deep in the sky

Quan Zhilong got up staggeringly, rushed to the bathroom, and leaned on the edge of the toilet: "Ugh—"

Accompanied by bursts of heart-piercing retching, only a little residual alcohol was spit out from his burning stomach.

With the sound of "crashing" water, Quan Zhilong barely cleaned his mouth. He poured a few handfuls of water on his face, then put his hands on the washstand, and raised his eyes. His pale face like a ghost was reflected in the mirror. Face.

The skin is dull, the eyeballs are bloodshot, the eyelids are swollen, and the bags under the eyes are about to hang down to the cheekbones. Quan Zhilong thought, maybe his dark circles are heavier than that person now.

Tch, he doesn't want to think about that person.

Quan Zhilong leaned on the wall with vain gait, swayed back to the bedroom, kicked away an empty wine bottle lying on the wooden floor, he fell headlong on the bed as if his bones had been pulled out.

"Axi..." He rubbed his painfully swollen brain, and for a moment he felt that his headache was about to explode, as if it was about to explode.

The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, and the windows were completely covered by thick curtains. Quan Zhilong was in a daze, and he didn't even know whether it was day or night.

Tobacco smoke filled the dark enclosed space, as well as the acrid and strong smell of alcohol.

As soon as Quan Zhilong lay down, he felt his stomach bulging and churning again, but there was nothing in it except the smell of fermented wine, and he couldn't even vomit the stomach acid now.

He has lived this kind of life for five consecutive days. When he is thirsty, he drinks the wine stored at home, beer, red, foreign, and everything else. When he is hungry, he eats the fruits in the two fruit baskets casually, or simply do not eat.

It's not that he deliberately wants to play a lovelorn like this, deliberately ruining his body, he's just... just too lazy, too lazy to go out, too lazy to eat, too lazy to contact people, he finds everything boring to watch, and doesn't interest him in doing anything.

Playing in bars and nightclubs a while ago really exhausted his physical strength, and after playing too much, he felt that he was just like that, very boring, so he chose to go home to rest and adjust.

But new problems came one after another. Without the loud music and away from the noisy crowd, he stayed alone in the empty room and couldn't find anything to do, so he began to suffer from insomnia all night.

The insomnia had existed before, but it was not that severe. Besides, he would go crazy in the nightclub at night, venting his energy and enthusiasm, and it lasted almost until the next morning. He was exhausted, so he returned home Then you can fall asleep.

But when he stayed at home alone, the situation was different. In desperation, he thought that he should just drink some wine. Isn't it said that drinking some red wine before going to bed can help sleep?

So Quan Zhilong opened a bottle of red wine and poured a glass. After drinking it, he found that the taste was not bad. Sure enough, the red wine recommended by brother Seunghyun was not bad. Before he knew it, the whole bottle of wine was drained .

Alcohol not only failed to bring him the slightest drowsiness, but made him more sober. He thought about tasting other red wines to see the difference in taste and taste, so he drank the second bottle, The third bottle...

After two days like this, alcohol lost its sleep-promoting effect, and he was tired of the paralysis alcohol brought to the brain, so he tried to take sleeping pills again.

The effect of the sleeping pills was enormous, and he fell asleep quickly, and he even had a sweet dream.

But the more beautiful the dream, the more empty the heart after waking up.

He even felt that his soul had been split into two halves, one half stayed in his brain, and the other half floated to nowhere.

The twitching in the stomach became more and more clear, Quan Zhilong gropingly reached out and grabbed the medicine bottle on the bedside, poured out two pills, stuffed them into his mouth carelessly, and closed his eyes.

Likes are false, tenderness is false, and will always be false.

Fake, all fake.

That being the case, let him have another sweet dream...

Li Shengxuan flipped through the last page of the project proposal, and the mobile phone on the desktop suddenly rang.

"Brother Loud?" Li Shengxuan turned the pen and smiled, "You haven't contacted me for more than a month. Why is the sun coming out from the west today?"

"What did you say?" Li Shengxuan's expression suddenly became serious, "Is this true?"

"Okay, okay, I'll go to the hospital right away."

The gate of the hospital was already surrounded by reporters three floors in and three floors out. Led by his manager Cui Shunhao, Lee Seung-hyun quickly entered from the back door of the hospital, bypassing the reporters' chasing and blocking, and finally arrived at the hospital where the bodyguards The emergency room separated from them.

Lee Seung-hyun stood outside the operating room with cold hands and feet, looking at the three big characters of "in operation" lit up in red light on the edge of the door, and asked, "He...how did he do this?"

