Kaiyuan

feel too much”

Lowering his head, Ouyang Hui frowned in pain, let go of his hands slightly, and suddenly said in a very soft voice, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I don't like your student, I'm just jealous, I'm jealous of how much you treat him. So gentle, but always feel impatient with me, Yu Fei, I have nothing, you know, I have nothing, I have no home, so I don't care about family like you do, I have no goals, I don't know What are you going to do, I only have you, only you, Yu Fei Yu Fei, let’s get married, let’s go to Japan, America, wherever we want, let’s get married, live like a normal family, Yu Fei”

After finishing speaking, he let go of his hand and hugged Yu Fei.

Yu Fei supported his neck and coughed loudly, feeling that Ouyang Hui was very depressed, almost crazy, and then he looked at the dim sky outside the window in a daze, it was May, the season of hot and cold, the wind in Shanghai Blowing in, Yu Fei closed his eyes and hugged Ouyang Hui who was trembling all over.

It was probably at that moment that Yu Fei knew that he and Ouyang Hui would not get what they wanted. Ouyang Hui's fragility was like a mirror, showing himself to the fullest. He listened to Ouyang Hui's words in despair, "What am I nothing'.

'I have nothing'

This is the most painful echo in Yu Fei's heart for so many years.

In mid-June, Lin Feng came to Shanghai.

Lin Feng came to Shanghai for the first time for work. Their laboratory is planning to cooperate with the School of Bioengineering of Xiamen University on a research project recently. It just so happens that Xiamen University hosted an important scientific seminar this year. Lin Feng followed the old professor, In the hottest season, come to the magic capital.

"Hi, I'm coming to Shanghai." Lin Feng got off the plane, took out his mobile phone, and made the first call to Yu Fei.

"En" Yu Fei responded.

Lin Feng was a little at a loss for Yu Fei's indifferent attitude. He didn't know how to answer, so he heard Yu Fei say.

"You are here to attend the seminar. I saw the address of the accommodation arrangement. It is very close. I will go there after I get off work. You should take a rest first."

Lin Feng raised his head, looked at the dazzling sun in Shanghai, and smiled, "En"

By the time Yu Fei rushed over, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. Yu Fei had just entered the school, and the courses were arranged tightly. There were more than 20 classes a week, and students had to take electives at night. At the end of the day, his voice was almost all useless.

So, when Lin Feng was anxiously waiting for the meeting, Yu Fei hoarse and couldn't utter a word, so he patted Lin Feng on the shoulder as a greeting.

Lin Feng frowned, "Cold?"

Yu Fei shook his head and forced himself to speak, "The voice is useless."

Lin Feng nodded, and dragged Yu Fei to the pharmacy.

"I didn't even eat dinner." After buying the medicine, Yu Fei had watermelon cream in his mouth, and Lin Feng said aggrievedly.

Yu Fei squinted, this time such a big seminar, there will be no food for the top students of Tsinghua University, nodded, and took Lin Feng to the night market.

After ordering rice dumplings, stinky tofu, white-cut mutton, steamed buns, white-cut chicken, and a large plate of barbecue, Lin Feng nodded and looked at Yu Fei, "What do you want to eat?"

Yu Fei shook his head, touched his throat, and felt that Lin Feng hadn't seen him for a long time, like Tao Yuan, a pig.

When serving stinky tofu, Yu Fei's phone rang, it was Ouyang Hui, Yu Fei was about to answer the phone with difficulty, Lin Feng snatched the phone and went over.

"I'm sorry, Yu Fei has something to do right now, he will call you back when he's done."

"Who are you?" Ouyang Hui asked.

Lin Feng thought for a while, "His friend"

After that, I hung up the phone.

Lin Feng put his phone aside, inserted a piece of stinky tofu and fed it to Yu Fei, "Come on, let's see if we can fight the poison with the smell."

Yu Fei opened his mouth, relishing the smell of stinky tofu in his mouth. Ouyang Hui's mouth is so light that he wouldn't eat stinky tofu. Looking at Lin Feng who was hungry, Yu Fei ate big mouthfuls and went back. There is a large spoonful of red chili in the bowl, which is extremely satisfying.

"It's delicious," Lin Feng said, and then put on the steamed buns. Lin Feng was so impatient that his mouth was burned.

"Are you stupid?" Yu Fei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, Lin Feng was so old, he still looked like a child.

Lin Feng stuck out his tongue, cooling down like a dog, watching Yu Fei take a cardboard to fan the steamed buns, he was so hungry that he couldn't wait.

"Ah, delicious!" Lin Feng sighed again.

In a few minutes, all the dishes were served, probably infected by Lin Feng's appetite, Yu Fei also suddenly felt very hungry after dinner, a plate of white-cut mutton was almost not enough to eat.

"good to eat!"

