Meng Ruyun entered the elevator, and they were the only ones at this time.

Meng Ruyun asked: "Jiayu, which of the two you met just now is your brother? The one who played today?"

Yang Jiayu shook his head, "No, it's the one we met when we came out. My brother's name is Yang Jiayou, and I was talking to him just now."

"Oh," Meng Ruyun pondered, "but how did you say that the one who played today is also your brother?"

Yang Jiayu smiled, "Well, brother Xu Li grew up with us, just like relatives."

Meng Ruyun recalled the scene she saw just now, although it was very short, she still couldn't help asking: "How is their relationship?"

"Very good," Yang Jiayu repeated with clear eyes, "We grew up together, what do you think?"

"No other abnormalities?"

"No." Yang Jiayu looked up at the number above the elevator with a clear smile, "It's almost here."

After the event, Meng Ruyun came out one step ahead of Yang Jiayu. She must have read it right, Yang Jiayu's brother was kissing the back of Xu Li's hand.

But Yang Jiayu didn't seem to notice it, Meng Ruyun shook her head, maybe she was overthinking.

In the dormitory, Yang Jiayu still sent a WeChat message to his brother: I have arrived, and you should go back to school early.

At this time, the two of them had already got on the bus, Yang Jiayou replied with an 'OK' expression, and when he turned his face, he found that Xu Li had already put on the earphones, his face was peaceful, without any superfluous emotions.This expression is very similar to Xu Lichu's appearance when he came to Yang's house, without expectation, without sadness, like a transparent film, silent, only when he gets close, can he know that there is an emotion called 'suffocation'.

But from Xu Li and his sister's four-handed playing, the bright light on the stage, hearing his parents talking softly at the side, and the audience booing, Yang Jiayou has already begun to suffocate.

How can I kiss?What about kissing?There will be tomorrow after tomorrow, and paper cannot contain fire.

Among other things, he had to think about Xu Li. He hadn't thought it through himself, and he couldn't do such irresponsible things now.

Originally, they were going to eat barbecue, but no one said a word.

The place where Xu Li lives needs to get off the car in advance. When he was about to arrive at the stop, he said softly: "Jiayou, I'm going back first, you go back to school early."

Yang Jiayou sat without moving, the sound of the valve closing could be heard in his ear, the car moved forward steadily, leaving Xu Li's figure behind.

It was close to ten o'clock, and the heater in the car stopped, and Yang Jiayou shivered from the cold.But he clearly remembered that before Xu Li got out of the car just now, his palms were so hot that he didn't feel cold at all.Why did Xu Li leave, he felt that the air had cooled down.

If life could be rewound, if he responded to Xu Li's kiss at that time, or got out of the car with Xu Li, they might not have to experience those things later.But what if in life?

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