rebirth and lover break up

Lu Zhaoyue finally met that man, the man who had invaded his dreams with flowers since he was a teenager.

Qin Qing is the person in his heart.

When I was a teenager, I came to the Qin family's old house with my sister.When I was lost, I saw a handsome young man pruning flower branches through clusters of stacked flowers, with lowered eyebrows, as gentle as spring.

So he fell without hesitation.

Later, my sister knew what I was thinking and was warned that there was no result.Later, my sister died unexpectedly, so there was no reason to contact her.In order to stop thinking about it, I resolutely went abroad.

There is also a life of drunkenness and dreaming in foreign countries, but there is always that person hidden deep in my heart.

After many years, she plucked up the courage to come to him, Lu Zhaoyue thought to herself, even if there is no result, she should let him know his intentions.

"Brother Qin, I—"

"Is something wrong?"

Qin Qing asked out of politeness but not interested.

The attitude was rather indifferent, which dampened Lu Zhaoyue's newly emerging courage.

Lu Zhaoyue stared hesitantly at her sight, and took a deep breath.

"I want to ask Brother Qin for help, but an actor in my crew was called over by Qin Shu. Qin Shu's spirit is not stable——"

"Qin Qiu? Qin Qiu was called by Qin Shu?"

Lu Zhaoyue was stunned, and responded stupidly: "Ah, does Brother Qin also know Qin Qiu?"

Qin Qing stood up, passed Lu Zhaoyue, and hurried forward.

Because the speed was too fast, there was a gust of wind when passing by, and a piece of clothes was raised.

That eager look, no matter how you look at it, feels like an overreaction.When did Qin Qing become so enthusiastic?

Lu Zhaoyue blinked, feeling a bad premonition.

"Aunt Shu took my little aunt away?"

Lu Zhaoyue lowered her head and saw the thoughtful little bun.

Qin Hua, sister's child, his little nephew.

What did Qin Hua just say?little aunt?Qin Hua's little aunt...isn't Brother Qin's wife? !

Lu Zhaoyue's entire face turned green, she never expected that her rival in love was wandering around all the time, and she even foolishly ran to report to her rival in love to help her.

so tired.

Qin Hua took Lu Zhaoyue's hand with her small hand, raised her face and blinked her big moist eyes: "Uncle, let's go together."

Lu Zhaoyue was surprised: "Xiaohua still remembers uncle?"

Qin Hua nodded, "Because uncle and mother look alike."

Lu Zhaoyue was moved and his soul was healed.

Unexpectedly, the little nephew is as cute and kind as an angel.

Kneeling down and hugging Qin Hua, Lu Zhaoyue nodded Qin Hua's forehead.

"Go. Uncle will take you there."

Qin Hua smiled openly.

Sure enough, my uncle is as beautiful as my mother.

"You are that Miss Qin family?"

Qin Qiu walked in, and the lady fell to the ground.He takes a step forward, and she steps back.He simply stopped moving and stood at the door to ask her.

Qin Shu lowered his head, his eyes fell on the blueprint on the ground, the blueprint was blank, there was nothing.But she had already pictured in her mind the face of Qin Qiu standing in front of her.Proud, triumphant, full of light.

Qin Qiu tilted his head slightly, and the arc was very small.But the angle is good, showing the most beautiful side of his face contour.

Qin Shu tightened her hands on her chest, she was actually looking at Qin Qiu the whole time.Out of the corner of his eye, he never left him.When he saw this scene, his eyes sparkled with excitement.Her pale lips trembled, but she still didn't speak.

"Are you... dumb?"

Qin Shu still didn't speak.

Qin Qiu pulled his hair with his right hand, and suddenly stepped forward and squatted in front of Qin Shu.Get close to her face and look at her face to face, "Hey, I have something to say. Silence is not a good habit."

Qin Shu was startled, obviously frightened.Even a little exaggerated, he fell back and sat down.There was obvious fright in the eyes staring at Qin Qiu.

Seeing this, Qin Qiu couldn't help touching his face: "I shouldn't look scary."

"No...no. Looks good."

The voice was extremely low, like the voice of a kitten.If you don't listen carefully, you won't hear it.

