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Luo Han was really not a pleasant memory for Lin Jin. If possible, Lin Jin even thought that he would never have to see this person again in his life.

Every time I see it, I will recall those unpleasant past events, entangled like a dog's skin plaster, no matter where I go, I can't forget and can't get rid of it.

They have known each other since they were very young, and they can be regarded as childhood. The memories of their childhood are always exceptionally clear, hidden in the human bone marrow, and they are recalled from time to time, only to realize that they have such a past.

For example, Lin Jin still remembers the first time he saw Luo Han.

At that time, Lin Jin and her father had just moved to the place where they live now. They had been living in the countryside before, and the environment was very closed, so Lin Jin was full of curiosity about everything around her, including the little girl who lived next door and was about her age. girl.

At that time, Lin Muhai didn't stay at home for a few days all year round. Usually, Lin Jin took the living expenses and took care of her own life. Although she would encounter a lot of troubles, she was really free, so free that no matter what she did restraint by anyone.

But Luo Han was different from her, and Lin Jin had never met her parents, but occasionally saw her brother staggering home exhausted in the middle of the night.

Luo Han tremblingly followed behind the boy, wanting to reach out to support him, but he was not tall enough, and walking beside him worried that he would suddenly fall and hit him.

Lin Jin lay on the door, watching them through the cat's eyes, and there were two iron gates between them.

The nervous and flustered expression on the girl's face was divided into pieces, which were fragmented and reflected in her mind.

For the first time in my life, I want to take the initiative to approach a person.

A few days later, when Luo Han's brother went out, Lin Jin opened the anti-theft door and walked to the opposite side. She was a little nervous because she didn't know how to talk to her, and she didn't know whether Luo Han would open the door for her.

She knocked on the door anxiously, and the door opened almost in a second, even though there was a locked iron gate in the middle.

Luo Han's eyes were red and swollen, as if she had been crying. Lin Jin was very familiar with such eyes and Luo Han's expression. Like a mirror, she saw herself through Luo Han.

Luo Han just looked at her, without asking any questions, Lin Jin said in a nasty voice, "I live across from you..."

Luo Han nodded to show that she heard, then continued to look at Lin Jin without taking his eyes off it.Her eyes were so gloomy that it shouldn't be, Lin Jin even felt a little scared.

The air has been very silent, the silence is uncomfortable, when Lin Jin suddenly heard someone's stomach growling.

She looked up at Luo Han, who was about to close the door and go back with his head down.

Lin Jin hurriedly called her to stop: "Do you want to eat? I...I just cooked..."

In fact, Luo Han would smell the delicious smell outside the door at noon every day, until she was so hungry that she was cramping, and then she went to pour a few sips of water to drink.

If her brother didn't come back, she would have nothing to eat.

So after Lin Jin said this, Luo Han really couldn't resist the temptation.

Seeing that she didn't object, Lin Jin hurried home and served Luo Han a bowl of rice.

Luo Han held the bowl and almost buried his face in it. Lin Jin took a cushion and sat at the door looking at her.

"Is the person who comes back here every day your brother?"

Luo Han didn't bother to answer her, so he just nodded.

"Well, it's nice to have an older brother. I'm alone every day. My dad hasn't come back for a long time. I can hardly remember what he looks like..."

Luo Han never answered her, Lin Jin was just talking to himself, never thought that he would have so many words, as if he said everything he wanted to say to Luo Han.

Luo Han wolfed down the meal, and returned the bowl to Lin Jin through the door.

Lin Jin asked her suddenly: "Do you want to come out?"

"Want to come out to play?"

Luo Han froze for a moment, then shook his head.

Lin Jin was a little disappointed, but didn't say anything, and went back with the bowl, thinking of coming back to her the next day.

It's been a long time like this, Lin Jin's father never came back, and Luo Han's brother didn't find out about their secret communication every day.

Luo Han would occasionally say a few words as an answer to Lin Jin, but basically it was only Lin Jin who spoke alone, or two people back to back, separated by the iron gate, neither of them spoke, silently starting from dawn. Sit until dark.

