if it is possible

"How could you do this?" Liang Youyi's trembling voice, still hugging Mo Bing, hit her heart like a hammer, "How can you punish me like this?"

She lowered her head and bit Mo Bing's shoulder, but tears flowed down her cheeks, soaking Mo Bing's shoulder.Mo Bing's disappointing eyes were filled with mist. After all, she still loved Liang Youyi. Traveling didn't take away any pain from her. On the night when she went to Lijiang, she didn't hold back her tears, she knew that she couldn't die After all, Liang Youyi still couldn't let go.

But she didn't know her despair, her leaving without saying goodbye would bring such great harm to Liang Youyi.She didn't know, so she was capriciously trapped in her emotions, only thinking about healing the wound in her heart.

She thought that Liang Youyi didn't care about her anymore, so there was no need to worry about her feelings.But the moment he was hugged by Liang Youyi, the moment he saw her red eyes, and the moment he heard her trembling voice, Mo Bing knew he was wrong, and his arms holding her tighter, his eyes were red.

"You are sad, you are sad, you can just punish me, why do you do this? Why are you so self-willed and selfish? Why do you leave as soon as you say, without leaving a word!! Why do you..."

Mo Bing listened to Liang Youyi's complaint from anger to tears, accusing her of cowardice and evasion, crying about her willfulness, and his heart was even more entangled.It was the first time she felt Liang Youyi's collapse and fear. Liang Youyi never really took people and things to heart, and more often she seemed to be an independent person. Even if she was angry, disappointed, and sad, she would restrain herself , unwilling to reveal these negative emotions to anyone.

She thought that Liang Youyi was strong and mature enough, that she would be able to forget herself in a short period of time.So at the beginning, she was as unburdened as she escaped, and she was equally desperate.Before she came back, she thought that maybe she would not talk about the past with her in the future, and live under the same roof as if nothing had happened, watching her get married and have children, and live a homely happiness.Although she doesn't know if she can do it.

——Who ever thought that in the end, the mountains and rivers will remain the same, and so will the love.

Your figure was just behind, and then came to the front.

—— Wang Guozhen

She embraced the woman who was holding her tightly, the person she had loved for so long.

That night, the two embraced and slept together.Liang Youyi hugged her all the time, and she had to be sure that she was by his side so that she could fall asleep peacefully.Mo Bing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she got up to go to the bathroom, Liang Youyi even grabbed her by the corner of her clothes and asked, where are you going?

After explaining to her helplessly, she also seemed to feel embarrassed, and said quietly, come back early.

When she came back, she found that she was still waiting for her with her eyes open, hugging her to sleep.Seeing Liang Youyi clinging to her, she felt a little uncomfortable. Before, Mo Bing would be happy and forget about it, but after all, the gap between the two of them is always difficult to bridge.Moreover, Mo Bing was always haunted by the fear that she cut her wrist that day.She also fears losing control of herself.

After all, the journey was too tiring, and Mo Bing soon fell asleep.After hearing her even and gentle breathing, Liang Youyi trembled her sleepy eyelids, her eyes were as black as jade, covered with a thin mist of water, glued to Mo Bing's quiet face like a green lotus, like a heart that had been lost for thousands of years Suiyu finally returned to her side.

The mist in her eyes finally condensed and flowed down, permeating the pillow, and the tears that she missed and feared all over the line finally burst the embankment.

She was too scared, too scared of that feeling.

The moment she saw Mo Bing lying peacefully in a pool of blood, her mind went blank, "Mo Bing—"

Hissing screams and blood-red eyes broke through his reason, and then he rushed over and tore the sheet, trying to cover the blood that was flowing, and called the phone while crying.

While waiting for the ambulance to arrive, she was terrified. She cried and called Mo Bing's name beside Mo Bing, begging her to wake up. There were countless flames burning in her heart, and she was anxious, but she didn't dare to move Mo Bing at all. Bing, she could only helplessly kneel beside her and cry, but kept crying and talking to Mo Bing.

The tears never stopped flowing for a moment, and her heart was emptied and shattered.Desperation spread throughout the hospital. While waiting for the operation, she went from initial fear to later despair and blame. She couldn't live without Mo Bing. If she left, she didn't know what was the point of living, what was the point of being alive ?

