Kaiyuan

Tao Yuan sat over and wiped his hair.

After wiping, Su Kai looked more and more sleepy, Tao Yuan curled his lips, "Why don't you go to sleep?"

Su Kai put down the remote control panel and yawned, "I'm a little sleepy"

After finishing speaking, he actually stood up and walked to the room. Tao Yuan watched from behind, thinking in surprise, why did Su Kai go to buy condoms?

Halfway through, Su Kai turned around, went to the bathroom, and turned back again. After Tao Yuan wiped his hair, he was depressed and ate snacks.

Su Kai watched, then remembered that he hadn't brushed his teeth, and went into the bathroom again.

Tao Yuan was outside, pouted, and finished a bag of potato chips.

After tidying up, Su Kai yawned, "Then I'll sleep"

"Oh"

Tao Yuan responded.

"Are you still asleep?" Su Kai asked.

Tao Yuan picked up the remote control panel, "I'll watch some TV before going to bed."

Su Kai frowned, "Don't read it, it's so late"

"I want to watch," Tao Yuan said.

Su Kai heard the words, sighed, entered the room, lay down, looked at the condoms on the desk, sighed, come on, it's no use.

Tao Yuan switched channels vigorously on the sofa outside, as if gritting his teeth, staring at Su Kai's bulging anger.

After watching it for a while, I turned off the TV, brushed my teeth, entered the room, and the door slammed.

Su Kai heard it, shook his head and sighed, and turned off the light helplessly, it was really hopeless.

At the beginning of December, Su Kai suddenly received a call from Lin Kexin, who he hadn't contacted for a long time and almost forgot.

"My old lady just made a way, and didn't jump into the fire pit. Do you all think that I am dead, and don't call me!!?"

Su Kai was still holding the pen in his right hand, and reacted for a long time, "What's the matter?"

Lin Kexin, ""

After a few weird seconds, Lin Kexin sighed, "I said, are you free for Christmas?"

Su Kai thought for a while, "Tell me what you're doing first, and I'll see if I'm free."

Lin Kexin, ""

After a few weird seconds, Lin Kexin sighed in despair, "If you are free, come to the Water Cube that day."

Su Kai put down his pen, turned on the phone to amplify, "Swimming appointment in such a cold day?"

Lin Kexin, "Are you a fucking pig!!! Su Kai, I'm having a concert!!!"

Su Kai, "Huh?"

"Come or not!"

"Can I bring my family?"

Lin Kexin, "What the hell?"

"Just ask for an extra ticket."

"Tao Yuan, right?"

"hold head high"

"Sorry, I invited him first"

Su Kai, ""

After hanging up the phone, Su Kai got up and did stretching exercises. Halfway through, the phone rang again. Su Kai frowned. There were too many calls today.

It's Lin Feng.

"Fuck you, don't say anything when Yu Fei comes back!!"

"What?"

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know anything"

Lin Feng, "What's the use of you, Su Kai?"

After finishing speaking, Lin Feng hung up the phone. The confused Su Kai couldn't continue to stretch, so he called Lin Feng.

"Yu Fei is back?"

"kindness"

"Come to Beijing?"

"No, Chongqing"

"Oh." Su Kai was disappointed, "Then how do you know, he called you?"

"No, my mother said that Yu Fei sent over a large box of Japanese specialties."

Su Kai, "What do you mean, where is my house?"

Lin Feng sneered, "Apparently not."

Su Kai was angry, "Look at me scolding him"

After hanging up the phone, Su Kai picked up the phone and dialed the number Yu Fei had used. When it was shut down, Su Kai gritted his teeth and wanted to call his mother to confirm if Yu Fei didn't love him anymore.

However, he still didn't call his mother out of caution.

At this time, the phone rang again, it was Tao Yuan.

"Su Kai, brother Yu Fei is back!!!"

Su Kai, ""

Goodbye, friends, false friends, the specialty is yours, I have nothing.

"Su Kai, brother Yu Fei is back, aren't you excited!!"

Su Kai sat slumped, looking at the bare tree trunks outside the window, "I'm very excited"

"What's the matter, the voice is so cold"

"Then what should I do?"

"Oh, no matter what happened to you, I'm so happy. Brother Yu Fei must have bought me a lot of food. I have to finish the exam and go back to celebrate the New Year, my God!" Tao Yuan paused out of breath, "Su Kai, Sister Kexin is going to hold a concert, he said give me some tickets, let me take my friends to see, Su Kai!"

Su Kai, ""

"Su Kai, we can go to the concert at Christmas"

"ah, yeah"

"What's wrong with you, haven't you eaten? What do you want to eat? I'll buy the ingredients and make it."

"want to eat you"

Su Kai said in despair.