During the whole process, Lin Feng could say these two words. Yu Fei bit his chopsticks and looked at Lin Feng incredulously, "You haven't learned Chinese, do you have any other adjectives?"

Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders, took two mouthfuls of the fermented glutinous rice balls, and saw that the barbecue was still on the grill, with an anxious expression on his face.

Yu Fei lowered his head and smiled.

Yu Fei has been in Japan for so long, and his taste has been affected a bit. He feels a bit spicy when eating barbecue, but Lin Feng doesn't feel it at all. In this way, Lin Feng is suddenly dissatisfied with Fei.

“Which Chongqing person can’t eat spicy food so much”

Yu Fei curled his lips, "Is there any non-spicy food in Chongqing?"

Lin Feng snorted coldly, "That's also from Chongqing."

Yu Fei turned his head away, "Isn't my throat useless?"

"Excuse" Lin Feng exposed Yu Fei without hesitation.

When he was full, Lin Feng crossed his legs, looked at the bustling night market, stood up, wiped the sweat from his forehead with a paper, and waved, "Let's go, eat shaved ice."

Yu Fei, ""

Eating shaved ice, Lin Feng lined up, Yu Fei stood aside, watching Lin Feng line up, front and back, either two little girls, or a young couple, Lin Feng is tall, standing inside, it is a bit eye-catching.

"I think you can let it be iced, but you definitely want to eat it. Let me give you a bite." Lin Feng said to Yu Fei with a bowl of pretty strawberry shaved ice, laughing.

Yu Fei pursed his lips and said hoarsely, "I don't want to eat"

However, Lin Feng grinned and fed it to his mouth. Yu Fei's eyes flickered, and he subconsciously felt that the two men were a little subtle, but he still opened his mouth and ate it.

"Well, just take a sip, or your voice will be really useless tomorrow."

The two of them, in this unhurried manner, pressed the road in the days when they were about to dress up in summer.

Yu Fei watched quietly as Lin Feng ate the strawberry shaved ice bite by bite, patting his stomach quite satisfied, and talking professionally about the recent research project.

After walking for a while, Lin Feng suddenly said to Yu Fei, "Are you going to sleep at my place tonight? I'm alone in a room."

Yu Fei shook his head, "Tomorrow, there is class."

Lin Feng sighed, imitating Tao Yuan's silly pouting, "I'm in a hurry to go back and make out with that one."

Yu Fei's eyes flickered and he shook his head.

Lin Feng snorted, "Okay, I'm going to have a meeting tomorrow, and I'm sure I'll be dragged to sit with me for dinner"

Yu Fei nodded.

Lin Feng looked at Yu Fei disappointedly, "I mean, if you don't talk all night tonight, you won't have time to talk tomorrow."

Yu Fei was stunned, thought for a while, and pointed to his throat, Lin Feng said, "Understood, you can go back, remember to take the anti-inflammatory medicine you bought."

After parting, Lin Feng stood where he was, watched Yu Fei get on the bus, and watched the bus leave with great reluctance.

Lin Feng didn't know that Yu Fei had a showdown with his family during the Spring Festival. He thought that Yu Fei chose Shanghai because of Ouyang Hui, so he couldn't help being a little angry. He remembered the tone of that man on the phone just now. He took out his cigarette, endured it for a long time, and lit one.

Near the end of the term, students are preparing for the exam, teachers are having a carnival, Xiamen University is very lively because of this seminar, the main officers of the student union have been notified to stay in school for half a month to provide logistics services, Lin Feng's qualifications are not the protagonist of the seminar, so he is happy Relaxed, focused on the collaborative research project in his studio, and within a few days, he became brothers and sisters with several old and young people from the Institute of Bioengineering. It just so happened that a young professor was holding a post at Tongda University, so Lin Feng curiously asked him if he knew him. Yu Fei does not.

"Ah, I know that guy from the School of Foreign Languages, he's a good-looking talent, and he's full of ink."

Lin Feng nodded arrogantly, "My brother"

The young professor looked at Lin Feng's sudden stupidity and nodded, "Is that all from Chongqing?"

Nodding, Lin Feng almost wagged his tail.

In this way, Lin Feng suddenly wanted to see Yu Fei very much. He picked up his mobile phone, carried his professor on his back, walked to the balcony, and called Yu Fei.

"Hey"

Yu Fei's voice sounded better, it was the tone in Lin Feng's memory.

"The professors have a meeting tonight, and they didn't inform me. They will come out for dinner later?"

Yu Fei was silent for a long time, and when Lin Feng frowned, Yu Fei said quietly, "Okay."

Hehe, Lin Feng is happy.

At the end of June, the weather started to heat up. As one of the furnace cities, Shanghai did not disappoint. After more than two weeks of busy work, Lin Feng watched the old professors officially start the peak period of scientific research under the leadership of the Chinese Academy of Sciences. What he has to do now is to spend a few days of rare leisure, waiting for the professor to wave his hand and return to the imperial capital.

