Winter Soldier

Seeing Steve being pushed out of the operating room, everything was going well. The Winter Soldier standing outside with his back straight and stiff exhaled softly, his frowning brows slowly calmed down, his back relaxed and he leaned back a little tiredly. Leaning against the wall of the corridor has nothing to do with the body, but mainly the mental burnout.

While waiting outside the operating room, he already had a general understanding of what happened after he was controlled by Sam. Stark was assassinated and seriously injured, Captain America was shot by a sniper, and Colin was shot. The Winter Soldier listened blankly to those It is said that things related to him, his eyes are blank and out of focus. Under the light of the corridor, the originally clear and warm green eyes seem to be covered with a layer of mist, covering the emotional fluctuations in the window of the soul.

The Winter Soldier stood with his back against the wall with a tired expression, his head uncontrollably thinking about Sam's words, "Tony is very dangerous this time, luckily, he can live in the same ward with the captain now! The Winter Soldier slowly raised his hands, palms up, staring down his eyes carefully, as if he was seeing two completely different palms for the first time, one was warm and fleshy, and the other was a metal arm. You can smell the blood stained on it, from friends, sons of old friends, loved ones, and other unknown men and women.

Until now, the Winter Soldier's heart still twitches from time to time, and his heart is full of fear. He can't imagine that if he kills Stark, if Steve really dies because of him, if Colin dies or saves him. What will he do next, what kind of dark situation it will be.

The Winter Soldier's eyebrows are getting tighter and tighter, as if they are about to be twisted into a dead knot. He is not a sentimental person. In fact, he was able to endure the cruel past without breaking down, which proves his tenacity. He just...just cares too much about the present Only those relatives and friends, that little warmth.

A pair of dusty sneakers quietly appeared in the sight of the Winter Soldier who was bowing his head, "Winter Soldier!" Colin stopped a meter away from the Winter Soldier, his voice full of insignificance. Cha was nervous, the Winter Soldier had been ignoring him since he woke up, he was a little unsure about his lover's attitude towards him.

However, when he saw the cold and solemn figure standing against the wall, Colin couldn't help leaning over again. The Winter Soldier's posture seemed icy cold, but Colin found that his lover fell into pain and self-blame again.

"Winter Soldier!" Colin yelled again, and the Winter Soldier slowly raised his head. Colin's distressed figure was reflected in his green eyes. His face was bruised and purple, his short hair was wet with sweat, and his clothes were wrinkled and still. A few cuts were torn, and the unrestrained and elegant gentleman demeanor of the past was completely gone. The Winter Soldier sniffed it lightly twice, and there was still a faint smell of blood.

Seeing the Winter Soldier staring at him blankly, Colin blinked guiltily, not knowing what to say.

Just when Colin thought that the Winter Soldier would ask questions or say something else, the Winter Soldier walked up to him in two steps, looked at his abdomen, then looked up at him and asked, "How is your injury? Why is there still a bloody smell, and the wound is open?"

As he said that, without waiting for Colin to react, he directly lifted the hem of his T-shirt to check the injury.

Uh, Colin couldn't react to the unexpected scene, he stood in a daze, at the mercy of the Winter Soldier, his warm palm brushed his waist and abdomen, and the warm heat seeped through his skin, Colin looked dazedly. Looking at the Winter Soldier with his head down slightly, his soft brown hair hangs down in disorder, just like his soft heart now.

Colin's thin lips, which have been tight and straight for the past few days, are slowly softening like cream exposed to sunlight, and a small arc is unconsciously raised.

"It really is cracked." The Winter Soldier looked at the large piece of blood oozing from the bandage, put down the hem of his T-shirt, stood up straight, and glanced up at Colin, "Have you lost your pain sense? Go and bandage it." He said and walked upstairs Under the surgery, Colin's mouth still curled up slightly, and he followed the Winter Soldier, with warm ripples in his gray-blue eyes.

The Winter Soldier walked ahead expressionlessly. Hearing the sound of footsteps walking behind him, his eyebrows twitched and then fell again. Of course he knew what Colin was worried about. He didn't agree with Colin's actions, but he also There is no position to object, and the root cause of everything lies in himself.

