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When Shen Bing woke up again, he only felt that his headache was about to split, his cervical spine seemed to be broken and reassembled, and his whole body was sore.

He forced himself to sit up from the bed, but saw that he was in a hut with simple furnishings.Except for the bed under him, there is only a table and a chair in the room under the west window. The window is tightly closed, but the glare of sunlight still enters the room through the window paper.

There were footsteps behind him, and Shen Yi turned his head, only to see that Xie Ling had arrived at the door at some point, and was looking at him silently with his arms around his shoulders.

In the needle-like headache, the memory gradually came back, and before he could get angry, Shen Yan smiled in disbelief: "So this is your way? Knock me out and lock me up here?"

Xie Ling was silent for a while, and said lightly: "I arranged this place in a hurry, and it is still very simple. But if you need anything, I will send someone to buy it in a while, and I will make your stay comfortable."

"Xie Rangzhi," Shen Bing rubbed his forehead, "Do you think I'm a weak civil servant, so I can't even escape from this dilapidated house? Are you planning to stay here and guard me every day, whether you go to court or go home?" , or are you going to send someone to watch over me day and night?"

Xie Ling's eyes hurt, and he said angrily, "I've done this for you. You still don't want to stay?"

"What step did you do for me?" Shen Yan smiled angrily again, "Prison me here and lose my freedom? Do you know what kind of punishment Ding You will be punished if he fails to return to his hometown on time? Are you grateful? It's not enough for you to trap me, so you want to cut off my last retreat with your own hands?"

Xie Ling clenched his fists and said arrogantly: "You just need to stay here. Over there in Jingzhou, I have my own way."

Shen Bing only felt the smoldering fire in his chest come up again—at this time Xie Qin seemed to be in a daze, no matter what he said to him, it would not make sense, and it would only make him more annoyed.

The two were deadlocked for a long while, and finally Shen Yan said in a low voice: "I'm thirsty, and I'm also hungry."

Xie Ling was stunned for a moment, and rushed forward to help him up, but was avoided by Shen Yan, stood up and walked outside.Xie Qin withdrew his hand unwillingly, but still followed closely behind him.

Shen Bing walked around in the whole grass reed, and finally confirmed that Xie Jin had arranged this place in a hurry, it was almost bare and empty.He glanced at Xie Ling, who couldn't help showing a bit of embarrassment when he saw him like this, and said in a low voice, "I'll go buy what you want."

Shen Yi ignored him, saw the parcel prepared for him by the crown prince on the table, went over to unwrap the wrapper, took out the snack box, twisted a piece of snack and began to eat slowly.Xie Ling followed, looked at the rattan lacquer dotted gold hexagonal food box for dim sum, and then at the delicately crafted dim sum, and instantly understood.He didn't know whether it was sorrow or hesitation, and he murmured: "The prince is very attentive to you."

After finishing his snacks, Shen Yan said slowly: "The crown prince knows that I will be traveling far away, so although he can't see me off in person, he sent someone to bring me a letter to keep me safe; he also added food and dry food to keep me full; he also sent ancient books, calligraphy and paintings to spare me. The journey is lonely. Although we have experienced the pain of separation, we will always remember the past. Even if I can no longer accompany me in the future, I will always be in Jingzhou, and I will always appreciate his considerate care."

Although Xie Ling knew that he was deliberately provoking himself with those words, he still couldn't help the pain in his chest, and trembled uncontrollably: "The reason why the prince did this is because he is the future king and your lord. One person, and there are tens of thousands of wise men waiting to assist him... But I... If I lose you, I will be a solitary lamp shining day and night, with only a shadow. When I think of you leaving, Even if I am alone...eating alone, sleeping alone, going to court alone...I can't bear it... Liangqing, think about it, think about it carefully, ask yourself if we are really separated from each other, what will you do? Can you stand a day like that?"

Shen Yan couldn't help trembling, but didn't speak.

Xie Jin couldn't help pulling his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it delicately, and murmured softly and weakly: "Why do I have to go back to Jingzhou? Isn't it good to stay? If you want to hide in the mountains and rivers, where can you not return to?" Where?...Stay by my side, be with me, from now on we will die and never part, won't you?"

