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It took Zhang Xi almost two or three hours to stew the fish, and anxiously brought it to the table and waited for Lin Jin to eat.

Lin Jin didn't expect much from Zhang Xi's meat at first, because in her memory, there was basically no meat that Zhang Xi could make well. Every time, it was either stewed too old to chew, or it was raw. I can't eat it.There were bloodshots on the meat a few times before, and Lin Jin knew that he would be destined to lose his belly if he ate it, but seeing Zhang Xi's pitiful appearance, he couldn't bear to refuse.

But this time Zhang Xi was beyond her expectations. Leaving aside the taste, at least the milky white fish meat, the red layer of chili oil floating on the soup, and the sporadic coriander dotted in the bowl looked very delicious. Have an appetite.

Lin Jin picked up the chopsticks, not knowing where to start eating.

Zhang Xi sat across the table and urged her: "Try it and see how it tastes."

Lin Jin picked up a piece of fish meat, the smooth and refreshing meat was stewed thoroughly, and the fish soup was not fishy at all, Lin Jin was hardly willing to put down his chopsticks.

Seeing that Lin Jin was so hot that her nose was sweating a little, Zhang Xi handed her a tissue and got up to pour a glass of water.

Lin Jin served Zhang Xi a good meal, and said with a smile, "Don't patronize me, eat quickly, or there will be nothing left in a while."

Zhang Xi lowered her head and silently ate the fish Lin Jin gave her, feeling very satisfied, thinking that she could cook another dish for her tomorrow.

Lin Jin drank a few sips of water, and suddenly remembered that she hadn't had a chance to ask Zhang Xi about her work during this period of time.Although she was the one who accompanied Zhang Xi to find this job, it seemed reliable, but I don't know if Zhang Xi can adapt to that environment, and modern society is more complicated than ancient times, Zhang Xi has never been in contact with those people , I don't know if we can get along well.

"Zhang Xi, how are you doing in the store, is there anything you don't know?"

Zhang Xi smiled and said, "I did all kinds of jobs when I didn't find you before, and there's nothing I'm not used to."

Lin Jin gently kicked her feet across the table, and said, "I haven't heard you say that before, tell me something about the past, no matter when it is."

Zhang Xi bit her chopsticks, wondering what she was thinking, then suddenly looked at Lin Jin and laughed.

Lin Jin asked her: "What did you think of, that you smile so weirdly?"

Zhang Xi shook her head and said, "It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered when you were young."

"When I was a child? What was I like when I was a child? Tell me quickly, I don't even remember."

"I saw you for the first time in a snowy day. At that time, I thought you were a troublesome kid. I didn't expect that we would have a chance to meet again later."

Zhang Xi still didn't dare to tell Lin Jin that she left her alone in the frozen snow. She knew that Lin Jin wouldn't blame her, and she also knew that now they had put aside the past and started a new life, so they didn't It is necessary to be so entangled in these old things, but what she dare not think about is another thought in her heart.

This idea has been buried in the bottom of my heart and dare not let it reveal any corner.

Fortunately, she did not save Lin Jin at that time, otherwise she would not be able to find her again later, and she would not want to stay with Lin Jin, would not fall in love with her, and would not find someone to accompany her in the long years to come. people.

"Later, don't tell me you always thought I was a difficult brat." Seeing that she was in a daze, Lin Jin urged her to continue talking quickly.

"Later, I went to look for you in the town where you lived. You thought I was a cat, and you kept arguing to keep me. When you were scolded by your family, you still hugged me and didn't let go."

"Did you feel particularly touched?" Lin Jin laughed.

Zhang Xi shook her head, "I was thinking at the time, it's great to find someone who is willing to take me in so easily, and I can be a rice bug with peace of mind in the future."

Lin Jin curled her lips, "Come on, you don't want to be a rice bug. If you are willing to be a rice bug, that's fine. I'll lock you up at home every day to watch the door, and you can have a big cat to play with when you come back from get off work."

Zhang Xi smiled and said: "Yes, but at that time I really thought about being a rice bug, thinking that you would definitely support me, and I was not willing to abandon me. Now that I think about it, I don't know where the confidence comes from."

"I seem to have fought with my cousin at home because of you."

Zhang Xi rubbed her nose, a little embarrassed, "He threw me out because of the rain that time, and you were very angry when you found out."

In fact, she didn't feel very moved at that time. She couldn't understand the simple and complicated emotions of human children, so she didn't know why Lin Jin cried so heartbreakingly because of her leaving, even ignoring her own eyes. Blind to fight a boy who is so much older than her.

Later, he thought it was liking, but he didn't think that Lin Jin was still young at the time, and didn't know what kind of feeling it was to like someone.

When I was young, I always felt lonely and lonely, but this kind of loneliness is easy to dismiss. As long as there is something new in front of my eyes, I will feel happy, and I will temporarily forget those unpleasant things.

That's why he suddenly felt sad when he found out that he fell in love with Lin Jin. In fact, Lin Jin's feelings for her were not the same as her feelings for Lin Jin.

"When I think about that guy, I feel angry. Speaking of which, I can't remember what he looks like now. It was really a long time ago."

"Didn't you feel afraid to fight with him at that time?" Zhang Xi asked suddenly.

Lin Jin said: "I'm still a little scared, but I can't take care of that much when I'm angry. If I have time to think about the mess, I would have kicked him hard again. If you really walked away because of him I guess I will regret how I left you at home alone on the day of my death."

Zhang Xi brought some food for Lin Jin, Lin Jin ate with his head down, and looked at her with his chin on one hand, his eyes were gentle.

"Sometimes it's strange to think about it. Since I went blind, I don't seem to have any interest in anything, but I don't know why I fell in love with a kitten who didn't know where it came from. At that time, I wanted to be together forever. , if you can stay with me all the time, it will be fine if you don't marry in this life."

Zhang Xi pursed her lips, her throat felt dry but she didn't know what to say.

"Later you came to me. I didn't know you at that time. According to my previous virtue, I definitely wouldn't be able to talk to you, but I don't know why I believed you so much and asked you to go to the ancient tomb with me."

Everything about you is engraved in my mind and placed in my heart. Loving you is like an instinct, and there is no need for any other words.

Lin Jin didn't say this, but she knew what she was thinking in her heart. Apart from Zhang Xi, she didn't know who else in the world could make her worry so much. She kept it in her heart all the time, even if she was forced to When you must forget, you still can't let go completely.

Zhang Xi's eyes were a little sore, Lin Jin's words moved her more than her confession.

But every time at this time, every time she knew that Lin Jin loved her more than she imagined, she felt more guilty and worried.

Worried that Lin Jin would know what he had concealed from her, worried that Lin Jin would know that she was desperate to save her so she went blind, worried that Lin Jin would know about her mother, worried that Lin Jin would hate her when she found out about her relationship with An Qiao. She, it was because of her that Lin Jin killed An Qiao.

And all the guilt comes from the cowardice that I dare not admit and the fear of being known the truth.

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Exam week is coming soon, I have to review in order not to fail T^T In the next three weeks or so, I can only update weekly, and resume after the final exam. I love you all. Happy Children’s Day, little angels! ~(*/ω＼*)

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