Howling, roaring, running wildly.

In the deep forest, a black shadow flashed like a gust of wind, and the wide hem of the clothes brushed over the branches on both sides, awakening countless resting birds.

The ancient beasts in the mountains shuttled in the middle of the night, occasionally stopping to carefully examine the uninvited guest who broke into their territory.

The black figure seemed to be identifying the direction, and sometimes stopped in its footsteps, and finally stopped in front of a cave, let out a soft sigh, and walked in without hesitation.

The perennial candles were burning in the cave, emitting a slightly desolate, dim yellow light.The figure of the man was elongated by the candlelight and reflected on the stone wall, silent and lonely.

She pulled back the cloak on her body, her amber eyes were completely soft and deep, staring closely at an ancient painting on the stone wall.

In the painting, a woman in a goose-yellow skirt holds a bamboo pole in her hand, her eyes are confused, and she is groping forward on a gravel road.There was a pair of hands with broad palms beside him, the fingertips were tense, as if he was afraid that the woman would fall.

She gently stroked the thin side face of the woman in the picture, her expression was a little dazed, thousands of years had passed in the blink of an eye, but the days together seemed to be just yesterday.

The memory became more and more blurred, and sometimes she would even forget the person's appearance, blurred eyebrows, blurred outline, if not for this painting, maybe she would not be able to recognize that person standing in front of her, and could only Relying on the scent and voice that has become faint in the back of my mind, I searched for the figure of that person in the crowd.

The deepest part of the cave was paved with a layer of thatch, and a few pieces of rags were placed messily on it as bedding.The dew was heavy late at night, and the air was damp and cold, so she could only curl up in this corner.

……

Lin Jin stayed at home for more than a week, and ate all the leftovers, instant noodles, and half a tomato that was rotten and barely peeled.

She felt that she was not living like a living person now, and that sooner or later she would rot in this room, but she never wanted to step out of that door.

She didn't know what she would face after going out, what choice He Ran would make, and what she should do.

No one's parents would accept a person like her. A wild child who was not disciplined when he was young became such a virtue when he grew up. How could someone like her be worthy of it.

Lin Jin smiled mockingly. He had dark circles under his eyes after not sleeping well for several days, his messy hair was casually dressed, and his whole body exuded an aura of despair from the inside out.

do i love her that much

Lin Jin asked himself in the mirror.

Love, why not love?

Lin Jin closed her eyes heavily, her mind was full of He Ran's smile and cheerful voice, she only remembered her kindness, but she was still easily abandoned.

The ear-piercing phone rang suddenly, and Lin Jin wandered into the living room.

"Hello, who is it?"

A mechanical male voice sounded: "Hello, is this student Lin Jin?"

Lin Jin replied, "It's me."

The male voice was cold and without any emotion: "A lady came to the school to complain about you today. You'd better come here now and give a reasonable explanation, otherwise you may be dismissed due to the impact you have caused on the school."

Lin Jin froze for a moment, the phone had already been hung up.

She suddenly understood what was going on, picked up her coat and ran out.She hasn't eaten much in the past few days, and she has run out of energy after a few steps.Panting heavily, her heart beating like a drum, she seemed to feel some kind of inspiration, and if she didn't hurry over, she might lose something important.

what is that?

She ran all the way to the school, surrounded by evasive, contemptuous, and strange eyes.I haven't felt this way for many years, as if I was thrown naked on the street without any cover, everything is exposed to the air, and I have goosebumps all over my body.

Lin Jin felt that her body became light and her feet were floating. She smiled at the people she knew passing by with a pale face, but she was pointed and ruthlessly stared at in return.

When he was about to reach the door of the principal's office, Lin Jin felt strangely calm. Through the cold door of the office, Lin Jin could clearly hear He Ran's low sobs and the woman's angrily reprimanded.