"So you're not dumb."

Qin Shu turned his head away, not daring to meet Qin Qiu's gaze.

Qin Qiu stroked his chin and looked at Qin Shu, it was hard to believe that she would act so shy.Like a little girl, it made it hard for him to believe that the woman in white who pretended to be a ghost to scare him, killed a cat and threw a bloody parrot in front of him to scare him was her.

The Miss Qin family in front of her has beautiful facial features and a very special temperament.The hair is golden yellow, the pupil color is very light, and the skin is very white, like a perfectly carved crystal doll.Very delicate and beautiful.

But the color on her body is really too light, and she seems to like to wear white dresses very much.It made her appear thinner and lighter in color.

Too light means...too little pigment.

Humans have a lot of pigment deposited, which allows people to have hair, pupils and skin of various colors.

But the girl in front of me seems to have only one color, white.

Qin Qiu knew that such people should be called albinos.

"What's your name? My name is—"

"Qin Qiu. I know."

Qin Qiu looked at her with a smile, not surprised.

Under his gaze, Qin Shu slowly blushed, and whispered, "Qin Shu. My name is Qin Shu."

Qin Qiu sat down cross-legged, facing Qin Shu.He asked: “Qin Shu, can you tell me why you threatened me?”

Intimidate?

Qin Shu tilted his head and looked at him puzzled.

Qin Qiu realized that there might be some misunderstanding, so he asked in another way: "Why do you always appear in the Jin Garden suddenly? And why did you hang that black cat and throw the dead parrot that night?"

Although none of these things were very scary, but in the middle of the night, they were pretending to be ghosts and getting bloody. They were either intimidating or mentally ill.

"Do you not like it?"

Qin Qiu suspected that he had heard wrong, or that Qin Shu was playing tricks on him.But seeing Qin Shu asking seriously, he started to have a headache.

This is probably a bloody misunderstanding.

"I do not like."

Qin Shu was disappointed, "I thought you would like it."

Qin Qiu was powerless: "Normal people wouldn't like it."

"But, I saw that you obviously liked it. At that time, someone's head was buried in a potted plant, and another was hung up. I saw you smiling. You like it."

Qin Qiu was speechless, and it was easy to guess what she was talking about from her description.

The scenes she described were all filming scenes. When someone died, the ghost he played would show a sympathetic smile.But it was misunderstood by Qin Shu as a happy smile, but——

"You've been watching me?"

Qin Shu pursed her lips and glanced in one direction.

Qin Qiu looked over and saw a telescope in the corner.In front of the telescope is a window sill, which has been temporarily pulled up.But I can guess where the window sill is facing.

Qin Shu took a peek at Qin Qiu, and found that his expression was unpredictable, and he couldn't see his emotional changes.Worrying that he would be as angry as those people before, he quickly explained: "I just... want to see. They all want to come. I don't like it, I want to see it. If I like it, I will meet. If I don't like it, I won't see you."

Qin Qiu heard a thing or two from her intermittent words.

Because Qin Shu wants mannequins, the steward will help her hire some beautiful young people.After those young people came in, they were arranged to live in Jinyuan, so that it was convenient for Qin Shu to observe.If Qin Shu saw it and thought he liked it, he would leave him as a mannequin, and if he didn't like it, he would refuse.

"Then, are you satisfied with me?"

Qin Shu nodded, lowered his head and pointed at his fingers shyly: "I, I like you. I liked you the first time I saw you. So I went to see you that night, but there were some annoying people." He was also warned .

When Qin Shu talked about people he hated, he really hated them, with an obvious childish expression of disgust.

Qin Qiu recalled how he was frightened that night, his face was slightly deformed.

He was so frightened that his heart beat out of order because Qin Shu liked him in front of him, so he really couldn't laugh or cry.

Moreover, the hated person...doesn't mean Qin Qing?

Qin Shu suddenly stepped forward and gently kissed Qin Qiu's cheek, smiling innocently.

"Qiu Qiu, I like you."

Qin Qiu froze, and then looked at her with surprised eyes: "Why do you like me?"

"Because Qiu Qiu is good-looking."

