lure wolf into heart

When Yan Yuze proposed to try with Xu Ning, it was when he was already full of love.And when Xu Ning accepted to try with Yan Yuze, it was when he started to try to love again.

The process of their love is different, and there will naturally be gaps. Facing Yan Yuze's serious treatment, Xu Ning will always feel a little sad after warming his heart.

Yan Yuze was lying in the hospital, but he couldn't do anything other than pass the time in his spare time, and that man remembered his little thoughts all the time.

He said that his brother was perfect to him, so perfect that he wanted to have it for the rest of his life.But deep down in his heart, he resisted, using the excuse that he was not worthy of that affection.

It is often said that low self-esteem is a sign of love.Xu Ning thought he was in this state, but the deep love couldn't penetrate for a long time.

Ai Mengmeng encouraged him not to be affected by the previous heartbreak, after all Lin Pengfei really let him down in love.She gestured and said, "Brother Yan is different, he will definitely satisfy all your fantasies about love."

Xu Ning nodded and said, "I know, I want to have a good time with him."

When they arrived at the hospital, Liang Yushu was feeding Yan Yuze dinner.Seeing Xu Ning coming, Liang Yushu quickly gave the bowl to Xu Ning and pulled Ai Mengmeng outside.

Ai Mengmeng immediately put down the fruit, waved at Yan Yuze and followed Liang Yushu out.

Xu Ning sat by the bed with a bowl in his hand, stirring the porridge with a spoon: "I saw the ocean ball."

Yan Yuze: "Yes."

Xu Ning scooped up a spoonful of porridge and blew it on, then fed it to Yan Yuze: "I'll move in when you leave the hospital."

Yan Yuze didn't reply, he looked at the computer that Xu Ning brought over from the bedside table: "Connect to the internet first."

Xu Ning put down the porridge bowl, put the notebook on his lap, lowered his head and followed Yan Yuze's instructions: "Okay, Brother Yan."

"There is an unnamed folder in the lower left corner, send it for me."

Xu Ning showed the screen to Yan Yuze and skillfully operated after confirmation: "The recipient."

Yan Yuze stared at the ceiling and said, "You yourself."

Xu Ning looked up: "Huh?"

"I wrote it for you. It's been almost two years, and I haven't given a good title."

Xu Ning looked at the person on the bed in disbelief: "Brother Yan..."

"Xu Ning," Yan Yuze interrupted, "I don't want to be selfish anymore."

"Brother Yan, what's wrong with you," Xu Ning panicked, "you suddenly said something like that."

They have been together for a month and a half, Yan Yuze has never done anything too intimate with Xu Ning except holding hands and hugging.Similarly, Xu Ning didn't treat him either.

He knew that Xu Ning's heart was not given to him, but to the attempt to start a new relationship.He never pushes others, only silent respect, if Xu Ning didn't nod that night, he certainly wouldn't ask too much.

Xu Ning's nod gave him hope in life.Why didn't he want to wait patiently for Xu Ning to respond enthusiastically to his love and stay together for the rest of his life.

That was him before the accident.

I've been in love with Xu Ning for nearly two years, but it's not as good as the past few days when I was sober.The long period of stillness in which his body cannot move has allowed him to see through everything he has never understood.What Xu Ning has for him is not love, but the trust of his friends and the dependence of his elder brother.It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.

How could such a delicate person not see Xu Ning's deliberate response every time he gets along with him.He always knew that it was his selfish desire to try with Xu Ning that put Xu Ning in a tangled state.

To him, Xu Ning was like an expensive coat in a shop window. He tried it on because he liked it and found it didn't fit him.

If he is in his early twenties now, he is willing to gamble with all his willfulness.But he is over 30, and he has long since abandoned willfulness and followed maturity.What's more, he may not even be able to walk in the future, so why should he hold on to Xu Ning and not let go.

Obviously there was a knife in his heart, but Yan Yuze said lightly: "I still prefer the days when I'm your friend."

Xu Ning's hands on the keyboard were clasped together. When he was nervous, he would say, "Brother Yan, what do you mean?"

Yan Yuze didn't dare to look at Xu Ning's face, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath and said, "Did you talk about drinking that night when you became brother Yan, can you do it?"

The surroundings became very quiet, and soon Yan Yuze heard the person next to the bed put down the computer indiscriminately, got up and walked out of the ward door; he heard that after Ai Mengmeng asked his mother about the situation, someone chased Xu Ning; he heard his world The sound of everything collapsing without reservation...

Ai Mengmeng chased to the outside of the hospital, panting and grabbed Xu Ning who was only walking: "You should say something!"

She was stomped by the anger who squatted on the ground silently: "What's the matter!"

In the same way, Liang Yushu was also asking her son who refused to open his eyes to look at her, and seeing that he couldn't ask, he had to give up.

"Mom, when are we going abroad?"

Liang Yushu happily said, "Xiao Ning agrees to go with you?"

Yan Yuze continued to ask, "When shall we go?"

"It's almost time, your dad is already doing it."

"As soon as possible."

"What happened to Xiao Ning just now, I saw his eyes were red when he left..."

"Mom," Yan Yuze said in a deep voice, "I'm tired, so I'm going to sleep first."

It was almost eleven o'clock, and Shan Hong didn't wait for anyone to come back from Ai Mengmeng's small rental house.When he called to ask, the woman actually said that she was in a bar, and he was so angry that he drove over to find her.

