Sugar Lemon Love

"Miss Tsumugi, I would like to ask you one last thing, that is, can you tell us, what was the motivation for you to start writing?"

At the end of the question-and-answer session at the end of the Wing World Awards (awarding ceremony) after the essay competition titled "Ode to the World Creation" held in February this year, a reporter friend contributed an essay about Tsumugi and Sayoko to the competition. The sweet essay who also won the championship asked such a question that people have often asked since they started writing.

In fact, however, people do not actually know the answer to this question.Because although there is indeed some elements of being angry with those who say that they can't write sweet essays in their reasons for writing sweet essays, that is after they start writing, and for them, the novels they write are always There is a feeling that I wrote it down unconsciously, as if another self was writing.

So he replied to the reporter friend: "Hey, I don't know how to answer you for this question. Because for others, I always feel that the novels I wrote are completed unconsciously, as if The person who writes is like another self."

"About Ms. Zuzu's answer, I don't quite understand. Does it mean that I seem to be a different person when I write? In this way, the self in Ms. Zuzu's article seems to be quite different from Miss Zuzu. But here I don’t understand why Ms. Tsumugi set up the character image like this, because in my humble opinion, it would be more convenient to use the same image as myself, and it would be easier to write.”

"At the beginning, I thought about using my own image to set up my own image in the text, but because I think that it is a very good relationship for me and Yeye to be together forever in the form of godhead like now. It's a happy story, so there is no need to write some sweet stories about myself and Yeye, but people gave up this idea and set the image of myself in the article as another image of myself in my eyes. Although this image is very different from her own, but this image is also the image of another self that has really existed, and since that self made her a godhead by sacrificing herself, she has regarded the other self as her own. Writing is part of myself, so people don’t think it’s inconvenient or difficult to write about.”

"I'm really sorry, I don't quite understand what you mean here. You want to say that although the image in your novel is very different from yourself, this image existed before you became a godhead, right?"

"That's right. By the way, there is still time anyway. Why don't I tell you a story about myself now."

"Miss Zu, please tell me. Also, do you want us to record this story for you?" "Of course, I hope this story can be known to everyone. Without today's Godhead family, at the same time, they will not be able to see Yeye again here and be together like now."

"I see, please rest assured, Miss Zhu, we will record all the stories you tell." "Thank you."

So after that, I shared the story about my encounter with another self with that reporter friend...

Hello friend, nice to meet you, I am the comrade reporter who recorded the story for Miss Zhu at that time, I guess, you must really want to know how the story told by Miss Zhu, then I will Let me tell you.

And before the story begins, you need to know one thing, because the story told by Ms. Zuo is too one-sided, and because it is somewhat inconsistent with the facts, so in order to let you have a more comprehensive understanding of the events at that time , the story I will tell you is not the version that Ms. Tsumugi said, but what I learned from Miss Heraldry, who is an informant and also a reporter, is more comprehensive and more authentic version of the story.

Well, without further ado, the story about her encounter with another godhead self from the previous week, which is closely related to the moment when our Ms. Zou started writing, will start now.

On the day when our (both Yeye-chan and Yeye-chan were still human beings at the time) Miss Tsumugi met the godhead self of the last week who still existed at that time, it was the first week of that world line, that is, our Miss Tsumugi was in the first week of the week as a The week that the human time belongs to is August 2017, 8.

On that day, Sayoko (Yeya-chan, who is still a human being) gave up the chance to study abroad for the first time because she wanted to be with her favorite, our Miss Tsumugi, but she wanted to treat this matter as a It was a surprise to Miss Tsumugi who didn't tell us, and she actually went to the airport on the basis of pretending that she was going to leave. She planned to let Miss Tsumugi who decided to save Sayoko know the day of the surprise, and the distance from that day It has only been 53 days since the young lady confessed to her on the rooftop and became lovers.

Author's Note: If you don't know the previous story, you can go to the first and second week interoperability part of "Love of Tang Ning", that is, the two chapters of Chapter 1 and Chapters 4 and [-] of the main story and Chapter [-]. part of the evening of August [-].

