Chu Yi

Chu Yi's voice stopped abruptly, and the narrow attic fell into an eerie silence for a long time.Wei Dongtang was a little confused, he couldn't figure out the reason.

After so many years, the two boys have already become big men.Wei Dongtang is thirty this year, and Chu Yi is about to step into that hurdle.For those things when he was young and ignorant, he had already figured it out clearly in the dead of night.

He even knew better than Chu Yi himself.I am just a kind of emotional sustenance, just in time to fill the gap in Chu Yi's heart.But Fan Chuyi is not that lacking in love, not that sensitive, and things between the two of them may not be able to develop to this point.

He knew that he liked Chu Yi, but from another perspective, he really didn't dare to guess what Chu Yi was thinking.He was afraid, afraid that Chu Yi would meet another person who, like him, could satisfy the emptiness and loneliness in this person's heart.Wei Dongtang often even wondered, is this person already married and has children?

His starting point is different from Chu Yi's, he really likes this person.But to Chu Yi, he was nothing more than a passer-by in his youth, and he even wondered if this person had forgotten him?

That's why he just buried this thought deeply in his heart.Chu Yi forgot about him, it was the best result for this person.He would rather bear the pain of lovesickness alone.It was because of this that he no longer had any hope for meeting Chu Yi.

Wei Dongtang's mind is stupid, and it took him ten years of research to finally understand this truth.But since then, he has studied thoroughly, and he has never given up.Anyway, as long as he couldn't see him, he secretly thought about this person, and his heart was filled with joy.

During the more than ten years of separation between the two, neither of them knew what each other had experienced.But even with the entanglements, no one wants to give up.That being the case, why bother.Dead or alive, at least they are together.

He never expected to continue his relationship with Chu Yi at all, which was one of the reasons why he didn't want Chu Yi to stay.Such a presumptuous belittling of himself made him startled when he heard Chu Yi's words.

It turns out that you haven't changed after all these years.

Chu Yi just stared at Dong Tang, watching this man's eyes constantly changing, and the expressions on his face changing rapidly.After all, he didn't know that this person looked stupid, but he could actually hide so many small thoughts.

Chu Yi stared at him with sharp eyes, as if she wanted to see through that barrier and see what was on Wei Dongtang's mind?

"Stay here!" A firm voice came.

Chu Yi froze on the spot and didn't understand why, so he asked dully, "What did you say?" Wei Dongtang smiled, "I said, stay here."

As soon as the words fell, Wei Dongtang turned around and sat in front of the computer, and picked up the walkie-talkie in his hand.

"Add four more cameras in the southern area!"

"Hey, that's right, I'll send a few more people over there."

Chu Yi watched the man give orders, walked to the edge of the table, touched a cigarette, and stuffed it into his mouth.

"It's full, yes, it's all full!"

"Add more protective measures and increase vigilance!"

After issuing a series of orders, Wei Dongtang finally stopped what he was doing.He turned his head and finally saw the dull Chu Yi, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with you?"

Chu Yi was dumbfounded, and when he realized this, the cigarette in his mouth was almost burned to the nozzle, and the soot fell off the ground with every movement.He stared at Dongtang, lowered his head and took a deep breath.

This familiar face has grown, shed a little childishness, a little more serious and sharp, but the bold cheek outline can't be changed no matter what.Those eyes were as deep as ever, as if they wanted to suck people in.I have become taller and stronger, my shoulders are much wider, and my accent and tone of voice have become deeper, but it is always reassuring, just like when I was a child.

He tried his best to combine Dongtang in his memory with the person in front of him.This person is obviously Wei Dongtang, but he seems to be different from the original person.Chu Yi lit a cigarette again, and stared at Dongtang.

This person used to be just the head of a large compound, pulling a few people to do some sneaky things, and he was just scolded for stabbing some people, no matter how upsetting the world, nothing major would happen.How come dozens of people are being dragged to do such a fatal thing?What happened all these years?Let this person change so much.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't have believed that this person was his Dong Tang.

It's kind of sad, sad that I didn't see him for those 15 years.Where have you been all these years?Why is there no news at all?Why don't you come back and see me?How did it become what it is now?

