Mingren don't talk about secret love

Xia Jiujia didn't lie, he really wanted to laugh whenever he saw Zhao Benshan or Song Dandan, even if the other party was acting in a drama.I still remember watching the movie "House of Flying Daggers" back then, when Song Dandan came out, he was hahaha.

After hearing the answer, Shen Xi didn't make another sound for a while.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Benshan appeared out of nowhere.

Xia Jiujia pursed her lips and asked, "So, what do you want to say?" He tried his best to sweep away the two faces of Teacher Benshan, Teacher Dandan.

"..." Shen Xi saw that Xia Jiujia was smiling, absent-minded, obviously still thinking about others, and said, "...Let's go first."

"Oh—" I don't understand.

The two set foot on the Jiuqu Stone Lion Bridge again, stepped on the snow, and walked across the ice lake step by step under the moonlight.

When they arrived at a bridge arch, the two separated and went up the stone steps on both sides of the arch respectively. Shen Xi walked while walking and said, "Crystal Skin Jelly, I didn't mean that when I said 'laugh'."

"Ok?"

"It refers to secret love." Shen Xi put her hands in the pockets of her coat and looked ahead, her voice sounded a little low in the silence.In the night, the figure is tall and big, far more mature than in the daytime.

"Secret love?" Xia Jiujia said, "No. There is no two-dimensional in three dimensions."

At this time, they walked down the bridge arch, side by side again, turned left, and walked up the third curve. Shen Xi was still looking into the distance - where the moonlight was reflected on the ice, it was translucent, very gentle, and said softly: "I have."

"Oh?" Xia Jiujia was very surprised: Shen Xi, a stinky kid, would also have a crush on him? ? ?It's a bit subversive.

Shen Xi continued to confess: "I thought that only elementary school girls would have crushes, but...the books about crushes that I didn't understand before, I understand all of them at once."

Xia Jiujia asked: "...whom is he secretly in love with?" Shen Xi had always been astonishing, but it was rare for her to soften a little.

Xia Jiujia felt that the other party might want to ask for some advice, so she should take this matter a little more seriously.

In the end, Shen Xi only said one word: "You."

Very serious.Shen Xi really wanted to say the simple word "you" in her usual tone of "since you want to know so much, then I'll tell you more mercifully", but she couldn't.

Hearing this, Xia Jiujia was stunned.His footsteps paused, a few steps behind, and it took a long time for him to catch up again.

Shen Xi said again: "I... seem to think you are cute all the time, otherwise I wouldn't provoke you again and again. Later... do you remember the day we fought together? We fought together, but we helped a Girls in junior high school carry their bicycles to the repair shop, you buy me milk tea and chicken tenders, and the two of us jump over the wall and go back."

Xia Jiujia nodded: "I remember."

Shen Xi continued: "From that day on, in my heart, you are no longer you, and I am no longer me."

"Shen Xi..." Xia Jiujia asked, "Do you like boys???"

Shen Xi thought for a while and said, "The person I like is a boy."

"..." Xia Jiujia recalled the trouble the day before yesterday, and she confirmed it incomprehensibly: "Is it that early? When you thought I was a scumbag?"

"Ah."

"So," Xia Jiujia mused, "The one you like is mine, not mine?"

"... I also struggled with it. I felt that the division and counting were not right, and it would be difficult to live in the future... But I later felt that as long as we like each other, these things can always be overcome."

"..." It's not his part, but his people that someone really loves.

Xia Jiujia remembered Shen Xi's exaggerated reaction before the military training competition when she did "servant steps to lift the crotch", and remembered Shen Xi's deep eyes when she said "Of course you" during the 70th anniversary celebration, and Yang Juan asked "Who said "I love you" when I passed "I love you", "Teach you how to do the questions, let's go to 985 together", and "High Score Spray", and teach skiing and billiards... It's more certain Shen Xi didn't lie.

Xia Jiujia felt like a billionaire who concealed her assets and pretended to be poor, but got the heart of a beautiful and rich lady.

I can't even tell what it feels like.

Shen Xi asked: "Crystal Skin Jelly, what do you think?"

"Ok?"

"What do you think?" Shen Xi said, "I think about it for the rest of my life. After graduation, we will go to Beijing to study for an undergraduate degree, then go to the United States to study for a master's degree, and then go to various places in the world, from the Amazon rainforest to the Sahara desert, from Antarctica's glaciers to the groundbreaking of the Arctic, from From Mount Everest to the Mariana Trench, I walked all the way, and I took out a love letter from my arms from time to time, and you read those paragraphs carefully word by word."

"This... I'm sorry." Xia Jiujia said, "I never thought that we are still students."

"..."

Xia Jiujia continued: "Friday night, to that girl, didn't you say, 'Xia Jiujia should study hard, study for the rise of China, and later become the number one scholar in the province, the top in the country, and change the world for the benefit of mankind... '" You can't slap yourself in the face.

Unexpectedly, Shen Xi really slapped her face: "That's for her, not for me!"

"……identical."

"Where is it the same?!" Shen Xi was unhappy, feeling a little emotional.

Xia Jiujia said: "All of them affect my studies." The implication is: I don't get as high a score as I do.

"..." Shen Xi changed the direction of her efforts, "Then do you like me?"

"Which one do you like?"

"I want to fall in love."

Xia Jiujia said, "Not at all."