Coincidentally, Yu Fei finished the course, and the majority of students officially entered the busy exam period.

"Today, let's go drink"

When Lin Feng was making an appointment for dinner, Yu Fei was on the other end of the phone, and suddenly said, Lin Feng touched his nose, "Well, okay, do you have a good tavern you are familiar with, preferably one with delicious side dishes?"

"Yes, yes"

It was still eight o'clock, and Yu Fei appeared in Lin Feng's field of vision. Lin Feng tilted his head, stared at Yu Fei, and asked in a cold and joking voice, "You're not the kind of person who is in charge, what time is it?" Go out, what time will you be home?"

Yu Fei pulled out a smile, "Li Han doesn't care about you?"

Lin Feng turned his head away, "I can't control it"

Yu Fei shook his head, "I believe in you"

Went to a very lively tavern, the third floor is full of floor-to-ceiling windows, you can watch the busy traffic downstairs, Yu Fei reserved a small private room, the so-called private room is separated by a bamboo curtain, Yu Fei ordered wine, Lin Feng ordered food , Finished ordering, Lin Feng frowned, "I remember you can't drink well"

Yu Fei suddenly compared a small tree branch, "Japan has practiced it"

Lin Feng ignored it, "It's bad to go abroad to study"

Yu Fei smiled, "What did you learn in China?" After finishing speaking, he took Lin Feng's finger and put it under his nose, "It smells like smoke"

Lin Feng still patiently refused to smoke in front of Yufei, but now that he was exposed, he scratched his head in embarrassment, "It's all the fault of life."

Yu Fei looked at Lin Feng, "A lot of pressure?"

Lin Feng thought for a while, "It's okay."

At this moment, when the wine was served, the two drank half a glass with empty stomachs before urging the boss to serve the food.

Drinking, eating vegetables, chatting with nothing to do, and chatting about the plain water, Lin Feng felt that something was wrong with Yu Fei's mood, he smiled and smiled, Yu Fei looked as if he was about to cry, and when he was slightly drunk, Lin Feng stopped Yu Fei from ordering wine.

"Go back, stop drinking, if you don't go back, drink some more"

Yu Fei put on his coat and held his face, "What do you mean?"

Lin Feng turned cold, "I don't want to see Ouyang Hui"

Yu Fei's original smile was embarrassingly dull, and the coldness in Lin Feng's eyes was not a joke. At that moment, Yu Fei's eyes lost focus, and many things that made him uncomfortable suddenly flooded his mind. He raised his hand and ordered a drink.

Neither of them had the habit of getting drunk. They were used to being rational and depressed since they were young, and neither of them had the consciousness of indulgence.

After leaving the tavern and walking on the still busy street, the two of them just felt dizzy, but walked towards Lin Feng's residence consciously.

On the way, Lin Feng even staggered to buy two ice creams, and even competed to eat Yu Fei's cone.

Back at the hotel, Lin Feng met his own professor who just came back. He was so frightened that he stood upright and was short of the marching ceremony.

The old professor glanced at Lin Feng, and then at Yu Fei, who was beside him in a daze. Smelling the smell of alcohol on both of them, the old professor waved, "Go back to sleep."

Lin Feng bowed and nodded, put Yu Fei on his arm, got on the elevator, and walked into the room.

After the door was closed and Yu Fei stumbled into the toilet to urinate in a daze, Lin Feng nodded, recovered and relaxed.

Yu Fei came out, looked at each other, turned around, Yu Fei fell on Lin Feng's bed, Lin Feng smelled the smell of his body, went into the bathroom with disgust, walked to the door, and looked at Yu Fei who was lying on the bed.

"Do you want to take a bath?"

Yu Fei didn't answer.

Lin Feng asked again, "Do you want to take a bath?"

Yu Fei lay on the bed, raised his head reluctantly, "Do you want to wash together?"

Lin Feng heard the words, and smiled wretchedly, "If you want to."

Yu Fei put his head down, waved his hands, and motioned for Lin Feng to quickly roll in. Lin Feng rolled in, took off his clothes, blossomed, and rushed freely.

Then Yu Fei came in.

The water temperature in summer, Lin Feng's tone is very low, he watched Yu Fei standing opposite him, undressed, stripped to the naked body, Yu Fei came over, snatched the shower from Lin Feng's hand, turned his back to Lin Feng , began to take a bath.

Water droplets, big and big, flowed down Yu Fei's hair, passing through shoulders, back, buttocks, straight thighs, slender ankles, and then gently falling on the ground

Lin Feng stood there stiffly, like a frightened stone statue, then Yu Fei turned around and put the shower in Lin Feng's hand.