(Yes, that’s right, the world line that our Miss Zhu belongs to is the main story line of the novel she wrote, so that means, the girl that Miss Zhu saw from the previous week is actually the main story of the zero week. Miss)

At the same time, what is different from the story of August 5th in the second week of Chapter [-] is that Sayoko didn't see the gods from seeing Miss Zuzu's sleeping face that morning, so she didn't talk to Sakura the night before. As Hua-chan made an appointment, I went to the Civic Exhibition Center in downtown Tokyo to help Ms. Tsumugi who had promised to help her organize the Wagashi Fair that day, but I rushed there in time and helped After that, I went to the airport early.

And on that morning, Miss Tsumugi woke up from her home at ten o'clock, and she was lying on her own bed in her room at the same time, when our Miss Tsuzumi opened her eyes and could see things clearly When she finished drinking, she happened to see another self who was drinking black tea.

In the eyes of our Miss Tsumugi, the self who looks exactly like herself is just like the real Yamato Nadeko, with a kind of graceful elegance in her words and deeds, and even looks at her with a gentle big sister's eyes and a smile on her face. look at yourself.

However, in stark contrast to this kind of gentle image, our Miss Zou is a lively, cheerful, carefree young girl who can't calm down at all, and she can never drink I am used to black tea, because our Miss Zhu usually drinks milk tea.

But in fact, the other Ms. Zou doesn't usually behave like this at all, and her usual appearance is exactly the same as our Miss Zou.

And the reason why she acts like this, like a gentle big sister, is just to make a good impression on our Miss Zhu, who is another self, and deliberately pretend in front of our Miss Zhu. That’s all it came out, but in the end, Miss Zhu, who should know me best, didn’t know this, and even really thought that she was really in contrast to me (as expected of you, Miss Zhu, who we are called stupid!).

Seeing that our Miss Zhu woke up, the one who knew that Miss Zhu didn't understand that her big sister image was actually faked, Miss Zhu's other self put down the tea set, and then used the usual He spoke to her in a way that a young lady would use, but at the same time she was not used to it.

"Ah, the other one is awake, hello, let me introduce myself to you first, my identity is you who was a godhead from the last week of this world line, and it is also yours that has a godhead attached to it. Blessed, Fusangshin who awakened from the kimono yukata called Kagetsu Festival. And because I was awakened from the kimono yukata that you only wear at festivals where people feel happy, before awakening Those who are paid tribute are all because of happy emotions. You can also say that I was born in the emotion of happiness. Fusangshen. Then I came to you today, I have no malicious intentions. Also, do you want to ask , Haven't woken up yet? Don't worry, you are fully awake now."

"Another person, let's just call you that. You are welcome to come to their house. Thanks to you, they already know that they are awake now. Besides, can you stop pinching their faces so hard? It hurts so much? And even people who are not very smart know that if you really have malice towards them, they will stay here well, no, so you don’t need to put this point together He said it again. Also, you guessed wrong, what he wants to ask you now is not actually about whether he is awake or not."

"I'm sorry, I'll be gentle. Also, I didn't say that I didn't mean anything to you because you were afraid of being exactly the same as me. Besides, what you want to ask is your Xiao Yezi-chan, who is she now? Where is this thing? If yes, then I will tell you that she is at Narita International Airport now, but you don't need to rush to find her, because she has a ticket for 01:30 pm, and now All the planes were grounded (at the same time, she had not planned to leave long ago) because of an unknown pattern like the magic circle in the sky. It was a dead spot, which was called the Great Crash, which could destroy all human beings, and came from and The gods who created human beings take a different stand, and believe that human beings need to be wiped out as a precursor to the divine punishment sent down by other gods."

"I know, thank you for telling me this. Speaking of another person, I am very curious, how do you know this?"