Her white clothes were stained with Mo Bing's blood, and she sat at the door in a messy state, lonely and desperate.Other people in the hospital would give sympathetic eyes and gossip mixed with curiosity when they passed by, but no one dared to step forward to comfort them.

She thought she felt the same for Mo Bing's sad heartache, she thought time could heal the wound, she thought it would get better, and she was still by her side.

How did it become like this, Mo Bing, how did this happen... Please, don't leave me...

The nights in the hospital are extremely cold, and the waiting time is always bit by bit until dawn.She didn't know how she got through that period of waiting. The marks on the palm of her hand went deep into the chest, and the traces of blood still couldn't hide the fear and guilt that went deep into the bone marrow.

"Don't worry, the wounded have been rescued, it will take a while to wake up, you go to rest first"

Her hanging heart finally let go.But he didn't dare to leave Mo Bing at all, and stayed with him for food and lodging, for fear that she would disappear.

The gauze wrapped around Mo Bing's wrist was particularly dazzling, always reminding him of how cruel he had done to Mo Bing.She stared at Mo Bing who was lying peacefully on the bed,

How much despair is buried in your heart to hurt yourself like this.I protect you from the outside world, but I hurt you badly.

On the third day, she went to buy breakfast and came back to find that the bed was empty.He searched the room in a panic, asked the whole hospital, and finally left... disappeared in Liang Youyi's life without a trace.

She didn't know how she had survived the past few months of working and overtime. She didn't dare to go home, didn't dare to go back to the night that made her afraid to face it, and the people who were sent out to search for Mo Bing had no clues. She didn't know how long Mo Bing would be away, would it be a lifetime?

She really wanted to hug Mo Bing in front of her, but she didn't dare, for fear of waking her up.It's just that the red eyes never left, she was afraid that she would run away again, and she could no longer bear the loss.

After Mo Bing woke up in the middle of the night, what he saw was Liang Youyi, who was looking at her with red eyes. The pillow towel was still wet, and his red eyes were so focused and obsessed. Mo Bing frowned, and pulled her into his arms , stroking her back and muttering, sleep well, I won't go

Liang Youyi's whispers came from behind my ears

"I love you"

Mo Bing didn't respond, but his arms tightened, and the two hearts were never so close.

Mo Bing felt a few lines of cool liquid flowing from the back of his neck, and couldn't help sighing, "Why are you acting like a child?"

Then he held her face, wiped off the tears with a scrub, and watched carefully that this cold face was finally stained with human fireworks, too many emotions were brewing in the red eyes, too much pain, too much for Mo Bing to understand ever.

Moonlight streams outside the window, and there is silence everywhere, who knows?

Mo Bing leaned closer, leaned closer... Kissed the forehead, slowly lowered, kissed the eyelids, pecked her lips, and greedily penetrated...

"You Yi, you have occupied my entire youth, my entire heart." Mo Bing's gentleness like ink soaked in the pupils of the two of them looking at each other, "About that night, I want to say sorry to you."

"That night, I didn't realize what I was doing at all. I didn't deliberately punish you, or make you feel guilty. I just... just couldn't control myself...", Mo Bing was like a jade-like precipitation of the past.

"Mo Bing, no one can hurt you, including you, you know?" Liang Youyi grabbed her lips fiercely, staring at her red lips and said, "I can't live without you, if I really can't In the world, then let me run away with you," or let me carry this heavy condemnation, "I only want you"

"Again..."

This night, apart from entanglement, there is no other solution.

Some love is tied to life and death, but it may not be eternal.

Everything seemed to be back on track, back to what Mo Bing had hoped for back then.

"Drive slowly and pay attention to safety." Mo Bing didn't go to the company, but was at home, slowly getting to know the new situation of the company.

"Hey, wait for me at home", Liang Youyi took her forehead and kissed her lightly

"Hmm~"

Mo Bing was the only one left at home. She had figured out the company's situation on the third day after she came back. I have to say that she still admired Liang Youyi in her heart. During the days when she was away, Liang Youyi was alone. Supported many companies' projects, and even took over my own projects in a short period of time, and they are developing very well.

Now that the company has returned to a relatively stable track, she doesn't really want to go back to the company. In fact, she told Liang Youyi to stay at home because she felt that her mind was disturbed recently.

After Liang Youyi went to work, Mo Bing was fascinated by the string of bells hanging outside the window. Gradually, even the bells in his sight began to blur.