The place where his fingertips were kissed was soft and warm, but Shen Bing felt like a needle prick.With a little force, he withdrew his hand, and said under Xie Jin's helpless gaze: "You know exactly how I will answer."

"...Why." Xie Jin, whose hands were empty, couldn't help but squeezed his fingers tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "I don't believe you have no intentions for me, give me a reason."

Shen Bing was silent for a long time.

And Xie Qin silently waited for his answer.

After a long time, he finally opened his mouth and said slowly: "Putting away everything... I just feel that we are no longer what we used to be."

Xie Ling was startled and looked at him fixedly.

"Think back six years ago—no, three or four years ago, what were we like? The capital was rich in gold and jade, and the mountains and rivers in the world seemed to be everywhere, as if there were no worries. Books spread out and spread out into a picture scroll of mountains and rivers. Every flower and every leaf is the world." Shen Yan smiled slightly, "At that time you loved me, and although I was not talented, I felt that I was worthy of your sincerity."

"And now," Xie Qin whispered, "do you think I've changed?"

"What do you think?" Shen Yan laughed.Immediately, his tone softened, as if recalling, and sighed softly, "Let it be, I know that no one can remain the same for a hundred years. This is the general trend. But I don't want to let us change because of you and me There was a rift between them."

He raised his eyes to look at Xie Ling, and said softly: "Although I don't understand some of the things Xie has done, but I can't deny that it was the Xie family who raised you into the son of Langyu in today's capital. Brother Ling and Father Ling They are all good people. People are changing, and the world will change accordingly. I don’t want to entangle with Xie’s past, but whether it will be good or bad in the next hundred years is still in your hands. I have been in office for six years, and I have never been willing to get involved in the party and government, but it is only recently that I have realized that some changes cannot be encouraged. The dispute between the poor and the noble is a tumor buried in the root of the country. ring."

Xie Ling's lips trembled slightly, and he looked at him blankly.

"You have too many things to do, I can't stay here to embarrass you." Shen Bing stared at him, "You can no longer be like this, willful and obsessed with madness. You have changed, it's nothing, so take The Xie family and the family are going to the bright place. Instead of dragging me to stay where I am, entangled with each other, useless, and finally end up looking at each other and hating each other."

"...What about you?" Xie Qin asked in a low voice.

"What about me..." Shen Yan smiled slightly, and his beautiful eyes were faintly lit up like stars, "I went back to Jingzhou because I wanted to calm down and think about it. In the past, I was so arrogant that I thought reading It is really naive to think about it now that a few books of sages can understand the affairs of the world. If I can really think of something, I don’t want my life to be wasted in the countryside and forests for a hundred years.”

The room fell silent.

Xie Ling looked at him blankly.Those apricot eyes have always been firm and fearless, but at this time they revealed the confusion like a newborn child, as if seeing the size of the world and the vastness of the world at first glance, and uncontrollable hesitation and sadness arose from the bottom of my heart.

After a while, he slowly stretched out his hand, and tentatively covered Shen Bing's hand again.But this time, Shen Bing didn't dodge, but flipped his hand over and gently clasped his palm.

As if the warmth of palm contact gave him strength again, Xie Ling raised his eyelids, staring at Shen Bing silently and infatuatedly, as if he wanted to be able to grow old with his lover instantly through the entanglement of eyes at this moment .Shen Bing's heart is also sour, painful and sweet, all kinds of emotions can't be expressed, and the affection immersed in his eyes seems to be about to sink.

After a long while, Xie Ling trembled and asked word by word: "I just ask you... After everything, do you still love me?"

But still love him.

Shen Bing doesn't need to close his eyes, he can look at the end through the stretch of time, and there is Xie Ling standing there.In this world where crowds come and go, banquets come and go, day and night alternate, spring comes and winter goes, only he goes through impermanence and change, holding his hand.

There was unwillingness, fear, and hesitation in his heart.But the love like a net like a silk still made him inevitably whisper: "I love you, the flowers are endless, the moon is endless... I wish to be in this life, the willows are thousands of threads, and the spring breeze is entangled."

Xie Ling stood up abruptly, grabbed the back of Shen Bing's head, and kissed him hard.He kissed so hard, passionately and desperately, that he almost merged Shen Bing into his own flesh and blood.And Shen Bing put aside all his thoughts and concerns, and responded with all his strength.He heard his own heartbeat again, and the thumping and restless beating sounded again in the empty chest of these days.