"Are you asking about the situation of Sayoko-chan or about the dead spots? If you are asking about the situation of Sayoko-chan, she said it herself after returning home with you in her arms, because I didn't I told you all, I was awakened from your yukata, and you were wearing that yukata last night, so of course I heard it all, hehe~ And about the dead spots, I learned it from God after I became a godhead. After all, didn’t I say that I experienced the Great Crash, just in the last week, and I was still a human being and I didn’t live in that disaster Come down. But luckily, thanks to the fact that I wore the kimono yukata that you are still wearing at the festival the night before, you are still wearing the blessing of the gods, called the Kagetsu Festival. It was preserved after the Great Crash, and after that kimono yukata was picked up by your ancestors from the ruins in your week, and then it was passed down to you as a family heirloom because of the blessing of the gods attached to it. Awakening to become a godhead. By the way, the other me, do you still remember the day when you and your Sayoko-chan just started living together, and Sayoko-chan said that you fell asleep at the graduation ceremony and went to the shrine? ?”

"Of course I remember, because Sayoko-chan not only said that she went to see her that day, but also said that when she went there, she wore a fox mask while wearing the Flower Moon Festival and said thank you to her." , and even handed him an old-looking omamori with Sayoko-chan’s name on it when he returned home, saying that he handed it to her, it’s really inexplicable. Strange, why did you suddenly ask This one, and how do you know this? Could it be that what Sayoko-chan saw that day was actually you, and at the same time, you did all those things, and because Sayoko-chan didn’t know these things, she mistakenly They are exactly the same, do you treat them like you, that's why you behave like that after seeing them?"

"You guessed it right, it's like this, that's me, and it's me who just awakened as a godhead, and because the incident that day consumed too much faith energy to maintain the existence of the godhead, I am here today. Before, I was in a state where I didn’t have enough energy to materialize myself.”

"If people know, then they will have a new question to ask you, that is, why did you wear a fox mask that day, as the other you who is afraid of all medium to large animals on land except humans, isn't it You should be afraid of foxes too. Then why did you say thank you to Sayoko-chan? And why did you hand her that very old omamori?"

"It's because I think your Sayoko-chan will think that you won't wear that mask knowing that you are afraid of those things, so I will not let your Sayoko-chan regard me as another you at that time , and I put on that mask to meet your Sayoko-chan when I was also afraid. And if it is an ordinary fox, I am actually not that afraid, after all, it is a fluffy animal, but if it is nine tails If it’s that kind of thing, I’m very scared. In addition, when it comes to the reason for expressing gratitude to your Sayoko-chan, isn’t it obviously to express your gratitude to her for being able to like you and make you so happy on your behalf? .In the end, the reason why I gave her the old ugly one with Sayoko-chan's name on it was because it was my Sayoko-chan's moromi, and if I gave this mormori to the next week, you If my Sayoko-chan, I was able to clear away the disasters that my Sayoko-chan had accumulated during his lifetime and had not had time to clear up at the Natsugoe Exorcism Ceremony that day."

"It turns out that's the case, I understand. Then I have another thing to ask you, that is, since you have awakened to become a godhead through the kimono yukata of the Kagetsu Festival, can your Sayoko-chan also use the clothes as a godhead?" The form is awakened? If so, then your Sayoko-chan must be a godhead now, but why don’t you bring your Sayoko-chan who is also a godhead to see her next week’s Tsumugi? Senior's family?"

After hearing what our Miss Zhu said, the other Miss Zhu showed a lonely expression on the spot, looking very sad.

So our Miss Tsumu asked her with concern after that: "Then what, why do you look so sad all of a sudden? Could it be that your little Yeko-chan can't come now, even if that's the case, you don't have to Are you so sad?"

"If it was what you said, I really wouldn't be as sad as I am now, but the fact is not what you said. In fact, my Sayoko-chan did not become a godhead, because the gods are in all worlds In the case that only one of the same person in the line can become a godhead, I chose to let your Sayoko-chan become a godhead in the future, and under the rule that only one godhead can be naturally born in each week, in my week I am the only person who occupies the only place to become a godhead. And my Sayoko-chan died of illness five years before the big collapse in my week, that is, when she was 14 years old. ..."

Speaking of which, the other woman who seemed much more reliable than Miss Tsuzuki (and in fact, only seemed reliable), sobbed softly.

Even crying is so educated, it is worthy of being another Miss Zhu from last week who intentionally showed a big contrast with our Miss Zhu (but in fact, as another Miss Zhu, she is speaking these words At that time, I was already crying badly in my heart)!

