Kaiyuan

In March, Jing Zhe, a group of people finished the short Spring Festival and started to go to work.

"Tired?" Lin Feng asked softly, looking at Li Han who looked tired.

Although the two lived in the same room, after Lin Feng entered the research room, they seldom spent time together as intimately as they did in the university.

Li Han gnawed on the bread and nodded, Lin Feng passed the milk, got up and went to the refrigerator to get a salad.

"Lin Feng"

"kindness?"

"Is today your day off?"

"kindness"

Sitting back at the dining table again, Li Han stared at Lin Feng, "Then clean up, I won't work overtime today, we'll go out to eat and go shopping by the way"

Lin Feng nodded.

"Remember to tidy up yourself"

After speaking, Li Han went out.

Lin Feng looked at the bread that Li Han had gnawed twice, and lowered his head.

Li Han wanted to buy clothes this day, Lin Feng had already carried several pockets, but Li Han still felt that he hadn't bought enough, so he took Lin Feng's arm and went from store to store, passing by the beautiful window, Li Han stopped, Lin Feng turned his head and looked at the red dress inside.

"want to?"

Li Han shook his head, "Look, we are so compatible."

Lin Feng turned his head, looked at the reflections of the two in the window, pursed his lips, and smiled softly, "What else should I buy?"

Li Han tilted his head, thought for a while, and whispered in Lin Feng's ear, "Underwear"

After speaking, he dragged Lin Feng into Victoria's Secret.

Lin Feng sat on the sofa in the lounge, holding a bunch of shopping bags, watching Li Han happily pick out underwear, and sighed heavily.

When they returned home, it was past ten o'clock at night. The two of them lived in the staff apartment of Lin Feng's laboratory. It had two bedrooms and one living room. It was very busy to come to the research room. Second, after returning from Shanghai, Lin Feng's head seemed to freeze, and he couldn't run other programs.

When Lin Feng came out of the shower, Li Han took out the newly bought underwear and asked Lin Feng, "Tell me, which one do you want to see me wear?"

Lin Feng went to get a drink from the refrigerator with flickering eyes, "I have to make a report soon, you should go to bed first."

Li Han's hand was stiff in mid-air, slowly hanging down, she looked at Lin Feng's back, sat down, and sank into the sofa.

"Lin Feng, what happened when you went to Shanghai?" Li Han asked.

Lin Feng turned around stiffly, took a sip of his drink, looked at Li Han and smiled, "Nothing happened."

"You will raise your voice when you lie." Li Han sighed, and said softly, "We've been together for so many years, can't you just tell the truth?"

Lin Feng turned his head away, put down his drink, and the picture of Yu Fei frowning and under him flashed in his head, gritted his teeth, Lin Feng shook his head, "Nothing happened."

"Then let's do it"

Li Han said, his voice was cold and without any passion.

Lin Feng frowned, "I have another report, Li Han me"

"I heard from Tao Yuan that Yu Fei is in Shanghai?"

"what?"

"It's been half a year, Lin Feng, the excuses you use are much more repetitive. You just tell me that you have someone else in your heart, and you can't sleep with me, can't you?"

Li Han stood up, her voice was calm, but she was panting, as if something had twisted her neck.

Lin Feng saw the pain in Li Han's eyes, walked over and hugged Li Han, "It's not like this, Xiao Han"

Li Han closed his eyes in despair, but still couldn't hold back the tears, which flowed out drop by drop, blurring his eyes.

"Let's get married, Lin Feng." Li Han hugged Lin Feng suddenly, and said excitedly, "Let's get married, Lin Feng, let's get married, in Beijing or Chongqing, I can do it, let's get married."

Lin Feng's waist was hurt by Li Hanle, and his heartbeat was slow. Lin Feng closed his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaohan"

Li Han suddenly let go of Lin Feng, looked at the man with fear in his eyes, trembling all over, "You want him, don't you want me?"

Lin Feng was startled by Li Han's sudden question, who does he want?Want Yu Fei, Yu Fei is not his, Yu Fei is free and has always been, so Lin Feng shook his head.

Li Han smiled wryly, "Then do you want me?"

Do you want Li Han?Does he not want Li Han?He likes Li Han, if there is no Yu Fei, he must like Li Han very much, the kind that he likes for a lifetime.

After waiting for a long time for an answer, Li Han took a step back, turned around and packed the underwear on the sofa, and then entered the room.

After a while, Li Han came out and picked up the suitcase. Lin Feng looked at him stiffly, "Where are you going?"

“I went to stay at a friend's house for two days”

"I'm going out, you stay here"

"Lin Feng" Li Han suddenly laughed, and said in a bitter voice, "If you don't want me, just be indifferent to me, don't torture me with this kind of tenderness, okay?"

