lure wolf into heart

Xu Ning didn't know why he gave Yan Yuze the answer that he had a good life, whether it was because he didn't want Yan Yuze to miss him too much, or because he was very attached to his current life.No solution.

It doesn't matter if he thinks about it or is numb, he just doesn't want to toss about it anymore.

He thought that if he hadn't tried to leave before, Lin Pengfei would not have driven him away, and the worst thing was to let him live alone like this now.

On the way home after parting from Yan Yuze, Xu Ning deeply understood that he had been tied to Lin Pengfei all his life, no matter how good someone was and sincerely treated him, he couldn't fall in love with him.He would not worry about failing Yan Yuze anymore, after all, in his heart, brother Yan deserved better.

When Xu Ning returned to the courtyard, he was taken aback by Bai Zhan standing beside the apple sapling. He knew Bai Zhan had the password of the gate, and he was surprised that Bai Zhan could appear here so suddenly.It should have been here for a while, and after seeing him enter the hospital, he took a step and hooked him: "Follow me."

Xu Ning hesitated: "Where are you going? Is there something wrong?"

Bai Zhan turned around and said, "You'll know when you go."

Due to the irrefutable courage in Bai Zhan's tone, and in view of the relationship between Bai Zhan and Lin Pengfei, Xu Ning chose to follow Bai Zhan out of the yard until he finally got into the black car.

The car was moving slowly, and the black film on the car glass made Xu Ning unable to see the scenery outside the window clearly. He really wanted to ask Bai Zhan if Lin Pengfei knew about it when he came to him, but he felt that he couldn't answer the question.

Bai Zhan glanced at Xu Ning: "What do you think of Brother Fei now?"

Xu Ning was stunned by the question: "What should be what?"

"Is it a sweetheart or an ATM?"

Xu Ning frowned slightly: "What do you mean?"

After a long silence, Bai Zhan snorted and said, "You'd better be the former."

Xu Ning was obviously a little angry: "He asked you to come?"

Bai Zhan didn't answer but instead asked, "Shouldn't you know where he is now?"

"I do not know."

"Of course I know you don't know," Bai Zhan continued, "That's because he didn't let you know."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

Bai Zhan didn't speak any more, Xu Ning was given a headache by the mixed smell of the air conditioner and perfume in the car, and remained silent all the time.

When the car finally stopped, Bai Xian asked Xu Ning to get off the car, and then walked half a meter in front of Xu Ning as if leading the way. There was no communication from entering the elevator to exiting the elevator.

Xu Ning knew that this trip was related to Lin Pengfei without guessing, but he didn't know the details.After following Bai Zhan and turning two more corners, he followed Bai Zhan to a stop.

Bai Zhan pointed to the VIP ward not far away: "Brother Fei lives in the innermost room."

Xu Ning, who had already stepped forward, was pulled back by Bai Zhan: "With him, we don't need to know about it."

Xu Ning looked back at Bai Zhan's face: "What's wrong with him?"

"I also found out with great effort. He is not in a good condition now. It is his intention to hide it from you."

Xu Ning was a little anxious: "What happened to him?"

Bai Zhan stared at Xu Ning's eyes and said, "Stomach cancer."

Xu Ning was digesting Bai Zhan's words, but he couldn't turn his head around just two words.When he took another step, Bai Zhan still chose to stop it.

"You'd better not waste his hard work trying to hide it from you."

Xu Ning's voice trembled: "Then why did you tell me?"

"In order to confirm something," Bai Zhan continued in a very light tone, "He is in the middle stage and has an obvious lump in his stomach. The treatment plan has been planned according to the pathological results after the operation, but the doctor can't tell how long he will live. Make it clear."

Xu Ning was dragged downstairs by Bai Zhan, he really wanted to see if what Bai Zhan said was true in the ward, if so, he wanted to ask Lin Pengfei if he could recover without telling him about his illness.In the end, he couldn't hold back Bai Zhan's strength, and when Bai Zhan let go of him, his wrist was already red.

Bai Zhan's expression became more helpless: "A person can become bad, why can't he become good? In the final analysis, it's not a question of whether you believe it or not, but whether you want it or not. You really owe him a chance."

Xu Ning stared blankly at Bai Zhan, Bai Zhan also came from a real estate salesman who wore a shirt with a work card on it.The wit and humor in the eyebrows have long since disappeared, and they have become calm and fierce.

The Bai Zhan standing in front of him now is not the ruthless and frightening Bai Zhan on the road, but the Bai Zhan in the snack street who said with a smile that he would remember his name.As his mutual friend with Lin Pengfei, he was telling him heartfelt words.

"If you want to go in and see him now, I won't stop you, but you have to know that he is doing this just to want you to have a better life." Bai Zhan's voice became smaller and smaller, "Even if you are pretending, you should be there fulfill him in the last days."

Seeing Bai Zhan's leaving back, Xu Ning had the illusion that this would be the last time he and Bai Zhan saw each other.

He stood in the stair passage without moving for a long time, and whether to go upstairs or downstairs became a problem.It was completely dark, and he was still wearing the short sleeves that had been dyed in the front of the watercolor class, and the blurred color had been crumpled.

Xu Ning still chose to go home, his legs were so heavy that every step he took was extremely strenuous.All night he was in a conflicted state of doubting and believing.