"I'm sorry, people don't know about this, it reminds you of something sad and makes you feel sad about it, I'm sorry. But, tastelessness or something, doesn't just affect the sense of taste and smell, it won't be fatal, and people remember Sayoko-chan He has always been healthy in other respects, so he shouldn't die of illness."

"You don't need to apologize, after all, I didn't tell you, and the problem about your Sayoko-chan's lack of taste is actually not a disease. Because it's all my fault, it's me after my Sayoko-chan died I made a wish and said that I hope that she can live healthy and healthy in the next life and not die of illness so early. Then, when God fulfilled my wish, he took away the taste of Sayoko-chan from the following week as the price of the wish, so It's only your Sayoko-chan, sorry."

"Another person, what, in fact, you don't need to apologize to them, because they don't think this is something that needs to be apologized. On the contrary, they think that they should come to thank you. After all, if it is not your If I wish, maybe my Sayoko-chan has already..."

"Well, thank you for thinking that way. By the way, the other me, do you want to know the reason why I came here to find you?"

"Of course I thought about it, let people guess, do you want to come to see another family of you for the last time before the world is destroyed? After all, didn't you say that it is impossible for a human being to meet you?" Survived after the Great Crash."

"No, I am here to save you before the world is destroyed." "Is what you said about the other person true? Are you here to save others? Also, if it is true If so, what method are you planning to use to save him?"

"Yes, that's right, I'm here to save you. And the method I use to save you is also very simple. As long as I use mine to be the same as the god core that other godheads have, although it is unique, it can If I give you the divine core that is necessary for the existence of the godhead to be used by another self, you can replace me as the godhead and continue to exist. And because the godhead is repellent to Houkai, After you become a godhead, you don’t have to worry about being affected by any Honkai anymore, but if it’s a Honkai that can destroy the world, that’s another matter.”

"But judging from what you said, after you give the god core that is so important to your existence to others, won't you... you will no longer exist in this world."

"Anyway, now that my Sayoko-chan is gone long ago, it doesn't make sense for me to continue to exist, and now that your Sayoko-chan is destined to become a godhead, you certainly can't bear to let your Sayoko-chan become a godhead." Godhead will not be accompanied by you in the future, and will be lonely forever. Then don’t worry, the god who takes care of all Sayoko-chan has told me that when you and your Sayoko-chan become godheads, you will I will meet again in a special world line called Babylon, which is specially used for the residence of godheads, and live happily ever after, never to be separated again. Although I don’t know how to get to Babylon, but as one of the three chosen One of the people's families, the Holy Maiden's next goal, knows how to get you to Babylon. Teacher Qiyana from the Idol Department will definitely take you there under the guidance of the gods. "

"Well, I understand, so this means that as long as I wait for Teacher Qiyana to take me to that special world line called Babylon in the next week, I can and have already become Godhead Sayoko-chan is together forever, right? But here comes the question, where should people wait for Teacher Kiyana? Also, how long will people wait until she takes them there and gives them a chance Will you be with Sayoko-chan forever?"

"Hey, even if you arrive in Babylon, you may not be able to see your Sayoko-chan right away. Also, according to what I learned from God, it should be at least 42000 years, because this time is The time He had to wait in the trial called waiting that He arranged for you after I decided to save you, otherwise, as a punishment for your failure to pass the trial, He will withdraw the qualification to make your Sayoko-chan a godhead, Then your Sayoko-chan will not be able to become a godhead because of this. As for the location, it doesn't matter, because God will guide her to come to you after you pass the trial."

"I understand. Also, it doesn't matter if I really can't see Sayoko-chan immediately after I come to Babylon, because if I want people to wait for my favorite Sayoko-chan, no matter whether there is such a trial or not, it doesn't matter." No matter how many years I have to wait for her, she will always wait. And after becoming a godhead that can live forever, there is endless time to wait for her. It's just, how should you use your god core for others to use? Huh? And in the final analysis, people didn’t see that you were holding something that would make people think that maybe it was a god’s core.”

"Because the God's Core is placed in the deepest part of the soul, it is usually not taken out. If you want to take it out, you only need to quantize the part of yourself other than the God's Core like this, then the God's Core itself will Out."

