The whole world thinks I want to die

Cheng Ning read the report carefully, needless to say, this must be an accident where the mission was hidden to find the truth.

He is like a ghost now. There is a good side, that is, he doesn't have to think too much about things when doing things, but there is also a bad side. With this appearance, he can't take the initiative to ask.

"Let me go! I'm not sick!"

While he was thinking, a half-grown boy was taken to the inpatient building by the doctor. He had dyed fiery red hair, was dressed in a leather jacket, and had pungent eyes.

[Unknown state detected, a random identity has been generated for the host. 】

The system notification rang again, and before he had time to complain, Cheng Ning's eyes went dark, and when he woke up, he was already in a ward.

The system gave him an explanation for the random identity, so Cheng Ning didn't rush to open his eyes and looked at the character design in his mind.

[You are an 11-year-old boy, but unlike other boys of your age who like video games, you think it is too childish, you like pink skirts, and think bows are the prettiest thing in the world, and this At the same time, you like good-looking boys, and you can't control your desire to get close to them.

Your parents thought you had a serious mental illness and sent you to this hospital. After the doctor’s examination, they said you had nympho and cross-dressing. Your parents forced you to wear men’s clothes, but what you got was Your strong resistance, under the threat of your life, they will no longer prevent you from wearing skirts.

Recently, you like a big brother in the same ward very much. He is very gentle to you. You always want to stay with him all the time. The doctor said that your condition is not very good, because you have skin hunger again. 】

After Cheng Ning finished reading all of them, he had no more ideas. Would he dare to be a little more magical? Should he say why his legs are cold? ...

Speechless is still speechless, but he has to continue to do the hidden mission, mainly because he can't find how to go back without doing the hidden mission, so Cheng Ning can only open his eyes.

It was pitch black in front of him, and it seemed that it was still night. When he opened his eyes, another person lying beside the bed seemed to be awakened, and his voice was still a little hoarse: "Ning Ning, do you still have a headache?"

Cheng Ning remembered that he should have a fever at this time, and the system thoughtfully adjusted his physical condition to a high fever of 39 degrees.

"Thank you, brother, I'm fine." He said, because his right hand was dripping, Cheng Ning said to the man, "Brother, I want to drink water."

He tried to change his name, but for some reason, every time he uttered the word "brother", he was helpless.

"Come on, slow down." The warm body gently leaned forward, and the man half-embraced him in his arms, holding a glass of warm water against his mouth.

Cheng Ning took two sips with his hand, felt that the voice was a bit familiar, but the owner of the voice had already started to softly coax him to sleep, and the discomfort caused by the fever also affected Cheng Ning's thoughts, and he fell asleep unconsciously up.

When he woke up, the fever had subsided and the drip had been taken off. He felt much better. When he opened his eyes, he saw a young man coming over with a cup of soup.

Cheng Ning propped himself up, raised the height of the hospital bed by himself, and looked over.

His perception told him that this was the person who took care of him last night, that is, the big brother who made him unconsciously want to get close to him. At a glance, he realized that this person was not familiar.

Qiu Ruo's height looks a little lower than what he saw, but it is still much taller than he is now, perhaps much taller than his actual height.

He put the soup on the bedside cabinet, tucked him in the quilt, and told him with a smile: "The fever has just subsided, don't catch a cold anymore."

Then he took out a small bowl from the drawer, scooped up a small bowl of soup, blew it cold with a spoon, and fed it to him.

Cheng Ning was very obedient and obedient, and finished two bowls of soup under his feeding, and he couldn't drink any more, so he closed his mouth and didn't open it at all.

Qiu Ruo smiled, finished the rest of the soup, and waited for the aunt at home to take it away, then sat beside his bed and put him in her arms to watch TV together.

Cheng Ning came to do the task, he took care of him so carefully, he couldn't find a little time to inquire about the news, so he just gave up on himself as comfortable as possible, and then

Afterwards, he stayed in bed and watched cartoons all afternoon, went to the bathroom three times, ate two bags of potato chips, and drank two bottles of yogurt.

The system doesn't care about him anymore.

However, Qiu Ruo's parents came to see him the next day. Cheng Ning was lying on the bed at the time, and Qiu Ruo's mother gave him a supercilious look. Cheng Ning had nothing to say about this situation. Touching his nose, he shrank a little under the quilt.

