Angel Realm

Haniya's disappearance at this time of year is really hard not to let people connect this incident with the return of the Son of God, and even Lilith thinks there may be some connection between it.

Compared to before, Lilith did find that she gradually began to care about other things.Although she spends more time with Al, although she has less business dealing with the witch, and although she still doesn't want to call some people her friends, she does notice a change in herself.

Compared to when she only regarded the witch's power as gaining Gabriel's power, she now understands this responsibility better.Maybe it's because Al gave her all the love, or maybe because Al is such a person, I started to understand her unintentionally, or maybe it was Maria's human memory that catalyzed her few feelings .

Because Al chose her, the witch suddenly had countless choices.She has a final destination and endless fun.There is no need to be uneasy or sad, even ants like humans are cute - she was one of them.

This kind of life is really wonderful, so beautiful that she can deliberately ignore some things, so beautiful that she can pretend to ignore some pains, so beautiful that she can teach her not to recognize some realities.

Al is withering.

Lilith understood very well how cruel it would be for Gabriel to abandon the kingdom of heaven and give up his responsibilities, but she used to have no right to choose at all—she had nothing but this angel.

Thinking about it now, she paid a huge price in her persistent pursuit, but she also gained more than expected.

Love, family, friendship...and self.

Perhaps, this is what Al hopes she can experience and understand.And because she understood this, she was more sure of her love for Al.

What is love?

Because it was too complicated, Lilith couldn't describe it well.But she understands that love will never make people make their lover suffer.

If the essence of the witch is selfishness, then love must be the neutralizing agent that makes the witch become a human being—Lilith was originally a human being.She is a more emotional and complex creature than pure angels and evil demons, so complicated that angels are no longer pure light, and demons are no longer pure darkness.

This monotonous black and white world began to be enriched by human beings.Collapse, rebirth, suffering and full of vitality.

She, or we are such creatures.

Lilith has waged war on the god, vowing to capture its most steadfast believer.She has won, and as a witch she has held that victory for decades.

But there is no winner in love, and Al is no trophy.

Lilith never forgot this.She knew that she would let go in the end, and the moment Maria became Lilith again, she realized the ending.

At first, she thought that Al was planning a plan to return to the kingdom of heaven. Although she was reluctant and angry at her for not confessing to herself, she never thought of stopping her.And when she found out that Al had no such plan, she became relieved and guilty again.

Lilith has never been decisive, but only in this matter, she has been waiting.

When Gabriel came back from Lucifer, it was already late.Although there is no difference between day and night in hell, there are still times for working and resting.She originally thought that Lilith would be waiting for her in the bedroom, but the maid led her to the bath.

The witch seemed to be interested in something, and the angel was a little uneasy.

"Lilith?"

Lilith was swimming naked in the pool, and when she noticed Gabriel coming in, she mischievously splashed water on her.

"Al, you came back a little late, what did Nisrock say?"

Gabriel didn't mind getting his clothes wet at all, so he naturally sat down by the pool.

"Haniya shouldn't be in any danger for the time being, but it's very difficult to get her back now... Hanny and Nisrock signed a contract."

The bathing pool is formed by neutralizing the water from the Lake of Fire and the Ice Lake of Cocytus, and the walls of the pool are made of white marble studded with precious stones.The witch swam to the edge of the pool and lay down on the angel's lap, asking strangely, "What contract? Could it be that she sold Hania?"

Lilith always felt that Yanar was very unreliable, but she really didn't expect that she could be so unreliable that she sold her daughter.

"Almost... I have to break the news to Hanni."

"What does Nisrock want Hania to do? Do you still want to marry a little angel?" Since Gabriel had already said that the little angel would not be in danger for the time being, Lilith put on a teasing tone.

"That's not the case, Nisrock... Nisrock is also a poor man. He shouldn't hurt Haniya, but because his mental state is not stable, it's better for us to keep an eye on his situation."

"Is he a poor man?" Lilith looked up at Gabriel, a little puzzled, "I've been in hell for so many years, but I've never seen that Nisrock is pitiful."

It's hard to explain this matter clearly, Gabriel shook his head, "Everyone has their own helplessness, and some of them may never let go of it for the rest of their lives."