"washed"

At that moment, Yu Fei's face was still full of drunken confusion and clear eyes.

No matter what, the paranoid Lin Feng firmly insisted that Yu Fei was seducing him, so he put his hand on Yu Fei's chest, leaned his body over, and asked Yu Fei.

"How to do it?"

Yu Fei raised his head, the water droplets on his hair dripped down his face, slightly drunk, his eyes narrowed slightly, seeing Lin Feng's emotional state, Yu Fei smiled lightly, and put his arms around Lin Feng's neck .

"how do you want to do it?"

Joking tone.

Lin Feng pushed over, pushed Yu Fei against the wall, and kissed him.

This kiss, in exchange for Yu Fei's strong resistance, was even more effective than any hangover soup. Pushing away the stiff Lin Feng, Yu Fei bit his lip and looked at Lin Feng in disbelief.

"You are crazy!"

Lin Feng looked at Yu Fei's red lips kissed by him, nodded, "I'm crazy"

Crazy, the drunken Yu Fei is not Lin Feng's opponent, he resisted in exchange for Lin Feng's bite, from his lips to his neck to his chest, there were Lin Feng's teeth marks, his hands were imprisoned behind his back in pain, Yu Fei was desperate Accepting Lin Feng's sudden enthusiasm, if he went back to his teenage summer in Chongqing, such a Lin Feng would make Yu Fei drunk and dreamy.

Violence is exchanged for a crazy sex.

Lin Feng had never thought about this during his more than 20 years of life, but on this slightly drunk night, he held Yu Fei in his arms, fell into the climax of desire, and was obsessed with this thrill that seemed to be missed for a long time. Will enter Yu Fei's body, when Yu Fei is struggling and resisting, he lowers his head and kisses Yu Fei's mouth, and then speaks softly like a master in love.

"I love you"

Yu Fei's rebellious body was the resistance that stopped at that moment. Lin Feng's embrace was very hot. He used all his experience to try and enjoy Yu Fei. Yu Fei frowned, enduring the pain brought by Lin Feng, and his head was full of memories. Lin Feng's phrase I love you.

Then Yu Fei closed his eyes and cried, not because of this late confession, but because Yu Fei knew that Lin Feng was just indulging in the enjoyment of his body, like countless men's usual lies, he casually said a sentence to deal with the moment Kind words for the scene.

However, Yu Fei also realized sadly that the moment Lin Feng uttered these three words, they still had the effect he expected back then, like a bunch of fireworks, exploding in the cold and dark heart.

Pain and happiness.

Yu Fei looked at the man rising and falling on his body, and for the first time, wanted to kill Lin Feng.

The next day, when Lin Feng woke up, Yu Fei had already left. He was slightly drunk, and his memory resurfaced. Lin Feng looked at the mess on the bed and covered his face.

"I'm not kidding"

Lin Feng sent these words to Yu Fei when he called Yu Fei dozens of times but couldn't get through.

The work came to an end in mid-July. Lin Feng stubbornly searched for Yu Fei several times, and even went to Yu Fei's apartment, but the door was closed tightly and his mobile phone was turned off. It was obvious that he had done something bad. Lin Feng thought, why is the one who ran away? Yu Fei?

The day before Lin Feng left for Beijing, Yu Fei suddenly called back.

"Let's pretend nothing happened," Yu Fei said in a flat tone.

"Why?" Lin Feng asked.

When Lin Feng asked this, Yu Fei chuckled, "When you are lonely, such things are very common, so you don't have to worry about it."

At that moment, Lin Feng was like a general who was suddenly frustrated, and he threw his phone with force.

Beijing, this time, did not let Lin Feng feel his broad mind. Lin Feng, who returned to Beijing, finally ushered in the pain that had been suppressed for a long time with a clear gesture.

"Su Kai, sleep with me and watch"

Lin Feng, who had been suppressed for a long time, squinted his eyes jokingly in front of Tao Yuan, with a cigarette in his mouth, and said jokingly.

Su Kai raised his head and looked at Lin Feng with a decadent expression, "Not interested"

Lin Feng snorted, and looked at Tao Yuan, "What about us, Yuanyuan?"

After finishing speaking, Su Kai kicked over the stool, and Lin Feng fell to the ground with a bang. Tao Yuan frowned at Lin Feng's appearance.

Such Lin Feng had never seen before.

Sending the drunk Lin Feng back to the dormitory, he happened to bump into Li Han who was coming back. The three of them looked at each other for a while, but they all remained silent. On the way back, Tao Yuan turned his head and looked at Su Kai.

"What happened to Brother Lin Feng?"

"do not know"

Lowering his head, Tao Yuan put his hand on Su Kai's hand holding the steering wheel, and stopped asking.

