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About Fang Zhen and Xiao Gaojun, Qin Bai knew that no matter how many times he asked Fang Zhen, Fang Zhen would never tell him, so he didn't intend to ask.

The next day, during working hours, Qin Bai called Ni Xiuming. When Ni Xiuming answered the phone, he was surprised. How could Qin Bai know his number?

But he thought about it again, Qin Bai and Fang Zhen got close, maybe it was taken from Fang Zhen.It's just that he and Qin Bai don't know each other well at all, why would Qin Bai look for him?

Ni Xiuming walked into the hospital corridor and answered the phone, "What's the matter?"

On the other end of the phone was Qin Bai's voice, "Do you have time at noon, let's have lunch together."

Ni Xiuming frowned, he didn't know why Qin Bai would look for him, but he always felt that it would not be a good thing, so he refused without thinking, "I'm not free at noon, let's try another day."

Qin Bai's voice came from the microphone, "Do you want to know where Shi Lu is now?"

Ni Xiuming's finger that was about to press the hang-up button froze. He thought for two seconds, then put the phone to his ear again, "Okay, see you later."

He hung up the phone, and a nurse's voice came from behind him, "Dr. Ni, the patient in room 203 is looking for you."

"Understood." After Ni Xiuming responded, he put his phone in his pocket and walked along the corridor towards room 203.

Just two days ago, Shi Lu disappeared.Shi Lu neither asked for leave nor explained to anyone, and suddenly didn't come to work.

Ni Xiuming called her but couldn't reach her. He went to the place where the two lived together before but couldn't find her. He contacted almost all her friends, but they all said they didn't know.

Shi Lu's disappearance made Ni Xiuming very worried. Although they had broken up, he didn't have no feelings for Shi Lu.And even if the emotional factor is removed, at least he regards Shi Lu as a friend, even if it's just a friend, he can't ignore it.

At noon, Qin Bai specially picked a quiet place to meet Ni Xiuming.

After sitting for a long time, Qin Bai remained silent, and Ni Xiuming spoke first, "Didn't you say that there is news about Shi Lu?"

Seeing Ni Xiuming's anxious look, Qin Bai couldn't help laughing and said, "Why don't you ask me how I know?"

"Don't play around with me, where is she now?" Ni Xiuming didn't want to play guessing game with Qin Bai at all, he just wanted to know where Shi Lu was.

"Why are you so anxious, I haven't spoken yet!" Qin Bai leaned on the chair, crossed his arms, and asked him, "Before I tell you about Shi Lu, tell me what is the relationship between Fang Zhen and Xiao Gaojun? "

When Qin Bai said Xiao Gaojun's name, Ni Xiuming was stunned, and leaned back defensively, "What do you mean?"

"I've met Xiao Gaojun, he said he was Fang Zhen's ex-boyfriend, right?" Qin Bai gritted his teeth when he said that.

Ni Xiuming was a little impatient, "Why do you ask me after you know all about it?"

Hold!It appears to be true!

Qin Bai cursed angrily.

Ni Xiuming: "Now we can talk about it, where is Shi Lu?"

Qin Bai breathed out, "I haven't finished asking." He continued to ask: "How long have they been together, and why did they break up?"

"I don't know about this, you should ask the person involved."

"I don't know?" Qin Bai looked at him straight, "But, compared to Fang Zhen, you should be more familiar with Xiao Gaojun! After all, you and Xiao Gaojun have known each other since childhood, haven't you?"

Hearing Qin Bai's words, Ni Xiuming was stunned, "Have you investigated me?"

Qin Bai admitted generously, "Yes. I also know that you two have been good brothers since childhood, but after he went abroad, he gradually drifted apart." Qin Bai leaned forward, his eyes fixed on Ni Xiuming, "I Let me ask you, does this have anything to do with Fang Zhen?"

Ni Xiuming narrowed his eyes, but did not speak.He didn't want to mention a word about those years, "If you want to know, just ask them, don't ask me."

"Fang Zhen won't tell me, I don't believe what the other person said."

Ni Xiuming was helpless, "Fang Zhen didn't want to tell you that there must be his reasons, why should you pursue to find out. Qin Bai, everyone has a past that they don't want others to know, why are you so persistent?"

"Because I like him!" Qin Bai almost blurted out, "So I want to know all about his past, whether it's good or bad, I want to accept everything."

Qin Bai's eyes were firm when he spoke, and Ni Xiuming was taken aback.

"But this is someone else's privacy."

"Ni Xiuming, I don't believe you don't know how to understand a person's mood wholeheartedly."

Ni Xiuming paused, "A lot of things can't be explained in a few words, especially feelings. If you can finish it in a few words, it's not feelings."