Lilith restrained her smile slightly, looked up at Gabriel, and saw that her expression was not very natural and asked, "Then what are you going to tell Yanar? Will she impulsively come to hell to find Hania?"

In the past, that angel was definitely able to do it.

Gabriel looked at Lilith's face, and said hesitantly, "I plan to go to heaven myself."

"Ok?"

Probably in order to boost his strength, the angel hurriedly continued without waiting for the witch to speak: "It happens that the angels are going to take the Messiah back. I want to take this opportunity to end the affairs of the kingdom of heaven for the last time."

"It's broken? What else needs to be broken?" Lilith didn't seem angry, and asked Gabriel's thigh with a bit of bad intentions while stroking her fingers, "It took decades to break it. Will it happen again in a few decades?"

The content of the words made Gabriel wary, but Lilith's actions distracted her.The angel grabbed the wicked hand of the witch, and said with some difficulty: "No, this is really the last time."

Lilith sighed, "Then after this time, will you be happy? Will you be able to stay in hell without any burden? Can you... no longer feel guilty?"

The witch's words were very meaningful, and the angel was very surprised when he heard it.

"Lilith?"

"Impossible, isn't it? As long as you stay here and by my side, you won't be able to be truly happy."

"No, Lilith, I love you, how can you be unhappy to see you?" Gabriel didn't think he was lying, but Lilith shook her head.

"But you don't only have love. In your heart, love doesn't occupy the most position. It's just the result of my insistence that things can get to this point. I know that you have been suffering all these years."

As the closest pillow person, Gabriel could not deny Lilith's words.Although she had tried her best to hide it deeply, it was still inevitable that Lilith would discover it.

But she thought there was a tacit understanding between them, so she didn't need to mention this matter.Although I have regrets in my heart, haven't I lived through all these years?

Life is like this, if you want to get something, you have to give up something else.

So why is Lilith suddenly talking about this now?What does she want to do with herself?

Gabriel was a little confused.

"Lilith, I don't want to deceive you... If you, if you don't like me like this, then I will find a way to change it."

The angel's humble and accommodating words caused a sharp pain in the witch's heart. She suddenly straightened up her naked body, pressed the other person to the edge of the pool, and kissed the person under her fiercely in an awkward posture.

"Li, Lilith..." Gabriel was breathless after being kissed, and he only had time to call out to his lover who was suddenly extremely passionate during the gap between his breaths. "What’s wrong with you?"

She felt that Lilith was abnormal, but she couldn't tell what was wrong with her.

Lilith lifted her body, her long, wet wine-red hair fell down, slightly covering her chest, and Gabriel was inevitably distracted.But this charming atmosphere didn't last long, Lilith's words suddenly drove her into the abyss, "Al, if you go back to heaven, don't come back again."

Gabriel almost thought he had heard it wrong.But she soon realized that she had heard correctly, and Lilith was definitely not joking.She looked at her so seriously, as if she had already made up her mind.

Lilith smiled, as if she wanted to ease the tense and silent atmosphere, "I'm not threatening you, Al, I really think it's better for you to go back to heaven."

She said it sincerely, but Gabriel was a little puzzled.Looking at Lilith's face, she asked after a long while, "How long have you been thinking about this question?"

"I've been thinking about this question since I came back." Lilith sat up straight on Gabriel's body, brushed her hair on her forehead, and said with some helplessness and self-mockery: "I finally got you, but I started Thinking about how to let go of you, this is really a very strange thing, isn't it?"

"Lilith..." Gabriel felt that it had been a long time since he had had such a heart-to-heart conversation with her. Although the days before were happy and even luxurious, they hadn't had an in-depth conversation for a long time.

She thought they had a tacit understanding before, but now it seems that they are just cowardly.

They don't want to be separated, they are afraid of separation, but they understand very well that they will eventually separate.

"I'm letting go, Al."

The author has something to say: Well, there are four chapters left.I don't think it will be put in Jinjiang for the extra episode, and after all the calculations, there are not many chapters to be released.See you on Weibo for the driving part. I don’t know how many people are interested in customizing.