"Be good, don't be afraid." Qiu Ruo noticed that the body that had already stood up sat down again, hugged him into her arms and coaxed him, then raised her eyes without any affection for her mother: "Mom, let's go out and talk."

Qiu's mother seemed to want to give him a supercilious look, but Qiu Ruo frowned to stop him, and could only follow her son out to talk weakly.

Cheng Ning also knew that it was all his fault, he fell in love with Qiu Ruo the first time he saw Qiu Ruo, and he was sick, so he was tightly entangled.

But Qiu Ruo was visiting her aunt from afar at that time, and she couldn't take him out with her. She was sick and uncomfortable without him, so she had to stay with her in the hospital.

He can also understand Qiu's mother's mood. It is acceptable for his good son to suddenly bend as he says, but leaving the company at home that has just started on the right track and only going to one day a week is tolerable, but the mental hospital Is that a place where you can live?What if my son gets sick after staying for a long time? !

Judging from the situation, Qiu's mother should have come to find Qiu Ruo to go back, otherwise he would never have taken the initiative to go home. As expected, Qiu Ruo came back after a while, alone.

"Ning Ning stay well, I have something to do when I go back, I'll be back tomorrow morning, come back and buy Ning Ning a nice little dress, okay?"

He coaxed Cheng Ning, and sat with him for a while before leaving.

Cheng Ning was not at all as reluctant and uneasy as Qiu Ruo, on the contrary, he finally left, Cheng Ning was too happy, and walked out as soon as he lifted the quilt.

He didn't go through the main entrance either. According to the map given by the system, he avoided the crowd all the way and went out through the back door of the hospital.

He should be thankful that he has cross-dressing, and the hospital uniforms are all uniform, so he always wears skirts. Although the one he is wearing now is a nightgown, it can also be worn outside, otherwise he will be caught walking on the street. People who saw the hospital gowns had to be taken back.

Just like what the two little nurses said at the beginning, the crime scene is getting closer and closer to the hospital, and the third crime scene is even on the hill behind the hospital.

Cheng Ning groped over quietly. I don't know if it was for the needs of the plot, or the game world is like this. The crime scene was not searched too carefully by the police, and even the corpses were still laid out there, just symbolically around. I pulled a cordon around it, but it didn't help much.

It was a very beautiful girl, whose body was disassembled and placed in different positions in the magic circle, with a crooked sewing mark running through the entire torso.

Part of the thread on her stomach has been removed by the police. Cheng Ning leaned over to look at it. As the report said, the girl's body was full of various bows, and all kinds of bows were piled up in her stomach. Foaming blood, sticky and uncomfortable.

Cheng Ning frowned, moved a flat stone and placed it a little further away, then carefully supported the big tree next to him to stand on it.

He looked down at the entire crime scene, to be precise, at the magic circle at the scene.

This formation looks familiar, but Cheng Ning can't remember where he saw it before.

The magic circle is in the shape of an inverted triangle, with a ring in the middle of the triangle, and the bottom corner faces a hexagram.

"Daughter! My daughter!"

Hearing the sound, Cheng Ning subconsciously hid beside a thick tree.

A haggard woman in shaggy clothes stumbled over, dripping with tears, and insisted on breaking into the cordon regardless of the police behind her.

"Auntie, auntie, calm down, we will help you find the murderer." A policewoman stopped her and patted her on the back to dissuade her.

"You police|the police haven't caught anyone in these days, and you still haven't let me take my daughter back to bury you. Are you still human?!" The family members of the victim were obviously on the verge of collapse, and they broke away from the policewoman and ran inside .

She hugged her head and cried: "

My poor child! Why did you just go away like this?Open your eyes and look at mom, mom won't talk about you anymore, okay? "

The police on the side are not easy to stop, they can't pull her head out of her arms, they can only stand by and watch.

There was only such a child in the family, and now she suddenly said that she was gone, and the woman cried more and more sadly, chanting her daughter's name, crying blood, only hating why she didn't die.

Facing the mother who was so sad because of the child, several police officers didn't know what to say when they heard her cry. For a while, the scene fell silent.