After speaking, Li Han went out with the suitcase in hand. When the door was closed, Li Han turned her head.

"Ten days, I'll wait for you for ten days, think clearly, come pick me up, don't think clearly"

For the latter words, Li Han was choked up, so he didn't speak, and closed the door.

Lin Feng slumped down on the sofa, covering his face, and suddenly felt a prickly pain all over his body.

Uncomfortable, Lin Feng took his annual leave for the first time, didn't go anywhere, just locked in the house every day, watching movies, playing games, and eating takeaway.

On the third day, Tao Yuan called and asked if Lin Feng was on his annual leave. Lin Feng said yes, and Tao Yuan said it was just right, let's go to Shanghai with Su Kai.

Shanghai, two words, two simple words, made Lin Feng suddenly suffocate.

By coincidence, Lin Feng put down the game keyboard, opened the curtains, squinted his eyes, looked at the dazzling sunlight outside the window, and followed Su Kai to Shanghai.

March is still chilly, Su Kai is not in good health and wears thick clothes. In fact, Su Kai is accompanied by a manager. This time he went to Shanghai to discuss cooperation with a comic magazine. What is it, Lin Feng knows in his own mind.

As soon as the plane landed, Su Kai called Yu Fei, Yu Fei picked it up, and made an appointment to have dinner together.

Su Kai asked his manager to order a hot pot meal, but he didn't tell Yu Fei that Lin Feng would follow him, so when Yu Fei entered the door with Ouyang Hui, the four of them were stunned.

What we ate was the so-called Shanghai hotpot, clear soup, and the hot dishes were quite different from those in Chongqing. Su Kai was ill recently, and his mouth was bland, but his food was okay. Lin Feng lost his mind when he entered the room, and kept staring at him. From the looks of it, Yu Fei was in a panic when he was burned by Lin Feng's eyes. He was half excited, half scared, and it was not easy to pick up vegetables, so Lin Feng picked up Yu Fei, but Ouyang Hui took the first step.

"It's hot, eat slowly," Ouyang Hui said softly.

Yu Fei lowered his head, not to look at Lin Feng's stiff chopsticks in mid-air, Su Kai thoughtfully picked up the bowl, and took it.

"Take good care of me, I'm sick"

Lin Feng gave Su Kai a blank look, and put down his chopsticks.

This meal, each has its own concerns, and the food is not very good.

When they parted, Lin Feng stood beside Su Kai and secretly took Yu Fei's hand. Yu Fei was so frightened that his face turned pale, and Lin Feng staggered when he threw it, almost knocking over the flowerpot behind him.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Kai opened his eyes wide.

"A sprained ankle." Lin Feng lowered his head and replied in a cold voice.

Yu Fei turned his head, not daring to look at Lin Feng, and took Ouyang Hui's hand, "It's getting late, let's go back first."

Su Kai nodded, "Well, I'll finish talking tomorrow, let's have dinner together"

"it is good"

After finishing speaking, he took Ouyang Hui's hand and walked out. The corners of Ouyang Hui's mouth were slightly pursed, and his body was pulled out stiffly. After going out, Yu Fei let go of Ouyang Hui's hand and regained his composure.

Ouyang Hui looked at her hand and chuckled, "Didn't you say it's disgusting to touch me, why are you willing to pull it?"

Yu Fei turned his head, looked at Ouyang Hui, his eyes flickered, and his eyes met. After a while, he turned his head, Yu Fei looked at the busy and noisy night market, and left.

Ouyang Hui chased after him and stopped Yu Fei from going out, "Feifei, let's have a good talk"

Yu Fei's back is thin, showing a bit of desolation that doesn't match the bustling night market, he stopped, but didn't turn around, "Xiao Hui, I'm not worthy of your flair"

After finishing speaking, Yu Fei strode towards the opposite direction and left.

Ouyang Hui stood in place, looked at Yu Fei's stubborn back, clenched his fists tightly, at this moment Lin Feng chased Yu Fei out, and was surprised to meet Ouyang Hui who was in a daze.

Su Kai followed slowly, the scene in front of him was very embarrassing, but Lin Feng didn't ask Ouyang Hui, turned around, and chased in the direction where Yu Fei was leaving, Su Kai walked up to Ouyang Hui, watching Lin Feng galloping away The figure sighed.

"I still don't understand how you fell in love with Yu Fei"

Hearing this, Ouyang Hui chuckled, "If I understand, I don't like him anymore."

Su Kai turned his head and looked at Ouyang Hui who looked haggard, "What's wrong with you?"

"Su Kai" Ouyang Hui frowned, watching Lin Feng chasing Yu Fei and disappearing at the corner of the street, said hoarsely, "We broke up"

"That's fine"

Su Kai nodded and spoke with confidence.

