Mingren don't talk about secret love

The day before the college entrance examination, Xia Jiujia went to the cemetery to visit her mother.

He copied the barcode of the admission ticket and burned it together.Burning paper is also about science now.At first it was burned in the cemetery, and later it was required to be burned in the burning area, and then only a big stove was built, and everyone threw everything into it, but no matter what, sparks flew around, dust flew around, and the smell was very choking .And this year, the city funeral home has opened several long conveyor belts, called "Heaven Post Office", people who come to worship put things on them, and the conveyor belts will be transported to the top of the furnace, dumped and burned.

Xia Jiujia stuffed the photocopied admission ticket into the pile of paper money, and together with others, watched the conveyor belt gradually rise and go away.The big shed was full of flames, his bag went to the top, and then disappeared.

He entered the cemetery again, scanning other people's tombstones with his eyes at random along the way, and found again—the years of death and birth were subtracted, and everyone was older than his mother.

When they arrived at the tombstone, Xia Jiujia took out clean water again, wiped the top and surroundings of the tombstone carefully, arranged a bouquet of flowers, sprinkled petals around, dressed up beautifully, and said with her head down, "Mom, the college entrance examination tomorrow and the day after tomorrow... Go to college."

After muttering a few words, he added: "One more thing... I'm in love, his name is Shen Xi, he's not perfect, second and sometimes third and fourth...but I like it very much."

At the end: "Mom, it's great for you to meet Shen Xi."

Because he wanted to talk about this matter, he didn't let his father accompany him and came alone.

Although others can no longer see his loneliness, he is still lonely.In fact, any intimate relationship can't really fill that gap, after all, every kind of love is different, but he always wants to fill it up, so he is a little desperate, and tries to get more from Shen Xi, but fortunately, Shen Xi always gives everything.The book always says "I feel that my mother has just passed away not long ago", but Xia Jiujia feels that a hundred years have passed, and she is suffering so much that she is afraid to think about how long the loneliness will be in 10 or 20 years.

He was not ignorant when his mother passed away. He never thought of a plush toy as a mother. He has always been very well-behaved and sensible. He helped his father keep the family clean, and never told others that he was single.But in the first year of junior high school, once, he heard the class teacher chatting with people in front of the teacher's teaching and research room, and said: "Children without fathers often can't tell, but children without mothers can tell at a glance... In our class That Xia Jiujia, the clothes she wore, the lunch she brought... well, you can tell at a glance..." At that time, he was bursting into tears outside the gate.

His character of always wanting to be the "best" may also be closely related to his childhood experience-he wants to find some happiness from other places.

Xia Jiujia sighed, and told herself again, "So what if life has an end, love has no end, that's enough."

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In the evening, Yang Shuguo in the class group repeatedly emphasized "don't be sloppy" in the college entrance examination.

Then all the students cheered each other on.

In the midst of the noise, Yang Shuguo suddenly interjected: 【Students, stop for a moment.The art teacher has something to tell you.I copy it. 】

Class six students: "???" Art teacher? In R, only the first year of high school offers art courses. I haven’t seen the teacher who always speaks super-northeast dialect for a long time. I just remember that she doesn’t distinguish between RY. ""We R Bank of China".

Then, poplar fruit posted a paragraph, not long:

【Students, come on tomorrow.Tonight the teacher wants to talk about himself.When I was in high school, my family asked my teacher to apply for an art college to study art, but the teacher cried and quit, and I wanted to go to ordinary high school.But later, when I went to a normal school, I was transferred to an art major, and I didn't get around it after going around, and it's not bad now.Later, the teacher often felt that there was a "fate" in the dark.Therefore, don't be too stressed, fate will make the most suitable arrangements for you. 】

This long paragraph of heartfelt words made some people suddenly relaxed.Everyone typed one after another: [Thank you, Mr. Zhang. 】

"..." Xia Jiujia turned off the phone, put it in the study, made sure that the mechanical alarm clock was still functioning normally, set the time and put it by the bedside.

But in the other bedroom at home, Xia Yonghe held his mobile phone, set five alarms and stuffed them under his pillow. Thinking about it, he was not at ease. He dug out the old mobile phone and got another five, thinking that there would be one less at home. People are less insurance.

CC Travel has resumed operations, but canceled most of the routes, and he has already started to work, but recently he has taken the Japanese group and the Korean group. Traditionally, the chance of accidents is relatively small.

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Early the next morning, Xia Yonghe drove his son to the examination room in a Honda car.

When I got out of the small road outside the yard, I ran into a car head-on.The road is very narrow, full of potholes, and one side is full of private cars, so the cars in and out can only share one.The driver of the other party asked Xia Yonghe to go back. Xia Yonghe said, "I want to send the candidates to the examination room." The other party listened, stepped on the gas pedal silently, reversed the car, and made way for the two of them—the driver may not be very kind on weekdays, but at this moment Want to be a good person.

There are not too many cars along the way.The summer sun is overwhelming, and the leaves and grass are green.

The urban area of ​​CC is not big, and a father and son arrived in front of No. 68 Middle School in a short while.Xia Jiujia called, and Shen Xi wobbled out of the shadows.