Thinking of the scene he saw when he just woke up, the Winter Soldier shuddered. In fact, when Colin uttered the key words for the first time, his consciousness was a little awake and revived, but he could not control his body, as if he was locked in a shell The wandering soul can only helplessly watch the changes in the outside world.

He can only be like a bystander, watching Colin fight for life and death with his friend Steve under the coercion of Zemo, watching Colin's paranoia and madness like breaking the boat, watching Steve's contradictions, retreat and return. With passive resistance, watching the two most important people in his life fight because of him, the Winter Soldier's heart is broken, and his soul is like being immersed in ice and fire, icy cold and boiling with anger.

Finally, when Colin uttered the key words for the second time, the soul of the Winter Soldier finally struggled to squeeze out a gap in the shackles, barely controlled his body, and used all his strength to direct his fingers to make the gestures that had been agreed upon.

Seeing Colin's decisive and dark eyes light up instantly, the Winter Soldier breathed a sigh of relief quietly. He knew that as long as he woke up, Colin would definitely stop. However, when Steve's heart was pierced and bleeding profusely, The Winter Soldier still couldn't help being startled, and it took all his strength to nail his feet that were about to move in place without moving.

Even though he knew that Colin would not be the real killer, the Winter Soldier was still heartbroken and terrified. He couldn't imagine how Colin would treat Steve if he didn't wake up in time, because he was too aware of Colin's love for him , and know Colin's personality too well.

Colin is like a gust of wind, seemingly gentle and affectionate, but actually cold and ruthless. He can abandon everything at any time without hesitation, and drift away without nostalgia. Except for his beloved Winter Soldier, Colin can abandon everything.

Therefore, the Winter Soldier never thought of questioning and blaming Colin. He just blamed himself for putting his lover and friends in such a dangerous and embarrassing situation, but he didn't know how to deal with his lover who almost died in his hands.

The Winter Soldier admits that he is a bit like a self-deceiving weak snail at this time, he just wants to hide in a thin shell for a while, and he secretly warns himself, just hide for a while, just for a while.

However, he ignored his lover's sensitivity and familiarity with him.

After the doctor re-bandaged the wound, Colin absently listened to the doctor's instructions, and quickly caught up with the Winter Soldier who was about to leave. With a cold face, he was anxious and puzzled by the change of the Winter Soldier's attitude.

The gray-blue eyes stared at the lover who was close at hand without blinking, and asked straight to the point, "Winter Soldier, are you blaming me for what I did to Captain America?"

"No, how come." The tone was sincere.

Knowing his lover's forgiveness, Colin's heart rose instead, he stood face to face with the Winter Soldier, his eyes rolled slightly, he carefully examined the Winter Soldier's expression again, and frowned, "Then you are blaming yourself? "Questioning tone, positive attitude.

The Winter Soldier pursed his lips, speechless.

Seeing the Winter Soldier acquiesce, a surge of anger rushed to his forehead. Colin felt distressed, angry, and a little sour.

He raised his hand and grabbed the Winter Soldier's shoulders, and pushed him against the wall. Colin then clung to the Winter Soldier's body, tilted his head back slightly to distance himself, and stared intently into the Winter Soldier's green eyes. The cold silence, mixed with a touch of anger, said forcefully: "Honey, look into my eyes and see what's in them. Joy, happiness, and admiration are what you bring to me. Without you, the beauty in these eyes There will be nothing, I love you, I will do anything for you, give everything, you deserve it, understand?"

Colin stared into his lover's eyes without blinking. There was even a fierce light in the gray-blue eyes, and he said viciously: "Winter Soldier, you deserve it. So, no self-blame, No guilt. I'm happy for you."

Crackling—the thin snail shell was smashed by a strong external force, and the Winter Soldier felt like a spoonful of hot maple syrup was poured into his heart. It was hot and sweet, and he squinted his hot eyes , stretched out his arms to wrap around Colin's waist, leaned his head forward slightly, his forehead was tightly pressed together, his voice was hoarse and slightly trembling, and he murmured in a low voice: "I know, I know, I know everything."

The weak and sensual side shown by the always silent and tough lover is like a kitten's soft pads stepping on the softest part of his heart. Colin can't bear to listen to the Winter Soldier anymore, he opens his mouth, and the other party blocks it directly. Whispering lips opened and closed, swallowing all the words of the Winter Soldier between his lips and teeth.

