lure wolf into heart

Xu Ning's arrival quickly changed the VIP ward. There was an extra bed next to the main bed, and the professional nurse never appeared again.

Even with Xu Ning around, Lin Pengfei wasn't in a good state. He was happy with Xu Ning's care but couldn't express it physically.He was still very weak, and every time he opened his eyes and saw Xu Ning by the bed, he looked forward to every tomorrow.

Before Xu Ning came here, he had imagined Lin Pengfei's situation in the hospital countless times, and as he thought, Lin Pengyu wouldn't call him if it wasn't serious.Lin Pengyu told him frankly that his brother's time may be numbered.This was what made him sad. As Lin Pengfei became thinner, he also became restless.

Lin Pengfei always thought that it was Lin Pengyu who told Xu Ning that he was in the hospital. After all, he watched his brother nearly collapse.When Xu Ning said that Bai Zhan had informed him about this, he sighed: "He's always the unknown factor that I can't control."

Xu Ning was scooping up the apple pieces in the bowl into puree with a spoon: "He didn't say when you plan to tell me."

Lin Pengfei never thought that he would tell Xu Ning that he was terminally ill, so he shook his head: "It's better not to say anything."

Xu Ning put down the bowl and spoon heavily: "You really never know what I want."

Lin Pengfei looked at Xu Ning in astonishment: "What do you want now?"

Xu Ning's chest rose and fell: "I want you to live."

Lin Pengfei was at a loss for words, and he slowly opened his mouth to catch the spoon that Xu Ning stuffed in.The sweet and sour taste of apple puree spread in his mouth, but he raised his arms and pressed his eyes to cry.

He is so useless, he can't do what Xu Ning wants.He couldn't do the dedicated companionship he once had.He can't do the simple life now.

Lin Pengfei can pretend he doesn't care in front of his brother, he can pretend he doesn't care in front of Shan Hong, he can pretend he doesn't care in front of Han Zhan, he can pretend he's okay in front of medical staff... In the end, all the pretending to be strong and bluff They all threw away their helmets and armor in front of Xu Ning and were defeated. He cried and said, "I'm going to die."

Xu Ning looked at Lin Pengfei who was sobbing on the bed, and couldn't hold back his emotions.He finally dared to admit that he still loved this man deeply.

He was willing to leave because he knew he was not suitable for Lin Pengfei's life.He was willing to come back because he knew that Lin Pengfei was still unwilling to let him go.Even escaping was accommodating Lin Pengfei, and it was all in favor of Lin Pengfei's better life.Now that things are up to now, why should he resist with thorns all over his body.He sniffed and held Lin Pengfei's hand: "Since it can still be treated, it means there is still hope, so it's for me to work hard and persevere. When I get through this, I will live a good life with you."

Lin Pengfei's voice was hoarse: "You don't have to say this just to sympathize with me."

Xu Ning shook his head: "No, I really think so."

Lin Pengfei didn't speak anymore, crying more and more depressed, Xu Ning's willingness to follow him with all his heart was once his wish, but now that the promise was in front of him, he didn't dare to accept it.He was afraid that he would not have this life to accompany Xu Ning.

When Lin Pengyu came, he saw that both of them had red eyes, thinking that the doctor had issued a critical illness notice, and he relaxed a little when he understood what was going on.He said to the patient who continued to eat apple puree: "Look, brother Xu Ning said that he will be fine with you when you recover. Can you be more active in cooperating with the treatment."

From the beginning of treatment to now, Lin Pengfei has always listened to the doctor's words. He didn't understand how positive Lin Pengyu said.

"How active is it? I haven't followed suit."

Lin Pengyu looked at Xu Ning and said, "Tell him, I won't tell you that it will work."

Xu Ning took back the bowl in Lin Pengfei's hand: "In your current situation, if you don't think wildly and relax your mind, you are saving yourself."

The patient's emotional problems are greatly assisted in the treatment, but too many people who have reached this point refuse to listen to persuasion because of pity for life and fear, and they are depressed all day long, which can easily aggravate the condition.

Face cancer with the mentality of treating the disease instead of waiting for death.Lin Pengfei felt very philosophical when he heard the elder sister at the opposite door say this, but within two days, the elder sister left completely.

It's really different in the hospital than in other places. There are farewells here all the time. If you haven't seen it, you can't understand that kind of despair.Those who live in the VIP ward in the same corridor have already changed several unfamiliar faces.Which one is short of money, but this disease cannot be exchanged for money. If he could, Lin Pengfei would have been discharged from the hospital early.

Before Xu Ning came, his desire to survive was still very strong, and he always felt that he wanted to cure the disease and then continue to coax Xu Ning.Now this person took the initiative to serve him in the hospital and voluntarily gave him the desired result, but he was very timid.

He was afraid that he would disappoint Xu Ning this time, and the pressure and anxiety would follow.The more I think about it, the more irritable I become, which makes the inspection values ​​in the past two days particularly bad.

If the Lin Pengfei who came back from the mountain village was reborn, then the seriously ill Lin Pengfei was reborn.It was only now that Xu Ning was willing to believe that Lin Pengfei had really changed.No matter how much he turned a blind eye, he had to admit it.

"I'll take care of you until you're discharged."

This is what Xu Ning said before going to bed that night.

