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Lin Jin didn't see He Ran in the next few days, and He Ran didn't come to look for her either.

Lin Jin was very depressed. In the morning, when she heard the chirping of magpies and thrushes downstairs, she put the quilt over her head and went back to sleep, forgetting about the parrot.Without the only spectator, Xiaolu Mao leaned against the shelf unhappily, without the slightest motivation to attack.

What she was angry with, even she herself did not know.

It's just that when she saw He Ran chasing Zhang Xi out that day, she suddenly had the urge to throw something, and wanted to cry wantonly like a child, so that she could be the only one in that person's eyes, and she could be with her when she needed her the most. beside her.

But He Ran is different from her, He Ran is destined to leave this place.She will go to any place that can realize her dream, except this small town.

Lin Jin lay on the bed for a whole day, from dark to dawn, and from dawn to dark.The air is fine today, and sporadic twinkling stars can be seen in the dark night.

She remembers that when she was in junior high school, she was still living with her grandma in the village.Next to grandma's house is a mountain. The ancestors who settled here thousands of years ago gave it a straightforward name - Huashan.

Because here every spring, there are small blue flowers all over the mountains and plains, looming in the mountains with the breeze.

Grandma often takes her to sit on the steps in the yard at night, pointing to the protruding corner of the mountain peak with her wrinkled fingers, and then draws it straight up like a line drawing, connecting to the brightest star in the sky .

That's the North Star.

grandma said.

From now on, our little Jinjin will be able to find his way home just by looking at it.

At that time, she had been struggling with the childish name of Xiao Jinjin.So no matter how many times grandma told her, she still didn't remember the last step, so that to this day, she can no longer find her way home.

And the old man who was always smiling and waiting for her in front of the small courtyard with a red paper lantern has disappeared into the boundless night, becoming a bright or dark star in the sky.

Lin Jin stretched her arms and struggled to open the closet next to her, and pulled out a pair of ripped jeans, a pair of black mesh socks, and a pair of short front and long back, from the messy mess of clothes inside, she cut a few holes on the side The baggy white T-shirt, Lin Jin claims to be the culmination of a lifetime of hard work in fashion.

She didn't turn on the light, and applied makeup under the moonlight, thick smoky makeup, and layers of bright red lip gloss on her lips. She looked at herself carefully in the mirror, and raised one corner of her mouth to make a A mocking smile, really ugly.

……

The lights in the bar were chaotic, and the young and crazy people on the dance floor twisted their bodies, laughed wantonly, screamed, and kissed together when the dim light hit their faces, you kissed my nose, I Kissed your eyes, no one knows who is who.

Lin Jin sat at the bar, shaking his wine glass, silently watching the people dancing like demons.

The idiots dancing on the grave.

A girl in a leather jacket with riveted trousers walked towards her, her white-dyed hair was red and green under the light, which was completely ridiculous.

Lin Jin narrowed his eyes to look at her, and the girl came over and patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, Xiao Jinzi, you forget your friends when you have a girlfriend, right?"

Lin Jin sneered: "Friend? Lin Jin and Luo Han?"

Luo Han frowned at her, took the wine in her hand and drank it down, then leaned into Lin Jin's ear: "Yes, it's not a friend, it's...that friend..."

Lin Jin gave her a sideways look, and while she wasn't paying attention, he punched her in greeting, hitting the left side of her cheek.

"That's the last time I'll hear those words."

Luo Han touched the corner of her mouth, but it didn't break. She looked at Lin Jin with a smile, as if she wanted to see through everything in her heart.

"That yellow-haired girl is not suitable for you, don't harm good women, what's wrong with me? Isn't she more suitable for you than her?"

Lin Jin had a cold face and smoked vigorously.

"Forget it," Luo Han sighed, "you will regret it sooner or later."

The little brother who played the drum set hit the drum head hard, and the crowd erupted. Lin Jin put down his wine glass, picked up the microphone and walked onto the stage in three steps. His long black hair was thrown behind his shoulders, revealing a good-looking face.

Luo Han whistled loudly in the audience, Lin Jin snatched the younger brother's drumstick and threw it at Luo Han, Luo Han dodged in embarrassment, and the crowd burst into laughter.

The music stopped for more than ten seconds and then started again, and the low accompaniment of the guitar rang in Lin Jin's ears one after another.

"I landed in the dark, and the world was drowned in the rain..." The slightly hoarse female voice with a metallic tone made people's hearts tremble, and the air in the audience became quiet.

"The picture and the reality are intertwined, and I can't get rid of it and get stuck in my chest, my body is like a walking dead..." Lin Jin suddenly raised his head and raised his chin at the guitarist, and the sound of the music immediately became surging and exciting.

Lin Jin's voice also instantly became high: "If I rush out of the dark sky, don't tie me up..."

"Screaming in the wind, fighting trapped beasts..."

The drums were beating frantically under her feet, it seemed that only in this way could she vent all her loneliness and uneasiness.

Nothing to be afraid of.

"The closed thoughts shake open the cracks, the burning flowers rise into the air and disappear into the air, the memory is peeling off the remaining image outline, collapsing into the mist..."

Lin Jin suddenly felt relaxed, the heavy burden in his heart disappeared, his body was light and light, and his eyes wandered over the faces that were as lonely and depraved as her who were shouting and applauding.

Ridiculous.

Her father took the photos of her mother's death and traveled thousands of miles to every place they wanted to go. In such a late night, they curled up in a temporary tent in the deep mountains and old forests, and there might be ancient tombs and rotten bones behind them. corpse.

And she is singing here, accompanying these living corpses.

In a daze, she was dragged off the stage, and the man's hands were slapping her face indiscriminately. Only then did Lin Jin feel the hazy mist in front of her eyes.

Her lips were slightly wet, and Lin Jin felt that someone was gently pinching the back of her head, making her unable to move.

She opened her eyes suddenly and pushed the man away, wiped her mouth hard, and all the lip gloss got on her clothes.

Zhang Xi?

Lin Jin waved the microphone to the younger brother on stage and was about to leave, Zhang Xi hurriedly grabbed her: "Lin Jin, wait..."

"nausea."

Lin Jin heard himself say.

For a moment, Zhang Xi's face was tired, lost, and even sad. Under the pale light, she could still see the lip gloss that accidentally rubbed Lin Jin's mouth on her face. It was disgusting.

Lin Jin didn't understand why he could meet her everywhere, and whenever she saw her, she was upset and felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

She shook off Zhang Xi's hand, and ran out through the crowd, and she could hear uninterrupted booing along the way.

Disgusting, really disgusting.

Zhang Xi has been following her, never leaving her footsteps, Lin Jin heard her footsteps getting faster and faster until she started running on the deserted street, with the sound of wind rustling beside her ears, and the dim light of the street lamps illuminating the darkness The road surface, there are blurred shadows.

"Why are you following me!" Lin Jin stopped and turned around and shouted.

Zhang Xi followed her and stopped: "I...you don't remember me..."

"I don't know you at all."

"But...but we didn't agree like that at the time."

Zhang Xi grabbed Lin Jin's arm, and with a tall figure covering her body, Lin Jin was suddenly a little scared.

Feeling her fear, Zhang Xi let go of her and took a step back.

Zhang Xi looked into her eyes, and she could clearly see the doubts, bewilderment, and unspeakable melancholy and loneliness that had accumulated for many years.

"I like you." Zhang Xi said with a smile, the scar on his face was still as ugly as before.

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In this chapter, the song Miss Lin Jin sang is a reference to Jay Chou's "Fight of the Trapped Beast"