"Very good?" Ouyang Hui asked.

Su Kai nodded again, "Very well, I have never liked you, you know that?"

"do not know"

"Then you know now"

After speaking, Su Kai turned and left.

Leaving Ouyang Hui alone, standing where he was, remembering last year when winter was coming, Yu Fei solemnly said, 'Let's break up'

The winter in the south comes late and is not so cold. Yu Fei's eyebrows are always gentle and warm, and the word "breakup" has warmth, which makes Ouyang Hui think that Yu Fei is just angry.

After all, the two also made an appointment to go to Japan to see cherry blossoms in spring. Yu Fei likes cherry blossoms in Japan and the beauty of cherry blossoms falling down. Although Ouyang Hui doesn't like cherry blossoms, he likes Yu Fei standing under the cherry tree, like a storybook unreal dreams.

In Ouyang Hui's heart, Yu Fei is a clear and warm lake, which can tolerate everything reflected on the lake. His pain and loneliness are embraced by Yu Fei, and he is very quiet. He is willing to stay on this lake. , being embraced by Yu Fei, he felt an urge to do whatever he wanted.

"Xiaohui, we are not suitable, let's break up." Yu Fei lowered his head, wearing thick autumn clothes, and said softly.

Ouyang Hui trembled all over, tried to hold Yu Fei's hand, and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry? I will never do that again, Yu Fei"

Yu Fei withdrew his hand, raised his head, looked at the man who was a step away, and smiled wryly, "Xiao Hui, I'm in love with someone else."

Yu Fei called Ouyang Hui today, nominally saying that Su Kai had finally met. Ouyang Hui was so excited for the first time that he couldn't help himself. However, the moment he saw Lin Feng, Ouyang Hui's heart gradually cooled down. Fei's nervousness and bewilderment fell in his eyes, like burning sparks, and Ouyang Hui choked up in pain.

The feeling of loss emerged clearly, like an endless night, trying to drown him.

Lin Feng had long legs, and he caught up with Yu Fei in a few moments. When Yu Fei was pulled to a stop, he turned around and looked at Lin Feng, feeling a sudden heartache.

"Yu Fei, don't you miss me?"

Lin Feng opened his mouth, panting.

Yu Fei's eyes were dull, looking at this long time no see, looking at this long time no see, almost missing the man madly, the corners of his mouth were stiff, "I miss you"

Yu Fei said, four words, the astonishing Lin Feng almost laughed with ecstasy, the joyful Lin Feng pulled Yu Fei into his arms, and hugged each other tightly, all the things that happened at the dinner table just now were forgotten by Lin Feng, forgetting Ouyang Painting, forget about Li Han, there is a faint smell of ink stains on Yu Fei's body, Lin Feng guessed that Yu Fei was writing calligraphy before going out.

"I miss you too," Lin Feng said.

These four words made Yu Fei frowned and almost cried. Yu Fei raised his hands tremblingly and put them on Lin Feng's back. All the forbearance and self-control just now disappeared.

Lin Feng followed Yu Fei to Yu Fei's apartment. Ouyang Hui had moved out for a few months, and the room was still kept spotless by Yu Fei. While on the sofa, Lin Fengzai stroked Yu Fei's face carefully, firmly believing that he had found the answer.

"Yu Fei, Yu Fei Yu Fei"

Lin Feng kept calling Yu Fei's name, as if he wanted to imprint himself with these two words.

Yu Fei hugged Lin Feng tightly, when he still had a sense of rationality, Yu Fei asked Lin Feng, "Do you love me?"

Lin Feng closed his eyes, and bit Yu Fei's lips fiercely.

This time, the two of them are awake, or maybe not, because their heads are still obsessed and fuzzy. The huge energy displayed by the entanglement of the body makes the brain lose the function of thinking, and Yu Fei even rarely loses his elegant tenderness. , Every touch was done with great strength, leaving red marks on Lin Feng's arms and thighs, Lin Feng was so intoxicated in Fei's body that he didn't feel the pain at all.

In the middle of the night, when he stopped, Lin Feng hugged Yu Fei with his remaining sobriety and strength, and whispered, "I love you"

Yu Fei turned his head and looked at Lin Feng whose hair was in a mess. Lin Feng's side face was under the light, with an incredible sharpness. The two were lying on the floor, with clothes scattered around them. Yu Fei was hugged by Lin Feng He said, closing his eyes gently, with a very plain but painful smile on the corner of his mouth.

Lin Feng didn't go back to Beijing with Su Kai, he stayed in Shanghai for a whole month, and asked for leave like a fool, he was very disdainful and wanted to resign.

At the beginning of the new semester, Yu Fei went to work and taught skillfully, his life seemed to be the same as before, but when he went home and saw Lin Feng, he changed into another look.