Cheng Ning stood behind the tree, he couldn't tell what he was suffering, he hid in a hurry, stepped on a plastic bag, no one made a sound, and they didn't leave, so he couldn't move, after all, if he moved, he would be found.

The woman cried for a long time before she was persuaded by the police to leave. Cheng Ning let out a sigh of relief and came out from behind the tree.

As soon as he lifted his foot, sure enough, the plastic bag he stepped on made a rattling sound.

Walking up to the girl's head, he knelt down and picked up a shiny object from the ground.

It fell out of the woman's head when she was holding her and crying just now, and it was stained with blood. Cheng Ning rummaged through his pockets. He simply pretended to treat himself as a girl every day, and he also had the habit of carrying paper. Wipe that thing down to reveal what it was.

It was a delicate little pendant, the garnets sparkling in the sunlight.

Cheng Ning frowned, lowered his head and smiled softly.

[Host, what are you laughing at? 】

Although the laughter was very gentle, the system felt that it gave goosebumps all over, so it took the initiative to ask him.

"It's nothing..." Cheng Ning didn't answer it, the smile came and went quickly, suppressing the emotion that didn't belong to him, he put the pendant back in his back, and left the scene.

He just remembered that after losing consciousness and then waking up, he saw those dead girls, he was terrified and sad for them, so he quietly stuffed the garnet symbolizing life into the brains of those girls Here, I naively thought that they would come back to life like this.

When he suddenly remembered this memory, Cheng Ning thought about the possibility that he was the murderer, but this thought only appeared for a moment, and he immediately judged it as zero.

Although he has seen these girls, he is definitely not the murderer, because he clearly knows that there is another person, but he can't remember who it is, and the only impression is that it is a man.

He kept everything in his heart, and followed the system's instructions to return to the ward on the same route. When he was some distance away from the hospital, Cheng Ning saw the figure in front of him, and his heart skipped a beat.

When Qiu Ruo saw the man, she ran over in three steps at a time and two steps at a time. Relying on being taller than him, she picked up the man and hugged him tightly.

"Will you tell me next time you go out? I'll be with you." Qiu Ruo buried her head on his shoulder and said in a muffled voice.

"I won't go out by myself next time." Cheng Ning put his hand on his head, and said in a low voice, "Hurruru, don't be scared."

Qiu Ruo didn't hear what he said in the last sentence: "Ningning, what did you just say?"

"It's nothing, brother, let's go back, I'm tired."

Having successfully entertained herself, Cheng Ning smiled and frowned, nestled into a comfortable position in his arms, grabbed his clothes and pulled out a handful of small folds in the high-tailored suit.

"Okay." Qiu Ruo kissed him on the top of his hair, and didn't mind that he squeezed his clothes deliberately, and walked back step by step with him in his arms, walking steadily with full steps.

He carried Cheng Ning back to the ward without asking where he had been. He wiped off the dust and dirt that he had accidentally touched, and asked him gently if he was hungry and if he felt uncomfortable. In Cheng Ning, he expressed that he wanted to change After taking off his clothes, he took the initiative to go out and closed the door for him.

Asked by Qiu Ruo again if he wanted something to eat, Cheng Ning couldn't help but think, if he really had such a person to accompany him carefully in reality, he wouldn't be dragged off a building by something inexplicable after he was admitted to a nursing home.

Suddenly there is a heartbeat.

"I've finished eating today, don't eat potato chips." Quickly stopped his hand reaching for the potato chips, Qiu Ruo handed him juice.

Cheng Ning drink

After taking a sip, he obediently gave up the potato chips and went to get the chocolate.

"You've had three fast meals today."

Oh, let's eat jelly then.

"It's not good to eat too much of this kind of thing."

OK, have a cupcake.

"Too much cream and it will be greasy."

... I can eat crayfish, right?

Qiu Ruo took the lunch box containing spicy crayfish from him: "This is too spicy, it will make my stomach hurt after eating it, good boy."

After almost all the snacks were denied by him, Cheng Ning had already gone to drink enough juice on his own accord, and after only a few sips, Qiu Ruo took it away again.

Qiu Ruo poured him a cold cup and rubbed his head: "Hey, drinking water is good for your health."

Cheng Ning: "..." I take back my words, I am not moved at all! 【Turn the table】

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