"I want to make Fang Zhen happy."

Perhaps because he was overwhelmed by Qin Bai's words, after a few seconds, Ni Xiuming looked up at him, "Okay, I can tell you, but remember, what you heard from me is not all."

Qin Bai looked at him, took a deep breath, and nodded.

Ni Xiuming turned his head and looked at the crowd outside the window, his thoughts went back to that time.

At that time, the three were still in high school.

"Fang Zhen, are you going to the camping activities this semester?" Ni Xiuming straddled his legs on the stool in front of Fang Zhen, and put his hands on Fang Zhen's desk.

Fang Zhen, who was doing homework, didn't look up, and replied, "No, I have to go to Aunt Lin's to help on weekends."

"When the time comes, just say that you have something to do and wait for two days to help!" Ni Xiuming looked around, covered his mouth and whispered to Fang Zhen: "Gao Jun is going too."

Hearing this name, Fang Zhen suddenly raised his head and looked at Ni Xiuming with uncertain eyes.

Ni Xiuming laughed twice, "Let's go together!"

Fang Zhen thought for a while, "Okay." After agreeing, her cheeks flushed a little, and then she lowered her head and continued to do her homework.

Their high school holds camping activities every year. Fang Zhen actually doesn't like to participate, but he does every time. There is only one reason, that is, Xiao Gaojun will also go.

Fang Zhen and Xiao Gaojun have known each other since junior high school. At that time, Fang Zhen had just become independent and lived alone. At that time, he had no ability to live, but he had good grades and could use the scholarship to pay his tuition.But the scholarship was only enough for him to pay his tuition fees, and there was nothing left in his life, so he started to do odd jobs for others. Because he was too young, he couldn't go to places that were too conspicuous.At that time, his life was almost full of mess.

He originally thought that the world was so dark, he thought that he could only be a person living in the dark all his life, unable to see the sun.He doesn't like to talk to anyone, he just wants to be alone, in the world he built.

But one day, a person suddenly broke into his world, shining a ray of sunshine into his world which had been in darkness all along.

That person likes to laugh and talk to him, even if he ignores that person, that person still comes to him every day.That person would take him to buy clothes, eat, and do many things he had never done before. That was the first time Fang Zhen felt the warmth.

That person pulled him out of his own world, let him see many new things outside, and made him meet new friends.

"This is my childhood, Ni Xiuming." Xiao Gaojun smiled very brightly at Fang Zhen, and Ni Xiuming at the side happily extended his hand to Fang Zhen, "Hello, my name is Ni Xiuming, and we will be friends from now on!"

At that time, Xiao Gaojun unintentionally became Fang Zhen's only support, and also the driving force for Fang Zhen to move forward. Fang Zhen originally thought that the two would be good friends for life, but when they graduated from the third year of junior high, Xiao Gaojun said want to associate with him.Fang Zhen, who has never been in a relationship, does not know what dating is. Xiao Gaojun told him that dating means that he will only be good to Fang Zhen in the future, and will do his best to make Fang Zhen happy, and will take care of Fang Zhen for the rest of his life.

Fang Zhen remembered his words, but it was because of remembering these words that it became so painful later.

Before camping, I don’t know who was talking nonsense about him and Xiao Gaojun, saying that the two men were in a relationship together, and spreading photos of the two of them going shopping together, saying that they were disgusting, and rumors spread all over the place. The whole school even reached the ears of Xiao Gaojun's parents.

During that time, every time he saw Xiao Gaojun wanting to talk to Xiao Gaojun, Xiao Gaojun intentionally or unintentionally avoided him until the time of camping.

Fang Zhen's personality has always been not very gregarious. He doesn't like to talk loudly, and he doesn't like to hear what's wrong with this person and what's wrong with that person. He only has studies and that person in his life.

In those days, it was fashionable to follow the crowd, and all misfits were wrong.Fang Zhen is good at studying and doesn't like to talk to people. In their eyes, he is arrogant and out of gregarious, so many people can't understand him.

When camping, several people in the class planned to "teach him a lesson".

They found a place where the grass grew better, and then tied the grass on both sides into a knot, which became a "trap". If people pass by here, they will stick their feet into the circle without paying attention. Then get tripped.

There were several of them, and each of them tied a lot of knots. I thought, this is enough for him to fall several times.

After getting ready here, they specially called a girl to Fang Zhen to "lure" Fang Zhen over.

The girl went there after undressing her clothes. She told Fang Zhen that she wanted Fang Zhen to help him get something from a tree, but she was too short to reach it. Although Fang Zhen didn't like talking, if someone asked him for help, as long as it was He generally wouldn't refuse a request that wasn't excessive.