Tao Yuan was helping the club move books, when he heard Su Kai's careless words, his hands softened, and the books in his arms fell down.

His eyes flickered, Tao Yuan's ears turned red, he didn't know how to respond to Su Kai, and suddenly remembered the condom Su Kai bought, pursed his lips, Tao Yuan was coquettish.

"Who wants to feed you?"

hang up the phone.

Su Kai put down his phone and sighed deeply. This is a suffocating life, where work is urged at home, friends forget about themselves, and men don't sleep.

Ah, Su Kai suddenly sat upright, picked up the pen, looked at the drawing, "Don't be afraid, I still have cute little fans"

Su Kai draws comics very smoothly recently, I don’t know if he is in love, but he draws BL very smoothly, and the stories are also very easy to read, the fans are not fast or slow, and he has accepted a few commercials, although he didn’t make much money , but with a little return, Su Kai is already very satisfied. When he cooperated with Yang Hao, he didn't make any money for more than a year.

Recently, Tao Yuan was preparing for the final exam, and his memorization was in a daze. He vomited blood while writing a thesis, and he was also busy drawing.

In this way, Su Kai suddenly looked forward to Christmas.

In order to be able to go home for the New Year, Su Kai went to the police station to apply, filled out the form, and hoped to finish the procedure quickly and buy the bus ticket with peace of mind. Every time he went to the police station, Tao Yuan always followed him, even when there were classes. Su Kai sometimes joked , "Are you afraid that someone will lock me in or something?"

Tao Yuan pouted, "He dares!"

"Hahahahaha" Su Kai couldn't help laughing.

On the 20th, Su Kai, who finally finished drawing, went to the police station. Tao Yuan still followed. The two of them walked in. After finishing the report carefully, they asked if it was okay to go back to their hometown. The policeman smiled.

"Okay! Let's go home!"

Su Kai smiled, looked back at Tao Yuan, "Buy tickets!"

Tao Yuan nodded and happily took out his mobile phone.

The little policeman looked at the two brothers and smiled, "You two have such a good relationship, you come together every time, hey, brother" the little brother stared at Tao Yuan and joked, "We won't do anything to him, you get off don't come next time"

Tao Yuan raised his head and smiled shyly, "I'm not"

Su Kai bent down and thanked the police officer, "Thank you."

Then Su Kai took Tao Yuan's little hand, "He just doesn't trust me, maybe he's afraid of where I'm going to flirt with girls?"

After speaking, he took Tao Yuan's hand and walked out. Tao Yuan looked at the two holding hands in fear, then turned back in fear, and saw the policeman looking at the two hands curiously.

After leaving the police station, Tao Yuan withdrew his hand, "What are you doing!"

Su Kai stared at Tao Yuan's phone, "Do you still have the ticket?"

Tao Yuan pouted, "The plane ticket is gone."

Su Kai rolled his eyes, "Brother train ticket! We can't afford the plane ticket."

Tao Yuan suddenly realized, with a look on his face that we were poor, "I didn't download the app to buy train tickets"

Su Kai, ""

Su Kai turned on the phone and couldn't help sighing, "I'm also blind, and I kidnapped a rich and handsome Bai who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world."

Tao Yuanqi said, "I, you! You haven't been on the train a few times!"

Su Kai didn't answer, but asked Tao Yuan for his ID card, and quickly bought two.

On Christmas, a group of people met outside the Water Cube, and they couldn't help but be stupefied watching the crowds of people queuing in.

"I'm going, isn't it not popular? There are so many people?" Lin Feng was puzzled.

Li Han raised her hand and was stunned, "She didn't take that kind of traffic route, but she has music fans anyway. I think there are many people who are familiar in Utopia."

Lin Feng was not interested in music, so he nodded half understanding.

Su Kai looked outside, at the poster a few meters high, happy for Lin Kexin, then shook his head and sighed, still feeling jealous, she is really an enviable woman.

Entering the arena, the swimming pool was drained and turned into a grandstand. They all had the best tickets, squeezed in, stood in the center, and waited for the heroine to appear.

At seven o'clock, the show started, the band appeared first, and then Lin Kexin appeared under the spotlight all in black, with his hands in his pockets, standing, just standing.

In an instant, the bottom boiled.

The screams drowned out the group of friends who came to the concert. Su Kai held Tao Yuan's hand in shock. Tao Yuan looked at Lin Kexin and gritted his teeth. Such a woman is his rival in love.

"Water Cube, let me overturn it today!"

Lin Kexin roared with a rock voice, and then, the drums sounded, the guitar was played, the bass was matched, and the music started.

The temperature rose sharply, and the blood boiled as if stimulated by something.

At that moment, Li Han burst into tears. She covered her mouth, looked at Lin Kexin on the stage, and remembered that night more than a year ago, Lin Kexin asked her backstage at Utopia.

