deep in the sky

Chapter72

My name is Yano Fengichi.

Are you 23...or 24?

Forget it, it's just such a trivial matter, I don't bother to think about it.

Anyway, birthday is not important to me, and I don't need it.

Everyone said that I was lucky enough to be reincarnated as the second youngest of the Hengqi Consortium, but I knew that under those disgusting flattering masks, there was another ugly face that kept spurning me.

"Hey, he's just a lowly illegitimate child, what kind of young master is he?"

"I really can't figure out why the Patriarch wants to bring him back. It's really the laughing stock of the entire Yano family in the upper circles."

"According to me, the reason why the bastard was brought back, maybe it was used as a shield for the young master? After all, you also know that the Yano family has not completely turned white yet."

"..."

To be honest, I don't need many "reminders" like this.

All along, I have been very clear that I am not a young master born with a golden spoon in my mouth, I am just a child born in a poor family in a small seaside town.

As long as I can remember, my mother has been lingering on the sick bed, and my father is an alcoholic and violent scum.

The reason why the word 'scum' is used to describe him is not just because he beat me and my mother, but after my mother died of illness, he actually planned to sell me.

No, no, of course it’s not what people imagined, because they couldn’t afford the money needed to raise their children, and in order for their children to have a better living environment, they handed over their children to a wealthy family without children to raise them—

He's not that noble.

That scum, trying to sell me to those disgusting, dirty, slug-like lusts for little boys, men.

Probably because I inherited my mother's appearance. When I was young, I didn't know that the existence of a poor person with such a beautiful appearance was a mistake.

When I was locked in the shabby room and heard the scum talking about the price with another man with a hoarse voice through the dilapidated door, I could no longer restrain the cruelty and anger in my heart.

But thank God, just five seconds after the scumbag finished bargaining with the visitor, there was a commotion outside, and then the dilapidated door was slammed open, and it hit the ground with a crisp sound of "click" .

A well-dressed man in a suit and leather shoes, surrounded by many bodyguards in black, stepped through the door, against the light, and walked towards me step by step.

"Fujita Satomi's child, right?"

I nodded blankly.

"Do you want to leave here and change your life?"

God knows, these words are nothing more than a life-saving driftwood for me who is deeply mired. My mother is dead, and I have no reason to stay here anymore.

"But before that, you need to prove yourself."

"Excuse me, sir, how can I... prove it?"

The man glanced sullenly at the scum who was suppressed by the black-clothed bodyguard with his backhand and whose mouth was sealed with tape so he couldn't make a sound, and then chuckled lightly, using a soft but strangely calm voice He said softly: "He treats you like this, don't you want revenge?"

How could I...don't want to?

Even in my dreams, I want to kill this scumbag who has brought me and my mother endless nightmares!

Those negative emotions such as depression, darkness, loneliness, irritability, helplessness, etc. that have been firmly rooted in my heart since childhood broke out at this moment.

As if feeling the strong hatred splashing out of my body, the man raised his jaw towards a black-clothed bodyguard beside him--the next second, a cold instrument with a metallic texture appeared in front of me In my hand, my already slender palms became paler and paler.

"This gun is loaded, now, prove yourself."

The calm and indifferent voice passed by my ears, I raised my eyes, and looked at the terrified scum who kept shaking his head at me——

A sweet and mysterious pleasure hit my chest in an instant, and I couldn't help but take a few steps forward and get closer, wanting to appreciate the panic and fear in the other person's eyes more clearly.

"boom--"

The red and white mottled liquid splashed on my face, and the air was filled with a sweet and fragrant smell, mixed with a touch of gunpowder smoke, which tempted Kankan to burst out a sharp pang from his heart. The black thorns cheered to absorb this sweet nutrient that makes the soul tremble, and stretched their body with a whistling sound.

"Is this all right, sir?"

The man straightened the delicate cufflinks on his wrist, and stretched out his hand towards me with deep eyes: "Xiyuanji Yangtou, I am President Yano - and also your father's subordinate, now, I will take the second young master you Return to the Yano family."

……

"Mr. Feng Yi, what are you thinking about?" The sticky coquettishness was wrapped in a gust of fragrant wind and hit my ears and nose, and there was a soft touch on my arm. When I turned my head, a woman with revealing clothes and beautiful eyebrows and eyes was rushing towards me. Pouted, "I've called you several times, but you haven't responded at all."

I smiled at her tenderly, wrapped my arm resting on the back of the sofa around her shoulders, and teased, "Why, why can't you leave me?"

"I hate it." The woman chuckled lightly and tapped my shoulder, "You don't look like usual today, you look preoccupied, why, you're afraid of being found by your young lady who just got engaged Trouble?"

"Then take it as it is." I gradually retracted the smile on my face, squinted my eyes, and wrote lightly, "This is not something you can say casually."

Seeing the woman's face gradually turning pale, I shook my head, forget it, it's boring.

Then I tilted my head and blinked lightly at the other party: "Do you have any cigarettes, beauty?"

The other party nodded again and again, and then with a smile on his face again, he took out a white cigarette case from the exquisite pink bag, and said softly: "This one doesn't add any 'things', you can rest assured."