Because at this moment, they don't want to worry about Lin Feng, Tao Yuan's parents are going to live in Beijing, Su Kai is going to move out, and they are looking for a house these two days.

The housing prices in Beijing are not something that Su Kai’s seemingly considerable income can buy. Renting a house is also difficult for Su Kai’s creative work. In the end, Su Kai moved to the studio. Anyway, the studio has a lounge.

I have lived in Tao Yuan's house for so long, and I have a lot of things. When I moved there, the studio was full.

"It's okay, I'm just about to start a new manga"

Su Kai comforted Tao Yuan so much, but Tao Yuan hugged Su Kai very reluctantly, as if he wanted to comfort Su Kai, "Su Kai, I will try my best to confess to my family."

Hugging Tao Yuan, Su Kai nodded.

However, Su Kai has heard Tao Yuan say this sentence too many times, and this sentence has lost the magic power that brought Su Kai great surprise and expectation at the beginning.

"I'm fine," Su Kai said again.

Could he blame Tao Yuan for something?Just like Tao Yuan, he is also a timid person who dare not confess to his parents.

Only by having both the fish and the bear's paw can people's desires be satisfied.

Dad Yuan came to Beijing this time, not simply for a short stay, but because the gallery he runs has become famous. This time, he plans to open the headquarters in Beijing. Naturally, the big reason is that Tao Yuan chose to work in Beijing, a family of three They were very happy to be reunited again, but while Tao Yuan was happy, he felt guilty towards Su Kai.

Probably due to busy work, the small studio didn’t make Su Kai feel lonely. The newly opened manga didn’t get off to a good start, and the third chapter didn’t have much popularity. Su Kai was under a lot of pressure. , will scold people to pieces at any time, and say that they are worthless. In this world, everyone seems to be unrestrained and arrogant, but when they magnify themselves, everyone is inferior and pitiful.

"I'm going to Shanghai again tomorrow," Tao Yuan said when he called during his break.

Su Kai took off his glasses, sighed, and gave a grace.

"very tired?"

"kindness"

"I won't be going for a few days this time, I'll be back on the [-]th"

"kindness"

"Have you washed your clothes?"

"washed"

"Okay, you rest for a while, I'll come back to find you"

"kindness"

hang up the phone.

Su Kai fell headlong on the sofa beside him, his body sore and limp from sleepiness.

Tao Yuan looked at his nearly packed luggage, sighed, and sat in a daze.

When Yuan's mother came in, Tao Yuan didn't even notice. Looking at the packed luggage, Yuan's mother lightly frightened her dazed son.

"What are you thinking about?"

Tao Yuan pouted, "Nothing"

Yuan's mother didn't believe it, looked at Tao Yuan's tidy room, and sighed, "When I grow up, how could I clean my room before?"

Tao Yuan pouted, "How old am I?!"

Yuan's mother smiled, held Tao Yuan's hand, and said nastyly, "No matter how old you are, you are still a child in our hearts."

"I know, I know"

Tao Yuan withdrew his hand with goosebumps all over his body.

"By the way, you don't have a driver's license, what kind of car do you ask me to buy?"

The white Land Rover is now Yuan's father's business car, Tao Yuan curled his lips, "Su Kai knows how to drive, I can just call him wherever I go."

"Xiao Kai is your driver?" Yuan's mother sighed, "Don't be clingy to Su Kai, your brother also has a private life, with his girlfriend, every time you go to him, he is a little bit of a two-person world all gone"

"He doesn't have a girlfriend"

"Because you took up all his private time, Xiao Kai didn't have time to look for him. By the way, speaking of this, Xiao Kai's mother called me last time and told me to find a kind and lovely girl for Xiao Kai. Girl, what do you think of your cousin?"

"It's not that good," Tao Yuan said coldly, and suddenly put on a straight face.

"You haven't seen your cousin for many years, how do you know it's not good?" Yuan Ma retorted.

Tao Yuan was tired of hearing this, and he held his breath in his heart again, "Su Kai won't like it, can't you adults entertain yourself, and worry about what the children do so much every day?"

Yuan's mother turned cold when she heard the words, "You think we all care about it?"

After finishing speaking, he went out angrily. Tao Yuan looked at the suitcase and kicked it hard.

Su Kai's illness occurred at the end of September, when the residual heat of summer was still playing out unscrupulously.

Maybe it's because the birthday wish was useful. The new manga finally ushered in the first batch of fans in the eighth chapter, and it swept across the summer.

The theme of Su Kai's new comic is not BL, which is why no one read it at the beginning. The original fans couldn't accept the change in style, and a large number of them left.

But in the eighth chapter, when the two protagonists sit on the dangerous bridge at night, with the breeze and the sparkling river as the background, they kiss each other softly, and fans are welcomed.

