rebirth and lover break up

Several people arrived at a park. Qin Qiu and Qin Qing accompanied Qin Hua to rent a pedal boat to play in the park's large lake.

The water from the Great Lakes is introduced into Taihu Lake, which is clear and clear.There are not many tourists, after all, it is a working day.

So the three of them had a good time.

For their game, Qin Shu simply refused.She doesn't like these sports and doesn't like exposing herself to people.

She ran to the hillside with almost no people on her own, carrying the painting tools, and standing on the top, she could have a panoramic view of the whole lake.You can pay attention to Qin Qiu and the others at any time.

There were a few scattered people sketching on the hillside, all absorbed in their own affairs, and no one paid attention to Qin Shu's end.

Qin Shu felt very comfortable about this. She arranged the easel and all the painting utensils, and described the scenery of the distant mountains.

In fact, even though the people on the hillside didn't care who came, they still cast a strange look or two at Qin Shu.Because Qin Shu was dressed in a weird way, she caged herself too tightly.

On her head was a straw hat with a large brim, which almost covered the upper half of her face, and a breathable mask.If it weren't for the fact that the sunglasses would affect the painting, she would never take off the sunglasses.Wearing a long linen dress that came down to the ankles.There is also a pullover on the upper body, with long sleeves.A tulle silk scarf around the neck.A pair of ankle-length white sneakers on the feet.

He was still wearing white gloves on his hands, but he took them off for painting and put them aside carefully.

Although it is not summer yet, there is still heat especially outside during this time period.

So Qin Shu's attire is too strict, so weird.

Qin Shu would not pay attention to other people's gazes, and the other three were not the type to care about other people's gazes.So along the way, no one thought there was anything wrong with Qin Shu's dressing like this.

After Qin Shu adjusted the paint, he picked up the brush and began to concentrate on painting, his gaze deviated from the canvas from time to time to stay at the mountains and lakes in front of him.

Once she paints, she forgets everything around her.

Therefore, when some people kept coming to strike up a conversation but they were talking to themselves in embarrassment from beginning to end, they all became angry and decided that Qin Shu was a psychopath.Even if her paintings did surprise them.

It wasn't until the paint dried up that she realized she was too involved and stopped.During the interval between mixing paints, someone came up.

The figure of the person who came was quite tall, covering the sunlight behind him and the canvas.

Qin Shu could feel that the other party's gaze was always on the canvas, which made her feel comfortable.It was also the reason why she didn't chase him away immediately after she came to her senses.

"Well drawn."

Visitors admire.

Qin Shu turned a deaf ear to it.

"Especially the adults and children on the pedal boats in the lake, there are no extra eyesores added."

Qin Shu's hand holding the paintbrush paused, and he raised his eyes to quickly glance at the man standing beside him.

Blonde hair, blue eyes, delicate face, Nordic silhouette.

Looked a lot like the woman the man brought back.

Qin Shu thought wildly.

She suddenly thought of when she was young, just once.Her father brought his Nordic lover back to Qinyuan, arguing to divorce her mother.The result, of course, was failure.

After that farce, nothing has changed.Except she was dropped in the attic by her mother and whipped and scolded for why she was a girl.

Therefore, the memory is a little deeper.

Thinking about it, Qin Shu's gaze inadvertently landed on a point on the canvas.The scenery above has been formed, which is the mountains and lakes in front of you. There are countless pedal boats in the lake, but only one of them has people sitting on it.

Two people, one big and one small.

One is Qin Qiu and the other is Qin Hua.

Qin Qing didn't appear on the canvas, so the person beside him said that sentence.

But what he said was wrong, Qin Shu shook his eyelashes, and suddenly said: "No."

The man narrowed his eyes, for a moment he was surprised that Qin Shu would answer him.She didn't realize it for a while, but when she did, she understood that she was answering his previous conversation.His eyes wandered around the canvas, and he quickly found the person who was painted but couldn't be seen.

Beside the pedal cruiser Qin Qiu was sitting on, a hand stretched out from the lake.The ripples on the surface of the lake are light, almost non-existent.

Qin Shu painted Qin Qing into the lake and was drowned.And the two people he cared about laughed happily, no one was aware of his existence, no one was aware of his death.Alone, poor drowned in the lake.

The man smiled happily, he liked the painting.

"The painting is great, you are a genius. Qin Shu."

Qin Shu put down his paintbrush and began to pack his painting tools.

The man knew her name as soon as he opened his mouth, and the visitor was not kind.The purpose is obvious, and the desire is also obvious.She's not interested in getting involved.

The man stopped him, and a mellow voice rang in her ear: "My name is Akamana, let's chat."

Qin Shu pushed Akamana's hand away, and continued to pack the painting utensils silently.

Akamana just stood aside and watched her quietly until Qin Shu turned his back and was about to leave.Only then did he speak again: "I still have a name, Qin Shu."