Lin Pengfei turned his head to look at the figure with hunched shoulders on the accompanying bed, and was delighted that Xu Ning no longer turned his back to him.He whispered, "Could you come closer to me?"

Xu Ning looked at the palm-width distance between the two beds and closed his eyes: "Sleep quickly, I told you not to stay up late."

"Come here, I'll go to sleep." Lin Pengfei whispered again.

Xu Ning didn't move, minutes passed, and he seemed to have fallen asleep.But when Lin Pengfei covered the quilt, he stood up suddenly, and combined the two beds together neatly.

Over the past few days, the distance between these two beds has been getting closer and closer, resembling their relationship.On the first night when Xu Ning lived here, he could touch the window sill with his hand. Now, he could touch Lin Pengfei with his hand.He lay back on the bed again: "Go to sleep."

Lin Pengfei looked sideways at Xu Ning who had closed his eyes again, and said in a low voice in the dark, "I can't sleep."

It's strange, these days Lin Pengfei can sleep on the pillow even in broad daylight, but now it's past ten o'clock at night, and he still stares and says he can't sleep.It is best not to have a problem with the newly imported medicine.Xu Ning sighed and said, "Then what do you want?"

Lin Pengfei: "I want to talk to you."

Xu Ning remained absolutely patient: "Say."

"it is good."

When Lin Pengfei was trying to move towards him, Xu Ning stopped him: "If you lose the instrument tube, insert it yourself."

Only then did Lin Pengfei give up the idea of ​​sleeping next to Xu Ning, he straightened his arm, just touching Xu Ning's shoulder, scolding his brother in his heart that nothing would happen, so he decided to get a narrower accompanying bed.Thinking about it again, he was afraid that Xu Ning would not sleep well, so he ordered to make a more comfortable one.

He has always been self-inflicted. He was afraid that Xu Ning would leave him, thinking that beating and scolding would scare Xu Ning. He knew that Xu Ning was afraid of pain, but he made mistakes as a matter of course.He deserved this disease, and God taught him a lesson every time.

Time may really wear away the passion mixed in love, but when the days become ordinary, he is still willing to give Xu Ning the only warmth.

It's not that he doesn't love Xu Ning anymore, it's just that he has become a jerk because of his careless self-management. Now that his demons have been removed, his character has returned to mediocrity, which is considered a kind of perfection.

Lin Pengfei took a deep breath and poked Xu Ning with his finger. Xu Ning must have been too tired to take care of him and fell asleep when he slipped away.He retracted his arm and muttered softly: "From now on, I can only sleep next to you. If you don't sleep, it will be empty."

Xu Ning heard this sentence clearly, but he didn't respond. The reason why he ignored Lin Pengfei was to let him go to sleep quickly.Sleep is helpful for the recovery of body functions, and it can maximize the effect of the medicine. He didn't bother to talk nonsense, he just wanted Lin Pengfei's inspection value after two days to be closer to the normal value.

It would be strange if Lin Pengfei's examination values ​​tended to improve. He has not slept well since Xu Ning slept in the ward.I wish I could look at Xu Ning all night, subconsciously, I always feel that if I don't look at it, I won't be able to see it anymore.

On the day when the latest test results came out, the attending doctor contacted Lin Pengyu. The conversation lasted for more than an hour. After Lin Pengyu came out, his eyes were dull and he probably told his brother everything.

Lin Pengfei wanted to say something after hearing this, but he gave up when Xu Ning, who came back from taking the medicine, entered the door.After smiling at Xu Ning, he lay down and waited for the nurse to give him an injection.

After dinner, Lin Pengyu called Xu Ning to the corridor, saying that he hoped Xu Ning would go home.

Xu Ning asked, "What does your brother mean?"

Lin Pengyu pursed his lips and said "um" before continuing: "He said he asked you to bring him some clean clothes."

Xu Ning stared at the person sleeping on the hospital bed from the window on the door: "Then I'll come back later."

Lin Pengyu nodded: "Okay. I'm here, don't worry."

When Xu Ning left, he didn't wake up Lin Pengfei who was asleep due to the effect of the medicine. After returning to the villa in the west of the city, he first took care of the jelly entrusted to Aunt Liu, and then took a thorough hot bath for himself.When everything was packed and Lin Pengfei was getting a change of clothes, Lin Pengfei called.

When Xu Ning found the phone, Lin Pengfei was already typing for the second time.He picked it up and said, "What's wrong?"

Lin Pengfei's voice on the phone couldn't be matched with his current haggard state. He said clearly: "You must wait for me to come back."

Holding the phone, Xu Ning thought that Lin Pengfei was going to escape from the hospital again and go home: "I'll be there right away, don't move around."

"Han Zhan will come and look for you in a while, don't go anywhere when you are at home."

"What do you mean?"

Hearing the hang up sound, Xu Ning stood there blankly, and called back, saying that the phone was turned off.He quickly called Lin Pengyu, but the other party also turned off his phone.

He scratched his hair that was not yet dry, put on his clothes and went out immediately.He felt that the two brothers were hiding something from him, and at this point, logically speaking, there was no need to hide anything from him.

Xu Ning had never driven so fast before, it only took more than 20 minutes from the west of the city to the center of the city.When he ran all the way to Lin Pengfei's ward, no one was there, and things were still the same.It looked like it was out for an inspection.

But it was night, so where did the inspection come from?