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Lin Jin's hand holding the dagger trembled uncontrollably, almost dropping the dagger to the ground.

She looked at An Qiao's gentle but always empty smile, the corners of her eyes gradually became moist, and there seemed to be small stones in her throat, which made her choke up uncontrollably.

She didn't know why she was sad. It was obvious that the person in front of her wanted to kill the person she liked, but when she really saw him die by her hands, she suddenly felt a great sadness, which was worse than knowing that she was born. Without my mother, I have more complicated and difficult feelings than hearing about my father's death.

The feeling of wanting to shed tears for his death, but feeling that it's not worth it, and suppressing one's truest emotions not to feel sorry for him, yet seems too unfeeling.

After An Qiao died, the restraints on Zhang Xi's body were also released. She looked at Lin Jin in a panic and hesitated several times before daring to go to her. She felt that she was too incompetent. If it wasn't for Lin Jin, maybe today they Will die under An Qiao's hands.

What would Lin Jin think of her?Do you think she is useless?Will you abandon yourself like last time?She dare not think.

Lin Jin turned her head and saw Zhang Xi looking at her anxiously, she wanted to smile at Zhang Xi, but she couldn't.

Lin Jin lowered his head and stood there without moving. At his feet was An Qiao's body lying in a pool of blood.Zhang Xi forced herself to move and walked to Lin Jin's side.

She wanted to comfort Lin Jin, but she didn't know what to say.Maybe An Qiao was still an uncle who had been good to her for so many years to Lin Jin, but to him, An Qiao was just an obstacle that tried every means to prevent him from going to Lin Jin.

Now that An Qiao finally died, what she felt most was happiness, and perhaps some resentment because An Qiao did not die by her hands.

Lin Jin let go of his hand, and the dagger fell to the ground, making a muddy sound as it hit the stone stained with An Qiao's blood.

"Go back." Lin Jin said.

"Let's go home, this kind of place will never come again..." Lin Jin said, tears finally came out, and he couldn't tell what he was crying for, it might be An Qiao's death, or it might be himself All that she had experienced during this period of time, in short, these tears fell, and she finally felt that her heart became much happier, without the depression of those days.

Zhang Xi put one hand on her shoulder, and tried to reach out with the other to hug her into his arms, but he couldn't do anything, and just froze in mid-air.

Maybe she shouldn't have brought Lin Jin here, and shouldn't have let her see complicated and dirty things that she shouldn't have known.However, if Lin Jin is not brought here, she will never be able to recover her memory, and they will always be strangers.

So there is nothing to regret, everything is preordained, An Qiao will always die one day, no matter whether it ends in Longxi or not, it is the same.

Zhang Xi knows that she is selfish, she has been like this from the very beginning, no matter what she has experienced, she has not changed.She watched Lin Jin sobbing, and when she heard Lin Jin's words that almost collapsed, her first reaction was not to agree to her directly, but to ask her if she didn't like this place and never came back again, was she serious?

She thought she knew Lin Jin's answer, so she didn't ask her again.

If Lin Jin prefers the modern city made of steel and concrete, she is willing to go with her, but I am afraid that she will never forget the old, but always very warm small yard, under the peach blossom tree. Lin Jin bandaging her wound.

"Okay, let's go back." Zhang Xi finally hugged her, let her rest her head on his shoulder, and shed all the tears she wanted to shed.

When they went back, they didn't go the same way. Zhang Xi turned into his original shape and took Lin Jin through the rapids of Jiangchuan, around the Inn of the Underworld, until they reached the small station they came from.

Lin Jin originally wanted to go back to the archaeological team to take a look, worried that something would happen if her father suddenly went back, after all, the hospital had just reported to the police before she left.

But after thinking about it, An Qiao and she were both missing in their eyes. If they suddenly appeared, she would not be able to explain what happened during this time, so she finally decided to go home directly.

I've stayed in the place where Yin and Yang meet for too long, now seeing the heavy traffic on the street and countless people coming and going, Lin Jin feels as if he's been in another world.

It was already late at night when they arrived in the city where Lin Jin's family was located. The two of them had no luggage, so they took advantage of the cool night breeze to walk on the road.

The weather is not very cold now, but the temperature difference between day and night is larger, and the wind blows at night, making people feel a little chilly.

Zhang Xi was only wearing an unlined garment, so she could only half wrap her arms around Lin Jin to shield her from the cold.

"Let's go to the flyover and have a look." Lin Jin pointed to the flyover in front, "You haven't seen the night view here at night, have you?"

Zhang Xi shook his head and said, "I haven't noticed it before."

The overpass is a good place to observe the city, the mountains hidden under the night in the distance, the tall buildings nearby, the dazzling neon lights, and occasionally a couple who haven’t come home late at night pressing the road on the street, you and me Lennon.

Lin Jin remembered that when he used to sing in a bar and came home late, he would always stop by on the bridge and stand here to take a look. After an hour or two, his mind seemed to be emptied, as if something had happened I don't even remember, the whole person is dazed and chaotic.

She knew how confused she was, but she couldn't change it. She was destined to not be a cheerful and optimistic person in the eyes of everyone since she was born.

Some people may say, why not let it go?As long as you let go of the resentment and remorse that belonged to the previous generation in the past, forget the unpleasant things you have experienced, let them be covered and annihilated as you grow up, you can live again, and every day is a new life. Start.

But the choice in reality is not always as easy as it sounds. It is not that she has thought about forgiveness and forgetting, but those memories have sunk into her soul and bone marrow with the passage of time, and they are always with her wherever she goes. No matter how forgotten it is, it always exists in a place that is usually not easily touched, but as long as someone touches it, everything will be recalled, irresistible.

In the past, she always had some resentment, and if she said this resentment, many people might accuse her of being unkind, of being negative and decadent, and that she didn't have the sunshine in her eyes that she should have.

She hated her father, hated why he left her alone in this familiar yet strange city when she couldn't bear anything.

She also hated her own mother, why she was born like this and let her suffer undeserved torture, but she never stayed by her side, not even in a dream.

She even hated He Ran, why she was left to live alone in the end after the promise of forever.

This kind of hatred came for no reason, and even made her really spurn herself from the bottom of her heart, but this was her truest thought, and she couldn't deny it no matter what.

But ever since she remembered the things in her previous life, she seemed to be relieved suddenly. Relatives will always be relatives, and the lovers who have separated should just pass away like this. The important thing is the person in front of her.

She may have lost a lot, but thankfully Zhang Xi is still by her side, this is the only one who never hurt her for any reason and really loves her.

That is also the person she loves the most, no matter in the past or the present, he has never left.

The author has something to say:

Lin Jin: Mama, you must not be my real mother...

A Yu: QAQ

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