Sitting at the bar with Ai Mengmeng was Xu Ning, who was less sober than the other.When Ai Mengmeng saw Shan Honglai, she hugged her neck and waist coquettishly, and yelled at the bartender for drinks.

Shan Hong hurriedly stopped the happy-looking buddy, put him aside and went to pay the bill.Ever since he went to work in a serious manner, he knew that it was difficult to make money. Before, four figures were small money for him, so it really hurts now.

He first carried Ai Mengmeng to the car like he was transporting cabbage, and then went in to find Xu Ning, but he didn't see anyone. It wasn't until the bartender pointed him in the direction that he fell to the ground.

He dragged Xu Ning, who was already drunk, up and helped him to walk out of the bar. After hesitating for a long time, he called Brother Fei.

Lin Pengfei and Bai Zhan were having dinner with a real estate tycoon and wanted to discuss some details about their newly purchased land.

Seeing that he was not in the mood after answering the call, Bai Zhan asked, "Brother Fei, what's the matter?"

Lin Pengfei was already arranging his coat: "Yes."

"Then you go first, I can handle it here."

Lin Pengfei whispered and said: "The proportion can't be lowered, and there will be problems if it is lowered."

I don't know if Bai Zhan heard it clearly, he was in a hurry to pick up Xu Ning, and the speeding on the road provoked the traffic police.Fortunately, the driver was not drinking, so he was able to pass smoothly.

Arriving at the entrance of the bar, I saw Shan Hong was wiping the co-pilot's seat, and when I walked over, I saw Xu Ning sitting on the ground throwing up.

"Brother Fei, hurry up and take Brother Ning away, I won't be able to serve these two drunkards."

Lin Pengfei carried Xu Ning into his car, followed Shan Hongyang and left.Recently, he has been living on the top floor of Fengjin Building, which is quiet and not noisy.

The electronic screen of Fengjin Building has been put into use, and the color changing screen keeps changing, making it a beautiful scenery at night.

Lin Pengfei took the elevator from the underground garage to the top floor. Xu Ning, who smelled of alcohol, muttered and couldn't stop in his arms.

After Xu Ning vomited again in the elevator, his words became clear: "Where is this, I want to go home."

"Go home now." Lin Pengfei squatted there and wiped the corners of Xu Ning's mouth with his coat.

Xu Ning looked at Lin Pengfei in confusion: "Why is it you again, when will I stop dreaming of you."

Lin Pengfei picked him up again, and when he got out of the elevator, he saw his open-style duplex apartment. The wake-up lamps lit up brightly, causing Xu Ning to cover his eyes.He felt dizzy, his eyes were full of Lin Pengfei's magnified face: "Why do you bully me?"

Lin Pengfei didn't know how sober this person was, whether he said nonsense or the truth, he could match his guilty conscience.He put Xu Ning on the bed and reached out to take off Xu Ning's soiled coat.

"You are not my Lin Dabao anymore." Xu Ning turned over to avoid Lin Pengfei's hand.

Lin Pengfei caught him patiently: "I am."

Xu Ning was resisting his contact even when he was not conscious. It took Lin Pengfei a long time to take off all Xu Ning's clothes, and quickly got a hot towel to turn over the person lying on the bed.

"Don't want me anymore, don't want me anymore..."

Lin Pengfei frowned and said, "What are you talking about, no one wants you anymore."

"My brother Yan doesn't want me anymore." Xu Ning muttered.

Feeling sad for others at his place, Lin Pengfei stopped wiping Xu Ning's arms with a wet towel, took two deep breaths to relieve the pain, got up and found his clean pajamas for Xu Ning to put on.

Xu Ning was already drunk, and when it was time for him to fiddle with it, he lay on the bed with his eyes closed, wearing his pajamas that were too big, and a pair of boxers on his lower body.Under the light, the two legs are so white and tender that they seem to be able to pinch water.

Lin Pengfei endured the heat and did not move. He covered Xu Ning with a quilt and left only the bedside lamp. He stood by the bed and looked at the sleeping face for a long time.

Maybe Xu Ning really fell in love with surname Yan, because of this, he couldn't calm down and stayed awake all night.

At dawn, he came to the bed again, knelt down, kissed Xu Ning's side face again and again, and left.

Because of the pain, he couldn't sleep well, and after only a few days, Yan Yuze almost forgot the feeling of his feet stepping on the ground, and he felt very sad every night.There is a caretaker outside the door 24 hours a day, so he doesn't let his mother accompany him, and he has to suffer with him when he is old.

But often his mother doesn't go home, sleeps in his father's office, and always sneaks down to see him at night, he knows that he is just pretending to sleep.

When he heard the door of the ward, he knew that his mother was here again, and he was waiting for the hand tucked under the quilt to reach out, but there was no such thing.

"Why don't you want him?"

Yan Yuze opened his eyes suddenly when he heard the voice, he was a little surprised that Lin Pengfei was standing in front of the bed.

"I know a doctor here." Lin Pengfei sat on the chair and moved very lightly, "The guard at the door is asleep. If you want to drive me away, just ring the bell."

Yan Yuze said slowly, "Xu Ning is with you?"

"exist."

Yan Yuze smiled but said, "Last time you came to me to tell me not to touch him, and now you are asking me why I don't want him. Isn't your logic very strange?"