Chu Yi

2018年8月25日19：32：31

"Chu Yi" is finished, let's chat casually in the postscript.Write what you think of, just put it in a dragon's gate, you can read it or not.

It should have been about three months. If you don’t count the backlog, one chapter per day should be completed in one and a half months.Why was it cut off in the middle? In fact, I didn’t have much attachment to this at the time, and I didn’t want to pretend that I was still very enthusiastic.When it was cut off in July, I had saved manuscripts, but I just didn't know whether I should continue to post them.

Thank you very much Bai Yishen (Yi La), I did not make a mistake this time!Perhaps it is such a word of encouragement that can persist.As a newbie, I don't feel like I'm pathetic.I know it's difficult to mix, so I was indifferent to the dismal grades and so on at the beginning, I really didn't take it to heart.For me, a hundred clicks is not as exciting as a comment. I am very grateful to my classmates all the way to the north. Thank you for accompanying me until now and never giving up.

I don’t know if careful readers have noticed, but I’ve asked for comments many times before I posted them, and I deleted them when I woke up the next day.I never did it again and never complained.

Tell me why I am writing this.

The reason is that my sister and I made a bet, so I won’t talk about the reason. Anyway, she said that if I can write a BL novel, so and so.At that time, my mind was hot, and I didn't care about it, so I agreed.

I'm so stupid, really (Sister Xianglin's tone)

I don't even know what Danmei is. I went to Baidu and found out that it was a story between homosexuals.I randomly flipped through one of the recommendations and read it overnight, which was in April.I started thinking about it the next day, finished writing the outline in two weeks, and wrote about [-] to [-] words in May, so I sent it out after thinking about it.Because I have only read one article on Danmei, and I really don’t understand what it is about, so I wrote it according to my own ideas, which may deviate greatly from the popular one.Until now, I have only read one Tanmei novel.

Posted in June, I didn't tell my sister.The reason is simple and difficult to speak.So no matter how much she teased me, I just laughed it off.

Let's not talk about this, let's talk about the story itself.

The childhood part of the first two people is basically true to my childhood memory, at least it is almost the same, but it just pushes the time forward by ten years.

I went out to play, and I will write later.

2018年8月26日01:33:53

After eating a late night snack, I continued to talk, where did I just talk?Oh, by the way, the time has been pushed forward by ten years.

I put the time of the story in [-], ten years.I was born in the north, and when I returned to Chongqing, there was basically no difference between my memory and what I described. I specifically asked my mother about Chongqing ten years ago, and I am very grateful for her help.

When I was young, I lived in the teacher's family home, next to the elementary school.There is a big Jue tree in the yard, and there is also such a boy in my impression.The memory of all this is too deep, when I write these things, I feel as if I have returned to more than ten years ago.

The shape of the building, the flowers blooming in the flower beds, and even the sound of the night wind hitting the wooden windows all make people linger and forget to return.I still have an inexplicable obsession with the family courtyard, just like my train plot, I can't explain it clearly.Forget it, it’s far away, um... not far from the yard is the Jialing River, next to the sewage pipe hanging high above the sky, and below is a rapeseed field, and you can see a few children running around in it.

His surname is Wei, but not Dongtang. He has a nicer name than this...

Anyway, I remember it very clearly, knocking them on the screen with ease, I can even think of the scenery from the window to the opposite side.

I stayed here for about half an hour, trying to find an opening to put the story out.But I gave up, it was all in the past, the ending was that he moved, and I didn't realize until ten years later that I liked him.This is not just Chu Yi's story, it is also my story.

I don't want to say too much about this matter, it has been clearly written in the story.Now at two o'clock in the morning, there is a song from the former Soviet Union in my earphones - "The Girl with Black Eyes".I also lit a cigarette and habitually shook it into the potted cactus next to the computer.

After writing this, I stretched involuntarily, feeling a little sleepy, so I insist on finishing writing now.

Let me think what else do you want to say?

Just as I was thinking, my roommate got up to go to the toilet.He passed me, clearly in a daze, and I didn't dare to cut the page back until I saw him go to bed and lie down again.

They just thought I was staying up all night writing the script, and I didn't dare tell them that I was writing the epilogue of a Tanmei novel.I was sneaking around like a thief, afraid to tell them, more scared than not telling my sister.

I kept this fear in the story. My suffering came from childhood, from myself.He won't harm me, but he's in my arms like a dick.Lin Xiangmao is a pitiful person, he doesn't look like a villain, because he is me, the fear in Chu Yi's heart.One day he will blow away with the wind, if I am willing to face him.

It was raining outside, so I went to the bathroom again and came back.Why is the moonlight so bright outside the window, but it is raining in the sky?

My story is over, and I almost don't want to write an afterword, but the people in the story are still going on.I didn't plan to write about what happened after them, all the most difficult things have passed, if I wanted to write, I could write like an old woman's foot wrap, smelly and long, obviously this is not what I want.

Let's stop here, not sure if I will continue to write, November is a good time.

Alyosha, don't be afraid, the train stops on it, and it will be dawn when he smiles!

Coexist with Jun.