The person who wears fast takes tea and cools

With nothing to do, Yan Shisan can still sing or dance a couple of verses, his movements are still as light and elegant as before, and his singing voice has not changed, it is still vivid and clear.

It’s just that after all, it’s different from before, Kyungyu’s class still broke up, and Bajiao also parted ways, each going his own way.

Yan Shisan also disappeared inexplicably, no matter how Zheng Yiyu looked for him, he could not be found.

Yan Shisan looked at the tall and handsome man in front of him, still smiling gently, he said: "Patriarch Gu, I haven't seen you for many years, isn't it too much to imprison me as soon as we meet?"

Gu Langjin remained silent, and it took him a while before he spoke: "Yuhu, I... I don't know what to say to you."

Yan Shisan tilted his head and said, "Then let's not talk about it."

"you……"

"I don't want to embarrass you. I'll talk to you in detail after Patriarch Gu has made up his mind." Yan Shisan turned around and said softly.

"Yuhu!" Gu Langjin hugged Yan Shisan as he confessed back then. He muttered to himself, not knowing whether he was talking to Yan Shisan or himself. The extremely rare scene of a slight suspicious blush was missed.

He is not very good at expressing, what he said was dry and ordinary, not like a confession, but rather like a family chat.

"Rain Lake, we first met 25 years ago. That year, you were five years old and I was 13 years old.

"Before you were ten years old, we met often, because the old man liked to watch the dramas of Jing Yu's class. But after the previous class leader Hua Zhangyu passed away, we met less and less often, and we never saw each other again after the old man passed away. pass.

"Goodbye, it was seven years ago. It was snowing heavily that day. I avoided the enemy's pursuit and poured into your yard. When I opened my eyes, I saw you. You were holding a bowl of medicine. After I drank the medicine, you stuffed it. Give me a caramel. We talked a lot that day, and it was about little things.

"Obviously we have met so many times, but it was on that day that I fell in love with you at first sight.

"Later we were bound together because of the country, and we often kept in touch, and I also used the reason of "a drop of water should be repaid by a spring" to get close to you.

"It's just that our relationship has been tepid, and I was very anxious. On my 31st birthday, I mustered up the courage to confess my love to you, but what you said caused me to suffer for a long time.

"Later, you left. You went to Peiping, Tianjin, Xi'an...to many places. It's not that I haven't looked for you, but you left too fast! I couldn't catch up with you, so I just kept going again and again. Passed by you once.

"Now, I finally found you! Can you not leave? Can you give me a chance? I really want to be with you..."

Gu Langjin was still rambling on, but Yan Shisan could no longer listen.Because Gu Langjin is so similar to the former Ai Weisheng, they used to pursue Yan Shisan ignorantly, love and pity Yan Shisan like a treasure.

However, what Ai Weisheng likes is Yan Shisan's appearance and young body, so after cheating on Yan Shisan's relationship for 30 years, he abandoned Yan Shisan to find a new love.

Yan Shisan and Ai Weisheng have been together for ten years. It doesn't mean that Ai Weisheng only treats Yan Shisan wholeheartedly during these ten years, but that the two of them have been obsessed and entangled for ten years.Ai Weisheng has a flirtatious nature, even the poor time with Yan Shisan is full of troubles.

Yan Shisan also fell in love with Ai Weisheng back then and was confused. He struggled hard for ten years before he was liberated. He gave up all his feelings and didn't want to find another person to wash away the hurt of this relationship. He just wanted to be alone. spend a lifetime.

But unexpectedly, it was bound to the system and started a journey to other worlds.

But the two men are different.

Ai Weisheng is flirtatious and affectionate, likes to mess with flowers and mess with grass.Gu Langjin, however, keeps her life clean and she is still alone.

The two of them have different attitudes towards Yan Shisan.

Ai Weisheng is just a condiment for life when Yan Shisan is used to spice up his boring and empty life.

When you like it, you will spoil it, and it won't be long before you find another love, and you will throw away the sincere Yan Shisan.

