Thank you for these five years

In this semester of 13, Little D met a junior named Ming.He is the president of a club in our school, and he is also gay. I don't know how Little D found out.Ming likes another straight male junior in my college. This junior is also a member of the student union in the college, so I also know him.Through this relationship, Ming knows the situation of Xiao D and me, and often contacts us to inquire about this straight male junior.

Since I've liked straight guys myself before, I know what it's like.Some specious intimacy and some unspeakable pain.So Xiao D and I often enlighten him.But just fell into this crush on a straight man, Ming couldn't stop immediately.

It's New Year's Day in a blink of an eye.According to our previous agreement, January 1st is our anniversary.Just on the 1st, there were activities in the school.I booked the hotel in advance and set out to set it up.I printed out the group photo and pasted it on the wall of the hotel, bought a lot of balloons and started blowing them up.I imagined that little D came in, and then saw the pictures on the wall, the room full of balloons and me who just came out of the bathroom, and then the two of us did some indescribable things.

Before you know it, night is here.After the event, Little D told me that he was coming, and I went to take a shower.It's almost time, when I finished washing and put on a bath towel to look in the mirror, I remembered the knock on the door.

"Come on!" I replied excitedly.When I opened the door, I saw little D standing in front, followed by Ming.

I was a little taken aback, but I invited them in first.

At the same time, I received a message from Little D, "Ming was very hurt today because of that straight male junior. Seeing him so sad, I kept comforting him at the party, and then brought him here."

"Wow, the room looks so good," Ming sighed, "What day is today for you?"

"Well, one year anniversary," I said.

"Ah, congratulations, that's great. Unlike me and him, it's impossible." Naruto said to himself, "Then I'm not suitable tonight, I'll go back to school."

"It's okay, stay here." Little D said, "When you go back to school, you think that person will feel even more uncomfortable."

"Ah, is it really all right?"

"It's okay, it's okay," I somehow agreed.

In this way, this night, Xiao D and Ming and I slept on the same bed.The beauty I imagined was not there. I was a little angry, but I didn't behave well, so I had to lie down first.Little D was sleeping in the middle, and turned to hug me.Ming lay down on the other side of the bed.I fell asleep with my pillow on Little D's arm.At night, when he was in a daze, little D fell asleep on his back, and I wanted to grab little D's sensitive parts with my backhand.Feeling and touching, touched the other hand.In an instant, I woke up!This is the right hand, but not Little D's.So who else?And it retracted as soon as it was touched.Isn't this more obvious! ?Various pictures and imaginations began to appear in my mind, but I restrained myself from having an attack at that time.

The next morning, I acted like nothing happened and we headed back to school.In the afternoon, I was extremely angry, but I wanted to wait for little D to take the initiative to talk to me.Until the evening, and there was no communication, I decided to talk.

Ask little D out for a walk.On the way, I talked about what happened last night and what happened when I touched Naruto's hand.Little D began to explain and apologize to me.He said that after seeing Ming so uncomfortable, he couldn't bear it.Stretching out his left hand to comfort Ming, he also acquiesced in some movements of Ming's pillow.He swore with me all the way that nothing really happened.At this time, Ming also sent me a message.He apologized to me and said that if his appearance affected me and Xiao D, he decided to cut us off.He really looks up to us and really wishes us well, etc.

Watching lovers and friends apologize like this, I don't know what to do.The heart is very chaotic and chaotic.The only thing I know is that I need to understand.Do I still believe in this person and walk with me.

Obviously, I chose to believe in the end.

Back from the winter vacation, it was Xiao D's last semester at school.This semester, he doesn't have any courses.So I often stay at home, and the days to go back to school are less.We also began to live in different places occasionally.

In April, it was his birthday month again.I found a local hotel, it seemed to be 4 or [-] star, but it was ok.I went in early, prepared the cake, and waited for Little D.

That day was not Xiao D's birthday, so the two of us moved ahead of time in order to spend it together.In the evening, when his train arrived at the station, I picked him up.She looked at him adoringly, and reached out to hook his hand. [On the outside, we still keep a distance with special restraint, so as to appear as friends]

When we arrived at the hotel, we put down our luggage.I turned on the phone, played the happy birthday song, and then I sat Xiao D on the bed and let him close his eyes.I brought out the cake, put in candles and lit it, and put a crown on Little D.

"Come on, silly husband, make a wish."