"Sister, are you together?"

At this moment, Li Han wiped away his tears, not knowing whether he was happy or disappointed, he suddenly nodded, "Let's go together, Kexin"

But she didn't, her parents wouldn't agree that a top student who was raised from a young age should become an entertainer with a bleak future. Moreover, Li Han turned his head and looked at Lin Feng who was dazzled at Lin Kexin, thinking, she didn't want to lose Lin Feng, In that complicated world, it is easy to lose Lin Feng.

There is not too much time for thinking. In rock music, this is the time dominated by music, and it is enough to roll along with the music.

The appeal of live music, like a knife, directly and directly killed thousands of people present.

Tao Yuan frantically danced to the music, and finally, as if he couldn't take it anymore, he hugged Su Kai, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Su Kai fiercely. Su Kai hugged Tao Yuan's waist, responding crazily as if no one else was there.

They stood at the front, Lin Kexin lowered his head and could see, watching, watching, Lin Kexin smiled and shed tears, and sang his favorite line of lyrics like a roar.

"Give me a passionate kiss, my love, let me suffocate, just let me die in your arms"

This is the only original song selected into the album, and it is also her most popular song at present. She slapped the company with her own strength and made her determination to do rock and roll clear.

Lin Kexin looked at the Water Cube with only a few thousand people, and clenched his fists, so what if there are only a few thousand people, so what if the album can't be sold!

She is only 21 years old, rock and roll will never die, and she will never regret her youth!

At the end, Lin Kexin cried to her fans with tears all over her face, "I'm sorry, I will definitely, definitely, work hard to make you go crazy in the Bird's Nest in the future"

Fans chanted her name frantically, drowning out any sound.

Only the words Lin Kexin filled the Water Cube.

When they were on stage, several people wanted to go to the backstage to say hello, but were stopped by the agent, "She is very tired, you guys can get together later"

Disappointed, Li Han walked out holding Lin Feng's arm. Several people were silent suddenly, their blood was still warm, making people reluctant to part with it, and having an unusual aftertaste.

On the way back, Lin Feng suddenly said softly, "It would be so interesting if you stood on it too."

Li Han turned his head and looked at Lin Feng puzzled, "What?"

Lin Feng looked at Li Han, "You also like to sing, you are good at the piano, it's a pity"

Li Han suddenly lowered his head and cried, Lin Feng asked in confusion, "What's wrong, did I say the wrong thing?"

Li Han shook his head and hugged Lin Feng tightly, "No, Lin Feng, I love you"

Without such an emotional confession, Lin Feng was a little confused, "What's wrong?"

"Lin Feng, do you love me?"

Lin Feng patted Li Han on the back, "What are you doing so disgusting all of a sudden?"

"Do you love me?"

Lin Feng was stunned suddenly, his eyes were lost in focus, "En"

Gently answered, Li Han hugged Lin Feng tightly, "You must always love me, Lin Feng"

Lin Feng was silent and hugged Li Han. In winter, a very cold wind was blowing. He looked to the south and hugged Li Han tightly, "Keep me, Han"

Lowering his head, Lin Feng seemed afraid of being blown away by the wind.

Tao Yuan was dragged out by Su Kai. When he took a taxi, Su Kai anxiously watched the slow speed of the car and told the driver to hurry up.

Tao Yuan's hand was tightly held by Su Kai, and it even hurt a little. Su Kai's restless mood completely affected his breathing.

Going home and entering the elevator, Su Kai hurriedly pressed the button, watched the other people go up and down impatiently, and opened the door, Su Kai closed the door with one foot, then pressed Tao Yuan against the door, and kissed frantically.

When the thick padded jacket was torn off and thrown on the ground, Tao Yuan squinted his eyes and struggled against Su Kai's chest with his kissed dark body.

"Su En, Su Kai, take a shower"

Su Kai let go of Tao Yuan, and pinched Tao Yuan's face with unsatisfactory feelings. The two of them pressed tightly together, with a hoarse voice, "wash together"

Entering the bathroom, while eagerly taking off his clothes, he turned on the shower, the bathroom door was not closed, Tao Yuan gave up as if he had fallen, his legs were limp and let Su Kai fiddle with them, until the two of them lay in the bathtub in a daze.

Tao Yuan put his arms around Su Kai's neck, suddenly recalled his 'sneak attack', and laughed out of nowhere.

The fascinated Su Kai kissed Tao Yuan's ear and asked him why he was laughing. Tao Yuan raised his hand to untie Su Kai's shirt which was soaked in water.

"Laugh how long can we bear it?"

Su Kai held Tao Yuan's neck panting, and fell down, "My condoms are all moldy."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

Tao Yuan's laughter became eloquent and evocative because of emotion, Su Kai hugged anxiously, his movements were rude.

