lure wolf into heart

"What does it feel like not to love someone suddenly.

His body no longer glows.

I can't find it at a glance in the vast sea of ​​people.

Become an ordinary name, hide the past tense that cannot be changed and will not be nostalgic.

The tears shed and the wounds I thought would be unforgettable for a long time, but they will eventually be let go and take hold of them for a long time in the future. "

This is a passage from Sui Qian's long emotional novel "Show Ugly".

Xu Ning didn't understand the meaning when he first read it, but when he read it again, he felt the same as never before.

After hanging the salt water for two days, his cold symptoms improved a lot.Before going to the bathroom, he put the bookmark in his hand on the head of the bed, and on the opened title page was Sui Qian's autographed inscription wishing him a speedy recovery.

This book was out of stock long before Xu Ning graduated from university, and his copy was given to him yesterday when Sui Qian came to visit him.

After adjusting the needle angle, he was ready to get out of bed. Perhaps it was because he fell down in the office two days ago that he was afraid, and he got up slowly to test, he was afraid that he would be hijacked again by the black eyes and nerve paralysis.

The hanging needle rod slid by his side, and the ward and corridors were full of figures wearing the same hospital gown as him.

"What are you doing!"

Although he didn't call out his title, Xu Ning knew he was being called.Ai Mengmeng's unique voice is sharp and thin, which is very intimidating in any occasion.

Xu Ning turned around and looked at the woman who came running just after get off work: "I didn't tell you not to come here."

Ai Mengmeng curled her lips: "Of course I also want to have lunch near the workplace, but I feel sorry for your kindness thinking that you are alone here. If I don't come, you will definitely save this meal."

Xu Ning pointed in the direction of the bathroom: "I'll go to the bathroom first."

Ai Mengmeng lifted the food box in her hand: "Come back for dinner."

Getting along with Ai Mengmeng is always warm, although this girl is petite, she is actually very capable of surviving, and she is very warm-hearted to those around her.Xu Ning and her have known each other for five or six years, and they have never had any unhappiness. They even have no differences in how they handle things.

Xu Ning was in a hurry to go back and forth. When a doctor passing by in a hurry passed between him and the needle rod, his needle was completely pulled out of the back of his hand.

Xu Ning first lowered his head and picked up the needle in his hand. The male doctor who forcibly pulled out the needle apologized while helping him tidy up the needle tube: "I'm sorry, I was too anxious."

"fine."

As soon as the two looked up, their expressions changed.

The white coat spoke first: "Xu Ning?"

Xu Ning turned from a moment of doubt to affirmation: "Qiao Liang."

People's memory has gates at all stages of growth, and it will be activated naturally when meeting old people, making the rushing out of the old days more and more fresh.

This person was Xu Ning's high school classmate, and he was indispensable in a bright and sad part of his adolescence.

The last time I saw Qiao Liang was at a class reunion during the winter vacation of my freshman year. Afterwards, I went my separate ways. Even when I was studying in a city in the same city, I never met again. People who had faded out of their lives stood in front of me again, which made Xu Ning feel deeply in his heart. Fan.

Without too many pleasantries, Qiao Liang cut to the chase and asked what happened to Xu Ning.

"The repeated high fever caused by a severe cold did not subside. The doctor said that my symptoms came faster with injections," Xu Ning gestured, "I followed the doctor's advice and stayed in the hospital for two days."

Then he looked at Qiao Liang and asked, "Do you work here?"

Qiao Liang nodded with a smile: "Yes, I'm assigned here after graduation."

"pretty good."

Qiao Liang wanted to say something again, but seeing that Xu Ning was still holding a needle, he quickly pointed to the rest area a few meters away: "Wait for me there, I'll be right over."

Xu Ning didn't fully understand what Qiao Liang meant by coming right away, he obediently went over, and just sat down on the chair, Qiao Liang, who had gone to the nurse's station to pick up things, came back.

"I'll re-tie it for you."

Xu Ning honestly stretched out his fists, and seeing Qiao Liang's skillful and neat movements, he smiled and said, "I didn't expect that, you have become a doctor."

"Our orthopedic hospital is also on this floor. I came here for rounds, but I didn't expect to meet you." Qiao Liang, who was bending over to fix the medical adhesive tape carefully, pursed his lips and smiled, "What are you doing now, old classmate."

"I work at a home publishing house."

Qiao Liang put Xu Ning's re-stitched hand firmly on the armrest of the chair, and he stood up straight: "I haven't contacted you for many years, and I don't know where you are. Let's have dinner together when we have time."

Xu Ning didn't say anything he wanted to ask, but nodded instead: "Okay."

"Leave a contact information."

Xu Ning touched his pocket: "The phone is in the ward."

Qiao Liang picked up the folder on the side and opened it, pulled out the pen from the breast pocket of the white coat, bit the cap of the pen in his mouth, and quickly wrote a series of numbers on the paper.He tore off the half piece of paper and handed it to Xu Ning: "I didn't bring my mobile phone with me. This is my number. Give me a call after you return to the ward."

Xu Ning held the paper firmly: "OK."

"It was too late for the ward round. If you don't go back to the department quickly, you will be scolded by the director." Qiao Liang turned around and said, "I'm leaving first, we'll contact you later."

"it is good."

After watching Qiao Liang leave, Xu Ning got up to go to the toilet. It was already a few minutes later when he returned to the ward.