The theme of this comic is a pair of girls, one is an ordinary ktv hostess who has no schooling, and the other is a high-achieving cello student from a conservatory of music. The two of them have nothing in common, nor do they have the same values. The romantic kiss was because the girl who accompanied the wine kicked the cello of the high-achieving student who was doing a street performance with her classmates, and yelled in a drunken gesture.

"Music is not a guest, so there is no need to humbly apologize!"

After speaking, in the fright of the high-achieving student, he took the high-achieving student's hand and ran.

When running to the cross-river bridge, the hostess stopped, let go of the talented student, panted slowly, climbed to the bridge and stood there, with her arms outstretched.

"Come up, have a taste of wanting to die"

The talented student was dressed in a lady's white long dress, standing in place, looking at the hostess in disbelief, the hostess turned around, looked at the talented student, sat down disappointedly, swayed his legs, and patted the position beside him, the talented student reluctantly stood on tiptoe , sitting on the bridge, the wine girl turned her head at this moment, looked at the long-haired, high-achieving student who was as clear as water, and said softly.

"To tell you the truth, my dream since childhood was to be a cello musician"

The high-achieving student slowly raised his head, looking at the hostess, his watery eyes flickered.

"Everything is fine except the cello," the top student said in a very pleasant and gentle voice, "My wish"

The four eyes met, the wind was blowing slowly in the night sky, the accompanying wine girl approached, the top student did not refuse, and kissed together.

The picture of kissing together is very tasteful, with a simple background and a few simple strokes. Su Kai’s comics have never used color and insisted on black and white, but this picture is outlined by black and white lines, overflowing with a sigh of romance. Later, it was heartbeat. The theme of this sentence is called meeting the other half of myself.

Su Kai didn't expect that these words would become a turning point in the comics. He looked at the many excited messages, touched the stubble of his chin, and smiled wearily.

Who would have thought that Su Kai, who was about to start a big painting, fell ill at the end of September.

The doctor said it was a problem with the lumbar spine, and if he maintained such a high-intensity workload and the habit of not getting up and exercising, he would basically be useless. Su Kai lay on the hospital bed, looked at Tao Yuan who hurried over, and smiled softly.

“Not very painful”

As a result, tears came out of pain at night.

When Su Kai was crying in pain, Tao Yuan was sitting by the bed, frowning, watching Su Kai covering his face, crying silently.

"Su Kai" Tao Yuan put his hand on Su Kai's waist, as if to make Su Kai's lumbar pain relieved.

Yuan's mother and Yuan's father also came to the hospital, and stayed with them for a long time before going back. The next day, Yuan's mother came to deliver breakfast and pushed into the ward. Seeing Su Kai and Tao Yuan lying on the narrow hospital bed, Tao Yuan put Su Kai on the bed. Hugging, sleeping soundly, the patient in the next bed woke up, looking at the two of them curiously, Yuan's mother looked at the two children hugged together, for some reason, she looked dazed and wanted to cry, so Yuan's mother walked out, Standing in the corridor, holding the breakfast he brought, he stared blankly at the pale ceiling of the hospital.

Su Kai fell ill this time and lay in the hospital for more than a whole week before being released by the doctor. After being released, the doctor told him to exercise more and maintain good habits. The doctor said that there is no cure for this disease. Just wait for the waist to break.

Tao Yuan returned to the company and used a combination of "coercion and temptation" and pitiful crying with the big boss, asking to stay in Beijing for a long time. The big boss sighed.

"I originally planned for you to go to America"

Tao Yuan shook his head, "No"

"U.K?"

"don't go"

"Japan?"

"don't go"

"Is it Beijing?"

"Yes"

Tao Yuan nodded, his face full of determination.

The big boss sighed again, "Success!"

Tao Yuan heard the words, and held the big boss's hand gratefully, "Boss, don't worry, the little Jiujiu from Zhongnanhai are on me!"

The big boss shook his head and wanted to slap Tao Yuan, "You say you, go out to practice and practice, and then become the person in charge of the district, will you be wronged?"

Tao Yuan pursed his lips, "Boss, my goal in life is not to be the person in charge of the district."

"Oh?"

"In terms of news, if it's not the front line, it's no fun."

The big boss raised his forehead, although Tao Yuan was the one who moved him with this sentence on the first day he joined the company, but the big boss still finds it unbelievable that after so many years, Tao Yuan still has such a simple wish.

Tao Yuan, who successfully blackmailed him, rented a very expensive two-bedroom and one-living room, and moved Su Kai's nest. Not only that, he also gave Su Kai a fitness card, and bought a fitness card in the house that was said to be very useful. Straighten the sports equipment, he did not allow Su Kai to paint for more than ten hours a day, nine to five, Tao Yuan's only requirement for Su Kai.

Su Kai looked at the spacious two-bedroom and one-living room, at the packed luggage, at the refrigerator full of fruits, sighed, and changed the update date of the manga.