"You are not allowed to meet that Ouyang Hui, do you hear me?"

Lin Feng always ordered Yu Fei repeatedly, every time Yu Fei would turn his head and look at Lin Feng who was hugging him, "What about you and Li Han?"

"I will break up"

Lin Feng buried his head in Fei's neck, and made a sincere promise.

"So, let me go back to Beijing, Yu Fei, I'll take care of everything"

Lin Feng was greedy for getting along with Yu Fei, but he still felt uneasy. Yu Fei didn't know what was going on this time, so he stubbornly refused to let Lin Feng go back to Beijing. Pecking Lin Feng's lips, he said worriedly.

"What if you don't come back"

Lin Feng laughed, "Why didn't I come back?"

Yu Fei shook his head, "I don't know"

Yu Fei has a strong premonition, he realizes that this is his only chance to catch Lin Feng, he doesn't like Beijing, he doesn't like that bustling city but makes him at a loss what to do.

"I'll be back, Yu Fei" Lin Feng said when he left, "I'll be back by your side"

Then I returned to Beijing.

Yu Fei's life returned to peace once again, but his heart was so turbulent that he couldn't be quiet, so recently Yu Fei was writing calligraphy, and he wrote in the middle of the night. Suppressed happiness, but when the air is quiet again, that suppressed happiness will turn into an extremely annoying distraction, making Yu Fei extremely uncomfortable.

Yu Fei had experienced Lin Feng's destructive allure to himself when he was young. The night when the two had sex was both heaven and hell to Fei. Dare to act, but Lin Feng is like a gust of wind, he can't catch it, he doesn't know his own direction, Lin Feng said he loves himself, Yu Fei thought, is that true love?

Even if it is true love, after so many years of relationship, Yu Fei also clearly understands that it will not be a love willing to sacrifice anything.

He will never get Lin Feng, this lies in Fei's heart, and he already knows it.

The day when Lin Feng told Li Han to break up was the day when Li Han was most anxious and uneasy. Since the morning, it has been raining lightly in Beijing, just like the south of the Yangtze River. People in the north don't like this kind of light rain, which makes people feel melancholy Unbearable, just like that, Lin Feng came to pick up Li Han who had been disturbing his friend's house for many days under his umbrella.

Lin Feng borrowed a car from somewhere, and took Li Han to an apartment that was very close to Li Han's work. The room is rich and bright, very clean and refreshingly decorated, with all the furniture. Lin Feng helped Li Han put down the things and went to boil water to make tea.

Li Han walks around the apartment in her favorite style, and there are also paintings she likes, and even a new bicycle, desk, computer, printer and other things are all available.

"I have paid the rent for five years, you can stay at ease, my friend's house still has children after all, it will be inconvenient for you to stay for a long time"

After making tea, Lin Feng spoke softly. Li Han looked at the bookshelf. The books that she originally put in Lin Feng's apartment were put there intact, as well as her favorite record and Blu-ray player. After reading it, Li Han Han went back to the living room and sat opposite Lin Feng. He was thirsty and went to serve tea, but found that his hands were shaking, so he quickly retracted them and put them in his pockets.

"It's expensive," Li Han said with twinkling eyes.

Lin Feng shook his head, "Not expensive"

Then, he gently picked up some cold tea and put it in front of Li Han.

After a long time, until the tea was cold, Lin Feng held his fingers and pursed his lips, "Li Han, I have thought clearly."

Li Han clenched his hands tightly in his pockets, his long nails were stuck in his palms, and it hurt a little, "En"

"Let's break up." Lin Feng raised his head, looked at Li Han, and said in a deep voice.

Li Han lowered her head, suddenly there was a rumble in her ears, she blinked her eyes, Li Han felt her throat was extremely dry, she reached out tremblingly, picked up the cold tea, and drank it in one gulp.

Lin Feng gritted his teeth, looked at Li Han's appearance, his eyes were red, "I'm sorry"

These three words, in Li Han's memory, are as unfamiliar as the word thank you. Lin Feng rarely said these polite words, even to strangers.

Silence spread for a long time. This is a high-end apartment, which is well isolated from the noise. On the soft and hard nude sofa, the two looked at each other face to face, until Li Han shed a tear gently.

"I see"

Li Han replied softly.

Lin Feng's fingers twitched together until they were red and white, feeling guilty.

"Do you like Yu Fei?" Li Han asked in tears.

Lin Feng looked at Li Han and nodded.

Li Han laughed suddenly, as if he understood something, he suddenly picked up the milky white teacup on the coffee table and threw it on Lin Feng's head. With a bang, the teacup shattered, and a smear of red blood overflowed from Lin Feng's forehead.

"roll"

This was the last word Li Han said to Lin Feng.