The water in the bathroom has been flushed for a long time, and the water in the bathtub overflows one after another. The shower head seems to be raining, and the two people in the bathtub are soaked, and the clothes that have been taken off are thrown crookedly on the ground. God, Tao Yuan probably planned it beforehand. He was wearing newly bought black underwear, which was randomly thrown in the floor drain. Next to him was Su Kai's gray underwear.

This is not the first time Tao Yuan has been so close to Su Kai.

But it was completely different from the last time. On that night when Su Kai was drunk, Su Kai was very obedient, with his eyes closed, and when he was teased, he just frowned, grabbed Tao Yuan's arm, and shouted impatiently, "No" .

This night, Su Kai was a devil, and Tao Yuan didn't even have the time and energy to refute or reject anything, so he was suppressed and manipulated.

Su Kai’s rudeness sealed those words of coquettishness. For the first time, Tao Yuan understood what it means to enjoy pain while suffering. The stimulation that was completely different from the last time destroyed reason and cognition. The blood speed brought by excitement accelerated It even made Tao Yuan wonder if he would be suffocated. He grabbed Su Kai's arm and wanted to say something impatiently, but in the end, under Su Kai's collision, he broke into some fragmented sighs.

When "Yuaner" was the craziest, Su Kai hugged Tao Yuan tightly, "I love you"

With a calm and suppressed voice, Tao Yuan lost focus and looked at the ceiling of the bathroom, sinking into Su Kai's voice.

Addicted to sex, ignoring world affairs, it is actually true.

The next day, Tao Yuan didn't go to school to review, and when he and Su Kai kissed me on the sofa, he suddenly realized it.

"The spring night is bitter and the days are high, from now on the king will not go to court early," Tao Yuan said, biting Su Kai's chest.

Su Kai laughed, "For ever and ever, this hatred will last forever."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

The two laughed presumptuously, but they still had a lot to say.

Time has passed. For the two of them, this winter is hot and crazy, and it is even more precious. They have longed for it for many years. This kind of enthusiasm makes Tao Yuan fall into a dream.

He is as well-behaved as a ceramic doll. Su Kai can watch it, wipe it, and play with it. Tao Yuan is afraid that Su Kai will break him. ?”

Su Kai squinted his eyes and said something comfortable, and Tao Yuan would bury him under the quilt again, between Su Kai's legs.

Su Kai looked at the ceiling, grabbed his hair, enjoyed Tao Yuan's well-behaved 'service', and Bai Juyi's poems appeared in his mind again.

After the exam, in January when they returned to Chongqing, Su Kai and Tao Yuan took the train. They didn’t have much money on them. Su Kai’s pressure was getting bigger and bigger on the way home. Tao Yuan could see it. He held Su Kai hand.

"I will mature soon, Su Kai"

"Huh?" Su Kai was puzzled, "What do you do when you are mature?"

Tao Yuan rested his head on Su Kai's shoulder, looking at the scenery that quickly disappeared from the car window, "If you want to take a plane, you can take a plane, and if you want to take a train, you can take a train."

Hearing this, Su Kai patted Tao Yuan's head, smiled, lowered his head, sighed, and finally nodded, "OK"

Sometimes, there will be a feeling that you hold a key to open the door, but feel that it is not your home.

When Su Kai inserted the key, he felt like this, chilling indifference.

"I am back"

A tired Su Kai cautiously greeted his parents sitting on the sofa. Kai's father and Kai's mother obviously didn't know that he would come back. They didn't know whether they were happy or surprised for a moment. Heartbroken, Su Kai lowered his head, brought the box in, and nodded.

"Dad, Mom"

Kai's mother got up, walked over, and took Su Kai's hand, her eyes were full of tears, "I'm back, don't tell me in advance."

Su Kai laughed, Kai's mother asked if he had eaten, Su Kai shook his head, Kai's mother pulled Su Kai's box into the house, and went to the kitchen to cook, leaving Su Kai and Kai's father in the living room, making Su Kai feel suffocated, he He got up, walked into his room, and closed the door gently.

The room was still the same, with an old desk, an ordinary small bed, and the pictures I drew when I was a child hung on the wall. The room was cleaned up very cleanly. Su Kai sat down and took off his clothes. The train took more than 20 hours After endless exhaustion, Su Kai didn't even feel hungry, he lay on the desk, wanting to sleep.

Tao Yuan's entrance was like a prepared carnival, Yuan's mother eagerly hugged the baby who entered the door, holding on tightly, Tao Yuan smiled and acted like a baby to his mother.

"Mom, I'm so tired"

Yuan's mother helped her baby take the bag with distress, went upstairs, prepared the pajamas, let him take a bath and sleep before waking up for dinner.