"Ms. Liang, please calm down. We are very sorry for this incident." The principal apologized to He Ran's mother in a flattering tone, "But the school is also a small society, and the students are also good and bad. Your daughter usually behaves Very good, I must have been deceived to do such a thing, that Lin Jin's family environment is not very good, lack of discipline..."

Lin Jin's heart tightened, and he slowly put his hand on the doorknob, but restrained himself from opening the door.

Lin Jin's mother interrupted the principal's words: "I don't care what kind of person that Lin is, my daughter will have a bright future. Her father and I sent her here because we believe in the strength of your school. The sponsorship to your school is also to express some gratitude. But we have done so much, not to turn a good child into a pervert!"

Perverted?

Lin Jin raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

As soon as He Ran heard the word pervert, her crying stopped abruptly. Lin Jin heard her trembling voice powerlessly defending: "No, Mom, I don't...I'm not a pervert...I'm just...just..."

He Ran was sobbing, and before he finished speaking, an ear was drawn to her face, the woman's eyes were flushed with anger, looking at the palm prints on her daughter's face, she didn't know whether to feel distressed or angry, so she could only keep In silence, the air became more and more oppressive.

Hearing the loud slap, Lin Jin felt as if a small stone had been choked in his throat, with sharp edges and corners, hard and sharp.

She gritted her teeth and was about to unscrew the doorknob, but was startled by He Ran's sharp and ear-piercing cry.

"I've already told you that I'm not with her anymore! I'm going abroad to leave here!" He Ran's voice was choked, as if he had exhausted all his strength, with a bit of hysterical despair, "I don't want anything from you guys anymore. Why can't you let me go! I'm not a pervert, not a pervert!"

A wail followed.He Ran's mother finally couldn't bear it anymore, she was her own daughter after all, how could she be willing to make her so sad.

Lin Jin slowly let go of the doorknob.She could imagine how He Ran burst into tears, how frustrated and afraid, how ashamed she felt, but suddenly she didn't feel any pity in her heart, instead, a trace of desolation gradually rose.

What she needs is someone who can always stand by her side, who not only loves her but also believes in her, who doesn't care about the world's eyes, what the difference in status, and only cares about her.

She knows how selfish and fanciful her thoughts are, but she is powerless to change herself, even if she pretends to be broad-minded, she can't hide her true thoughts.

Why did she think it was this person, and she also thought about their future, what if they were discovered, what if no one could accept them and understand them?

At that time, she thought that if there was such a day, she would leave forever with He Ran, regardless of any resentment, incomprehension, or disgust, there would always be a peaceful place for them to settle down in the vastness of the world.At that time, she will give her all the good things, and make her feel that she will never regret going with her...

So she is a lunatic, but why should she live well.

She hid in the shadow of the corridor and watched He Ran and her mother walk out of the office supporting each other. The principal grinned a false smile until they went downstairs.

He Ran's condition was very poor, Lin Jin knew that she must have suffered a lot.Now that the school has investigated, everyone must have known about them. However, the cold reception they have suffered at school these days will definitely not be less.

Lin Jin ran to the railing of the corridor and looked downstairs, He Ran suddenly turned his head, and the two looked at each other across two floors.With only this one glance, He Ran quickly turned around and walked away with firm steps.

Lin Jin thought that she would be wronged, sad, and lost, but now she didn't feel anything, as if she was just watching a stranger pass by, and there was no disturbance in her heart.

When this kind of emotion is placed in the shadows, no one may say anything, but once it is exposed to the broad daylight, it will become a street rat. How many people can really accept it and give them a little place to stay?

Lin Jin smiled wryly. She thought she would have a bright future, but it turned out to be a farce in the end.

The author has something to say:

Second update~~~~(≧▽≦)/~Continue to the next chapter tomorrow~~~

This chapter is actually very complicated. There are many people who want to write about the psychological changes, but they can't write it completely. The author of Xianyu feels so sad...

small theater:

Zhang Xi: You didn’t even mention my name in this chapter, do you not love me QAQ

A certain general: ... Be good, Mama will chase your wife for you

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