Qin Shu stood still.Looking back, I looked at Akamana's face that looked like the Nordic woman in my memory, "What are you talking about?"

The name Qin Shu is a homonym of her.Or put it the other way around, it's the homonym of the name Qin Shu she took.

When she was born that year, many people's expectations fell through.But her father, the one who didn't fulfill any responsibilities, was the first to welcome her.

Qin Shu put the painting tools under the tree, and found a place to sit down.Hands hugging knees, a very insecure and closed-off sitting posture.Her gaze followed Qin Qiu all the time.This will make her feel safe.

Akamana also went under the tree and stood beside her, looking at the half-sister who had never met but was recognized by the old man.Like his father's first wife, she was a mentally unstable woman.

Akamana raised a cool smile, making people feel cold when looking at it.

"The truth about Dad's death that year—"

"Not interested in."

Qin Shu stared at Qin Qiu in rapt attention while listening to Akamana telling the truth about the year.Muttering to himself in a low voice.

She is not interested in these, and she is not someone she cares about.

"Father, he is the only person in Qin Yuan who cares about you and welcomes your birth. He was very happy when he knew your birth. He said that he has always liked girls and wanted a cute and well-behaved girl as a baby to love .”

But still not doing anything?Throwing her to his mother, he didn't see her several times throughout the year, and when she was suffering from her mother's madness alone, he was holding his son while skiing and lighting lanterns.

Qin Shu's mother likes to provoke her and scold her by throwing down the photo of her father with his son after torturing Qin Shu.

Over time, Qin Shu lost hope for his so-called father.

"Dad didn't do nothing. He tried to take you away, but the old man refused, and the crazy woman begged madly. Dad already felt guilty for that crazy woman, and couldn't bear to take you away from her. He I thought you were living happily."

Qin Shu was indifferent.

If you really love her, why not investigate?

"Father is actually a romantic and innocent person. He has always believed that a tiger's poison does not eat its child." Akamana paused, seemingly immersed in memories.After a while, he came back to his senses, looked at Qin Shu's indifferent face, narrowed his eyes slightly, and continued.

"That crazy woman has been showing love to you in front of Dad, which made Dad feel guilty. Dad can't see you."

Qin Shu snapped back to his senses, looked up for a moment and said, "She is indeed a lunatic, but do you have the right to call her a crazy woman?"

Akamana leaned down, approached Qin Shu, and met her eyes.Qin Shu neither dodged nor evaded.

"Just because she killed my father and my mother. I have the right to call her a crazy woman."

Qin Shu was shocked, and stared straight at Akamana.

She didn't believe what Akamana said.

"You don't believe it? Dad was very angry when he learned about your situation later. He wanted to pick you up, but he provoked that crazy woman. The crazy woman stopped Dad's car, and Dad swerved the steering wheel to avoid hitting her. He hit her The boulder next to it, Dad was still alive. But that crazy woman ran away after picking you up from the car. She returned to Qinyuan as if nothing had happened, pretending nothing happened. She killed Dad!"

Akamana made no secret of anger and hatred.

It was Qin Shu's biological mother's indifferent actions that killed his father and indirectly his mother.Let him become an orphan on the run, and eventually degenerate into a devil.

Qin Shu remained silent and looked at him quietly.

She doesn't remember that experience, the memory of the dark attic long ago is full of desperate crying and screaming and angry shouting and scolding, and beatings.

The rest of the memories are not remembered by her.

"Is this the truth you said?"

So what?

The so-called father and mother are nothing more than that.What is it with her?

Akamana backed away, out of the shade of the tree, and exposed herself to the sun.His blond hair and melancholy handsome face attracted the hot eyes of many people around him, but he didn't care.He looked down at Qin Shu with the light behind his back, as if he was looking at a poor creature, a mouse in a stinking ditch.

Qin Shu's eyes felt stinging.

"Of course... no. Back then, your mother was able to successfully marry Dad without hiding her mental illness from that old bastard, because that old bastard was eager to separate Dad and Mom... Heck, surprised? Mom was never the third Or, your mother is the third party. All you know is what the old man wants you to know. He hates his mother so he spares no effort to slander her. Hmph! In fact, your mother’s mental illness has not relapsed for several years. , because I found myself inexplicably the third party and was stimulated by my husband's disgust, I was discovered by the old man. The old man was very dissatisfied, but he didn't want my mother to be proud, so he dragged on and didn't allow my father and Your mother is divorced.

That old bastard wanted to deal with your mother secretly, so he secretly changed her usual medicine to suppress the disease.Made her sicker until she found out she was pregnant with you.When you were born as a girl, your mother's mental state has long been in an extremely unstable state.

So, now you can understand why you are different from normal people. "

Akamana looked at Qin Shu, and said softly, "You are a mental patient, because of the drugs your mother was allowed to take when she was pregnant."

Qin Shu still looked like an indifferent stone statue, but his whole body was stiff.