Before falling asleep, Tao Yuan sent Su Kai a WeChat message, "I'll sleep for a while."

Su Kai closed his eyes and fell asleep on the desk. Dad Kai came in and asked Su Kai to eat. Seeing Su Kai's appearance, he went out with his hands behind his back and closed the door.

Kai's mother slapped Kai's father's hand, "What are you doing with a straight face, the baby finally came back"

Kai's father kept a cold face and said nothing, Kai's mother sighed, "Speak well"

Tao Yuan woke up at eight o'clock in the evening, and Yuan's mother was sitting by the bed, watching Tao Yuan open his eyes, pouted, saying that he was hungry, Yuan's mother nodded, "Get up, eat delicious food."

Su Kai didn't wake up all night, his arm was numb by the pillow halfway, he stood up in a daze, lay down under the bed, and slept until six o'clock the next day.

At six o'clock in winter, there was no sunlight yet, it was dark, and the room was extremely quiet. Su Kai opened his eyes, looked at the smallpox for a while, and then sat up slowly, leaning against the head of the bed, with the dirty clothes he wore yesterday still on his body. Su Kai frowned in disgust, got out of bed, took the clothes, went into the bathroom, took a shower, washed the clothes, and then quietly went back to the room and picked up the phone.

"Su Kai, I'm awake~"

"Su Kai, mom's braised pork is delicious~"

"Su Kai, what are you doing and not answering me?"

"Oh my god, Su Kai, tiramisu cake!"

"Su Kai, are you a pig, you're still sleeping?"

"Okay, then I'll sleep too, get up and get back to me tomorrow"

It was all about Tao Yuan's information. Su Kai put down his phone, feeling hungry, and opened the refrigerator. There were leftovers packed yesterday. He thought for a while, if he opened the fire, his parents would definitely be woken up, so he left quietly. I went to the door, found a familiar small noodle shop, and ordered two taels of small noodles.

It was still the taste in memory, the taste was just right, the taste of chili was finally right, Su Kai ate it all in one sitting, and sent Tao Yuan a WeChat message.

“Finish breakfast”

By the way, I took a walk, walked two streets, lined up to buy delicious pot stickers, and the mung bean porridge that my parents like to eat. On the way back, Su Kai walked very fast, afraid of the cold.

Putting it on the dining table, Kai's mother got up and looked at Su Kai in surprise, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Su Kai smiled, "Woke up from hunger"

Kai's mother smiled, "Going to eat noodles?"

Su Kai nodded, "Yeah, I haven't eaten for a long time. The pot stickers I bought for you don't taste good when it's cold. Eat it quickly."

After finishing speaking, he entered the room, looked at the early time, took out his sketchbook, sat at the desk, and began to draw slowly.

Lunch was the first meal the family hadn't had in a long time. Kai's mother prepared a lot of food for a table, and Su Kai ate a lot.

After lunch, Su Kai took the initiative to go into the kitchen to wash the dishes and wipe the table. Then he said that he went out to play with his friends, and he might not come back for lunch. Mom Kai nodded and gave Su Kai the money. Su Kai glanced at Kai next to him. Dad, shaking his head, "No need, I have it, Mom"

After leaving the door, Kai's mother gave her husband a look of hatred, "Look at you, my son sees you like that, I don't want any money"

Dad Kai is about to go out to work, and he has agreed to take over in the afternoon, and he doesn't care about his wife, "If you don't want it, then don't, if you have the ability to hang out all the time, I admire him!"

After finishing speaking, he also went out, Kai's mother sighed, and he walked to the balcony, Su Kai's clothes had been washed and cooled, the baby grew up, no need for adults to do anything, and there was nothing to worry about at home, Kai's mother Close the balcony door, suddenly feeling abnormal.

Just Su Kai and Yu Fei, walking on Binjiang Road, put their hands in their pockets coldly, talking without saying a word.

Yu Fei looked at his familiar hometown, which seemed to have changed, and sighed, "It's better to be at home to make people feel at ease."

Su Kai nodded, "So, come back after graduation"

Yu Fei laughed, "You are always afraid that I won't come back."

Su Kai pouted, "I'm afraid you will get lost in the capitalist society and cannot extricate yourself"

Yu Fei shook his head, "I haven't been back for a long time, the change is so big"

Su Kai nodded, "Anyway, the price changes are scary."

"By the way." Yu Fei suddenly took out his mobile phone and showed it to Su Kai, "Look, isn't my brother cute?"

Su Kai took the phone and smiled hehehe, "I'll go, I'm so fat"

Fat?Yu Fei frowned, "Where is the fat, children are like this"

Su Kai turned his head and looked at Yu Fei, "I see, you can ask your aunt to cook more meals this afternoon."

"What are you going to do?" Yu Fei opened his eyes wide.

