lure wolf into heart

The first time Xu Ning knew that Lin Pengfei had someone outside was two years ago, and he didn't know how he survived that day.

Crying and quarreling with Lin Pengfei, he slammed the door and left. In the middle of winter, he only wore a single shirt but he didn't feel the cold at all.

What love taught him has always been to face sincerity instead of accepting betrayal, and he thought he could just give up this relationship.But later, he was hijacked by the deep love for Lin Pengfei, and he didn't have a long memory again and again.

Since then, the number of times he ran away was uncountable, each time Lin Pengfei would ask someone to bring him back without explaining or coaxing him patiently.Instead, he said that other than punching and kicking, he was tossing him hard on the bed.When it is serious, he will be locked on the bedside and treated like a disobedient dog.

Later, he compromised because he was afraid of being beaten, scolded, or imprisoned, so he gave in to Lin Pengfei.He found that as long as he didn't do anything, Lin Pengfei would be fine with him.

At that time, he was really stupid, to expect a man who went crazy playing outside would turn back.He waited for two years and resolutely let go when his love for Lin Pengfei dried up, but Lin Pengfei was still trying to persuade him to stay.

If Xu Ning is still the old Xu Ning, he may be shaken.

He is not anymore.He died once.

No one knew that the wind on the river bridge was very strong that night, and he really wanted to jump off, but it was Yan Yuze who pulled him back and told him: Living in a different way is equivalent to dying.

He just went to that mountain village to support education.If Lin Pengfei hadn't found him, he might have spent the rest of his life there.

He decided to go back to the provincial capital because he had already determined that he could resist the throbbing in his heart.Whether he faced the injured Lin Pengfei or the sincere Lin Pengfei, he would not be moved.

He seemed to be watching a child play house, allowing Lin Pengfei to drag him around the places that used to be commemorative to them.Revisiting the old place did not make him feel warm. Even if Lin Pengfei locked him up again, his heart would have flown away.

When Lin Pengfei told him that he would never let him go in this life, he smiled with a detached smile.

This kind of laughter made Lin Pengfei shudder: "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Ning looked around: "You can do whatever you want to me, I will not resist or struggle. When you are tired, tell me, and I will leave."

Lin Pengfei looked astonished, and asked in disbelief: "Really?"

Xu Ning nodded expressionlessly: "Really."

His expressionless face runs through everything that follows, whether it is when eating in a restaurant or when staying in a hotel.

Lin Pengfei was like holding a puppet. Although he wanted to spend more time with Xu Ning, he didn't know the current situation.On the way to the room with the room card, he said to Xu Ning, "We sleep in separate rooms, I won't touch you."

"No need to explain, just touch it if you want."

"You scare me so much."

"What's there to be afraid of, I can't beat you again."

Lin Pengfei was at a loss for words, opened the door and let Xu Ning in sideways: "If you are tired, go to rest early."

Lin Pengfei's gentleness was a treasure to Xu Ning before, he could ignore any previous suspicions in an instant and respond with 100% enthusiasm.

Not now, his heart is cold.

Xu Ning looked at the two beds in the room, and chose the one by the window. After taking off his coat, he got into the quilt, leaving Lin Pengfei with a back view.

Forcing Xu Ning to do something he didn't like made Lin Pengfei feel extremely guilty at this moment. He sat on another bed and stared blankly at Xu Ning's thin back.

"I know you hate me very much now, and I also know that it's all my fault that we became like this," Lin Pengfei said softly, "Are you really not even giving me a chance to change?"

Lin Pengfei felt that he was like a resentful woman, and sat there talking to Xu Ning a lot, about the past and the present, without reservation.

It's just that Xu Ning never responded.When he leaned forward to make sure Xu Ning was asleep, he felt something was wrong.

"Xu Ning?"

He put his hand on Xu Ning's forehead and immediately panicked.Quick call to the front desk and ask if there is any fever reducer.

Lin Pengfei picked up Xu Ning who was wrapped in a quilt, and put Xu Ning's head close to his arms.

He complained that he shouldn't have taken Xu Ning to walk around in the low-temperature weather. Every time Xu Ning caught a cold, he started with a fever.

It was just discovered that he had quarreled and left home when he was disorderly outside, and walked in the cold wind with little clothes on. When he got back, he had a high fever. Tong Yao had no way to cool down and had to be sent to the emergency room.

Lin Pengfei hugged the person in his arms tightly, and slapped himself violently.What he was doing, he was thinking about Xu Ning's well-being, but it still turned out like this.

Xu Ning's eyelids were very heavy. He remembered that he fell asleep, opened his eyes and saw Lin Pengfei beating himself, and said slowly, "My head hurts so much."

Lin Pengfei pressed his face against Xu Ning's and rubbed: "Xiaobao, I was wrong."

He must be dreaming again, Xu Ning smiled weakly, he could only see Lin Dabao in his dreams, he closed his eyes, and couldn't open them any more.

When the front desk staff came to deliver the thermometer and antipyretics, seeing the red eyes of the man who opened the door, he quickly comforted him: "Sir, give your friend some antipyretics first, and we can call an ambulance if you need to go to the hospital."