Two episodes per month, ten pages each, the assistants clamored wildly to celebrate, and the manager sighed worriedly, in this way, the popularity is bound to decline.

Su Kai also understands, but he thinks, manga is his long-running dream, without a body, what kind of dream is there.

Tao Yuan moved here, but Su Kai did not expect it at all. He was surprised to see Tao Yuan moved all morning, lying on the sofa very tired, and asked him to order takeaway.

Su Kai ordered Tao Yuan's favorite fried food, sat on the coffee table with his waist supported, and asked Tao Yuan, "Why did you move here?"

For Su Kai's illness, for looking for a house, for moving, and for work these days, Tao Yuan was exhausted, his eyes were squinted, and his voice was weak.

"Take care of you"

Su Kai shook his head, "I can take care of myself"

Tao Yuan snorted coldly, raised his foot, and kicked Su Kai's waist, Su Kai dodged in pain, and screamed, "What the hell are you doing?"

"This is how you take care of yourself," Tao Yuan said.

Su Kai sighed, he looked towards the door, wondering if Yuan's mother would rush in the next second and ask him for her son.

Yuan's mother still came, two days after Tao Yuan moved in, she brought a large bag of vegetables and came to cook for the two of them. Lying on the sofa, watching TV while shaking his legs, listening to his mother nagging and tidying up the room.

When Su Kai came back, the five dishes and one soup were lying on the dining table perfectly.

After eating, Su Kai rubbed his waist uneasily. He was afraid that Yuan's mother would take Tao Yuan back. No matter how busy he was, no matter what he said, Su Kai understood that he needed Tao Yuan, he wanted Tao Yuan. , do not want to return Tao Yuan.

Tao Yuan looked at Su Kai who was rubbing his waist, frowned, and slapped Su Kai on the back, "Did Huahua not wear a belt?"

Su Kai frowned in pain, "I wear it"

Yuan's mother looked at her son who suddenly became angry, clicked her tongue, and brought food to Su Kai, "Xiao Kai, did your mother call you, they will come to see you next month."

Su Kai looked up, "Look at me?"

Yuan's mother nodded, "Yes, you are here alone, and you don't have a family, how can they rest assured?"

Get married, the words hit Su Kai's heart, he subconsciously went to look at Tao Yuan, Tao Yuan lowered his head, eating his favorite braised pork ribs, the corners of his mouth slightly pursed.

Su Kai chuckled, "I'm here, and I can't even afford a house, so what kind of home is it?"

Yuan Ma shook her head, "This is basically your excuse. Does your brother lack a house? Doesn't mean he doesn't have a family?"

After finishing speaking, Yuan's mother looked at Tao Yuan with sharp eyes, Tao Yuan bit his chopsticks and giggled, "It's delicious, braised pork ribs in soy sauce, delicious, hehehe"

Su Kai pursed his lips and sighed softly.

In November, Su Kai’s parents came to Beijing. Tao Yuan and Su Kai’s two-bedroom apartment was too small, so they lived in Tao Yuan’s house. The six members of the family reunited after a long time, and called Lin Feng, seven of them, shared a sumptuous dinner.

Yuan's father happily opened a bottle of red wine and asked Tao Yuan to pour a glass for everyone, then stood up, looked at Su Kai and Tao Yuan, and said, "Su Kai, we will be a family from now on."

Su Kai held the wine glass and stood up in a panic, while Tao Yuan stared at his father in a daze, "Dad, what are you talking about?"

Yuan's father raised his hand and patted Su Kai's face, "I made an agreement with your parents, you will be my godson from now on, anyway, you and Tao Yuan grew up together, you are like brothers, come on, call me daddy"

Su Kai's legs went limp and he almost sat down, but Lin Feng raised his hand and supported him, his eyes flickering and joking, "Hey, the surprise came too suddenly?"

Tao Yuan stood up abruptly, and put the cup in his hand on the wooden table with a bang, "Who wants to be brothers with him! I"

"Yuanyuan" Yuan's mother stood up, pushed Tao Yuan down and sat down, and said displeasedly, "I'm not sensible, you have been called Brother Su Kai since you were young."

Su Kai gritted his teeth and was about to speak when Dad Kai stood up, "From now on, they will be like brothers when they are young, and we will be like a family when they are old. Come, come, cheers."

"cheers!"

Kai's mother, who had been quiet all this time, also stood up suddenly, and said loudly, Su Kai looked at his mother, saw that Kai's mother was also looking at him, and looked at each other. At that moment, the uncontrollable tears in Kai's mother's eyes made Su Kai Kay understood, it turned out that both parents knew about it.

Tao Yuan was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, he raised his hand and pulled Su Kai's clothes, Su Kai suddenly looked a few years older, looked at Tao Yuan with a heavy voice, held Tao Yuan's restless hand, and shouted tremblingly One sound.