Shen Xi paused again, very surprised, and stared at the other party with wide eyes.Just passing by a broken street lamp, a shadow instantly appeared on Shen Xi's face.He couldn't believe it—Xiao Pi Dong didn't feel anything.

Shen Xi asked: "Then what do you think of me...?"

"..."

"Tell the truth. Want to hear the truth."

Xia Jiujia sighed: "I thought it was very bearish earlier."

Shen Xi: "..."

"Afterwards, I felt pretty good. There are shining places on my body, and the ugly places can be ignored. In essence, it is worthy of deep friendship."

Shen Xi: "..." I didn't feel any better.He flung the snow off the head of the stone lion on the railing of the stone bridge, his fingertips were icy cold.The snow is crystal white but icy cold, which is a bit like the mood at the moment.

Soon the two walked down the bridge, Shen Xi knew that the time left was very limited, and the atmosphere would be lost when they got out, so she pretended to be relaxed and said important words: "Anyway, I will never give up."

"Let's just give up." Xia Jiujia persuaded her earnestly, "You don't look at the grades, there are many people who are not good at study." It's not easy to find those who are good at study, but is it not easy to find those who are not good at study?

Shen Xi said angrily: "Fart!"

"..."

"I only like crystal skin jelly. Garlic cucumbers, dried tofu shreds, spiced peanuts, northern Sichuan jelly, spicy chicken shreds, all of them are unnecessary."

Before Xia Jiujia could think of an answer, the two of them had already walked through the rockery and the square to the entrance of the brightly lit Haishan Park.An empty car happened to pass by, and Xia Jiujia instinctively stopped it.

Shen Xi was a little disappointed when Xia Jiujia stopped the car and went back to school before she finished speaking.But the car had stopped, and it was hard for him to drive people away, so he had to carefully cover the roof for Xiao Pi Dong, watching him move into the back seat, and then he sat on the outside of the back seat with his legs open, and slammed the door shut.

Xia Jiujia said, "Go to R. Take Haishan Street."

The driver starts the car and dials the meter.

Along the way, because there was a driver, neither of them spoke, and the car was very quiet. Only the driver brother occasionally chatted with other driver brothers in the WeChat group, spanking and swearing.Shen Xi looked at the feasting lights of the "Bar Street" in the commercial area outside the car, and remained silent all the time. Those colorful lights flashed inadvertently in his eyes continuously, and then disappeared in an instant.

When we arrived at Haishan Square, another couple came up. The starting price of a taxi in CC City is very low, the lowest in the provincial capital of the country, only five yuan, so there is a tradition of "agreement becomes custom" - you can carpool.When the driver sees someone waiting on the side of the road to stop the car, he will roll down the window and ask where he is going. Do subtraction.Those who carpool pay by the meter, and those who don't carpool have to add one yuan.

Because two came up at once, Shen Xi had no choice but to move to the middle of the back row.He has tall legs and long legs, which is very uncomfortable.The newcomer didn't know each other, so Shen Xi naturally leaned towards Xia Jiujia.The two had just passed the confession in the park, and immediately sat together arm to arm and leg to leg, both of which were a little awkward.Especially Xia Jiujia, who knew that Shen Xi liked her, but couldn't avoid it. She just felt that the whole right side that touched the other party was crisp and itchy, like being burned on fire.

One side seems to be different.

CC City is cold in winter and the road conditions are poor. Many places have cracked or even collapsed during years of trials, so the car is extremely bumpy.Taking a taxi is cheap, and taxi drivers are rushing to do their jobs, and generally drive crazily, rushing left and right, and passengers are like riding crazy mice.Therefore, because of shaking and turning sharply, Xia Jiujia always bumped into Shen Xi or leaned against Shen Xi, and her knees and elbows often touched and immediately separated. At such times, there was always some inexplicable ambiguity, as if The rejection was not so thorough.

Finally, the taxi stopped in front of the gate of R Zhong.

Shen Xi rushed to pay the bill and said, "I can't let you spend money today."

"I..." Xia Jiujia didn't want to owe money just after rejecting the other party, even if it was only five yuan.

"Anyway, I can't let you spend money today, don't tear it up."

"Oh..." Xia Jiujia thought for a second, took out her mobile phone, and roughly calculated the expenses of movies, drinks, snacks, daily food, transportation, etc., and found that it happened to be 520, and her heart trembled, she didn't know this Is it some kind of omen, I can only shake my head, and send a transfer of 550 yuan to Shen Xi.

Shen Xi has been paying attention to Xia Jiujia, and has not looked at her phone.

The two stepped into the campus and walked towards the dormitory under the bright street lights.

On the playground, many students and nearby residents were running in circles to exercise, not calm at all.

Shen Xi and Xia Jiujia walked along the playground, turned left, entered the dormitory building, and walked up to the third floor one after the other.

In front of door 336, Xia Jiujia reached out and pressed on the door, gritted her teeth, then turned her head and said to Shen Xi, "Shen Xi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

He thought: what happened tonight must be summed up and finalized.

Shen Xi stood still, looked at Xia Jiujia, and said, "It's okay."

"Ah That's good.

"Little Pi Donger."

"what?"

Shen Xi said: "You don't need to feel sorry, you don't need to feel sorry, because...you don't need to feel that my rejection is worthy of sympathy and pity."

Xia Jiujia: "...???"

Shen Xi said again: "I am luckier than you. I have already met my beloved, but you have not yet."