He reached out to take the tobacco handed over by the other party, and then patted the other party's shoulder, showing a modest smile: "Go and play first, I want to rest for a while."

"Okay, then you can take a good rest first." The woman twisted her round buttocks, wearing that delicate and sweet fake face, and once again blended into a group of laughing and noisy crowd.

The light in the box is always dim and ambiguous.

I lazily leaned against the soft long sofa behind me, and brought the cigarette case closer, and the colorful English letters came into my eyes instantly.

Kent.

"Kisseverneverteach." I raised my eyebrows, pulled out a short white stick, put it in my mouth, and lit it.

A strong and pungent smell of tobacco instantly attacked my taste buds, and I closed my eyes slightly, allowing the irritating strong breath to invade along the throat, fill my chest cavity, and linger through my lungs.

At this moment, I think I probably understand why so many people are obsessed with this tobacco.

The sudden influx of this strong and spicy tobacco gas is enough to make people's thoughts blank for a short time.

——Just like the person who also loves this kind of tobacco.

In fact, my encounter with Lee Seung Hyun was not accidental.

On that day, the bright and brilliant golden sunshine covered the entire central square of Milan.

Pedestrians were in a hurry in the square, but I saw him at a glance from the crowd of people coming and going.

Of course it's not a vulgar plot like love at first sight, but he really has a good-looking look that I like-well, I know it's a bit too sexy to say that.

And in essence, love at first sight, doesn't it mean that the other person's appearance makes you fall in love at first sight?

But I don’t admit this. The emotion represented by the heart and the desire represented by the body are two different things to me. Coincidentally, I, Kaede Yano, have no heart.

He sat on the steps on one side of the square, and the huge statue behind him blocked the sunlight and shrouded him in a cool shadow.

A wooden painter stood in front of him, but he seemed to be a little absent-minded, hesitant to paint.

After a while, he casually dropped the charcoal pencil in his hand on the drawing board and took out his mobile phone.

Silly waiting is not my style, I'm better at being proactive.

So I walked past him as if nothing had happened, and the wallet in my pocket fell on the ground in front of him as I expected. The next moment——

"Sir, your wallet."

See, it's that simple.

I managed to talk to him, and because of my whim, I got a windfall—a sketch he drew for me.

In fact, I had just finished negotiating a business at that time, and I was about to go home and take a good rest to prepare for the next day's business negotiations, but when I was sitting in the sun like a crappy model, my ears When stuffing the old songs in the other party's ipod, I suddenly felt that this is not bad.

At least the boy who sat in front of me and sketched for me was looking at me intently.

The gentle male voice that keeps reminiscing in the ear also seems to be very suitable for the occasion.

"You're just too good to be true." (You're too good to be true)

"Can't take my eyes off you." (Can't take my eyes off you)

"Youfeellikeheaventotouch." (You are like the heaven I yearn for)

"Iwannaholdyousomuch..." (How I want to have you)

That boy really made me unable to look away.

Later, I found out that he was not a innocent, harmless, docile and kind boy as I thought at first, but a cunning fox in sheep's clothing.

But this does not affect my interest in him. On the contrary, the various contradictory aspects he showed aroused my interest and curiosity even more.

I began to wonder, what kind of past experience should he have to accumulate such vision and skills at such a young age?

The longer I spent with him, the more familiar we became with each other, and I even had an idea that I didn't have to get him—this really didn't match my unscrupulous paranoid character.

But I clearly realized that he is different from the weak dodders I played with in the past, and he is qualified to be my friend of Yano Fengichi.

He has almost the same hobbies as mine, and it is very comfortable to talk to him, no matter what topic he can talk about, there will never be awkward silence, even like me, he also likes to smoke cigarettes that are too cheap for our identities tobacco brand.

It's just that I love the light Marlboro, but he prefers the spicy Kent.

The explanation he gave was that he felt that "Kisseverneverteach" was very suitable for him. Kissing is self-taught?But who knows if it's true?

He never kissed me.

"Kissever never teach."

I took another deep breath of the short white Kent in my mouth, and the pungent and pure burning pain once again invaded my mouthpiece, lingering mistyly in the air in front of me.

"Buty out taught me something more."

For a long time I have been thinking about what this thing "love" is.

It can make my mother, a beautiful and talented college student, willing to give up everything to have a child of the man who abandoned him, willing to marry a vulgar and violent alcoholic, which shows how "love" is. Something great and pure.

But under its pure and beautiful appearance, hides an ugly and terrifying face.

——It lured that poor woman to make that choice and ruined her life like the devil lured ignorant mortals.

Look at my father, the man who has no "love" but only "self" is a wise man.

There are indeed many things worth learning from that serious and rigid old man, such as eliminating his own weaknesses, discarding useless emotions, etc., he has done a very good job.

Lee Seung-hyun can become a friend whom I agree with Yano Fengyi, perhaps because he also has this kind of quality, I see my own shadow in him.

But then I found out that I was wrong, very wrong.