"younger brother"

Tao Yuan stopped moving, looked at Su Kai with dull eyes, and asked in disbelief, "What?"

Su Kai pulled the corner of his mouth, showing a very gentle smile, and firmly held Tao Yuan's hand, "Brother"

November is the autumn that Tao Yuan likes, the wind is clear and the air is crisp, the sun shines on his body, and it is warm and stable. On this autumn evening, Tao Yuan broke a goblet and slammed the door out.

Su Kai froze on the spot, staring at the door stiffly, Lin Feng stood up amidst the awkward atmosphere in the room, "What's wrong with Tao Yuan, I'll go and have a look."

After speaking, he followed out.

There were five people in the room, some were standing, some were sitting. Su Kai was stunned for a long time, then raised his hand, drank the red wine in one gulp, sat down heavily, sank into the chair, and said softly, "I will definitely treat Tao Yuan No, look, you don’t even want to recognize me as your brother.”

Yuan Ma suddenly burst into tears, ran into the room, and closed the door.

Yuan's father put down his wine glass, entered the room eagerly, and went to see Yuan's mother, Su Kai heard the crying sound coming from the room, turned his head, and looked at his parents.

"You can't be a family. This is someone else's house. Take your things and go to my place."

Su Kai drove the business car of the studio that day, and took his parents, who came to Beijing for the first time, back to their so-called home. There are two bedrooms and one living room. It was very clean and hadn't been touched. Su Kai settled his parents down and nodded.

"It's a big deal, let's talk about it tomorrow, you guys come here today, you're so tired, take a rest first"

Kai's father and mother Kai frowned, nodded, and closed the door.

Su Kai sat in the living room, wondering if his mother was crying in the room, or Kai's father sighed in disappointment, he stood on the balcony, watching the brightly lit Beijing night, thinking where Tao Yuan ran to, it's all right, There was Lin Feng chasing him out, not far away, Su Kai thought that Tao Yuan might not want to see anyone tonight, Lin Feng would take him in.

Sure enough, after a while, Lin Feng sent a text message, "I have watched Tao Yuan, don't worry."

Su Kai put down his mobile phone, squatted down, suddenly felt uncomfortable in his waist, supported his waist, lowered his head, and slapped himself hard.

When Tao Yuan and Su Kai were stagnant, the distance between the living room and the bedroom was at most the distance. Today is a special situation. Besides being angry, there is also something that scares him very much. Slowing down, looking at the suddenly unfamiliar crowd around me with a sense of loss, turning around, it wasn't Su Kai.

Tao Yuan stopped, and suddenly looked around in fear, as if he didn't dare to move, Lin Feng finally caught up, looked at Tao Yuan panting, and shook his head.

"What can't be said properly, why did you run away suddenly?"

Tao Yuan raised his hand, looked at the red mark that Su Kai held too hard just now, and asked Lin Feng tremblingly, "Do you think Su Kai will break up with me?"

Lin Feng remembered Su Kai's attitude just now, "probably"

Tao Yuan turned his head and looked at Lin Feng, "Then I will kill him"

Lin Feng originally wanted to jokingly reply that it was impossible, but he was frightened by the persistence flickering in Tao Yuan's eyes, and his face was full of puzzlement, "Could it be, between your parents and him, do you choose him?"

Tao Yuan shook his head, "My parents didn't choose me"

Lin Feng frowned, "They just chose you and want you to maintain a normal life"

Tao Yuan chuckled, "Brother Lin Feng, are you and Li Han living a normal life? You obviously like Brother Yu Fei, but you are still with a woman you don't like. Is that what you call normal?"

Lin Feng froze when he heard the words, "I like Li Han"

"Look, you don't even know what you like. Is it normal to live in a daze? Su Kai and I are too sober, did it disturb your dreams?"

Lin Feng pursed his lips, looked at Tao Yuan's almond eyes glistening with tears, trembling slightly, and suddenly asked Tao Yuan in a very soft voice.

"Tao Yuan, have you never been afraid?"

"afraid of what?"

"Fear that I am gay, fear that people around me will look at me like a monster, fear that I will not achieve anything because of it, fear of my parents' grievances, fear of tyranny"

Tao Yuan shook his head, "These are not scary anymore, brother Lin Feng, do you still remember that Su Kai was arrested and detained in the police station? After experiencing that, everything else is not scary anymore."

Lin Feng shook his head, "You are crazy"

Tao Yuan nodded, "I've been crazy for a long time, when I fell in love with Su Kai, I was crazy."

After finishing speaking, Tao Yuan turned around and continued to walk forward. Lin Feng followed and took Tao Yuan's hand, "Go to my place tonight, whether you are crazy or not, I have to watch you"

Tao Yuan struggled, "Don't