Both of them gave Xia Yonghe their mobile phones, checked the admission ticket, barcode, pencil eraser, gel pen, etc. at the end, and waved goodbye to their father.

Queuing at the security check at the gate, Xia Jiujia and Shen Xi chatted casually again.

Shen Xi held the transparent bag: "I heard that on the 3rd day, Yu Zhongshan asked everyone to recite poems in the last Chinese class of class 30..." The leaders of R middle school think that Yu Zhongshan's method is not suitable for teaching seniors, so in recent years they have He was called Yu Zhongshan to teach high school experiment or rocket class. However, in R, science is more important than literature. Last year, several teachers ran away, and the changes were drastic. At the same time, the number of liberal arts classes reached an unprecedented six. class - the worst one in the liberal arts class.

"Huh?" Xia Jiujia wondered, "It's not like his style."

Shen Xi smiled lowly: "He wrote his own poems. There are four poems in total, each with eight sentences, including the names and characteristics of all the students in the class. Who is tall, who is short, who is fat and who is thin, who loves to sing and who loves to dance, who Who plays basketball and who plays football, who misses class and who loves to be late, who loves to talk in class and who loves to sleep in class...these are all in the poem, he took everyone to recite it, and I heard that the whole class cried in the end."

Xia Jiujia: "..."

Yu Zhongshan and Yang Shuguo are different teachers.

Xia Jiujia knew there were bad teachers, but he hadn't encountered them in R.Yu Zhongshan loves to teach students how to behave and how to do things, while Yang Shuguo likes to teach everyone to study and study, take exams and take exams. Yu Zhongshan’s class is happy and joyful every day, but Yang Shuguo’s is full of pressure and high grades. He himself cannot judge right and wrong at this age .

The two talked through the security check.

Inside, when the dean of No. 68 High School saw Shen Xi going in, he yelled, "Shen Xi??!!"

That tone seemed to say: "The Devil King!!!" "The Devil King is back!!!"

"???" Shen Xi turned her head and said, "Yo! Teacher Jiang!"

Dean:"…………"

Shen Xi patted Xia Jiujia on the shoulder: "This is my partner, does it look good?"

"..." The dean was going to faint, but he was still in the security check, so he couldn't faint.

Walking past the dean, Xia Jiujia asked, "What did you do all those years ago? The tone of his speech... um..."

"It's nothing." Shen Xi recalled, "on the first day of the new year, it was snowing heavily and the ground was soft. He took a taxi. When he got out of the taxi, I swept his legs and swept him down. I swept him from the back to the front. Yeah, right on the heel."

Xia Jiujia interrupted: "You..." He was very puzzled: Shen Xi's father is a university professor, and his mother is the boss of a state-owned enterprise. How could the child behave like that?

Shen Xi is quite reasonable: "Junior high school has a rough personality, of course it won't be like that now."

"You even hit the principal with water polo two days ago."

"That's not to vent your anger on you?"

"..."

"Dong Bao," Shen Xi said sweetly, seizing every opportunity, "The dividing line between immature and mature is the day I fell in love with you." From that day on, he wanted to become better and worthy Love each other, want to become qualified to be loved.

Xia Jiujia tightly gripped the bag with her fingers: "Numb."

"I'm only 18 anyway."

As the two walked through the playground, stairs, and corridors, Shen Xi recounted her past events: "Look at the swing, it's 10 meters high. At that time, I especially liked to step on the swing until it was parallel to the ground. If you fly out, you will be dead." "Oh, I still teach classes in the first grade of junior high school, teaching people how to climb poles and so on... The scene is so hot that students from other classes rush to report, and respectfully call Teacher Shen." " Did you see the building next door? It was a closed technical school. At that time, No. 68 High School was not allowed to play football, so we always jumped over the wall to play. One time, a group of teachers in the technical school kicked us and punched us... The monitor, the sports committee, knelt down It was useless to come down and beg, and all kinds of threats were useless... I slipped away while they were beating others, called a few parents, and told them to save people quickly... Then I didn't go back, and went home. They found Shen Xi It's gone, and I'm really worried, hey... In the end, the squad leader said that Shen Xi must have slipped away. He really understands me."

Xia Jiujia listened to those things about Shen Xi's style, and felt as if she was retracing Shen Xi's way back then, which was a bit warm.

The two exam rooms are different. They kissed and blessed in front of the fourth floor, and agreed to see each other after the exam.The kiss is instant, ignoring others.

Arrive at 9 o'clock, the first one is Chinese.

Xia Jiujia answered very seriously.First, I read expositional texts and practical texts. I felt that I was sure of every question, and then I turned to literary texts.In fact, in his opinion, "literary text reading" is not absolutely fair.As far as "literature" is concerned, whether it can resonate with the author and whether it can have feelings for the article varies from person to person. For example, he particularly likes "Reminiscence of Things Past", but Shen Xi does not like it.Fortunately, Xia Jiujia was able to read this article quite well, and he knew the number of ways to write too many questions. Every subjective question was listed as one, two, three, four, rather more than a lot, so as not to lose points.After that is the reading of classical Chinese... Xia Jiujia has read a lot of classical Chinese, and he doesn't understand a word.He can see that reading this classical Chinese is quite difficult, because there is a special difficulty in it - punctuation.Ordinary people may be able to understand the punctuation, but once it is removed, at least 80% of them will be confused.And the last two "translations" worth 10 points, one of which is actually this sentence without punctuation!In other words, if there is no score in the front, there will be no score in the back.