Earlier, I spent a lot of effort to find out some of Lee Seung-hyun's past behaviors. This person is really difficult to figure out, and it is even more difficult to judge his motives.

The acquisition of YG shares in 09 is enough to show that Lee Seung-hyun is a calm and calm man who does whatever it takes to achieve his goals. hands up.

In my opinion, this is very ridiculous.

Now that you have made up your mind to do this, why not have a good time?

Soft-hearted resignation due to inner guilt can't cover up the essence of what you did, and you just did it. This kind of hypocritical and useless weakness has no meaning.

However, Lee Seung-hyun, who has such a soft emotion, looks a little more cute in my eyes.

The days went on like this.

I still have a little bit of a different feeling for Lee Seung Hyun, but I don’t know how to describe how different it is—whatever, such small and trivial things are not the focus of my life in the first place. I am more concerned about how to open up the next situation.

To be honest, the current situation is really not good for me. The old man was admitted to the hospital again because of his old physical problems. Hiroba Yano is the eldest son, and his mother's family is behind him.

and I?Although I have formed some forces in the Yano family for more than ten years, compared with Yano Hiroba, it is still a bit inferior-of course, this is enough to become a nail in the opponent's eye and a thorn in the palm of the hand.

No, not long after the old man entered the intensive care unit of the hospital, Yano Hiroba's "care" came.

What Lee Seung Hyun did after the incident far exceeded my expectations.

It's not that in my eyes, Lee Seung-hyun is a cold and desperate person, but in my opinion, being wise and protecting one's life is the character that a businessman should possess more than acting bravely.

It's impossible for him not to know that saving me means that he is personally involved in a big trouble, like a bomb that will suddenly explode at an unknown second, blowing him to pieces.

But I have to say, Lee Seung Hyun's reaction and actions made me very... happy and secretly delighted.

God knows I haven't had such childish emotions for many years. Those round little fluffy balls are always floating on the tip of my heart, falling down in a whirl, and flying away lightly. Crisp, numb, very itchy.

I secretly swear in my heart, since Lee Seung-hyun treats me so sincerely, then I must not let him down, among other things, in this place of Tokyo, I, Kaede Yano, can still afford some small conveniences in business of.

But in the end, I still broke my oath.

I hurt the person whom I have never paid attention to, but Lee Seung Hyun has always put at the top of my heart.

It is also because of this incident in 11 years that I finally understood that Lee Seung Hyun is not ruthless, he is just ruthless to other people except that person.

——Oh, that person is his captain, Quan Zhilong, G-Dragon.

In fact, I have known for a long time that the person who can make Lee Seung-hyun, who is ruthless, decisive and cunning in the mall, fall into a situation of hesitation and dilemma, how can he be just a captain and brother in Lee Seung-hyun's heart?

But I did it anyway.

So I said goodbye to Lee Seung Hyun.

No, no, I don't regret what I did. As I said, the word "regret" doesn't exist in Yano Fengichi's dictionary, and besides, I knew it would happen before I made up my mind to do it. up.

Just like when I received the old man who prepared a strong and helpful woman to marry me and increase my bargaining chip, I knew that there would be no result between me and Li Shengxuan.

After all, I am the same person as the old man.

The only difference is that he doesn't have a heart and I, sadly, do.

"Mr. Feng Yi, why are you still not here? My sisters have been waiting for you for a long time."

I sniffed a delicate fragrance at the end of my nose, and I casually stretched out my hand to take the woman's thin white fingers painted with bright red Danko, and said with a smile: "Why, can't wait?"

Picking up a beautiful PunchRoyal, he wrapped his arms around the woman's soft and lingering waist like a snake, and slid into the crowd.

The colorful and blurred lights, the lingering and glamorous music, intertwined with men and women and ambiguous factors floating in the air-construct this happy and ecstatic hunting ground.

I finally walked back to this place that I am very familiar with.

"You are here, Mr. Fengyi!"

"Oh, Lily and the others have already been impatient."

"Aren't you leaving today? It's hard to see you again."

"Feng Yi-jun, look at me today..."

"Feng Yi..."

……

I've had many men and women in my arms ask me if I love them, and I've always said yes.

But what I really love is the one who never asked me.

……

He never has.

The author has something to say:

"Kisseverneverteach."

"Butyoutaughtmesomethingmore." (But you taught me something else.)

In the last monologue of Feng Yi, I actually used the monologue of the male protagonist in the movie "The Beautiful Legend of Sicily", the original sentence is as follows:

【Time flies, and now I have fallen in love with many women. When they hugged me tightly, they would ask me if I would miss them. I think my answer at the time was yes.However, the only thing I haven't forgotten is the person who never asked me.She is Malena. 】

It was changed by Dewdrop to [There have been many men and women lying in my arms, asking me if I love them, and I said yes.But what I really love is the one who never asked me.He never has. 】

This movie is still recommended for friends to watch. The narrative method of the movie is very interesting. There are many ironic elements of human nature in the movie, and the picture is also beautiful. The heroine Monica Bellucci is so beautiful that the dewdrops are about to suffocate. #(insidious)

The above, as a school start benefit.

Let's meet again next time, hahahaha.