Chu Yi stared at him in rapt attention, her eyeballs scanning up and down.Wei Dongtang turned his face to the side, he couldn't see this person staring at him, he was shy...''

In order to hide the entanglement in her heart, Chu Yi couldn't bear it anymore, and asked casually, "Where are your parents? They won't be in danger, right?"

As soon as the words fell, Wei Dongtang's face darkened a little. "Gone."

"It's gone?" Chu Yi hadn't reacted yet, "What do you mean it's gone?"

"Dead." Wei Dongtang spat out two words extremely calmly.

The news exploded in Chu Yi's mind like a thunderbolt. "How could this be?" he asked puzzled.Why did two good people disappear?Does this have anything to do with Dongtang's disappearance?

Wei Dongtang stopped what he was doing and sighed deeply.He seems to be caught in the memory, forcibly tearing away a corner of the past that cannot be looked back.

"There was a car accident that year, and I couldn't be rescued." The tone was still flat, but it was telling the sad past.After so many years, Wei Dongtang had already turned his back on these things, but Chu Yi was taken aback.

"As for what happened in the morning, my grandfather took me back in the afternoon."

Chu Yi frowned and didn't answer.Later, Dongtang told him some things, and finally let him know the origin of it.

In earlier years, Wei Dingbang was just a kid, and his marriage with Jiang Yin was not approved by Jiang Kuo.Jiang Yin vowed to marry Wei Dongtang to the death, risking her strong will to break up with her family, the two eloped.Ran all the way from the north to this small town with mountains and rivers, and lived a brand new life.No one knows, no one knows, just passed these years in peace and stability.

But in fact, they didn't know that Jiang Kuo had already been looking for news about them.After all, there are no parents who are really willing to sever ties with their children.Since he didn't listen to what he said, Jiang Kuo couldn't let it go.I just quietly found someone to observe the two of them in the dark. In fact, the life of this family has been watched by others.Until an accident happened that day, the person who called Dongtang out drove a car and parked at the school gate, picked up Wei Dongtang without saying a word, and didn't even have a chance to say hello to the people in the yard .

Chu Yi listened to him explain the reason, and the resentment in her heart was at least somewhat relieved.

Wei Dongtang continued talking, but Chu Yi just listened without saying a word.He didn't make a sound to interrupt, he was a little fascinated, maybe he wanted too much to know what Dongtang had experienced in the past 15 years.

At first, when Wei Dongtang was taken home, he didn't know what happened, he just thought he was kidnapped.Until an old man waved to him, called his name, and nodded frequently seeing Wei Dongtang's unruffled appearance.

The old man claimed to be his grandfather, and it was from him that Wei Dongtang learned everything.

At that time he was only 15 years old.He questioned, he didn't believe it, and he was clamoring to go back to Chongqing.Jiang Kuo didn't allow it, he had already lost a daughter, this child had no parents, no matter what he could not let him go back.

But Jiang Kuo couldn't hold back him, and Wei Dongtang self-mutilated by hunger strike and other methods, which made him very unbearable.He is just an old man who is about to enter his twilight years. He has no relatives and is still in the grief of losing his daughter.He only has one grandson left, but even so, the family reunion still caused these disputes.

Jiang Kuo gave Wei Dongtang a choice, he could go back, but when it was his time, Wei Dongtang agreed.Although he made his home there, he was always concerned about the courtyard in his dream.

He counts his fingers to live every day, draws a line on the calendar when he gets up in the morning, and draws a complete cross in the evening.When bored, he can stare at the calendar all day.But that year, he failed to make it.Jiang Kuo's aging appearance made him very worried, maybe it moved Wei Dongtang, or maybe he had grown up.He decided to stay with his grandfather.

From then on, Wei Dongtang was no longer the head of that compound, that precious son of Jiang Yin and Wei Dingbang, and had nothing to do with that haunted figure from behind.He knew very well that he had a new relative, he had a grandpa.He buried that boy deeply in his heart, and perhaps waited for the day when he was free, and went back to find him.

If it were 15-year-old Wei Dongtang, he might have run away without saying a word, but at a sensible age, he couldn't let go of more entanglements.Wei Dongtang never regretted staying at the beginning, because this is the responsibility that a man must shoulder - family.If it wasn't for this, what happened later would definitely be beyond imagination.