Lin Pengfei: "OK, thank you."

After feeding the confused Xu Ning to drink the antipyretics, he took Xu Ning's temperature over and over again.

Seeing the number on the thermometer drop little by little, his hanging heart slowly let go.

He hugged Xu Ning who was sleeping, and leaned against the head of the bed for the whole night without daring to move. His left arm had already lost consciousness, and only his right hand was left to probe Xu Ning's forehead from time to time.

It was almost dawn when drowsiness invaded in full force, and he really fell asleep. After sleeping for less than two hours, he got up and went out.

When he bought some cold medicine and some apples for breakfast, there was no one on the bed.If it wasn't for the water glass on the bedside table and the wrinkled sheets that proved that last night was real, Xu Ning would have been exactly as he had imagined.He really had never been so eager to keep Xu Ning by his side.

Xu Ning, who left the hotel, took Lin Pengfei's cell phone under the quilt and his coat.After turning on the phone, I saw a lot of messages from Yan Yuze, the last one was at two o'clock in the morning.

He walked weakly on the street in the early morning and called a taxi to the station.When I bought the ticket, I called Yan Yuze, but the phone was turned off.

Looking for Luo Xu's phone number in the address book, no one answered after calling several times.He had no choice but to reply to Yan Yuze's message and wait patiently for the bus.

The burning feeling in his stomach made him want to vomit, recalling that he had indeed spent the night with Lin Pengfei last night, and when he got up in the morning and saw the torn medicine bag, he was sure that he was not dreaming, but that he really had a fever.

He escaped from the hotel while Lin Pengfei was not there. He was afraid that the man would pester him again and refuse to let him go.

When checking the ticket, Xu Ning finally called Luo Xu.

"Mr. Xu, where are you?" Luo Xu's voice trembled, "Teacher has an accident."

Xu Ning trembled in his heart: "What happened?"

Luo Xu has always been a person who can't leave his face with a smile, but he was choked up by Xu Ning's questioning: "Teacher...he insisted on flying back to the provincial capital last night because he couldn't contact you. hit a car..."

Xu Ning stayed where he was, and the staff signaled him several times before he stepped into the platform: "Is he..... all right?"

"Come here quickly. We are in the provincial hospital. I am fine. He is still being rescued."

This feeling was the same as when he learned that his mother had an accident because he didn't visit on time. The depression and self-blame were too heavy. Xu Ning looked at the people on the platform, and everyone had double images.

"Young man, are you okay?" Seeing that Xu Ning couldn't stand still, the older woman asked concerned.

Xu Ning shook his head and closed his eyes, then opened them again, his vision became clear due to shallow tears.He followed the crowd onto the train.

For several hours as long as centuries, Xu Ning insisted on getting out of the car with one breath.His mobile phone failed to hold up and turned off due to low battery after he arrived at the hospital.

In the hospital full of people, Xu Ning didn't panic, he went to the orthopedic surgery department to find Qiao Liang.

Qiao Liang was asking a doctor, and seeing Xu Ning waiting for him anxiously, he quickly called a colleague to take his place. After asking, he said, "That's our director's son. The operation is over. He's in the VIP ward, your friend?"

Xu Ning nodded: "Yeah"

"Winter is really a season with a high incidence of car accidents. I can't arrange surgery these days, and I have to work overtime for several days," Qiao Liang said while walking, "His surgery is performed by our department director himself. No problem, don't worry, I'll take you there right away."

When Xu Ning followed Qiao Liang to approach Yan Yuze's ward, he felt extremely timid. He was afraid of seeing Yan Yuze's injured state, and what was even more frightening was that he had to accept that it was all because of him.

Luo Xu had a plaster cast on his left arm, and the rest of his body was covered with abrasions.He escaped death by sitting in the passenger seat.The truck hit the driver's side and the driver died at the scene.Yan Yuze was seated behind the driver, and his left half of his body was severely crushed and impacted. He was stuck at the impact and was unable to move.

When the ambulance arrived, it took a long time to carry the person out. Yan Yuze was in a coma when he entered the operating room due to excessive bleeding.

Seeing Xu Ning appear in the corridor, Luo Xu hurriedly got up to greet him: "Mr. Xu, you are here. When the teacher walked out of the operating room, he was still asking if you were in contact."

Xu Ning looked at the ward behind Luo Xu, and met Liang Yushu who came out: "Auntie."

"Xiao Ning," Liang Yushu smiled wearily, "Go in and have a look at Yuze, he was talking about you just now."

Xu Ning nodded and entered the door, and saw the person on the bed whose legs and arms were wrapped in layers of gauze, and tears rolled down his eyes as he blinked.

Yan Yuze's face was pale, but when he saw Xu Ning, it was like sunshine.He lay there looking at Xu Ning who came to him, and blinked: "Before I knew it, I made a wish to God, saying that I still want to see you, look, I was fulfilled."

Xu Ning looked at Yan Yuze's swollen left hand, and his heart ached: "Can I type in the future?"

Yan Yuze smiled: "My dad said yes, I believe him."