Cui Shunhao sighed for a long time: "Zhilong hasn't been in a good state recently. Before, he was having crazy fun in the nightclub as if he was going to overdraw his life. I thought he was in a bad mood, but after a while It will gradually get better, but who knows that since three days ago, he has stopped answering my calls and messages." After a pause, he continued, "I felt something was wrong, so I went to look for him, but it turned out He was found lying motionless on the bed in the bedroom, unable to wake up no matter how much he screamed, so he called the emergency number."

"Didn't you see that the floor of Zhilong's bedroom is full of wine bottles, and there is not even a single egg in the refrigerator, it's empty." Speaking of this, Cui Shunhao showed a sad expression, "I still found it by his side. A bottle of... sleeping pills."

Li Shengxuan clenched his trembling fingers, slowly shook his head: "No, Zhilong would not do such a thing, he would not!"

Cui Shunhao nodded: "I asked the accompanying doctor on the way to the hospital in the ambulance, and the other party preliminarily judged that Zhilong was weak and drank a lot, and the alcohol in his stomach reacted with sleeping pills, causing a double attack. Inhibition, breathing slows down, blood pressure drops, and the respiratory and circulatory centers are also inhibited, so it is drowsy."

"Is he an idiot? You don't even know the simple common sense that you can't take medicine with a stabilizing effect after drinking! You will go into shock, and you may even die!" Li Shengxuan said emotionally.

"He's drowsy after drinking so much wine, how can he still remember this?" Cui Shunhao bit his lips, "You just wait here, I have to go down to answer the loud call Yong Pei."

Lee Seung-hyun supported the snow-white wall with one hand, and lowered his head in frustration.

He never thought that Quan Zhilong might really leave him, or in such a tragic and decisive way.

From the moment he received Jiang Loulou's call and heard the other party talk about Quan Zhilong's accident, Lee Seung-hyun was in a daze. He never thought that he would lose Quan Zhilong. He was always confident Yes, even if Quan Zhilong no longer loves him, he still has countless means to keep him by his side——

He can manipulate the situation, and he is also good at controlling people's hearts, but the only thing like 'death' is something he can't fight against.

Lee Seung-hyun fell into endless regret and self-examination.

Why do I want to impose the past on Quan Zhilong in this life?Why can't I give Quan Zhilong more trust, but try to test Quan Zhilong again and again, endlessly?Why do I always think about the trauma I have suffered in the past, go my own way, and never care about Quan Zhilong's thoughts?

Quan Zhilong obviously hasn't repeated the mistakes of his previous life, so why is he such an idiot and arbitrarily sentenced him to death first?

Why bother with mediocrity and constantly think about the future instead of taking good care of the present?

why?

Dong Yongpei and Jiang Loulou came out of the elevator, hurried around the corner, and saw Li Shengxuan standing outside the door of the emergency room, Dongyongpei opened his mouth: "Sheng——"

Before the word '利' could be uttered, Jiang who was beside him grabbed the corner of his clothes loudly.

Dong Yongpei turned his head, wondering: "What's wrong?"

Jiang raised his jaw loudly and said in a low voice, "Didn't you see it?"

"what?"

"Victory, he cried." Jiang whispered loudly.

Dong Yongpei followed the other party's line of sight, and saw Li Seung-hyun leaning against the wall silently, with his head lowered and his chest heaving violently.

Suddenly he stretched out a hand, wiped his eyes with his cuff, and raised his head high in the next moment, crystal clear liquid gushed out from the corner of his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled.

This was the first time Dong Yong Pei saw Li Seung Hyun crying.

In Dong Yongbai's memory, Lee Seung Hyun has always been invincible. He is strong, ambitious, smart enough, skilled and courageous, and has never suffered any setbacks.

It is such a strong and introverted man, but when Quan Zhilong was lying on the operating table for emergency treatment, he stood outside the door of the emergency room, weeping silently.

For a long time, Dong Yong Pei felt that Li Seung Hyun did not love Quan Zhilong enough - at least not as passionately and sincerely as Quan Zhilong's love, but now it seems that he was wrong, outrageously wrong.

Lee Seung-hyun's feelings are restrained and deep. He never speaks out easily, nor will he reveal it at will. Get a glimpse of his true, hidden feelings.

Just like the sea, it is obviously surging at the deepest bottom, but it looks calm on the surface.

Dong Yongpei felt uncomfortable for no reason.

But he didn't know whether this discomfort was caused by Quan Zhilong or Li Shengxuan.

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