Wei Dongtang didn't tell Chu Yi that he could have gone back.This is a decision that has already been made, and there is a price to be paid and responsibility for it.He didn't choose Chu Yi, so naturally he didn't have that fate; but if he left this only family member behind, he probably wouldn't be able to live well for the rest of his life.

He did not get good grades, and later he went to the army.During his years in the army, Wei Dongtang gradually revealed his extremely high military combat talent and extraordinary courage.Fighting maneuver skills, infiltration field operations, reconnaissance intelligence, etc. are awarded every year. Finally, after layers of screening, they finally stand out among the team members and become the rare top special forces.He just kept silent about the pain along the way.

Dongtang's story is very simple, and he told it calmly.But Chu Yi also knew that this person must have something to hide from him, because he knew Dongtang too well.This fellow has never been a person who likes to narrate, and it is thankful that he can spit out half of this series of words.

Wei Dongtang didn't want Chu Yi to feel that these 15 years of suffering were all for nothing.As a man, the burden on his body is not just a matter of love.Wei Dongtang knew that he was sorry for him, and even vowed to make up for Chu Yi in his next life.Unexpectedly, the two met here. God finally gave this pair of handicapped people a chance to reunite.

The two of them didn't pursue the story anymore, who was right and who was wrong, it didn't matter the moment they met.Both of them know that the other party must have been unhappy in the past few years, and neither of them will shirk their responsibilities, nor will they make excuses.

The wooden attic fell into a long silence again, and Chu Yi sniffled, "After so many years, don't you want to come back and take a look?"

Dongtang's back seemed to be a little rickety. With a thick voice and an extremely low tone, he said slowly, "I went back, but..."

But the yard has disappeared, and there is only a pile of wreckage and rotten tiles left at the door.A few years ago, Dongtang took a mission in Chongqing and had the opportunity to return to that familiar yet unfamiliar city.This made him miss him a lot, and at the same time, he felt unprecedented anxiety and trouble.During that mission, he almost lost his life due to distraction, his mind was muddy, and an inexplicable voice kept echoing a certain name in his mind.

On the night when the mission was over, he walked for several hours alone on the brightly lit Nanbin Road.Back and forth and back and forth, several steps had to be taken out, but they were taken back with a quick kick.He hesitated for a long time, but finally walked to the door of the dream unconsciously.

The courtyard has long lost sight of the excitement it once had, as if his childhood was an illusion.Everything is gone, the house, brothers, loved ones, and the old yellow jue tree.There is a long street from the yard, and there is a small store around the corner, the bluestone steps have long been covered with moss, and the video store in the game hall has disappeared.

It didn't feel like it was too long, and the laughter and laughter of a few boys seemed to be echoing on the wall in the distance.In an instant, everything changed.The age full of joy and throbbing was like water falling into the mud, evaporating in the air, and dissipating in the world like a strand of blue silk.

This makes even a manly eight-foot man feel sad secretly.Wei Dongtang stood at the place where Chu Yi fell down later, thinking about it carefully in his mind, depicting the compound ten years ago.He didn't speak, rolled up his sleeves and wiped the corners of his eyes heavily, his legs were straight and trembling slightly.In the blur, it seems to see a familiar figure in front of him.

Wei Dongtang stopped, and after a while, the corner of his mouth pulled out the most natural and simple arc.I didn't go after him. I had hallucinations not once or twice for this person who thinks about it day and night.Even if Chu Yi really stood in front of him, it would only shake his faith. He was afraid that he would not want to leave, and chose to escape in his heart, so he would rather not face it.I can't guarantee that I can stay, he still has a burden to bear. ''

At this time, I can't go to him.Chu Yi, if you lose, you will lose.

Wei Dongtang walked away without hesitation.

There was a sound in the distance.

"Why do I see that person looks so much like Dongtang?"

"Hey, don't think about it!"

"Yes, you've been talking all day, you're hallucinating!"

"No, it really looks like it. I didn't see it clearly, but...I won't tell you anymore. I'll go back and have a look."

"Where is anyone?"

"Look, there are only three of us alive on this street, not even a single mouse. I said you've been so tired recently that you're hallucinating."

"Chu Yi, stop looking! Let's go!"