Saying so, the other Miss Zu disappeared in front of Miss Zu, and really left a gem-like thing in the shape of a cherry blossom in place (the shape of the God Core must be the one that can represent the owner of the God Core Oh, by the way, Yeyechan’s divine core is in the shape of a butterfly).

Afterwards, another Miss Zhu who reappeared in front of our Miss Zhu went on to say something like this: "And the method of giving you the God Core is also very simple, you just need to take the God Core and put it on yourself On my chest, I also regard you as my master for the next week, and it will automatically enter the depths of your soul, just like this."

After finishing speaking, the other Miss Zhu held up the divine core with both hands, carefully controlled it to float up, and slowly approached our Miss Zhu's chest, and then the floating divine core was about to touch it. When our Miss Zou arrives, it hovers near the heart, and it emits a dazzling pink light (the color of the light emitted by the God Core will also be the color that can represent the owner of the God Core).

At the same time, our Miss Zou felt a warm feeling in her heart, as if some energy had come in, but she didn't hate this feeling.

Afterwards, the light dimmed little by little, and at the same time the divine core also disappeared little by little, and when the light was completely dimmed, the divine core had completely disappeared.

"This way, is it all right?" "Yes, this is all right. Now I can feel that my divine core is already deep in your soul."

"But people feel that apart from being able to hear the voice of the gods, nothing has changed."

"Really? But my change is very obvious. I think you should have seen it, my change."

"Yes, your color is starting to get lighter, and your body is gradually disappearing. It seems that after you give your god core to others, you will disappear soon. Also, before you disappear, There is one last sentence I want to say to you who was the target of last week." "What?"

"Thank you, the other family, and what's more, after they meet Sayoko-chan again in that special world line called Babylon, they will take your share and live happily with Sayoko-chan forever .”

At the same time that Miss Zuo finished speaking, the other Miss Zuo had completely disappeared from that world.

And before the other Miss Zou completely disappeared, Miss Zou seemed to hear her replying to herself saying, no thanks, please make sure that her is happy, that's the case.

So, Miss Zhu replied to her (although she could no longer hear it) and said: "People will definitely, and they will write you in their novels, because they want to give you and your love while remembering you. Sayoko-chan writes a happy story."

I think you must have guessed it?That's right, this answer is the opportunity for Ms. Tsumugi to start writing, but the story is not over yet, so please read on.

After replying to another Miss Tsumugi who had completely disappeared, our Miss Tsumugi sent a message like this to her Xiao Yezi: "Xiao Yezi-chan, why don't you tell others about such a big thing that you are going to study abroad? , and you left without a word in the morning, do you know how sad it will be for others if you do this?"

"Senior Zuo is an idiot! If Yeye really told you, then Senior Zuo will be very sad. At that time, how could Yeye be willing to leave you, and because Yeye and Senior Zuo are so happy when they are together , there is no chance to talk about such a thing, is there?"

"I'm sorry Sayoko-chan, the idiot senior didn't think of this. By the way, Sayoko-chan, how did you get back home last night? He remembered that he fell asleep before watching the firework festival with you, but in When people wake up in the morning, they are already at home."

"It's okay, Yeye didn't blame Senior Zu. Also, last night, it was Yeye who carried Senior Zu who fell asleep, hehe~"

"It's good that Sayoko-chan isn't angry. And what, after people know that it was Sayoko-chan that you brought home someone who was asleep last night, people always feel very curious, Sayoko-chan, what did you do last night?" What method did you use to bring him home?"

"Hehe~ Yeye, last night, I carried you home, Senpai Tsumugi, who fell asleep, in the way of a princess hug. Do you know that Senpai Tsumugi is also on the way home carrying you in Yeye's arms? , Many people cast envious glances. Speaking of seniors, why did you sleep so hard last night? There was so much noise along the way and you didn’t wake up. I ask you every night, did you not wake up the night before yesterday? Sleep, because I am so happy to participate in the festival with Yeye the next day."

"Hey hey~ I've been discovered." Although Sayoko-chan was very happy to think of her like this, but she obviously didn't have a good rest because she was too busy with the wagashi fair. She thought that Sayoko-chan would know about it Then praise others for making the exhibition well under such busy circumstances...