Lin Feng lowered his head, cleaned up the broken tea cups on the ground, stood up, and walked out.

The moment the door was closed, Li Han rushed to the door, put his hands on the doorknob, his eyes were crazy, his whole body was trembling, but when the door was about to be opened, his hands were stiff.

In the end, Li Han collapsed on the floor, his whole body seemed to come out of the water, and he calmed down covered in cold sweat. After calming down, Li Han cried aloud.

Crying, real crying, is always unsightly, Li Han clutched his heart, the pain felt like he was about to die, and howled like a wolf.

Lin Feng went downstairs in a daze, and walked on the street. When he came out, he didn't take an umbrella, and the light rain hit him, making Lin Feng feel like he was in Chongqing.

His pain at the moment, he understands very well, compared with Li Han, it is insignificant, he is betrayal, it is hurt, his pain is nothing but guilt, not heartache.

This guilt made Lin Feng feel dizzy and his heart was blocked. He thought of Yu Fei with great guilt, and his head was full of Yu Fei. He hurt Li Han who loved him for seven years, and at the same time hurt Li Han who loved him for a longer time. Yu Fei.

When he saw Li Han crying, he knew that he had hurt Yu Fei.

He's a winner, a heartless winner.

The sidewalks in Beijing are straight, and the trees on both sides of the road change in seasons, which always gives the impression that Lin Feng is bare. He remembers the first time Li Han appeared in front of him, and he also remembers the first time Yu Fei came to Beijing.

Lin Feng hid under the eaves of an alley, took out his mobile phone, and called Yu Fei.

"Hello" Yu Fei's voice came softly from far away, the extremely gentle voice, like a drop of water on the sea.

"Yu Fei" Lin Feng choked up his voice, looked at the light rain in front of him, "I'm sorry"

After finishing speaking, Lin Feng squatted down, held the receiver of the mobile phone, and began to cry softly.

On this day, Shanghai is sunny and the weather is very good. The green leaves are full of vitality under the sunlight. Yu Fei just finished class and was walking in the corridor of the classroom when Lin Feng’s heavy voice came. Yu Fei turned his head and looked outside the teaching building An unnamed green tree, said grace.

With a disapproving tone, Yu Fei nodded and said softly, "You don't need to apologize."

Summer repeats summer, time repeats time, love repeats love.

Lin Feng sat on a stone bench in the Old Summer Palace, looked at Su Kai's painting of Fu Hai as he did many years ago, tilted his head, "I envy you"

Su Kai flicked his wrist, and chuckled, "Envy my broken waist or my myopia of more than 700 degrees?"

Lin Feng curled his lips, "I'm envious that you have someone to serve you."

While saying this, Tao Yuan called and urged Su Kai to go home for dinner.

Su Kai looked at the half-painted painting, and pursed his lips in disinterest, but replied happily, "Okay, go back right away."

Lin Feng slumped down on the stone bench facelessly, Su Kai took a look, "Let's go!"

Shaking his head, Lin Feng said in a deep voice, "No one told me to go back to eat."

Su Kai rewarded Lin Feng with a paintbrush, adding fuel to the flames, "Let's order takeaway."

There are three people at a table, and Tao Yuan's cooking skills have greatly improved in the past two years. For Su Kai's body, he combined meat and vegetables, and he also took a nutritionist certificate by the way. While Tao Yuan took care of his body, it couldn't be said to be good or bad. When people are young, they seem to have a kind of heroism that can destroy everything.

"You pick and pick again!" Before the carrot in Su Kai's bowl could be thrown out, Tao Yuan put it back with a chopstick.

With a slight protest at the corner of Su Kai's mouth, he ate it neatly.

After dinner, Su Kai washed the dishes and swept the floor, Tao Yuan sat on the sofa drinking tea, Lin Feng sat on the side, looked at the two of them, really envious.

Yu Fei’s job in Shanghai is also hard-won, and it happens that he doesn’t like Beijing. No matter what Lin Feng says, Yu Fei just doesn’t want to come to Beijing, and Lin Feng is obsessed with a multi-disciplinary research project in the laboratory, so he is reluctant to go to Shanghai .

Reluctant, all reluctant, but not willing to meet, not to be together.

On the way back, Lin Feng sat on the newly-promoted convenience bus, looked out the window at the fast-moving scenery, and put his head on the window, like a sculpture.

In February 2026, the Spring Festival is approaching, Beijing is very stingy this year, only a few days of snow the size of tears, and no longer pay attention to the earth.

I don't know why, this year, everyone wants to go home, even Lin Kexin, who is extremely busy, calls and says that he has turned down all the New Year's invitations, and everyone wants to go back to Chongqing for a gathering.

Su Kai took the initiative to tell Tao Yuan that he wanted to go back. Tao Yuan clenched his fingers and asked with a smile, "What if you don't let me in if you go back?"