Akamana saw through her disguise, and continued with a relaxed mood: "After that, you and your mother were locked in the attic because the old man knew that his favorite son was killed by your mother. He wanted Revenge, your mother's growing insanity. That old man deserves all the credit."

After a long time, Qin Shu asked: "If everything is as you said, why did grandpa save me and pamper me for more than ten years?"

"Of course it's because you are the only orthodox blood left by his son. Even a sick girl born of a mentally ill person is better than an illegitimate child in his heart. He has committed so many sins, and I am afraid that he will not be ashamed if he goes to hell." Find a way to face his son."

Qin Shu lowered his eyes, unconsciously stroking the oil easel that was put aside.Thoughts were wandering, without a place to settle.

It turned out that from the very beginning, no one loved her, no one expected her.

"How? How do you feel hearing this?"

Qin Shu shook his head: "No."

Akamana froze: "Don't you hate the source of all your tragedies? Don't you hate the old man?"

"It's kind of annoying, but hating is too tiring. No time."

Akamana thought of many possibilities but never thought of this one. His half-sister was more interesting than he thought.

"Is that so...it turns out that hatred can't make you my ally. So, what about desire?"

"I have no desire."

Qin Shu was impatient.If Qin Shu kept wasting her time with these useless things, she would rather take that pedal boat, at least she could watch Qiu Qiu up close.

"Qin Qiu."

Qin Shu moved.

"They seem to be a good match, a family of three."

Qin Shu frowned.

"If Qin Qing knows that Qin Qiu has two other lovers, I don't know how he will react."

Qin Shu was shocked.

"Don't believe me? Qin Qiu is an interesting person. He is in three boats. He is also riding on the ones who are not easy to mess with. He has a lot of fun. Qin Shu, Qin Qiu is not a person with feelings. Whoever is strong can do it. Get him. Qin Shu, you have a chance to get him."

Akamana deliberately did not say that Qin Qiu's stepping on three boats was exposed, and that he was seducing Qin Shu.And the bargaining chip is very rich, Qin Shu is tempted.

But Qin Shu would not agree to his cooperation so quickly, she was just wavering.

Akamana left her a contact number, "Contact me when I figure it out."

After walking a few steps, Akamana suddenly turned around and looked at Qin Qiu in the lake pedal boat.Slightly smiled, he never expected to meet such an interesting person.Qin Qiu?

It was actually more important than he had imagined, able to attract so many people's hearts.Is it really like the monster he played on the big screen?

When going back, Qin Shu followed Qin Qiu with his painting tools in his arms, like a little wolf cub following from a distance and possessive.

Qin Qing was displeased with Qin Shu regarding Qin Qiu as her own, but because of what she had discussed with her before, she temporarily suppressed her displeasure.

"Give me Xiaohua."

Qin Qing stretched out her hand to take Qin Hua from Qin Qiu's hand, and hugged him.Qin Qiu, on the other hand, carried some things he bought from a hawker in the park, and from time to time took out a handkerchief to wipe the sweat off Qin Hua's forehead.Seeing this, Qin Qing leaned forward cheekily to wipe off his sweat.

Pushed away by Qin Qiu rolling his eyes, Qin Qing yelled back.Qin Qiu dodged, and Qin Qing stole a kiss accidentally.

The three of them are like a family of three, happy and warm.

Envy.

Qin Shu found that he couldn't get involved, but he was envious.

At this time, Qin Qiu turned his head and smiled softly at her: "Qin Shu, let me carry your painting utensils."

Qin Shu stared at him blankly, at a loss.

Because of Qin Qiu's extraordinarily gentle smiling eyes.

Qin Qiu fondly nodded her nose, "Why are you so stupid? Do you want me to hug you? Really, I'm afraid of you."

Just when Qin Qiu was about to hug him, Qin Shu woke up suddenly.

Staring at the painting utensils that were thrown on the floor after returning, he got up and set up the painting utensils without saying a word.Draw Qin Qing's hand sticking out of the water as a water bird, and add himself to the pedal boat.Face to face with Qin Qiu...

Staring blankly at the painting in front of him, Qin Shu threw away the paintbrush in his hand and tore off the picture on it.He stumbled and ran outside, found the place where the paintings were usually burned, threw the canvas in, and burned it like a guilty conscience.

Squatting in front of the brazier with her knees in her arms, Qin Shu stared straight at the fire.For a long time, until the fire was extinguished and the darkness returned.

Qin Shu fumbled to turn on the light switch, and the room was bright for a moment.

Meow!

A sharp cat meow suddenly sounded, Qin Shu turned around and found Huahua huddled in the corner of the wall staring at her vigilantly.

"Don't worry, Qiu Qiu saved you. I won't kill you."

After muttering to herself for a while, Qin Shu looked for the contact number Akamana had left for her, stared at it for a while, and dialed the number there.

It was late at night, and the answer would not have been answered so quickly.But maybe Akamana had been waiting for her call.

The call was quickly connected——

"Welcome, Qin Shu."