But Gu Langjin is different, he is very much like Yan Shisan's guardian, always silently guarding him behind Yan Shisan, and his affection has not diminished in the seven years.

Yan Shisan was afraid, he didn't dare to hand over his sincerity.Because he really can't bear to be deceived and hurt by another love lie.

But this time, Yan Shisan really wanted to indulge again.Because he didn't want to beat everyone to death with a stick, he knew the pain of the deep love after the deep love, the Yan Shisan in the past, and the Gu Langjin now.

Both of them were silent. Finally, Yan Shisan nodded and said helplessly, "I accept your pursuit."

Gu Langjin didn't say anything, just buried his head in Yan Shisan's neck, but the hands around Yan Shisan's waist became tighter and tighter.

Yan Shisan went to the rear to work as a doctor. He is good at medicine, so this position is very suitable for him.

Although Gu Langjin did not follow Yan Shisan, he secretly sent someone to protect Yan Shisan.

Gu Langjin knew that Yan Shisan had been hurt by love, so he needed to take it step by step. It seemed that Yan Shisan had accepted himself, but that was only a superficial phenomenon, and it was Yan Shisan's pity and compassionate treatment.

But since Yan Shisan has agreed to his pursuit, although he can't see each other often, but no one can get close to Yan Shisan openly except himself, so he has to seize the opportunity and act first to be strong, and to get close to the water first.

Yan Shisan also knew that he was only pitying Gu Langjin so he agreed to his pursuit out of the blue. He always believed that as long as he didn't trust others, he wouldn't be hurt or betrayed by anyone.

He has always known that there is no right or wrong in this world, and what is beneficial to him is right.

It doesn't matter whether it's fair or not, this is the reality, if you can't accept it, you don't deserve to live in this world.

But it's not easy for everyone, and you should be happy to have someone who cares about yourself, because they all have their own lives to live and maintain, so they don't have so much time to take care of their own affairs.

It is a happy thing to have someone who is willing to treat yourself well.It doesn't matter if the person is powerful or poor, it doesn't matter if the person is sincere or fake, it doesn't matter if the person is a man or a woman, dead or alive.

Creatures like men cannot grow without experiencing betrayal.

An egg, broken from the outside, is food; broken from the inside, it is life.In life, breaking from the outside is pressure; breaking from the inside is growth.

While Yan Shisan was undergoing the bone grafting operation, he thought about accepting Gu Langjin. This person is also good, with a sense of responsibility and responsibility, completely different from Ai Weisheng back then.

It's just that it's still unacceptable...

All of a sudden, Yan Shisan looked at him and felt that he was filthy and filthy for no reason. He obviously didn't have any blood or spots on his body, and he was still so clean and flawless.If you want to cleanse yourself but still feel dirty, maybe you are really sinful, yes!So what if they saved these people?

I just want to complete the task and change the general direction of the world, and nothing is sincere, so even if I save them, I can't wash away the filth in my heart.

Yan Shisan looked at these wounded soldiers, they were killing people he didn't know.They kill people on the grounds of protecting their country and people, and no one thinks they are wrong except the Japanese.

Because the Japanese army had a conflict of interest with everyone in China, they killed the Japanese, but they did not kill prisoners or innocent Japanese.

Because China advocates convincing people with virtue, it always treats the Japanese with sincerity, whether they are enemies or not.

The concept of whether killing is wrong or right is not determined by oneself, but by the group the person belongs to.If the group you belong to has given you the power to kill, you can kill, but if you don’t give you that power, you will be punished for killing, because you don’t have a license to kill.

Just like those Japanese troops, it was the supreme ruler of their country who asked them to invade China rather than out of their nature.So they are not innocent in a certain way?Just like those who died innocently in the flames of war...

"What's your name?" Yan Shisan asked a handsome boy who was only in his twenties.

"Ah? Me? My name is Zhou Wen."

Zhou Wen... Yan Shisan frowned, is that Zheng Yiyue's classmate at Peking University?This person was also mentioned in the plot, he liked Zheng Yiyue, and finally sacrificed to protect Zheng Yiyu and other party members.He was only 21 when he died, which is September this year!Because Zheng Yiyu died on the night of July 1944, 7.