"Is there a hotel?" Su Kai said.

Tao Yuan put his head on Su Kai's chest, curled his lips, "Is there anyone who doesn't go in, go to a hotel?"

Su Kai stroked Tao Yuan's head, and called Lin Feng, "Go back, Yu Fei seems to want to go back too."

"Go back," Lin Feng said.

Tao Yuan snorted softly, "Of course Brother Lin Feng can go back, and he won't be kicked out of the house."

Su Kai shuns Tao Yuan's hair, and Shun's Tao Yuan is sleepy, holding Su Kai's waist, whispering, "Buy beautiful bags for mothers, you pay for it, you know"

Su Kai smiled and nodded.

A group of people returned home on the 29th day of the lunar calendar. Su Kai and Tao Yuan booked a hotel before a rainy day, and then called their family members tremblingly.

Yuan's father promptly went to pick Tao Yuan back to his hometown. Tao Yuan's family members are prosperous, and they can gather three tables for the New Year's Eve dinner. In front of relatives, Yuan's mother didn't say a word.

Su Kai was not so lucky, Kai's mother said, "Come back alone, just bring others."

Su Kai went back, carrying all kinds of gifts bought in advance, Su Kai's family of three, the grandmother who was alive in his hometown also passed away, it was not as lively as Tao Yuan's house, and he didn't sit together for two years, his heart felt like it was not warm.

Su Kai just went out to stay with Yu Fei, watching movies, visiting bookstores, or shopping. The situation of the two is similar, and the location of the heartache is the same.

Among them, only Lin Feng was at ease. Apart from being complained by his parents for losing a loving daughter-in-law, he was still the center of the family as always. Lin Feng had many opportunities to confess his relationship with Yu Fei to his family, but he didn't know What's the matter, I opened my mouth, but couldn't continue. During the Chinese New Year last year, Lin Feng became cruel and dragged Yu Fei to the house, but was interrupted gently by Yu Fei at the end.

"Let's talk about it later," Yu Fei said softly to Lin Feng when he returned home.

If Su Kai and Yu Fei are bored, they will contact Lin Kexin. Lin Kexin is a little famous now. The entertainment circle may not know her, but in the rock and roll world, she is a top figure, and she still needs to wear a mask when going out.

"Hey, my friends, let's elope to Mars, I'm getting married again"

Su Kai and Yu Fei, the two men who came out of the closet, obviously did not have this trouble, they shook their heads and refused, unable to empathize with them.

At this time, Lin Kexin suddenly realized, "By the way, I can tell my family that I like women, so"

"Shut the fuck up!" Su Kai threw a French fries over and gave Lin Kexin a blank stare.

Lin Kexin curled her lips, "This is my last trump card, I won't show it for now"

Lin Feng was entangled at home and had no time to come out. For those who go home for a few days a year, his mother wished to see the night from morning to night. Su Kai asked Yu Fei why he didn't let Lin Feng tell his family.

Yu Fei thought for a while, then shook his head, "Could it be that we all sleep on the street?"

Su Kai pursed his lips, turned his head, and sighed.

When he was about to return to Beijing, Kai's mother gave Su Kai a key, "The suite your father bought for you has been taken over, take a look, how to do it, put it first, or decorate it? If it is renovated, I will help you look at"

Su Kai pursed his lips, "I only come back for a few days a year, what are you doing for decoration?"

Kai's mother turned her head and put a pack of new clothes into Su Kai's suitcase, "It's been renovated, you want to come back, and you have a place to live"

After finishing speaking, he left the room and closed the door. Su Kai stared at the key in his hand in a daze. When he understood, Su Kai covered his face. He didn't know whether he was happy or sad, so he cried.

Yu Fei's vacation was the longest among them, and Lin Feng pestered Yu Fei to go to Beijing, but Yu Fei couldn't go, so Lin Feng had a quarrel when the two separated, and after the quarrel, Yu Fei went to Shanghai , Lin Feng returned to Beijing.

Su Kai felt that the two of them were very boring. The time spent together for a year was not as long as the time he and Tao Yuan got together to cut nails, and they could quarrel.

Tao Yuan directly advised him to break up with Brother Yu Fei, but Yu Fei didn't want to break up, so he contacted Lin Feng on his own initiative.

"Do you want to come to Shanghai?"

Lin Feng looked at the heavy curtains in the laboratory that were drawn for the experiment, gritted his teeth, "Wait a minute"

Yu Fei didn't say anything and hung up the phone.

"Brother Lin Feng, you will definitely be dumped." Tao Yuan said unscrupulously to Lin Feng when he was drunk with night beer.

"Why?" Lin Feng asked Tao Yuan.

"Kafka said that the species that are not together after □ will only remain sad"

"so?"