He has written "Reading Ancient Poems" and "Write Famous Sentences Silently".The last question is beyond the outline, there is no Chinese textbook, and Xia Jiujia happened to have read it, the most famous poem among the seven sons of Jian'an, so he filled it in.

After finishing "Use of Language and Characters", I finally came to "Composition".

The composition is about the past, present, and future, asking the students to think about the future.

Shen Xi must be writing another science fiction novel, Xia Jiujia thought.

He knows exactly how this type of composition can get a high score.It's very simple, another version of the news broadcast, everyone is rich and spiritual, and daily life is getting better every day... The "beautiful" Chinese teacher once asked everyone to practice many times.

But before Xia Jiujia started writing, she suddenly felt quite boring.

Therefore, based on the articles written by Chinese and Western sociologists that he had read, he tried to predict the situation when "the mind is more tolerant and the action is more free". Marriage is dead or nearly dead", which is incompatible with traditional ideas.He is also predicting the future while reflecting on the current problems, and finally discusses the challenges that may arise in the "future tense".

It's quite High, and I feel a bit too much after writing it.

"..." can't be changed either.

Thinking about her desire to study journalism and become a reporter, Xia Jiujia found out for the first time that Shen Xi was really "skin on the skin", while herself, who had always been a "good student", seemed to follow the rules, but deep in her soul It is rebellious.

But forget it, it may not really have an impact, so take the next test carefully.

Maths in the afternoon is also more difficult than previous sessions.

Many questions have to turn a few corners.

For multiple-choice questions, Xia Jiujia still calculates and excludes, double insurance.Fill in the blank questions, due to the length of the questions, the design is not particularly weird, and it is not bad.

When it came to the big topic, Xia Jiujia was a little nervous.

Three-dimensional geometry, analytic geometry, functions... One by one, untie the twists and turns, and come up with clear steps... The answer is presented and slowly advanced.

He has always been focused and serious, and the entire test paper has not even been altered in any way, and the lines are very neat.

After the invigilator collected the papers, Xia Jiujia also packed up the pens and papers.He saw the invigilator check the names, admission ticket numbers, and barcodes of the candidates one by one, and each time he turned over one, Xia Jiujia found that the back was more or less blank and unwritten, and some people left one or two lines blank , someone left a whole side empty.

"???" He thought: Is it so difficult this year?

Although it is a bit convoluted...

Going out, despite the crowds, Xia Jiujia saw Shen Xi at a glance.

"Shen Xi," he asked, "how did you do in the exam?"

"Very good. Where's Dong'er?"

"It's pretty good too."

The two pushed their feet out of the crowd.

Perhaps because Shen Xi's appearance was too eye-catching, a reporter rushed over to interview him as soon as he squeezed onto the road! ! !

He said: "Hello, classmate, I am a reporter from CC[-]. Excuse me, is it difficult for you to learn Chinese and mathematics today?"

"For me???" Shen Xi replied, "It's very simple."

For him, everything was very simple after the resumption of the college entrance examination in 1977. He didn't know about it before, and he had never done it.He always scored full marks in the national paper I, let alone the national paper II.

The reporter asked again: "Is there any question that you don't know?"

"No," Shen Xi put his hands in his pockets, "Plenary session."

"Is there any question that you are not sure about?"

Shen Xi continued to accept the interview: "No. The plenum is the plenum, dear."

"Okay, thank you classmate, I wish you excellent results."

"thanks, thanks."

CC Taiwan is a big platform, and the college entrance examination is a big event.

That night, Shen Xi's face frequently appeared on TV.

"Is Chinese and math difficult today?" "Extremely easy." "Is there any question that you can't understand?" .” Hearing this, the citizens’ ears were calloused.

The point is, this handsome guy really doesn't look like a school bully. He wears sunglasses, looks like a slob, and has a black shirt with golden dark lines on the sleeves.

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The next day CC had thunderstorms.The two walked into No. 68 Middle School wearing raincoats, umbrellas, and shoe covers, and found that many students were wearing two raincoats and an umbrella, and they didn't know how afraid they were of getting wet.They kissed and blessed again, and made an appointment to meet after the exam.

Shen Xi was a little excited when she thought that she would be able to live that kind of life with Dong'er after today's day, with a smile on her lips, she stepped into her examination room.

While searching for a new seat, Shen Xi suddenly felt something was wrong: murderous! ! !

Looking up, all the candidates are looking at themselves and whispering, they obviously don't know each other, but they have the ability to turn the whispering into a crowd of voices.

Shen Xi: "???"

what? ? ?

He listened carefully and found that the arguments were similar:

"Just him, the big idiot who said Chinese and mathematics were very simple last night..."

"My parents keep asking why others say it's so easy, but I say it's so difficult, I'll go, that idiot... I'm an idiot, I cheated the whole province..."