The Winter Soldier's palms were pressed tightly against Colin's firm and powerful back, his eyes were slightly closed, he relaxed his body and felt his lover's gentle and strong comfort, his heart was peaceful and at ease, thinking that he would try to let go, For Colin, for those who love themselves.

At the other end of the corridor, Ross and the SWAT team who came after hearing the news and wanted to arrest the Winter Soldier were stopped by Sam and Natasha, who accompanied them worriedly. It's smiles and relief, the murderer has been caught, and everything will be fine.

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The Winter Soldier was taken away by the United Nations special police, but the suspect Zemo confessed everything very frankly. Naturally, the charges against the Winter Soldier were not established, and he was finally acquitted. The culprit, Zemo, charged murder, kidnapping, and endangering society. He was prosecuted for security crimes and other serious crimes, and was sentenced to 190 years. However, some people in Sokovia strongly protested and demanded a commutation of his sentence.

However, before he had time to accept legal sanctions, Zemo was suddenly robbed and killed by a group of armed men on the way to the prison. Only Zemo's body lying in a pool of blood and a dozen photos sprinkled on the body remained at the scene , the photos are all the mission targets and their families when Zemo was a special soldier in the past.

After hearing the news, the Winter Soldier was silent for a while, sighed deeply, and then gave up. He really has no energy to care about other things now. After Vienna was acquitted, he was taken away by the American police who had been waiting here for a long time.

In view of the exposure of the identity of the Winter Soldier a while ago, the killing mission he performed in the past few decades was also involved. Under the pressure of various forces at home and abroad, the US court finally opened a trial for the Winter Soldier——James Buchanan Barnes , Heroes of World War II Roaring commando members, killers who worked for the former Soviet Union and Hydra, and current members of the Avengers. The last one is that after Stark learned that the Winter Soldier was arraigned for a deposit, he struggled for a long time before he was awkward. Graciously grant the Winter Soldier permission to join the Avengers.

The Avengers, especially Steve, were very worried about the upcoming trial of the Winter Soldier, thinking that there would be a tough battle to be fought, and they all prepared for it, but they didn't expect Colin to be prepared and presented a series of very convincing evidence. It proves that the Winter Soldier was in a special state of brainwashing and control at that time, and some jurors and many authoritative media even explicitly or secretly favored the position that the Winter Soldier was innocent.

With the blessing of more and more advantageous chips, in the end, the Winter Soldier was acquitted and released.

On the way back to the Avengers Building, the Winter Soldier in the co-pilot looked at Colin who was driving, and asked softly, "You've thought about this day for a long time? When did it start?"

Colin turned his head and glanced at the Winter Soldier, then turned his gaze back to the road ahead, shrugged his shoulders, and said with a slight smile on his lips: "Since you returned to the United States, you can't keep your reputation as a killer like this, Living in their own country without knowing why."

In fact, without the series of incidents that Zemo caused, he could use a gentler and more secure method to cleanse the Winter Soldier. Unfortunately, some of the congressmen he worked so hard to win over some time ago were useless at all.

The Winter Soldier's expression became more gentle and gentle. After thinking about it for a while, he understood what happened to the elusive Colin when he lived in the Avengers Building.

He thought: I am so lucky. I have a lover who cares about me and stays with me all the time. Is this God’s reward for my rough experience in the past few decades?There is no better gift than this.

The corner of the Winter Soldier's mouth was raised up, his eyes were full of smiles, and he said softly to Colin, "Colin!"

"Huh?" Colin looked ahead and responded casually.

"Did I ever say that I love you, love you very much! You want to be with me forever!" The Winter Soldier's voice was gentle and peaceful, and his tone was flat but firm, making a promise for a lifetime.

Colin also had a big smile on his face when he heard this, and turned to look at the Winter Soldier: "Honey, I have decided to be with you for the rest of my life!"

In the back seat of the car, the invisible Steve rolled his eyes, his face couldn't stand it, but he couldn't help curling his mouth.

The author has something to say:

After thinking about it for a few days, I finally decided to stop here, and maybe there will be extra episodes later.

Thank you readers for your continued support.