lure wolf into heart

The winter after the first snow was a spring for Xu Ning, and the unbearable low temperature in the Northeast did not freeze his mood.He rode his bicycle in the face of the howling north wind, going out early and returning late every day, with endless energy in his body.

The phone was useless, so he went to find Lin Pengfei on a regular basis. On the way home, he always turned to the Internet cafes and billiard halls he frequented, and went straight to the hospital when no one was there.In the race against time, he not only used it in his studies, but also used it in meeting Lin Pengfei.Lin Pengfei could always be found by him, which gave him a small sense of accomplishment.

Mr. Lin's condition got worse. He lay on the bed all day long, his eyes were dull, and he didn't respond much except breathing.After all, Lin Pengfei asked his brother to take a few days off to come back after the midterm exam.

When Lin Pengyu learned that his brother deliberately concealed his grandfather's condition from him, he dared not speak out. However, the old man Lin was too unfamiliar with him, which made the child collapse on the spot, and insisted on kicking his brother out of the ward in a show of temper.

"It's all your fault if you leave, I don't need you to be here with me. If I don't come back, I don't know if I will see grandpa again," Lin Pengyu shouted at his brother with red eyes, "You don't want to talk to me about anything." Tell me! It was the same with my parents back then! You fucking like to be self-righteous! I don’t need a brother like you..."

Lin Pengyu vented unscrupulously, his voice became louder and louder, and he, who would never dare to talk back to his brother, looked like a mad lion at this moment.

Lin Pengfei stood there and looked at his brother expressionlessly. He knew that the boy was aggrieved, so he listened there with his inner anger suppressed.

The nurse rushed in and rushed Xu Ning, who had witnessed everything at the door, into the ward.When he arrived, he saw that the two brothers were confronting each other, and they wisely didn't go in at the door. After being pushed so hard, they staggered to the hospital bed.

For so many days, Mr. Lin had mistaken him for his dear grandson, and when he saw him coming, he immediately called him.

The last straw for Lin Pengyu's collapse was his grandfather's familiar "Xiaoyu". He pushed Xu Ning away forcefully: "Get out of here!"

At this time, the nurse's persuasion, Lin Pengyu's roar and the dizzy world were mixed together, Xu Ning fell to the ground defenselessly, and hit his head hard on the corner of the bedside table.

"You're fucking finished."

The sound of slapping was accompanied by Lin Pengfei's cold reprimand.He didn't know why he raised his hand and slapped his brother. In the quieter ward, only the nurse's complaints and reproaches remained. He knocked his brother away and squatted down to check if Xu Ning was injured.

Xu Ning thought that with the impact at this strength and angle, he would see blood when he took off his hand covering his head, and he was relieved when his palm was slowly stretched out in front of him.

At this time, his facial features were distorted due to the pain, his glasses had gone to nowhere, and he didn't know how he got out of the ward after being dragged up by Lin Pengfei.In the end, when he looked back, only Lin Pengyu was standing there crying with half of his face covered.

"I'm fine," he motioned to Lin Pengfei, "You can stay with them."

Lin Pengfei kept walking: "Your grades have dropped so badly, and you still come out to fool around. Do you not want to go to college?"

Xu Ning really didn't know why the topic had suddenly changed so much. He understood that Lin Pengfei didn't want to mention this matter again, so he continued: "How do you know that my grades have dropped so badly?"

"You didn't go home that night. I heard from your mother after I called."

Xu Ning rubbed the bump on his head, a little embarrassed: "You still talked about this?"

Lin Pengfei turned his head and said, "Don't rub it, it will break up."

"Oh." Xu Ning put down his hands obediently.

Lin Pengfei stopped in his tracks: "Go back, don't come to the hospital."

Xu Ning froze for a moment and then nodded: "Got it."

"Where are your glasses?"

"I don't know where I fell just now."

"Can you see the road?"

"Yes, my prescription is actually very small, so I don't need to wear it."

Xu Ning maintained the posture of continuing to walk, and step by step pulled Lin Pengfei away, who had stopped. After walking a certain distance and looking back, the man was still in place.

The growing intimacy with Lin Pengfei made some of his delusions bold, he turned his head and never looked back.

Lin Pengfei smoked a cigarette in the smoking area before going back. He didn't like smoking very much, so he didn't learn it on purpose anyway, and he didn't remember who gave him the first one when he was playing outside, so he learned it by himself.Usually, when he is upset, he will smoke one. It is not as soothing as the legend says, but it also has an extra item that can calm down.

When he pushed open the door of the ward, Lin Pengyu was standing by the window sobbing, and the old man fell asleep in a daze.

After Lin Pengfei slapped Lin Pengyu, not to mention how uncomfortable he felt. He had punched and kicked his brother since he was a child, but this was the first time he slapped his brother's face, and the burning sensation in his palm always reminded him of what happened just now. occur.

"Don't cry, there's no need for a man to cry." He stood beside his brother.

Lin Pengyu was obviously furious, turned his back to his brother, swallowed his sobs and suppressed his silence, but his futile tears were falling.

Lin Pengfei sighed lightly, and was rarely convinced: "Okay, brother was wrong, I shouldn't have hit you just now."