"People only yearn for happiness"

Lin Feng gritted his teeth, "What are you making up again?"

Tao Yuan smiled pretentiously and got drunk.

Su Kai stroked Tao Yuan's head, and put clothes on Tao Yuan. It was early summer and the night was still cool.

Lin Feng looked at Tao Yuan who had fallen asleep, and Su Kai who was gentle and ugly, suddenly curious, "Su Kai, do you think you can love Tao Yuan forever?"

Su Kai turned his head, looked at Lin Feng, thought for a while, then shook his head, "I don't know"

"You look like you can be together for a long time"

"I don't know," Su Kai replied again.

"What if one day you don't love Tao Yuan anymore?" Lin Feng asked.

Su Kai frowned, thought for a while, "I don't know"

"Then what do you know?" Lin Feng was angrily left speechless by Su Kai's seemingly perfunctory answer.

Su Kai looked at Lin Feng puzzled, "Lin Feng, you can't even grasp the present happiness, why do you still have the energy to regret the gains and losses in the future?"

The night wind in early summer was indeed as cold as frost. Lin Feng was watched quietly by Su Kai, and suddenly he looked like a young boy who hadn't entered the world yet, at a loss when faced with an adult's question.

Su Kai turned his head, looked at the sleeping Tao Yuan, and sighed, "It's cold, he'll catch a cold after sleeping, let's go back."

Yu Fei is a fan of Takuro Yoshida, the father of Japanese folk songs. Since he was in high school, he has managed to collect a lot of Yoshida-san's records. "Please give me an eternal lie" was not a song that Yu Fei liked very much, because it was The song written by Mika Nakashima, the temperament of this song has obvious Nakajima’s personal temperament, until a few years ago, when Yu Fei walked into a record store to buy a record by chance on a sunny evening in Osaka , heard again.

Hearing the end, Yu Fei's eyes turned red.

Please give me forever lies.

What a romantic and affectionate confession.

Lin Feng still couldn't come to Shanghai, Yu Fei didn't blame him, because he didn't want to go to Beijing either, sometimes people are like this, they are unexpectedly attached to something, and saddened by something lost.

"It's a pity." Yu Fei called Lin Feng.

"What a pity?" Lin Feng was puzzled.

"Unfortunately, we are all old," Yu Fei said with a smile.

When Yu Fei said that, Lin Feng laughed, "Stupid"

After hanging up the phone, Yu Fei thought, it's a pity that they are all old, if they still have bloody youth, they won't be able to separate the north and the south.

"I said, in the future, we can live together when we commute by plane." One day, Lin Feng called and said complacently.

Yu Fei laughed, "It's faster to commute to get off work by rocket."

Lin Feng pretended to disapprove deeply, "Next year at the latest, let me tell you, just wait."

"OK"

As a result, in the second year, Yu Fei went to France to study for two years.

When Lin Feng shamelessly went to Su Kai and Tao Yuan's house for dinner, Tao Yuan asked Lin Feng in a perplexed and erotic manner, "Brother Feng, how did you spend the long night?"

Lin Feng ate the braised pork and sighed, "He Wei ion"

Tao Yuan, ""

Su Kai held back his laughter for a long time, turned his head away, coughed twice, and brought some food to Lin Feng, "I'm sorry, eat more."

Every time after dinner, Lin Feng would call Yu Fei on the way back, chatting with each other.

In the spring of 2028, the flowers bloomed exceptionally well.

Lin Feng couldn't help but ask Yu Fei, "Why come back?"

Yu Fei would be surprised, "What's wrong with you, you were never so anxious for me to come back before"

Lin Feng looked at the beautiful flowers blooming beside the street, "The flowers bloom very well this spring."

"kindness"

Yu Fei's attitude is cold, it should be said that he is getting colder and colder. After all, they are separated by thousands of miles, and the two can talk too little.

At the end of spring, when Lin Feng was about to turn on the experimental equipment one morning, he suddenly realized that he and Yu Fei hadn’t spoken for two months. This realization made Lin Feng’s heart feel cold. He turned off the experimental equipment, Take the mobile phone to call Yu Fei, and Yu Fei answers.

"Jet lag, I've said it many times, jet lag"

In a daze, Yu Fei complained after being woken up.

Lin Feng scratched his head in a trance, "Are you tired?"

Yu Fei lost his voice, as if he fell asleep again, Lin Feng opened the curtains, looked at the rising sun outside, and the withering flowers in the garden, suddenly said in a firm voice.

"Yu Fei, I'll bring flowers to see you"

"kindness?"

Yu Fei was still in a daze, listening without saying a word.

"I love you"

Lin Feng said.