"Hey hey, let's go see your brother," Su Kai said.

Really went, Lin Feng and Tao Yuan met downstairs in Yu Fei's house, bought a lot of things, went upstairs, Su Kai was brazenly holding the little doll, and was playing happily.

Lin Feng walked slowly, a little flustered, a little shy carrying things into the door, Yu Fei walked over, took his hand, and patted Lin Feng on the shoulder, "Long time no see."

Yu Fei's smile was rare since he was a child, and more often he was gentle and quiet, and his smile was also a quiet one.

But this smile, this smile that I haven't seen for a long time, is very sunny, and it reminds Lin Feng of something suddenly. In a daze, Lin Feng thinks of it, very similar to the appearance of the male protagonist turning his head and waving his hand in the anime Su Kai watched when he was young.

"Long time no see." Lin Feng nodded and said, a bit restrained.

Yu Fei's younger brother is very cute, he is really fat, his eyes are not big, he looks very fleshy, he was teased by four men, he started to cry impatiently, Dad Yu laughed, hugged him, coaxed him, "Don't cry, don't cry, brothers bear you very much"

Su Kai looked at the child, turned around, and asked Tao Yuan, "What were you like when you were young?"

Tao Yuan thought for a while, "It seems to be fat too."

Su Kai gave a disgusted look, "No wonder it's so edible"

Tao Yuan, ""

Yu Fei laughed, "Su Kai, why do you dislike Xiao Yuan? Think about how dark you were when you were young."

Tao Yuan raised his eyes, "He was very dark when he was young?"

Yu Fei nodded.

Tao Yuan gave Su Kai a blank look, "No wonder it looks like a piece of carbon now."

Su Kai, ""

Subconsciously, Su Kai went to pinch Tao Yuan's face, he likes to pinch Tao Yuan's face, pinching is very fun, this is something only two people do, Tao Yuan slaps Su Kai's thigh in shame.

"Don't worry, I'll tell you"

Su Kai just smiled.

Yu Fei tilted his head, looked at the two of them, and smiled slightly.

After a meal, the four of them still went out, ready to go to the second stall. I haven’t been to the barbecue restaurant for a long time. I miss it very much. Tao Yuan posted on Su Kai along the way, and the menu was all thought out. Yu Fei and Lin Feng walked away silently. From the back, seeing the two people in front like magnets, getting tired of being together, I couldn't help complaining.

"It's disgusting," Lin Feng said.

Yu Fei's face changed, and he looked at Lin Feng. Lin Feng realized that he had used the wrong words, and said to Yu Fei in a panic, "No, that's not what I meant, I"

Yu Fei laughed, "How old are you, but you still can't speak"

Lin Feng gritted his teeth, thinking that he was usually eloquent.

Looking at Su Kai and Tao Yuan, Yu Fei's eyes were complicated, he looked at the distance between him and Lin Feng from the corner of his eye, the space of sixty centimeters was kept very carefully.

"That's great," Yu Fei said, looking at the two talking and laughing in front of him.

Lin Feng pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

The barbecue restaurant felt like a world away. It hadn't been refurbished, and the old broken tables were still there. The four of them felt very relieved.

A case of beer, food to Tao Yuan, one seat per person, chatting and laughing, the vacancy that hasn't been shared for a long time, is slowly filled.

It's too long, the time we've been apart is too long, and there are too many stories I want to share, as if I can't finish it.

Yu Fei asked Su Kai what he was doing after graduation, and Tao Yuan raised his hand to answer, "Eating and waiting to die"

Su Kai stared, then went to pinch Tao Yuan's face again, but Tao Yuan refused to pinch, covering his face, "Don't pinch, don't pinch, it's about to be pinched into buns."

Yu Fei smiled, "It's okay, Su Kai likes steamed stuffed buns."

Su Kai smiled, lowered his head and kicked Yu Fei, Tao Yuan stuck out his tongue to Yu Fei, "He doesn't like steamed stuffed buns now, he likes deep-fried dough sticks"

Yu Fei pouted, "Oh"

I ate a lot and drank a lot, but the atmosphere was good, no one was drunk, jokes kept going, there was always something to say, Yu Fei felt so greedy, looking at the three of them, there was an unspeakable memory .

Lin Feng's eyes have been lingering on Yu Fei intentionally or unintentionally. Yu Fei went to Japan, and his hair grew long, reaching below the ears, but he tidied it up very neatly. , Lin Feng couldn't sum it up, Yu Fei's face was very clean, fair and clean, more angular than Tao Yuan's milky white face, but also had soft lines. Suddenly, two words popped into Lin Feng's mind.

Looks good, Yu Fei, looks good.

"Brother Yu Fei, is Mr. Hui back?" Tao Yuan suddenly asked as if remembering something.