Natural tone.

Qin Qiu heaved a sigh of relief, it's okay.It's just that the face control factor is at work, and it can be saved.

"And Qiu Qiu won't move like others, and he won't scream like them when he first saw me. Then he screamed and wanted to leave. They were all afraid of me."

When Qin Shu said this, he was obviously sad.

Qin Qiu frowned: "Someone touched you?"

Qin Shu nodded: "Yeah. But I didn't like it, so I drove away. Later, some people wanted to do something, so I secretly observed it first. If I liked it, I would keep them. At first I liked them but then they Whenever I saw them, they screamed and were afraid of me, so I didn’t like them anymore. Qiu Qiu was different. I went to see Qiu Qiu, and Qiu Qiu would come to see me too. If the annoying people didn’t stop us, we would have met a long time ago. "

Qin Qiu smiled awkwardly, he took the initiative to see you in order to destroy you, strangle all potential harm in the cradle or something.This misunderstanding is too beautiful.

"No one, I mean when you're raped and passive, no one comes out to teach them for you?"

Qin Shu is the daughter of the Qin family, so such a situation shouldn't happen.But the steward or everyone in the Qin family let those strangers in before investigating clearly, and it was too casual to get in touch with a weak lady.

You know, there are many people who want to be a phoenix man with evil intentions.

Fortunately, Qin Shu was not harmed, and she didn't seem to understand the meaning of being violated.

"No." Qin Shu shook his head, paused, and smiled bewitchingly at Qin Qiu: "But I know they all want to have sex with me."

Qin Qiu was startled and looked over.Qin Shu leaned over, revealing her beautifully curved collarbone from the collar of her white skirt.The fair skin with obvious blood vessels, and the eyes as pale as glass beads, looked at him bewitchingly and seduced him with temptation.

Qin Qiu was even more startled, Qin Shu was seducing him.

Does she know what she is doing?Or, knowingly committing a crime?

Either way, Qin Qiu would feel that he was being manipulated by Qin Shu.

Qin Qiu suddenly got up, and said to her condescendingly: "Qin Shu, if you need mannequins now, we can draw them now. If not, I'll leave first."

Qin Shu was stunned, and sat upright after a while.She thought for a while, then shook her head: "I want to chat with you." When she saw that Qin Qiu was about to leave, she hurriedly added: "I have to know you before I can draw you."

"Isn't there a lot of paintings outside?"

"That's a failure."

Qin Qiu: I don't know you artists very well.

In his opinion, it was well drawn and realistic.

Qin Shu put his hands on his cheeks: "Don't you like me? I just want you to like me too. Or do you not like the way I expressed my love for you before? Although grandpa doesn't like it or agree, but if you like it, I will Just go and chop off the head of the man in charge, or hang that guy who keeps yelling at you by the neck—"

"I don't like it." Qin Qiu pressed his forehead, it was really cruel.Looking at Qin Shu's expression, she didn't seem to understand that this was a murder. She looked...as if she had a mental problem.

"I don't like that, I don't like your behavior. It was all acting before, pretending... cheating, you can't believe it. Well, now what do you want to know about me, let's sit down and talk. But be fair, I ask you anything and you have to answer me. Understand?"

Qin Shu nodded.

After half an hour passed, Qin Qiu finally learned something about her and Qin Yuanli from Qin Shu.

It turns out that Qin Shu is the granddaughter of Mr. Qin, and the daughter of Mr. Qin's second son's original wife.Because she has albinism and is a girl, the old man doesn't value her very much.In addition, the relationship between the biological father and the biological mother is not good, and they cheated, and they have other loves outside.

She even gave birth to a son. After this incident was exposed, Qin Shu's biological mother suddenly went crazy.It was after this incident that Mr. Qin realized that the daughter-in-law he personally selected was not mentally stable and had a history of mental illness.

So far, the mother and daughter are not welcome to see each other.However, the old man paid attention to appearance and refused to let his second son divorce.

Later, the second son died in an accident.In his grief, the old man didn't want to see the mother and daughter even more, and the people below followed suit.Qin Shu's mother and Qin Shu lived together in this remote attic, when Qin Shu was five years old.

