Jiugai Dragon Song

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Zhan Xin'an.

When you read this letter, I don't know where my soul is, maybe wandering from heaven and earth, maybe tossing and turning.But thinking that you have reunited with Wanya and have a happy family, you chatted to comfort me.

Recently, the past often comes to my mind.

You and I first met, I still remember.

I should have been an outlaw then, but you brought me back from pain and death.

You definitely don't know the joy and throbbing in my heart that I have never had before when I saw you for the first time.

Withered trees meet spring, fish meet water, and I, Chen Yanzhao, meet you, Jiang Hanmo.

This is probably the case with the greatest happiness in the world.

A heartbeat means non-stop day and night for more than 150 years.I said that I will rest until I die, and it is a prophecy.

That year, I sent you to the Tianzhu sect, and the parting was imminent. I thought, even if it was just a small parting, it would be so difficult.How to say goodbye forever?Can you really let it go?I don't know what to say, but I don't want to say goodbye to you.

I wanted to take you back to the Heavenly Demon Palace, but I was the one to be abrupt, the smoky atmosphere there is not worthy of you.My life is too bloody and cruel, but I don't allow a single dust or leaf to touch you.

Ma Ta Liuxia is really a big problem for me.Although golden nanmu is rare, one can always be assembled.

As for the winged white horse, the beast in the cloud, to pull the carriage for you, you are really whimsical.I traveled all over the rivers and mountains to find this legendary cloud beast cub that has long been extinct. It took more than half a year to domesticate it before I got Ma Ta Liuxia. I dared to come to see you only after paying for your things.

Thinking about the process is really ridiculous.Fortunately, you have been happy for many years, and I am happy with it.

In my life, 500 years are long, one part is wandering, one part is cruel, one part is misunderstood, and the remaining seven points are all you.

In the past 50 years, I have missed you day and night, but I feel ashamed of you in the bottom of my heart. I am afraid that you will see me causing hurts in the past, and I am even more afraid that disasters will haunt you, so I try my best to restrain myself.

I have been framed, and I am not tolerated by the world. I will live in the rainbow and never see the sun.

The people of Xianmen don't need to sleep, but I just want to sleep all day long and put my love in my dreams.Because I can only see you in my dreams.

But how many times I dreamed back at midnight, I was surprised that you were no longer by my side.It was a deeper depression.

I live in fear and inhumanity, and God is stingy with me even for my beautiful dreams.Most of the time, in the dream, the sky is still filled with blood, and everyone in the world hates me, and you won't even look at me.

I can laugh at those fearful rivalries, those unexplainable misunderstandings, and those unspoken difficulties, but your every frown, smile, and angry sigh always touches my heart.

Since ancient times, everything is bigger than you.

I used to think that no matter what happened, you would stand by my side.In this way, even if the world abandons me, I can be fearless.

But that day, you didn't.

The world is boundless, but without you, I have nothing.

But I can't hate it.There are reasons for everything.

I never blamed you.

I often wonder if you miss me too?Or hate me?Thinking or hating.Thinking that you are also tortured by feelings makes me even more painful.

I know that the world will not tolerate me.I couldn't bear to let you be tortured again, so I spent 50 years of painstaking efforts to get Wangqing Pill.Forget about love in this life, and be lucky in this life.

Today, I was expecting to die, and all kinds of things in the past were on my mind, but I couldn't let you go, so I wanted to comfort my heart and give myself an explanation.

If you are lucky enough to have a look at this book, you will have no troubles in your heart because of "forgetfulness", so that I can talk freely.

If there is no such luck, it is your luck.From then on, in your heart, there is no such person as me in the world, but you can leave the world of mortals and have no more worries.

The season is midsummer, and the lotus flowers in Huatang spring should be full of fire again.I want to take you to see it.

Chen Yanzhao

Jiang Hanmo was packing his things when he saw a black fox-fur cape in his closet that didn't belong to him, and took it out full of doubts, "Whose is this?"

He shook, and a letter slipped out from inside.

He picked it up and read, "Book by Chen Yanzhao".

Who is Chen Yanzhao?Jiang Hanmo thought for a long time, but he couldn't think of this person. Han Yunshen seemed to mention it?

Forget it, it must be that the disciple in charge of laundry made a mistake, and it is not good to read other people's letters.He put the letter back.Let the disciples handle it another day.

The sky is cloudless in midsummer, so it's just right to go to Huatangchun to see the lotus.

Jiang Hanmo packed his things and went out happily.

The summer wind blows on the face, but it is a little cold.

--use up.