Yu Fei nodded, "We came back together, he is in Beijing"

"Oh!" Tao Yuan smiled, a little excited, "When are you going back to Japan? Will I have time to play with Mr. Eiko?"

Yu Fei thought for a while, then shook his head in frustration, "It should be too late, we'll leave on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year"

"So early?" Su Kai frowned, "It's not easy to come back, after fifteen."

Yu Fei sighed, "It's no good, the professor over there agreed to take us to study in England for a month in February."

Tao Yuan's eyes sparkled when he heard the words, "Wow, I want to go to England too."

Su Kai sighed and shook his head, "You said why did you choose Chinese as a foreign language at that time? You won't travel all over the world in the future, will you enter the Confucius Institute or something?"

Yu Fei tilted his head, "I haven't thought about this yet, I want to read it after I finish my blog."

Speaking of this, Yu Fei suddenly looked at the three people enviously, "Hey, you see that you are all working hard for your goals, but I am still looking for goals"

Su Kai had a cold face, "Are you saying that I'm a fool waiting to die?"

"Hahahahaha"

"Hahahahaha"

Everyone laughed again, Lin Feng looked at Yu Fei quietly and smiled, and took a sip of wine.

Very late, very late, very late, I reluctantly stood up, checked out and went home, the four of us walked together shoulder to shoulder, talking and laughing.

Tao Yuan has never been alone with Su Kai since he came back, so he suggested that Lin Feng send Yu Fei back.

Yu Fei saw Tao Yuan's Xiao Jiujiu, snorted coldly, and took Lin Feng's hand, "Understood, I don't want to disturb you, this wicked couple are making out, we disappeared"

Then he turned around and left, Su Kai turned around and pinched Tao Yuan's face, "Smart ghost"

Tao Yuan stood on tiptoe and kissed Su Kai's face, "I miss you"

Su Kai's heart melted, and he pulled Tao Yuan into the garden, leaning against a tree, lowered his head, and kissed him sweetly.

There was a faint smell of beer in the mouths of both of them. Tao Yuan put his hand into Su Kai's clothes and covered them, it was very hot.

After kissing for a long time, Su Kai let go, looked at Tao Yuan, pressed against Tao Yuan's forehead, "Miss me well"

Tao Yuan held Su Kai in his arms, "Is the family noisy again?"

Su Kai shook his head, "No, very good."

Tao Yuan was worried, "If they force you to take the exam again, you will reveal that you helped me."

Su Kai was puzzled, "What?"

Tao Yuan's eyes flickered, and he couldn't hide his guilt, "You are still on probation, how can you take the exam?"

Su Kai blinked, suddenly realized, "Yes."

Tao Yuan rested his head on Su Kai's neck, "I'm sorry"

Su Kai nodded, "Then you are sorry for me, maybe I can become a world-famous politician."

Tao Yuan shook his head, "Wake up, Su Kai, you won't speak harshly at all."

"Hahahaha" Su Kai laughed.

Lin Feng and Yu Fei's current homes are not in the same direction. When Yu Fei said goodbye, Lin Feng suddenly followed, "I'll take you back."

Yu Fei looked at Lin Feng and smiled in surprise, "You're such a waste, what are you giving away, just a few stations"

Lin Feng nodded, walked ahead, and entered the light rail station.

Chongqing, when did it come to be?

"You said why I didn't think our light rail was so interesting before?" Yu Fei looked at the changing scenery outside the window and said softly.

Lin Feng watched the night scene of Chongqing disappear from the window, stepped into the darkness, and thought for a while, "The trams in Chongqing are free."

Yu Fei laughed, "Because it goes up and down at one time?"

"Because it has day and night"

Hearing this, Yu Fei tilted his head, "Have your words become more polite, did Li Han catch it?"

Lin Feng shook his head, "I'm just telling the truth."

Yu Fei turned his head and laughed.

It was only three stops away, the two got off the car, Lin Feng stubbornly accompanied Yu Fei to the downstairs of the community, Yu Fei stood at the door, sighed, "Okay, let's go back"

Lin Feng stood where he was, and suddenly chuckled, "That's what you said when you were young."

Yu Fei's eyes were in a trance, after thinking for a while, indeed, "It's hard for you to remember"

"I will never forget"

"Haha, it's not an important memory, it doesn't matter if you forget it."

"Yu Fei" Lin Feng suddenly lost his smile and said in a deep voice, "I'll wait for you to come back"

Yu Fei was stunned, standing on the spot, watched Lin Feng finish his sentence, turned around slowly, and left.

Lin Feng's back is very lonely, rather than lonely, it's better to say he is a bit frustrated, Yu Fei rarely sees Lin Feng's back like this, when he was very young, Lin Feng even turned around with a very proud demeanor.