One is inside the door and the other is outside the door, but they are all like prisoners, imprisoned in this square inch.

Later, Luo Han's brother still found Lin Jin.

Lin Jin accidentally fell asleep at the door of Luo Han's house that day. Luo Han didn't wake her up, but just held her hand through the door until it was dark and late at night.

When Han Mu came back from the bar, he went upstairs in the dark, only to find that there was a person sitting in front of his house. He was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat. He quickly turned on the flashlight and found that it was a little girl, and his sister was holding the girl's hand , looking at him expectantly.

"Brother, take her home." Luo Han said.

That was the first sentence she said to him in several years, and Han Mu almost shed tears because of this sentence.

Since his and Luo Han's parents died in the fire, they have been sent around like hot potatoes among various relatives. He was still young and not that sensitive at the time, and it was a few days since he found that Luo Han hardly spoke. Years later.

No one knew how frightened he had been thinking that Luo Han was sick for so many years, afraid that she would not be able to integrate into this world in the future, afraid that she would be devastated after being hit too hard, and desperately trying to make money was also to give her a better life.

But now because of this girl who fell at the door of his house for some reason, Luo Han actually spoke.

Han Mu quickly picked Lin Jin up and brought him back to his home. Although he didn't know where the child came from, he couldn't see her freezing to death in the corridor since he was at his door.

From that day on, Lin Jin was a frequent visitor to Luo Han's house, and she finally knew Luo Han's name from Han Mu.

They went to elementary school and junior high school together until Luo Han dropped out of school in the third year of junior high. Before that, they had been together and were best friends.

Han Mu originally didn't want Luo Han to work in the bar, but Luo Han insisted on coming.

Although they are only cousins, they have lived together for so many years, and they are closer than brothers and sisters.There is not only a weak blood relationship, but also the feeling of being dependent on each other and going through the most difficult days together.

He knew Luo Han well, and knew that Luo Han would never listen to him.

Han Mu thought that if Luo Han went to work in the bar, he would know how hard this kind of life is, and would be willing to go back to study, but he didn't expect Luo Han to be so decisive.

There were a lot of people in the bar, and Luo Han came into contact with all kinds of people there, more than she put together in the previous ten years.Everything in her eyes is grotesque, this is a small circle she can get involved in and will not be ridiculed by anyone.

How difficult is it to fall sometimes?

Lin Jin tried to persuade her several times, wanting her to take a good look at the road in front of her and not to indulge in this kind of place.

Ke Luohan had never heard her words.

Lin Jin didn't know her at all, if Lin Jin really cared, why couldn't he see what she thought of her?

Luo Han knew that what she did was not a long-term solution, she knew that everything she did was too childish and reckless, but she just wanted to drag Lin Jin into the water, because she loved her and was selfish, so she couldn't stay alone in the dark, Looking at Lin Jin standing in the sun.

So she confessed to Lin Jin, even though she knew that Lin Jin would never agree.

She stood at the gate of Lin Jin's school and called her I love you, dragged Lin Jin to kiss on the playground, and did everything that others could know and discover. She wanted to destroy Lin Jin so that Lin Jin could stand with her. together.

In that era when it was impossible to recognize them, Lin Jin was a child without parents, and it was expected that he would be expelled from school.

Although she went to another school with Han Mu's help, that was no longer the place she wanted to go. At that time, in her eyes, Luo Han almost ruined everything about her, blurring what she could see before. There is hope for the future.

But she was dragged into the water by Luo Han in the end, she went to the bar to sing, went to the same place as Luo Han, and did the same thing.

Lin Jin once blamed Luo Han for everything, but she knew that it was not all her fault, she just pointed her to an unclear path, and as for the way to go, it was her own choice.

Just let her not blame or resent, it is impossible to do it from the bottom of my heart.

Luo Han has never changed, it's just that she can't see the truth clearly.

The author has something to say:

After reading □□, the whole person is not well, being abused to the point of sluggishness... T^T I need to eat a few cookies to replenish my energy...