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It was late at night when Zhang Xi woke up again, and Zhang Xi roasted some rabbit meat beside the fire, and then put it in a simple bamboo tube and put it aside. The fragrance has an unexpected mellow taste.Lin Jin was already hungry, and when he smelled the scent, he moved his index finger. He looked at Zhang Xi eagerly, waiting for her to share with him.

Zhang Xi noticed that she had woken up, but she didn't look over there, but kept flicking the flames with a thinner wooden stick, for fear of burning the rabbit meat.She looked focused, and when she didn't speak, her aura around her was cold. Zhang Xi like this made Lin Jin feel a little strange.

Zhang Xi beat a total of two rabbits. After cleaning and roasting them, she sat in the leeward and ate them. She ate slowly, and Lin Jin's eyes were staring. She was really hungry.

"That..." Lin Jin endured it and finally said, "Can you share with me?"

Zhang Xi raised her eyelids to look at her, and said, "Go out and turn right, there are still many in the woods."

Lin Jin choked for a moment. She didn't expect her to say that. Although she had seen how indifferent Zhang Xi was to irrelevant people, it was her turn to say that she was not sad. It was a lie. She was still in love not long ago. The result is now a stranger.Lin Jin was a little thankful that she held Zhang Xi's hand when she was unconscious in the snow. It was the beginning of a change. She took that step, and everything was different from then on.

She now somewhat understands where Zhang Xi's guilt towards her comes from. It was probably that time when she refused to save her and hurt her eyes, so she always felt sorry for her afterwards.According to her previous memory, she met Zhang Xi again two years later. At that time, she had moved out of Xicun. Zhang Xi met her by chance and found that her eyes were frozen and blind.At that time, she didn't know it was Zhang Xi, she thought it was a big cat that ran down the mountain, and seeing that it was injured, she threw a few pieces of meat for her to eat, and found some herbs to apply to her. Xi stayed at home, mostly because of gratitude.

Now Zhang Xi has no feelings for her, no guilt like that, no gratitude after being given food enough to survive by a person who he regarded as helpless, and he will not treat a thirteen or fourteen-year-old skinny What did the little girl with the bones think, Lin Jin suddenly felt that one head was two big, and she had to find a way to get Zhang Xi to bring her by her side, otherwise it would be a matter of whether she would be able to catch her in the future, or maybe never again. Opportunity to meet.

Lin Jin wrapped herself in a blanket and huddled herself into a ball, stood up and ran to Zhang Xi's side, looking at her eagerly.

Zhang Xi was a bit annoyed, she was used to being alone, this time she couldn't help saving a child, but the child was still so clingy, it was really hard for her to deal with, so she tore off a rabbit leg and handed it to him. she.

Lin Jin held it in both hands, but didn't eat a bite, and still looked at Zhang Xi.

Zhang Xi put down the meat in his hand and asked, "What have you been looking at me for?"

Lin Jin thought for a long time, but still couldn't figure out how to start a conversation. He opened his mouth but didn't say anything, and Zhang Xi ignored her.

There is still a violent snowstorm outside the cave, and the weather will continue for a while. Zhang Xi should not leave for the time being. Lin Jin is squatting in the corner with a wooden stick and casually pokes the fire that Zhang Xi lit for her alone. , his eyes never left the man who leaned against the entrance of the cave and closed his eyes to rest his mind.

Zhang Xi felt that gaze, but she didn't say anything. It was obviously not a pleasant thing to be stared at, especially so obviously. Full of patience like never before, at least she doesn't hate her.

Zhang Xi took her staring at him as the little girl's fear of being alone in the mountains. Perhaps it was because she saved her that she became a little dependent and kind to him.

"What do you want to say to me?" Zhang Xi asked.

Lin Jin froze for a moment, she hadn't figured out what excuse to let Zhang Xi take her with her, for no reason, a demon who was used to being free and easy had no reason to bring along a weak human being who could only be used as a burden.But Zhang Xi asked her now, if she misses this opportunity again, she doesn't know when she will be able to talk to her again, Lin Jin's heart swayed, and she said directly, "Can you take me away...I want to follow you."

Unsurprisingly, Zhang Xi closed his eyes again, without leaving any room for refusal, "No."

Lin Jin persisted, "Why? I can do a lot of things, and don't you feel bored by yourself? I won't hinder you, as long as you take me with you when you leave."

Zhang Xi asked: "How do you know I'm alone? How do you know I'm going to leave? You said you wouldn't hinder me, but it's obvious that you are already hindering me. I don't have the strength to find a human child every day. Food, and there is no guarantee that you will not die if you follow me."

What she said was the truth, and Lin Jin couldn't refute it.The atmosphere fell into awkward silence for a moment, but Lin Jin was at a loss, while Zhang Xi was indifferent to it.