Only Xie Ling let him live like this.

In this life, there is only Xie Ling, who can do so.

Their mutual clothes quickly fell to the ground, Shen Yi hugged Xie Gong's neck, while kissing him, stumbled into the room and fell on the bed.His back slammed hard against the hardwood, and it hurt, but he didn't care.His sadness and pain buried under his calm and rational mind are no less than Xie Jin's, and they all have to vent out at this moment.

Amidst the entanglement of sweat, Xie Qin panted wildly like a wild animal, as if he was not tired, nor did he know the passage of time.Once it was heavy, Shen Yan shrank subconsciously, Xie Ling suddenly woke up in the numbness of bone erosion, stroked his brows and eyes and whispered: "... hurts?"

How can someone be so beautiful.Xie Ling thought obsessively.The face close at hand was stained with a thin red color, soaked in sweat, and the eyebrows and eyes as beautiful as the distant mountains seemed to have just been watered by a spring rain.The eye waves flowing under those slender eyelashes are like the undisturbed Xiahe pond, which is causing waves of ripples because of his every move.

"No..." Shen Yan raised his hand trembling slightly, stroked Xie Jin's long black eyebrows, brushed over his tight and graceful shoulder and neck lines, and tightly wrapped his arms around his back.

"I love you so that...it doesn't hurt..."

There is no love without pain.But it is because of love that the crazy and perverted people will forget the pains that they feel deeply, and sink into the abyss forever and ever.

They are entangled tirelessly, the sun rises and the moon rises, they have forgotten the time.In fact, they were already very tired, but neither of them dared to fall asleep. Even if they were struggling, they still hugged each other tightly, kissed and hugged each other.

It seems that only in this way can they defeat time - the cruel time that is passing by.

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When dawn penetrated the window paper again, Xie Qin had just fallen into a deep sleep.But he was still very restless in his sleep, as if he was tormented by some nightmare, his brows were tightly frowned, the corners of his lips moved slightly, and his expression was full of sadness.

Shen Yan half propped up his body, raised his hand to gently comb his sweaty hair, his eyes were soft.

After a while, he leaned over and kissed Xie Jin lightly on the forehead, then he got up, picked up the clothes and put them on one by one.In the end, he silently walked towards the door step by step, and finally turned around to take another look.

Xie Qin was still asleep on the messy bed, with his arms stretched out, as if he wanted to hug his lover beside him.He frowned tightly, wandering helplessly in his dream.

Shen Bing felt a slight pain in his heart, his heart and limbs clamored to go back and stay.But in the end, he just took a deep look behind him, then turned his head and walked away quickly.

He packed up the package that the crown prince had given him on the table, and pushed the door out wearing a dark green color, only to see his carriages and horses parked in the courtyard.It seems that although Xie Ling said that he would be imprisoned here, he still knew in his heart that he would leave no matter what.

He got into the carriage and drove out of the yard.Although he didn't know where this place was, but looking around, he could vaguely see the road at the end of the sparse forest, and he must have found the official road after going there.

He will go all the way south and return to Jingzhou.But he can't lie to others, and he can't lie to himself either. His heart will always remain in this materialistic capital where power and power are entangled.Because no matter how cold this city was and how it hurt him, there was once a person who exchanged his peace and warmth with flesh and blood.

There was a poem that said:

"Flying swallows from the south and returning from the north, we meet by chance, with sad faces. I see the two old men with green temples and beauties again. Don't ask me after the farewell, infinite things, don't say anything.

The spring wine in the small trough is dripping red, don't rush, it's full of golden bells.Drink scattered flowers and flowing water, and go east and west.In the future, I don't know where it is, the smoke waves are far away, and the evening clouds are heavy. "

Maybe they will really be like countless people separated by far and wide in this world, like flying swallows returning from south to north, letting time and world events wash away all the past.A few years later, they met again for a short time, like falling flowers and flowing water, their respective east and west, and I don't know where to meet again.

But at this moment, the heat in my heart is still hot, and I still throb when I think of that name.As long as these friendships are still there, the green mountains will never grow old and the Hongjiang River will flow forever, their future is still in full expectation.