"Stupid", Little D looked at me, "May we both be happy"

"Speaking out doesn't work, shut up. Start over in your heart"

"Oh, okay. Hmm..."

After humming a few times, Little D finished.

"Okay, let's eat!" I couldn't wait.

"But, my dear, where's the knife?"

"Ah, it seems, I forgot... grab it with your hands."

"You fool"

"This cream is quite sweet", I grabbed it and took a sip, "Try it quickly"

When little D was about to eat, I smeared the cake on his face with my hand.

"Hahahahaha" I was so happy to see his face and hair covered with cream.

"Stinky boy, just wait!" After saying that, little D grabbed a handful and wanted to pounce on me.

"Bed, bed! Don't get on the bed," I slid out of bed

Little D also got out of bed and caught me. We had a row in the room for a long time, and both of us became big faces.

"Go, take a bath" Little D ordered, "It's rare to have a bathtub, don't waste it, let my wife take good care of me"

"Yes, it's your birthday. You are the biggest. Everywhere is bigger." I jokingly echoed.

In the bathtub, Little D teased me in various ways.After washing out, I just threw myself on the bed.

"Honey, I have an idea"

"what?"

"Hey" Xiao D wiped the cake on his hands from nowhere, "Use this to lubricate tonight."

"It's sweet when you lick it, isn't it?" Before finishing speaking, Little D spread the cream on it.Then enter slowly.The effect of the cream is just right.It's less painful and getting in and out is extra smooth.This night, there is only smooth pleasure.

To be honest, tonight feels very special, as if I have become a delicious food for him to taste.And I am looking forward to him coming to taste it. We all pursue and look forward to this joy.

I thought we were living cautiously, but someone still found some clues.

One day near the end of the semester, a classmate reminded me to look at our school's post bar, saying that there were my posts on it.I am quite puzzled by this, I am such a little transparent, how can someone discuss me in the school post bar?I thought it was impossible, but I went online and opened the Post Bar.

Indeed, there is a post:

#Seeking identification, I found a couple of gays at school#

#“This tall boy will make two meals a day, and then wait until another little boy appears before moving his chopsticks. Otherwise, he will never eat a bite in advance.”#

#“Aww, LZ feels the same way, I saw it too”#

#"Ah, are you talking about them?" Attached is a photo of me and Xiao D at the party. Obviously, it was taken from behind the two of us, about two or three rows away. "College party, I seem to see them"#

#“Hey, I also saw it on the bus on Line 1” The photo is the back seat of the two of us on the bus, taken behind us#

…………

Other posts keep coming up, some post suspicious photos or talk about what they saw, and some follow posts to see the excitement and guess.

I told little D about this situation, and it seems a bit happy to me.Suddenly I thought, if we come out like this, we can fall in love in the sun, and we don't have to care too much about others.

However, as far as Xiao D is concerned, it is different.He didn't intend to come out of the closet, and he has been carefully hiding it.Since we fell in love, we have also paid great attention to guarding this relationship without showing it.

The problem of the post seems to be a □□, Xiao D immediately started to deal with it.There happened to be a friend in his class who was the post bar administrator, and Xiao D immediately communicated with him.When I asked about this the next day, Xiao D just told me that the post had been deleted by a friend.

An accident, come and go quickly.It's just that I began to realize the difference in our attitudes and behaviors towards the identity of being gay.

During the summer vacation, we went home separately.I spent a quiet summer vacation. During the vacation, I spent my birthday alone.After that, I look forward to the start of the new semester.

We haven't seen each other for almost two months, and we are both excited and sexual.

For this meeting, I booked an apartment in a high-rise hotel in advance, with tatami beds, shy utensils and some weird ideas.

I went to the hotel first, stripped myself off, and then put on the sexy panties I bought earlier.When little D was about to enter the door, I made him wear a blindfold.Then take him in and sit down on the sofa.Then began the evil practice in my heart.

First licking, kissing, and sniffing frantically, and then slowly faded away.

Ketchup started the attack, smeared it and then sucked it clean; followed by popping candy, which crackled in the mouth and then swallowed in one mouthful; and then hot water and ice water alternated... Finally, little D couldn't stand my teasing, angrily And took off the blindfold, hugged me and threw me on the bed.

After everything was over, little D was already tired.I didn't even have the strength to take a bath, lying on the tatami, and soon there was a slight snoring sound.Look at him, so cute.While he was not paying attention, I secretly took a picture.

The joy of fish and water this time is rare and short-lived.