He nodded and followed the girl. The girl signaled to her partner as she walked. Everyone was ready, just waiting for Fang Zhen to come over.

Looking at the "minefield" in front of her, the girl carefully stepped over the knot she had tied and slowed down her pace.When Fang Zhen was about to follow, he noticed that the grass on the ground had been knotted, and he frowned.

The girl only took a step forward. When he saw that Fang Zhen hadn't left, he turned around and said to Fang Zhen, "Hurry up!" As he said that, he took a step forward, but the girl only remembered what she called. Knot, forgetting that where her foot landed now is also a "trap."

All his accomplices gasped when they saw it, and before they could stop it, the girl had already moved on...

"what!"

"careful!"

The two voices blurted out almost at the same time. Next to the fire for cooking, Fang Zhen hurriedly grabbed the girl, but when he grabbed the girl's arm, he also stepped into a "trap", and the two fell together up.

When she fell down, the girl's feet hit the wood used to make the fire, and the wood that was still burning with the fireworks popped out, the fire was disrupted, the girl's thigh was burned, and the pain from her leg made her cry When she came out, she cried and yelled at Fang Zhen: "Why are you pushing me? Why are you pushing me?"

Fang Zhen was stunned, "I, I didn't push you..."

The girl's crying attracted everyone's attention. Seeing the girl's injured right leg, everyone gathered around. The girl was still crying and scolding Fang Zhen.

"Quick, treat her wound quickly."

"what happened?"

"Why is it so hot?"

"Oh my god, why did Fang Zhen push him?"

"..."

Listening to the noise around her, Fang Zhen felt as if his head was about to explode.

"What's wrong?" A familiar voice came into Fang Zhen's ears.

A classmate whispered: "Hurry up, the monitor is here, let the monitor take a look."

Fang Zhen raised his head abruptly, their class monitor was Xiao Gaojun, he looked at Xiao Gaojun like a savior, but Xiao Gaojun just skipped him, walked to the girl and squatted down, Fang Zhen felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. taste.

The girl's wound swelled up a lot, and her skin was scalded. Someone is treating her wound now.

Ni Xiuming, who rushed over after hearing the sound, pushed away the crowd, and when he saw Fang Zhen on the ground, he hurried over to help him up, "What's the matter, are you okay?"

After listening to the girl's words, Xiao Gaojun turned his head to look at Fang Zhen, with no expression on his face.Fang Zhen saw that Xiao Gaojun finally looked at him, and just about to explain, he heard Xiao Gaojun's cold voice, "Why did you push her?"

Fang Zhen froze, then shook her head: "I didn't."

"If you didn't push, how could she fall? And she said it herself!"

Fang Zhen looked at him in disbelief, "...you don't believe me?"

Ni Xiuming supported Fang Zhen, and shouted at Xiao Gaojun: "Xiao Gaojun, what the hell do you mean?"

Xiao Gaojun didn't answer the two, but Fang Zhen's eyes were so cold that Fang Zhen had never seen before.

Fang Zhen originally thought that Xiao Gaojun was on his side, but he never thought that apart from Ni Xiuming, he was alone and helpless at that time.No one listened to his explanations, or even looked at the knotted grass.

Later, worried about the deterioration of the girl's legs, Xiao Gaojun carried the girl to the hospital. Everyone sympathized with the girl and hated Fang Zhen.Xiao Gaojun knew that the girl's leg was burned, but he didn't notice that Fang Zhen's face turned pale at that time, because Fang Zhen was also burned, and it was on the chest.

It was Ni Xiuming who accompanied Fang Zhen to the hospital. The two passed Xiao Gaojun in the hospital. At that moment, Fang Zhen probably experienced for the first time what it means to be ashamed.

That night, Ni Xiuming told Fang Zhen on the phone that Xiao Gaojun was going to study abroad. It was raining heavily that night, and Fang Zhen ran downstairs to Xiao Gaojun's house alone with a dilapidated umbrella. He wanted to call him , took out his mobile phone but saw an unread text message, which was received on his way here, it said: "Let's break up."

In the end, Fang Zhen still hangs his arms weakly, and he gives up.

At that time, he recognized a reality: some things cannot be obtained by hard work.

He went back along the way he had come, against the thunder and pouring rain.

Because of the rain for a long time, the wound became inflamed the next day. Fortunately, Ni Xiuming found him in time with a fever of more than [-] degrees, and rushed him to the hospital.

When Fang Zhen woke up, the fever had subsided, but the scar on his chest remained.

And the person who once brought a glimmer of light to his world has also gone.

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