At the end, Zhou Wen pulled the bomb line on his waist and was shot several times, but he gritted his teeth and ran to the Japanese army, using his own sacrifice to blow up a way for the heroine and the others to survive.

Brutal violence can destroy the body, vicious words can destroy the heart, evil beliefs can destroy the soul, but fearless sacrifice can save all.

Zhou Wen is undoubtedly such a person, just like that little girl Zheng Yiyue.Yan Shisan smiled and said, "Why do you want to join the army?"

Zhou Wen shyly said: "In the beginning, it was because the person I liked joined the Chinese army, so I followed her. Later, it was to drive away the Japanese invaders, and now it is for my country."

Yan Shisan asked again: "Is there anyone else in your family?" This plot didn't mention too much, only that Zhou Wen's family was poor.

Zhou Wen smiled and said, "I still have an old mother at home."

Yan Shisan said: "Then does your mother agree to your joining the army?"

Zhou Wen nodded: "I agree. My mother knew that I joined the army and said she was proud of me!"

Yan Shisan changed the subject: "Your mother is born this year?"

"53."

"How are you?"

"Very well. The letter says mother is well."

"Can you tell me about your mother?"

"My mother..."

Zhou Wen's mother was a very ordinary woman. Zhou Wen's father died when Zhou Wen was two years old. It was Zhou Wen's mother who worked so hard to bring Zhou Wen up.

A woman is weak, but a mother is strong.

Zhou Wen's mother was very strong, she did not remarry, and supported herself.

In Zhou Wen's memory, his mother had no strength to farm, so she rented out the land.Such a small amount of rent every year is not enough to support Zhou Wen's tuition and family life.

For Zhou Wen's tuition, food and clothing, Zhou Wen's mother does laundry, cleaning, scraping, tailoring and so on.

In Zhou Wen's memory, his mother's hands were bright red and slightly swollen all year round. Especially in the cold winter, his mother's hands were covered with chilblain and chapped, and often glaring blood flowed.That dazzling red, Zhou Wen will never forget.

When he said this, Zhou Wen's eyes were already red and swollen, and his tone was choked up.

Every night, his mother would sit with Zhou Wen under a dim oil lamp after finishing Zhou Wen's meals, one sewing clothes and the other doing homework.

Most of the time, Zhou Wen was already asleep, and when he got up in the middle of the night in a daze, he saw his mother squinting and sewing clothes under the dim light more than once.

His mother didn't rest all year round, but Zhou Wen's house was always clean and refreshing.The old and incomplete tables and chairs and the copper work on the door cabinets will never find a speck of dust, and they will always be shiny.

The pagoda tree and several rose and autumn chrysanthemums left by Zhou Wen's father in the yard will always be watered and cared for.

Zhou Wen's mother is hospitable. No matter how embarrassed the family is, when guests come, Zhou Wen's mother will try her best to get something to entertain them.

Zhou Wen remembered that when he was in high school, a classmate came to visit him. At that time, he had just paid his tuition fees, and his family was so poor that they only had half a liter of rice and noodles.It's not that Zhou Wen didn't know that he was planning to go to school with his classmates, but his mother was hospitable and forced them to eat at home before leaving.

Zhou Wen asked his mother that there was no rice at home, how could she treat guests?

Zhou Wen's mother didn't say anything, but patted Zhou Wen's shoulder and said, don't worry, there will be a solution.

It was only later that Zhou Wen found out that his mother sold her hair to buy meals for her classmates.

His mother wanted to be strong, but she never liked to quarrel with others. In fact, her temper can be said to be weak.Just for his son, she had to be tough.

So his mother's soft, hard and upright temperament was also passed on to Zhou Wen. This is why Zhou Wen usually has a good temper, but he can desperately kill the enemy on the battlefield.

Zhou Wen's mother gave Zhou Wen habits and good qualities that could not be changed in his life, such as loving flowers, loving cleanliness, keeping order, being hospitable, being kind and tenacious.

This is the epitome of a great working mother.