Finally, why Lin Pengfei fainted on Changbai Mountain; why Lin Pengfei went to Tong Yao to get medicine in the middle of the night; why Lin Pengfei didn't come back for so many days; why Shan Hong's words and eyes dodged; why Lin Pengyu suddenly returned to China early... ...all belatedly have the answer.

Xu Ning forced himself to fall asleep because he wanted to go to the hospital after waking up, but Lin Pengfei came back early the next morning.

Thinking it was Aunt Liu who came to make breakfast, he didn't look at the door in surprise until the bedroom door was pushed open. Aunt Liu would never enter their bedroom.

Lin Pengfei, who had obviously lost a lot of weight, was holding on to the door frame, looking at him with a smile on his face.

Xu Ning: "You...how did you come back?"

Lin Pengfei walked in and sat at the end of the bed: "I've been too busy this time and didn't come back, so you're not angry."

Xu Ning's eyes seemed casual, but in fact he saw Lin Pengfei's changes. He was sure that Bai Zhan did not lie to him.

"You have your work to do, I don't need to be angry."

All Lin Pengfei's nonchalant appearance was just pretending, and Xu Ning could feel that this man's breathing was too weak from two meters away.His heart sank again and again, staring at the man and asking, "Have you had breakfast?"

The doctor didn't let him eat. If he found out that he sneaked out, he would probably be pissed to death.Lin Pengfei teased the jelly who came in to ease the unnatural tone: "I've eaten it."

Subsequently, silence was the choice of the two.

Lin Pengfei was worried that Xu Ning would find out that his cover-up was tricky, and Xu Ning was also worried that his bewilderment would expose the known truth.

After a while, Xu Ning walked out of the bedroom as usual, went to the bathroom and quickly locked the door with his shoulders down.

After turning on the faucet, he held the water in his hands and splashed it on his face, again and again, the cold water mixed with warm tears, and the sound of the water overwhelmed the whimpering.

Lin Pengfei came out in the morning and went back to his residence on the top floor of Fengjin Building. He took a shower and changed his clothes. He cleaned himself up very cleanly, but he could still smell the smell of the hospital on his body, and he sprayed a lot of perfume crazily.

That's why Jelly kept sneezing after playing with him for a while.He took out his mobile phone and turned on the front camera to check his hairstyle. While Xu Ning was washing, he checked it several times, just to cover up his lack of confidence.

When Xu Ning pushed open the bathroom door and came out, he bumped into the duckling at the door, and he bent down to see if the little one was damaged.Lin Pengfei also squatted over while holding the furry ball.Lin Pengfei touched the duckling and said, "You really feed me."

Xu Ning made a "hmm" sound, then kept looking at the ground and asked, "Did you drink the medicine I sent?"

Lin Pengfei nodded without hesitation: "Drink it."

"Is it bitter?"

Lin Pengfei said with all his senses: "It's very bitter."

The medicine Xu Ning drank while it was boiling, it was slightly sweet.He stared at Lin Pengfei's shiny leather shoes, wanting to expose this lying man, but he didn't: "Did you go to the hospital for a stomach check?"

Lin Pengfei smiled: "It's gone, I have a small problem, I prescribed medicine, and I'm still taking it."

"Tong Yao heard at Chuxiu that you vomited blood."

"Stomach bleeding, I drank too much wine during the meal."

"Stop drinking."

"Row."

Lin Pengfei was a little surprised by Xu Ning's concern one after another, until he saw Xu Ning's red eyes, guilt took over all his feelings.

He didn't even dare to ask Xu Ning why he was crying.

Xu Ning sniffed and relaxed his shoulders: "Xu Zhenbo died a few days ago, I suddenly remembered him just now."

Lin Pengfei heard about this from Shan Hong, and he was not comforted, nor was he not comforted. He said weakly, "That's right."

Xu Ning continued: "I heard from him that you paid off his debts at that time."

"it's already over."

Xu Ning met Lin Pengfei's gaze: "You always like to do things that you think are very affectionate without telling me."

Lin Pengfei pulled Xu Ning up as if he didn't hear clearly: "I heard something falling into the swimming pool, did you hear it?"

"It's jelly."

Curious, Lin Pengfei went to the floor-to-ceiling windows and took a look. As Xu Ning said, the touch of yellow against the azure blue background was particularly eye-catching. He said slowly, "How did you learn it?"

Xu Ning opened the sliding door and went out, knelt down and put the duckling he was still holding into the swimming pool: "I learned from it."

The phone in his pocket vibrated crazily. Lin Pengfei took out the phone with an expression of imminent death. He didn't answer Lin Pengyu's call, but hung up directly. He had to tell Xu Ning that he was leaving, but he didn't think of a reason.

Xu Ning didn't look at Lin Pengfei, he shook his wet hands in the sun: "Is there something wrong with the group?"

Lin Pengfei: "Yes."

"carry on."

Lin Pengfei's voice became more and more emboldened: "I'm going on a business trip."

Xu Ning nodded: "Understood."

Lin Pengfei moved his body backwards, those few steps were slow as if the image was stuck, and then he sped up and walked towards the gate.

Hearing the sound of the leather shoes fading away, Xu Ning turned around to look at the leaving figure, taking deep breaths again and again.

It turns out that it is such a sad mood to indulge a person to lie to oneself.