Seeing Xu Ning coming back slowly, Ai Mengmeng complained, "Why is it taking so long, hurry up and eat, it's going to be cold."

Xu Ning first touched the phone and dialed the number written by Qiao Liang. After connecting, he rang twice and hung up as agreed.

"Are you going to be discharged early in the afternoon, or do you want to stay for another day?" Ai Mengmeng handed the chopsticks to Xu Ning, "At least you have to be completely agile."

"There's nothing wrong with it."

"It's okay, I haven't seen anyone who can faint from a cold," Ai Mengmeng said while laughing, "To be honest, your physique is no better than a girl like mine, so hurry up and either gain weight or exercise, too Weak."

Facing Ai Mengmeng's nagging, Xu Ning smiled without saying a word, picked up the lunch box and ate.He thought that he was leaving the hospital today to go to his mother's place. He was used to him not showing his face, so his mother would miss him if he reported on time.

"I screened the house for you, and there are only two left. You have to go to see it yourself to decide. I told the owner that the house will be inspected on Saturday morning, and I will go with you then."

"Thank you, Mengmeng."

Ai Mengmeng rolled her eyes: "What are you thanking me for? As long as you don't spend time with that beast again, you will be thankful. I will be tired for you."

When it comes to this matter, keeping silent is Xu Ning's way of coping now. He can force himself not to think about it, but he can't kill Ai Mengmeng's concern.

Ai Mengmeng also knew that Xu Ning didn't want to talk about it, so she didn't continue after clicking it.After eating, she went back to the unit without stopping too much.

The growing drowsiness after the meal made Xu Ning take a nap before going to the hospital for discharge procedures. He packed up his things and went to the window to line up. At four o'clock in the afternoon, he finished everything.

It should be because he was sent in too quickly and he was not conscious clearly, so Suiqian's name was filled on the medical insurance receipt.

After calling for a long time, Xu Ning almost thought that Suiqian was his real name.

Yan Yuze.

It's very strange to read.

Xu Ning put the receipt in his pocket, and planned to pay back the medical expenses that had been crossed out as soon as possible.

Thinking of Cao Cao, Cao Cao called.He picked it up quickly, and asked where he was before he could speak.

"I......"

"Are you still in the hospital?"

Suiqian's hurried tone didn't let Xu Ning speak at all, so he could only answer briefly with modal particles: "Yes."

"I heard that you were discharged from the hospital in the afternoon. I happened to be here on business. I can pick you up by the way."

Xu Ning changed his attention after touching the paper in his pocket: "Then I will trouble you."

According to what Suiqian said on the phone, Xu Ning came to the underground parking garage. As soon as he entered from the entrance, he heard the car horn, and he trotted towards the man who stood out of the car and waved to him.

"Don't run, there's nothing urgent."

Xu Ning said with a smile, "I've brought you here again. I'm really sorry that you sent me here the other day and threw up a whole load of you."

Sui Qian, who had walked around to the co-pilot and opened the car door, smiled: "My editor-in-chief is sick and suspected of work-related injuries. I should do my part."

After getting in the car, Xu Ning first took out the receipt and gave it to Suiqian, and then transferred the money directly from the Internet.

"Check it out."

Suiqian didn't even look at the phone that gave out the beep, he focused on reversing the car, and said calmly, "Do you have to be so clear?"

"Of course, I can't spend your money," Xu Ning said slowly, "Just drop me off at the nearest light rail station No. [-]."

"Are you going to the suburbs?"

Seeing Xu Ning nodded, the man in the driver's seat continued: "I'm fine, I can take you to the seat in one step."

Xu Ning shook his head quickly: "I really don't need a teacher, I can take the light rail to go there by myself."

Suiqian turned his head to look at Xu Ning, the curvature of his mouth betrayed the arrogance of his tone: "If you get in my car, what you say doesn't matter."

This person was really not joking. After more than ten minutes, he arrived near the station and did not stop. Instead, he drove straight ahead and patiently explained: "It's going to be the rush hour soon, and it's too much for me to let you take a sick person to squeeze the light rail." It's dishonest."

Suiqian always has a way to communicate with Xu Ning in the most easy-to-understand and comfortable way, respecting him to the end, and never feeling disgusted by coercion or exploitation.Xu Ning always felt that there was no better choice after listening to his words.

Half an hour later, he was sent to his final destination by Suiqian. The man was never too busy, and he let him out of the car without asking who he was visiting.

Xu Ning walked briskly all the way upstairs. When he saw the above line of signatures when registering, his heart became heavy.

He quickly arrived at the door of ward 227 and looked in through the glass on the door. Sure enough, he saw Lin Pengfei who was sitting by the bed and talking to his mother with a smile.

Lin Pengfei seldom travels alone, and he rarely wears such casual clothes. Even if he looks like an ordinary young man in society, the ruffian air between his brows is firmly entrenched.

Xu Ning didn't understand what Lin Pengfei was doing here, but then again, he already couldn't understand this man, so why bother to ask questions that didn't get any results.

Tian Meihui, who was leaning on the bed and eating grapes, yelled when she saw her son, and Lin Pengfei stood up and opened the door with a smile.

"Why don't you come in?"

Xu Ning hadn't seen this refreshing smile for a long time, and he slapped himself by quickly shifting his gaze.

Stop dreaming Xu Ning, he is no longer the boy who said he would love you forever.