A girl who doesn't understand the world, a mother who is crazy and extremely unstable.What dark things will happen can actually be guessed.

When the old man came out of the grief of losing his son and thought of Qin Shu and the others, Qin Shu could no longer see people or face the sun.

No matter how many psychiatrists or hypnotists were hired later, Qin Shu couldn't make Qin Shu forget that she was once like a mouse in the gutter.Her mind was as abnormal as her mother's, and the better thing was that she had self-control.

It's just that she doesn't understand normal human ethics.Even after being taught over and over again, she still regards human life as a doll.

The first one had his throat slit when he tried to rape the beautiful crystal doll.Rescue in time, did not die.But at that time, what everyone saw was the happy smile on Qin Shu's face, and they were terrified.

So in the end, Mr. Qin locked Qin Shu in the Qin Garden, and stayed there to redeem himself.

Fortunately, Qin Shu didn't have much interest in leaving the attic.

She thought she was a rat in the gutter, and the attic was her maze.

It sounds very sad, and even a kinder person will feel distressed because of this, and will feel even more fond of the indifferent girl in front of him.

Qin Qiu didn't have this kind of sympathetic emotion, and sounded very indifferent.But he just inexplicably thinks that Qin Shu is happy to be a mouse in the ditch, living and dreaming in her maze.It's much safer and more fun than going outside to expose people and see things with layers of skin on them.

How nice it is to hide here, without dazzling and annoying sunlight, without complex human nature, without having to bear those strange eyes named doubt, sympathy, and pain, and you have to keep acting to cope with it even if you don’t understand it.

Pretend to be who they like, to be praised, to be liked, that false self.

Except...except what?

Qin Qiu's head started to hurt again, he seemed to want to think of something, to make himself remember something.But I can't think of it, the things I want to remember are covered by a layer of tulle, and I can't uncover it no matter how I peel it off.

"apathy, apathy. Lack of corresponding emotional responses to external stimuli, even for things that are closely related to themselves. They are indifferent and indifferent to what happens around them, and cannot express the emotions that ordinary people should have. And not being able to respond to other people's feelings."

"Huh? What are you reading?"

Garcia embraced Liu Xiaohua's thin waist from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder.The golden hair is drooping, and the whole person is lazy.He was wearing only a pair of underwear all over his body, showing off his perfect figure carelessly.

Liu Xiaohua pointed at the floor-to-ceiling windows in front of her with her fingertips and smiled.

"I'm thinking...you eat my tofu."

Garcia snorted, "Hey, Vik, I'm just doing my job."

"I didn't ask you to come to my bed faithfully."

"Vik, you don't have a boyfriend right now anyway. Look at me, am I okay? Come with me, try."

Garcia's lips touched Liu Xiaohua's ear, ambiguously proposing the temptation.

Liu Xiaohua tapped her fingertips on the floor-to-ceiling windows, feeling a little moved by Garcia's proposal.He is also very satisfied with Garcia, otherwise he would not have cheated.

That's right, he who claims to be an absolute scumbag actually became a scumbag for a while, and slept with another man when he was not free.

He had sex with Garcia last night, and he had a boyfriend until then.

However, he cheated.

In order to make up, the boyfriend can only become an ex-boyfriend.

Liu Xiaohua felt a little regretful, he still had nostalgia for his ex-boyfriend.

Garcia looked at Liu Xiaohua's lowered eyebrows, his slightly sad expression, slightly jealous that he was still thinking about that man.

Garcia classified this jealousy as unhappiness. After all, Liu Xiaohua is just a scumbag, not the affection he thought.He's such a scumbag that everyone hates him, so he has nothing to cherish.

Just for fun.

Anyway, everyone is playing their own way, as long as they are happy.

Just a little bit annoyed, just a little bit.

Liu Xiaohua, forget about him.

Completely, completely forgotten.

The author has something to say: I always feel that I am a soul singer who has been delayed by my studies.

Because I can sing a whole new tune every time I sing.

Much better than those composers.

A song is never sung repeatedly.

And I recommend "Grandma Says", which is a soft and pleasant song.