The person who wears fast takes tea and cools

Between heaven and earth in life, if a white horse crosses the gap, it is just suddenly.

The situation does not wait for people, and the hair becomes silk in an instant.

This year's year is very boring, the palace will hold a banquet, and Yan Shisan can't go, so he can only huddle in this gorgeous frost and cold bamboo, eating the meals delivered by the imperial dining room until the spring of the next year .

Qin Yansu gradually stopped looking for Yan Shisan, and heard Chujian and Yan Yunchang say that Qin Yansu planned to be the co-lord of the world, and the war would start soon.

And Qin Yusu actually sent Cheng Chang'an, Song Changshun, and Zhou Zisang to the battlefield in addition to Liang Xiuzhu. Although they had practiced martial arts, they went to the battlefield to be human shields!Is Qin Yansu planning to kill all his seniors at once, so that Yan Shisan is the only student left here?

Yan Shisan speeded up his escape. His long-term obedience and non-resistance had already made Qin Shangsu relax his vigilance towards him, and the number of guards guarding Shuanghan Xiezhu had also decreased a lot.If he escapes at that time, he can save a few people from getting punished.

Just when Yan Shisan was about to escape from the broken wall of the cold palace with his baggage, Qin Susu suddenly appeared in front of Yan Shisan with a team of people.

"Sir." Qin Shangsu's clothes were a little messy, he looked at Yan Shisan standing on the wall with a worried expression, "Why are you leaving?"

Yan Shisan looked at the bright moon in the dark night, lonely and clear, "Your Majesty, I am your husband." I am not your property.

Qin Yu raised his head and looked at Yan Shisan standing alone on the wall. Under the moonlight, he looked lonely and cold, as if he could disappear in the next moment.His eyes were full of pleading and sorrow, and he said, "Sir, can you come down? What if you fall? Let's go back? I won't lock you up, and I won't send anyone to watch you, sir—" -do not leave Me!"

Yan Shisan sighed, he couldn't bear to reject this student Yan Shisan who loved to act like a spoiled child since childhood, "Your Majesty, it's time for you to understand!"

"Sir, I beg you! Don't go!" Qin Yusu said eagerly: "Don't go! Don't want me! If you are not happy, you can beat me and scold me, or you can kill me with a sword! Don't go, okay?" Okay? I don't want you to disappear in my eyes, even if I die, I only want to die in my husband's eyes!"

"Qin Yansu, why are you so obsessed with me?" Yan Shisan lowered his head and looked at the noble, yet extremely humble Qin Yansu in front of him at this moment, and asked this question that had troubled him for a long time.

He thought he didn't have anything special about Qin Shangsu, and Qin Shangsu's sexual orientation at the beginning also liked girls, otherwise, where did the seven-year-old child in Zichen Palace come from?

He really couldn't understand, why did Qin Yansu fall in love with him?

"Sir..." Qin Shangsu's voice dropped, and Yan Shisan only saw him open his mouth, but no one present could hear what he said clearly except Qin Shangsu.

No one knew that Qin Shangsu would become what he is today, but everyone knew that he became like this because of Yan Shisan.

Yan Shisan was waiting to ask again, his neck hurt, his eyes went dark, and he fell down from the high wall the next moment.

Qin Yu immediately stepped forward, and it was his husband who caught him. His arms were heavy, and his heart was filled at that moment, as if he had caught his life.

"Sir." Qin Yansu rubbed Yan Shisan's slightly cold face affectionately, his voice was low as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person in his arms, his whispering voice was full of love and intimacy , "I almost lost you again! It's really only a little bit..."

When Yan Yunchang, who heard the news of Yan Shisan's escape, rushed to Lenggong, what he saw was His Majesty, who had always been stern, hugging his elder brother, with an expression like a child's favorite toy.

He was dressed in unlined clothes, with loose hair, standing outside the gate of the palace wall, quietly watching His Majesty walking towards Shuanghan Xiezhu like holding a treasure in his arms and holding his elder brother.

After being silent for a long time, seeing people slowly disappearing from his eyes, Yan Yunchang moved, but because he had been standing for too long, it was too cold, and the other person was too thin, his body was already stiff, and he couldn't stabilize when he moved. Staying in shape, with a "plop", he knelt down hard in the snow.

The wind was cold, the night was snowy, and between the sky and the earth, he was alone, kneeling in a daze.

On the other side, when the lanterns were first lit and the lights were brightly lit, Qin Yusu stood alone outside the gate of the Bamboo Hall in the Shuanghan Pavilion, and stood quietly for the whole night.

It was already the end of the second day when Yan Shisan woke up, looking at the familiar extra guards on the Shuang Han Xie Zhu with a complicated expression on his face.

"Sir! You're awake!"

Yan Shisan turned his head, but turned back in the next second, with a cold expression, but his hands clenched his sleeves revealed the uneasiness in his heart, "Chen Yan Shisan, I pay my respects to Your Majesty. Long live Your Majesty."

"Sir, you don't have to give these empty courtesy to the students." Qin Yusu's eyes were filled with sorrow, "If you are not happy that the students imprisoned you regardless of your wishes, it doesn't matter how you want to beat or scold, just please don't alienate me!"

Yan Shisan didn't seem to be moved. He just glanced at Qin Shangsu lightly, then lowered his eyes, "Courtesy cannot be changed! You are the emperor, and the common people are the ministers. There is a difference between the emperor and the minister."

The two were relatively silent. After a long time, Qin Yusu raised his head and said sadly, "Student, don't bother sir. The student is leaving."

"First time!" Qin Yan walked away, Yan Shisan frowned and asked, "Did I forget something?"