Yu Fei's mobile phone was placed on the pillow, showing that the call was still going on. When Lin Feng said these three words, a sliver of moonlight hit Yu Fei's bed. Yu Fei still closed his eyes, listening to Lin Feng's rare words. There was another gracious voice in a gentle voice.

"Then love me forever"

Yu Fei said, and fell asleep again.

Lin Feng slowly put down his phone, took off his experimental white robe, and went to pick flowers in the garden. The sun just shone in the garden and hit Lin Feng's head. Lin Feng had aged a lot due to the experimental research in the past two years, and the vigor he had when he was young Like a bubble, it flickers in the sun and dissipates.

Yu Fei had a dream that day. He dreamed that Lin Feng was walking towards him with a large bouquet of all kinds of flowers in his arms. He stood there with a smile on his mouth. When Lin Feng was approaching, it suddenly started to rain heavily. , the rain seemed to be falling heavily, and it submerged his ankles in a short while. At this moment, Lin Feng stopped. No matter how Yu Fei yelled, Lin Feng was unwilling to walk towards him. The rain continued to wet the two of them. After hurting the flower that was about to wither, the fallen petals floated to Yu Fei's feet one by one.

Yu Fei felt distressed, and lowered his head to pick it up. When he got up, Lin Feng was gone, only the broken petals in his hands and the cold rain.

At this time, the rain stopped and the sun shone from the clouds. Yu Fei still stood in place, holding the petals in his hands. Under the sun, the petals gradually withered.

At this time, Yu Fei woke up.

The ceiling was a familiar pale color, Yu Fei moved his body stiffly, sat on his head, touched the cold sweat on his forehead, and smiled weakly.

Lin Feng went to France at the end of spring, completely beyond Yu Fei's expectation.

Lin Feng came in a hurry and left in a hurry, but after staying for two days, he hurriedly flew back to the country. In the two days, he only accompanied Yu Fei in two days of class and two nights of watching the night view of Paris. Even the Eiffel Tower just looked at it from a distance for a while before returning to China.

When leaving, Yu Fei looked at Lin Feng who looked tired and got angry, "The laboratory is so busy, what are you doing here?"

Lin Feng smiled, "Didn't I tell you, I'll send you flowers"

Yu Fei looked at the withering little daisies in the vase, and sighed, "You, hey"

Lin Feng lowered his head, and suddenly kissed Yu Fei, this kiss was a bit affectionate, not at all like Lin Feng, "I really miss you, Yu Fei"

Lin Feng said, Yu Fei looked at Lin Feng in a daze, smiled lightly, and said jokingly, "Did you do something to apologize to me?"

Lin Feng shook his head, "No."

"I don't believe it," Yu Fei said, "You were not like this before."

Lin Feng just laughed, looked at the time, was very reluctant to hug Yu Fei, and said, "I'm leaving"

"En" Yu Fei hugged Lin Feng tightly.

The two embraced for a while, then Lin Feng let go, took the luggage, patted Yu Fei's face, and left.

On the third day after Lin Feng left, Yu Fei suddenly began to feel pain in his heart. He thought of Lin Feng, those two short days were as short as a dream, and it was not enough to make up for the long-term miss of the two stubborn people.

The restless Yu Fei was used to tidying up the room, but he saw a very small box under his pillow. Yu Fei held it in his hand and trembled a little. He could imagine that it was left by Lin Feng, but he felt a little uneasy thinking that what was inside was what.

Yu Fei opened it, and there was a key inside, which was both familiar and unfamiliar. It was the kind of security door key used many years ago. Yu Fei frowned and called Lin Feng.

"What is this?" Yu Fei asked.

Lin Feng smiled on the other end of the phone, "I thought you'd find out next year."

Yu Fei laughed, "How do I know you put this under the pillow"

Lin Feng sighed, "This is the key."

"I know it's a key, what kind of key is it?"

"Keys to Home"

"En?" Yu Fei frowned, "Have you bought a house?"

"Ang" Lin Feng responded.

Yu Fei smiled, "Beijing?"

"No"

"kindness?"

"Chongqing, Shapingba"

"kindness?"

"Yu Fei, are you stupid?" Lin Feng raised his forehead, thinking about this, why Yu Fei has not suddenly realized, "Shapingba, Shapingba!"

Yu Feimu was stunned, thought for a while, his voice was a little trembling, "You, could it be?"

"Well, I bought it back for you"

Yu Fei held the mobile phone, his eyes wandered, the memory of the key in front of him finally emerged, and when it came out, Yu Fei covered his mouth, sighed in disbelief, and then his eyes turned red.

"Yu Fei, I'll wait for you to come back," Lin Feng said softly.

Hearing this, Yu Fei put down his phone, covered his face, and began to cry softly.

Lin Feng probably heard it, and smiled, "Hey, I'll wait for you to go home"