Lin Pengyu didn't respond. After standing still for a while, he suddenly raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and said tremblingly, "If I didn't push Xu Ning, you wouldn't hit me."

Hearing such a firm tone, Lin Pengfei felt guilty and frowned.

"You just care about Xu Ning, don't deny it."

Lin Pengfei turned to look at the streetlights outside the window: "Don't talk nonsense."

Lin Pengyu turned around and stared at his brother: "You know in your heart, just now, if I didn't push Xu Ning, would you hit me?"

"Isn't this going to be a bad thing?" Lin Pengfei said in a low voice.

Lin Pengyu smiled wryly: "Then you admit it."

"What did I admit?" Lin Pengfei had no confidence, "I hit you because I hit you, and it has nothing to do with outsiders."

Lin Pengyu said slowly: "I hope he is still an outsider."

Just seven words pierced Lin Pengfei's heart. His internal organs were full of mixed feelings, and he was forced to pick up the coat on the back of the chair and walk towards the door without looking back: "You have worked hard tonight. I will come back tomorrow morning." .”

No one knows how long Lin Pengfei stood downstairs in Xu Ning's house on that cold winter night looking at the lighted window. There were only a few cigarette butts and an empty cigarette case where he stood after he left.

As long as he remembered the entanglement and discomfort of that night, he would not give Xu Ning such an ending many years later. In the end, he not only failed Xu Ning, but also failed himself.

It is often these small details that would be overlooked that are more likely to bring endless tingling sensations after being magnified. These days, Lin Pengfei thought that he would keep dreaming about Xu Ning, but this was indeed the first time he had dreamed about Xu Ning in half a month. The first time I fell into a dream about Xu Ning. I dreamed that he stood downstairs at Xu Ning's house for a long time in the winter night. It was very cold and my heart ached.

Every night, he was prepared to have his heart severely whipped, but the dream quietly scraped away those lively scenes, intercepted such a mood that he had almost forgotten in time, and ruthlessly retaliated against him.

When he woke up from the dream, he was in a daze, and it was difficult to express his true feelings. He was afraid that time would really return to the past, and he was afraid of seeing the self who had hidden Xu Ning in his heart little by little.

The sound of the fingerprint lock, followed by voices from outside the bedroom door.

"Brother Fei? Are you awake? Han Zhan is waiting downstairs."

Lin Pengfei lifted the thin quilt around his waist and stood up. He touched his phone and checked the missed call notification. Shan Hong called him because he couldn't get through.

He was obviously not muted, and the ringing and vibration of more than a dozen phones failed to wake him up. This dream is really not easy to wake up.

If he hadn't heard the crisp opening sound of the lighter, Shan Hong would have called again, so he calmed down and stood by the door, waiting patiently.

The fluffy figure running over provoked him to bend down to touch it. This little corgi was very lively, kicking the toy ball with its short legs, and it disappeared before he touched it.The jelly was brought back from Xu Ning's rented house. At that time, he was also worried, knowing that Brother Fei didn't like these hairy ones, but he was very rare, thinking that if he couldn't do it, he would take it back. Raising, you can't let the little guy fend for himself.

The unexpected little jelly was left behind and has been kept well.Every time he came over and saw that Brother Fei never forgot to add dog food no matter how hurried he was when he went out, he knew that they would all live worse than this dog.

A few minutes later, the man in a nightgown came out of the bedroom, glanced at him and went to wash up methodically.Shan Hong felt very evil. After Xu Ning left, his Brother Fei has been living in this villa. No matter how far away the place of socializing is, or how much he drinks, he has to be sent back here in the end. Newcomer Some people don't know what's going on here, and they think that Brother Fei loves this dog so much, and he has been accompanying him for several years. He understands that Xu Ning's departure has dealt a big blow to Brother Fei.

The blow was so severe that everyone in the circle was persecuting Xu Ning, and the killing was unambiguous. In just over ten days, the momentum was huge. Although he offended countless people, no one dared to speak out.In the past, Lin Si was regarded as ruthless, but now when Lin Si was mentioned, few people would tremble.

Boss Yan can't tolerate the dominance of one family, and now he is suppressing Lin Si's superficial brothers secretly.Thinking of Shan Hong felt anxious, wondering if they could get out of the Hongmen banquet hosted by Boss Yan today.

Seeing that the time was coming and Lin Pengfei hadn't come out of the bathroom, Shan Hong became anxious, he moved to the door and reminded: "Brother Fei, it's almost time, it's time to go, it's not good to keep Boss Yan waiting... .”

Lin Pengfei was sitting in the bathtub with his eyes closed, resting his mind. A dream crushed him. He couldn't mend his emotions, so he violently smashed into the water and shouted, "Just let him wait!"

Crazy, crazy, Brother Fei is really crazy.Shan Hong had no choice but to send the hand code message to Han Zhan to tell him to wait for a while.

Han Zhan replied: "Hurry up, I can't afford to be late."

Shan Hong became more anxious when he saw it, and put his ear on the frosted glass door to listen.It’s okay if you don’t listen, but when you hear it, you are completely panicked. Besides the sound of water, why is there still a soft cry.