"Ah!?" I was a little surprised when I saw this sentence for the first time. I have heard this sentence many times, and it has formed a conditioned reflex. "No! Why does the host ask such a question?"

Yan Shisan was silent, and when he saw Yan Shisan for the first time, he was terrified and thought that Yan Shisan was thinking of something.

I saw Yan Shisan touching his heart with his right hand, pain and sadness alternately in his eyes, Yan Shisan's heart was aching with complex emotions, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead in the winter.Yan Shisan leaned against the window helplessly, looking at Qin Yu's receding figure in a daze, "I always feel that I seem to have forgotten something..." He muttered to himself, with unspeakable pain in his heart sorrow.

"When we met for the first time, what do you think is wrong with me?" Yan Shisan clutched his heart fiercely, tears soaked his jade-like delicate face unconsciously, "I am here, it really hurts! What is wrong with me?" ah?"

Yan Shisan knelt fiercely on the white jade floor tiles that covered the entire Frost and Cold Pavilion, the pain on his knees was far less than a ten-thousandth of the pain in his heart, "Just seeing him sad, my heart hurts." It hurts so hot! It’s like rolling in magma! Am I falling in love with him? But why does it hurt so much? Falling in love with him, why does my chest hurt so much? Uh huh! Ahhhh..."

He leaned against the wall, burying his head in sobs and weeping, and subconsciously curled himself into a corner in such a state of embarrassment.

At first sight, he bit his lip tightly, he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would cry with Yan Shisan.He was even more afraid that his heart would be soft-hearted, and he would restore Yan Shisan's lost memory under his soft-heartedness, and destroy everything they had carefully arranged for many years.

Seeing Yan Shisan cry for the first time, he also hid in the system space and cried with Yan Shisan.

All of this is calculated.What cannot be changed, cannot be changed.

There is wind and snow blowing outside, and the gloomy sky looks like a sad person. Its tears, because of the pain in the heart and the coldness of the world, turned into snow and came to the world, sharing the cold and loneliness with all things in the world.

After all, Yan Shisan is not a person who regards sensibility as his life. It is more rationality after the experience that dominates his every move in the subconscious.He can submerge himself in a burst of emotion in a short period of time, but he can clear up his emotions in a shorter period of time, put the business first, and freeze all the feelings and thoughts that should have and shouldn't have under the lake of heart.

He is an ignorant and dull person, but also a rational person.

Heartbreaking and anxiety are just temporary outbursts of emotions that have been suppressed for too long, and calmness is just a blink of an eye. To him, it is as simple as drinking water.

After tidying up his feelings and his appearance, Yan Shisan showed a decent smile, with perfection and hypocrisy floating on the surface.It also happens to be the perfect side of the world.

Since he wanted to tear up his face with Qin Yansu, he had no scruples, as long as he could concentrate on escaping, he didn't have to treat him like a guest.

Love this kind of thing, but too much dopamine, how much is it worth?

Rather than extravagantly seeking the love of a king who can't even sit securely, it's better to be alone.Isn't Yan Yunchang a living example?Accompanied by Qin Shangsu the longest, but Qin Shangsu still has a child who is nearly seven years old, that is to say, Qin Shangsu had other women before Yan Yunchang.

But Yan Yunchang did not rely on his seniority to show off his power, but waited respectfully by Qin Shangsu's side.He has nothing to contend with, but that doesn't mean he's useless.

It is difficult for most people to favor one person for a lifetime, especially a king whose status is unstable and whose country is in turmoil.

Now there are internal troubles and external troubles, there are treacherous evil inside and tigers and wolves outside.Qin Yu was eager for success and profit, and changed the title of Yongguo Dynasty Deyuan to Qiande in the year he succeeded to the throne.

Now in the second year of Qiande, the country is not stable, Qin Yusu has no talented staff, and no military power to deter the people in the court, he only has one life and a ruthless spirit, relying on these, he was lucky to get the king's favor Location.

Liang Xiuzhu can go to the battlefield. Apart from his identity as the son of destiny, he also has military talents, so there is no need to worry too much about him.But Zhou Zisang, Cheng Chang'an and Song Changshun are different. They are truly shocking talents, and they are not inferior to the protagonist in any aspect except luck.

Yan Shisan couldn't change Qin Shangsu's decision to send them to the battlefield, he couldn't watch the children he raised himself have an accident.But Qin Yusu was different from them. They were ministers rather than emperors, and what they represented and what they endured were different.

They can die, but Qin Yansu must not die.

If he dies, the world will be in chaos, and there will be tigers and wolves outside to attack and eat the city of Yongguo.There are treacherous and evil people colluding with the enemy country, forming groups and cliques, and dividing and seizing the world of Yongguo.At that time, it was the real troubled times.

Anyone with calculations can see this. Instead of robbing the enemy country, it is better to seize the power in your hand, coerce the king, and be the person who is under one person and above ten thousand people.

Therefore, Qin Yusu couldn't die right now, so worrying about him was better than worrying about others.Yan Shisan thought so.

In fact, Yan Shisan has always been unable to understand that the ministers and the king are like a big tree with tangled roots, the king is like the roots, and the courtiers are like the trunk.It would be better if the king is good and the courtiers are better, and the courtiers will be scattered when the king is down. Instead of being cast aside by the world's descendants or enduring the loss of everything overnight in a chaotic world, it is better to serve the king in peace and enjoy power and wealth.

One prospers, one prospers, one loses. This truth is understood by even a three-year-old child. Why don't these powerful ministers who have read poetry and books understand it?

Or it's not that they don't understand, it's just that people have inferior roots, and they all want to bite off a big piece of meat from the king, and want to get more.

But they are all slaves of greed, pitiful and ridiculous.