The elders of the clan drove her out, but left her with the last hope. He said that as long as she could protect Xi Village and prevent this cursed ancient village from perishing, she could return to the clan, even though she I have no relatives, but I still don't want to give up the last bit of belonging.

She will stay on this mountain outside Xi Village for a long time, maybe a few years, maybe tens of hundreds of thousands of years.

Such a wandering child may only pick up this one, maybe one day will pick up many more, no one will let her stay by her side.

Lin Jin was a little frustrated, she looked at the wind and snow outside that blurred her vision, and for some reason, she remembered every snowy night they spent after Zhang Xi was by her side.

At that time, Zhang Xi seemed to be very afraid of the cold, and every time he took her to hide in a hut lit with charcoal fire, the two of them nestled under the quilt, the fur on Zhang Xi's body was very warm and fluffy, the one who was isolated from the world There are only the two of them in the place, but they don't feel lonely at all.

Lin Jin felt pain in her heart. She felt sorry for Zhang Xi, who couldn't believe that she had already received love. She also felt sorry for this person who was indifferent and cold on the surface, but lonely in her heart. She didn't even have a name. They don't know who they are, they don't have the affirmation of their loved ones, and they don't touch anyone else.

She hadn't seen Zhang Xi when she was in Xi Village, or she had seen Zhang Xi but she couldn't see it, so she didn't know where Zhang Xi was and what happened to him in the past two years.For a pre-adult little girl who was almost sacrificed alive, she had to depend on fate if she wanted to survive, let alone give Zhang Xi anything.

Should he continue to find a way to stay by her side, or go back temporarily and wait for a reunion in the future?As long as the direction of the future remains unchanged, Zhang Xi is destined to go to the town she moved to.Lin Jin was still struggling, but Zhang Xi stood up suddenly. She put on a cloak and walked out of the cave. The night was still dark. Lin Jin was worried that she was going to leave, so she ran over and grabbed the corner of her cloak.

"Where are you going?"

Zhang Xi turned her head and glanced at her, her amber eyes were bright and captivating in the night, "I'm going to Xicun."

Lin Jin didn't let go, but still held her tightly, "Are you coming back?"

Zhang Xi said, "Come back."

After hearing this, Lin Jin let her go with peace of mind. She didn't ask Zhang Xi what he was doing in Xi Village, and she wouldn't tell her anyway.

Zhang Xi turned to leave, but accidentally dropped something from her clothes when she was walking. Lin Jin bent down to pick it up, opened it by the firelight, and found that it was the bamboo slip she had lost that day.She recalled the sound of reading that time, and had an unspeakable guess in her heart.

Seeing that Lin Jin had discovered the item, Zhang Xi's face finally changed a bit, probably because of embarrassment, and he tried to explain weakly: "I picked it up in the yard." The implication was that he didn't know whose it belonged to.

But Lin Jin knows Zhang Xi well, and knows that she must be lying. Even if she picked it up, she must know what it is and who it belongs to, so she picks it up.

Lin Jin saw that the contours of her ears were gradually stained with a little crimson, and smiled, not teasing her.

"Can you lend it to me?"

Zhang Xi said: "You can do whatever you want." After speaking, he turned around and walked out of the cave, and disappeared after a while.

Standing at the entrance of the cave, Lin Jin was covered in snow, and when Zhang Xi left, he quickly retreated to the corner. With the warmth of the fire and the fur, it made people sigh.

Because she was worried that some wild beasts would enter the cave to hide from the wind and snow, Lin Jin never dared to sleep. She took the stick and drew Zhang Xi's name on the ground stroke by stroke until the open space in front of her was completely covered. Full.Missing is also a bit illusory when people are not around, but when she really sees her, her heart almost overflows from the bottom of her heart. She knows that she also likes Zhang Xi, but it is the first time that she has such a profound experience.

Sometimes she wonders what she likes about Zhang Xi, but she can't figure it out even after thinking about it.It's not because I like her appearance, or how powerful she is, or even because Zhang Xi finally rescued her from the clutches of the Meng family.

Now Lin Jin finally knew that she had seen her heart clearly in this cold, desolate, snowy night where she seemed to not want to give anyone a chance to survive and had no human feelings at all.The person she loves may not have so many commendable advantages, and may be just a very ordinary person, but she has the same heart as herself, and has experienced the same experience of being abandoned as herself, and she can realize that she can't get rid of it no matter what It's even morbidly lonely.She understood her cowardice and her strength, and she led her out of the shadows little by little.She is not light, and even has unspeakable entanglements in her heart, but she is willing to bring all the good things to her, because she loves her too, because that is the deepest empathy in the world.

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