Because when she sent this message, Ms. Suzuki really thought that Sayoko didn't know that she was busy, and she felt that she was so happy because she thought about participating in last night's festival together the night before last night, so she didn't fall asleep that night, so she did it last night. She would be so sleepy, so she felt a little wronged after sending this message, but the feeling of wronged in her heart didn't last long, because Xiao Yezi cared about herself in the next message, and was caused by it joy was replaced.

"Really, don't do this next time. It's bad for your health if you don't sleep all night, and I will be most worried about you at that time. However, Senior Zuo is already with Yeye, and there is such a thing as participating in an event together. Are you happy? Yeye doesn’t seem to be like this because every day is very happy.”

"I know, I will pay attention next time. Also, because I like Sayoko-chan the most, of course I am happy ~ and we will participate in the festival together, it is like a date, it will definitely be happier than usual Ah." "About... a date? Yeye and Tsumu-senpai seemed to be on a date last night?"

"Yeah, what's the matter? Could it be that Sayoko-chan just figured it out? He said he was stupid, and you yourself are so dull, hehe~ Then let others guess, and now Sayoko-chan has come to his senses You, your face has become very red, and your heartbeat must have accelerated, right? But don’t let the airport staff think you are sick, otherwise it will be very troublesome.”

"Really. Isn't that natural? Thinking that Yeye was on a date with her favorite senior Duo last night, of course she would blush and heartbeat. By the way, Senior Zuo, if you have time to chat with Yeye here, you don't have to." Worried about when Yeye will leave?"

"Sayako-chan is the plane at 01:30 in the afternoon, right? What time is it now, ten o'clock in the morning, and all the planes are grounded now, because of the pattern like the magic circle in the sky. And then about that pattern , Judging from the information I have learned from here, it is called a dead spot, which is said to be a sign of heavenly punishment sent down by those gods who think that human beings are not good, which can destroy all human beings in this area."

"It's strange, Senior Tsumugi knows that?" "Because another kimono yukata called Kagetsu Festival passed down from other people's family has awakened. It is said that the family from the previous week has already told all this It’s someone else. And Sayoko-chan, the person you met on the day of Xia Yuezi this year must be someone from someone else. In fact, she has just awakened into a godhead. The mask is only worn because you are afraid that you will treat her as someone else. Thank you. It was said on behalf of others, and then the guard for you is her Sayoko-chan, the reason is to give it the disaster that her Sayoko-chan failed to clear up in time during her lifetime. Maybe Sayoko-chan I wouldn't believe it, but in fact, it's true."

"Believe in you every night, because no matter how unbelievable things Senior Zuo told Yeye, Yeye knew that Senior Zuo would never lie. After all, you are Yeye My favorite, that senior Tsumugi who is so stupid that he can't even come up with a lie, hee hee~"

"Although it's good for Xiao Yezi-chan to believe that people didn't lie to you, but you believe in other people's reasons like this, and they won't be happy at all. And then there is one more thing I want to tell you, Xiao Yezi-chan, that is another person, she is now In fact, she is no longer in this world, because she just used the way of sacrificing herself to make him a godhead. The reason why she did this is because she hoped that he would become a godhead in the next week if he was selected by the gods. This Xiao Yezi of the other Xiao Yezi, that is, you, the one who is now exchanging messages with others, can be happy forever. By the way, Xiao Yezi, since she is already a godhead, why don't you try to summon others to your side now Go and have a look."

"Summoning? Yeye is not a summoner, how do you summon?" "Hey, according to another self, besides being a godhead, he is also a Fusangshen who can be born from happy emotions. Then he is here Guess, if Sayoko-chan can think of some happy things while thinking about letting people go to you, maybe you can call them over."

"Yeye understands, Yeye, I will try to summon Senior Zu, who is already a godhead, to see. But, if Yeye's summoning is really successful, will it scare other people?"

"Don't worry about this Sayoko-chan, because most people can't see the godhead, and they can also set it so that only you can see her, Sayoko-chan. In addition, if you set up a cognitive barrier, no one will misunderstand Sayoko.