'I'll wait for your return'

Yu Fei opened his mouth, repeated Lin Feng's words lightly, frowned, Yu Fei was puzzled, "What are you waiting for me to come back for?"

Turn around and Yu Fei enters the door.

In February 2021, the winter in Chongqing was very cold, unexpectedly cold, so cold, but still stubbornly did not snow.

Lin Feng walked alone in the cold wind, feeling endlessly lonely.

The first time Lin Feng felt lonely was when he went to Beijing for the first time. Su Kai was obviously by his side. He looked at the endless flatness of Beijing and felt alone.

Later, Lin Feng thought that it would be lively, so he had a second major, Li Han, an activity team, many friends, and the goal of the research room.

With a lot of worry and busyness, I still feel lonely.

This surprised Lin Feng.

Until, Yu Fei came to Beijing.

In those short few days, like lotus flowers blooming in a pool of stagnant water, Lin Feng finally understood that he wanted Yu Fei.

Looking back, Lin Feng found that the circle of the four of them was actually small and pitiful, relying on each other, making up for each other, and comforting each other.

Loneliness, many people say it is lack, Lin Feng thought, loneliness is just desire.

If you can't get what you want, isn't it lonely?

Lin Feng had no lofty ambitions since he was a child. He used his intelligence to obtain a beautiful degree, entered a university, and became a university teacher. When he was around 30, he found a suitable girl to marry, gave birth to a lovely daughter, and drank with his friends in his spare time. Chatting, or going on vacation, it is best for the four of them to work in one place, and they can meet and chat anytime, anywhere, and no one is far away. When the child paper grows up, he will marry the son of a friend, and then he and his wife will live an ordinary old age Life, if possible, he hopes that when he is old, the four of them can get together to play mahjong and fight landlords.

It was Yu Fei who broke his life plan.

However, when he turned around suddenly, Lin Feng found that he had put Yu Fei in his absolute plan.

Yu Fei's position was carefully arranged by Lin Feng. When Lin Feng realized that he wanted Yu Fei, Yu Fei had already flown far away.

Sitting on the light rail, Lin Feng watched the changing scenery outside the window, thinking about what kind of scenery Yu Fei should have in Japan.

There is no banquet in the world that lasts forever, Lin Feng understands this truth.

But why Lin Feng was so fond of a friend, Lin Feng didn't quite understand.

Until he saw Su Kai walking out of the police station with his head up, the sky in Beijing was very gloomy that day, and Su Kai's face was also very sloppy, but the moment Lin Feng saw Su Kai, he didn't feel the haze at all. Kai's face glowed with the brilliance of a hero, and at the moment Tao Yuan bowed his head obediently, Lin Feng saw tenderness like water.

Does he want Yu Fei, and does he also want Yu Fei's tenderness like water?

Lin Feng once asked himself.

Questions that never have answers.

Lin Feng doesn't have the idea of ​​homosexuality, he has Li Han, he likes Li Han, he likes Li Han as a woman.

But he wanted Yu Fei.

Lin Feng spurned his fraternity, the night scene in Chongqing is still so beautiful, Lin Feng looked at the beautiful night scene outside the window, as if looking at the beautiful Yu Fei.

In the hometown where I grew up, I felt infinitely lonely.

"I'm leaving, don't miss me too much, just send me more things." Yu Fei said softly at Jiangbei Airport, waving his hands.

Standing at the back, Lin Feng watched Su Kai and Tao Yuan wave their hands foolishly, then turned and left.

Yu Fei put down his hands, looked at Lin Feng's back, his eyes were blurred, Lin Feng, he has changed, probably he no longer likes him as a friend.

After all, Yu Fei was on the plane to Japan, thinking that the most feared thing between people is that the direction is different.

Su Kai didn't want to stay at home. Just after the first day of the new year, relatives from all walks of life began to move around, and polite "caring" followed one after another. The smiles of Kai's father and Kai's mother were always reluctant to freeze when they mentioned themselves, which made Su Kai feel uneasy. A hallucinatory guilt, when he was with Tao Yuan, Tao Yuan's face was always filled with the warmth brought by home, which made Su Kai go crazy with jealousy.

On the eighth day of the eighth day, Su Kai decided to go back to Beijing. Tao Yuan asked him to go back together after the fifteenth day, but Su Kai refused.

This decision finally ignited the seemingly peaceful home. Dad Kai asked Su Kai where he lived, and Su Kai said Tao Yuan's house.

Papa Kai shook his head, "Have you lived in someone else's house all your life?"

Su Kai didn't speak, and Kai's mother was anxious, "Xiao Kai, if you miss the graduation period for fresh graduates, they say it will be difficult to find a good job."

Su Kai kept silent, which made his parents even more anxious.

On the day of leaving, Kay's mother sent