little transparent love

Lu Ze put away his little thoughts and chose a paragraph temporarily.He chose the last scene, Shang Yuan hugged He Qi's body and cried and said I love you too.The scene chosen by Lu Ze coincides with Zhang Ran and Qi Luo's thoughts, but it skips He Qi's suicide.

As usual, Shang Yuan came back with He Qi's favorite pan-fried buns and pushed open the door, "Xiao Qi, what did I bring you?"

Shang Yuan was full of smiles, he was always willing to use his best side to face He Qi.

But when the door was opened, the person who could be seen on the sofa in the past was not there waiting for him to come back.

"Xiao Qi?"

Shang Yuan frowned, with a worried expression.He walked to the sofa and wanted to put the pan-fried buns on the coffee table, but suddenly his hands stiffened, and the tip of his nose raised slightly, as if he smelled something.

As if realizing what it smelled like, the fried buns in Shang Yuan's hand were scattered on the coffee table, the expression on Shang Yuan's face changed again and again, his stiff body seemed to open a floodgate in an instant, and he frantically searched the room. The source of the smell.

When Shang Yuan opened the bathroom door, he slipped to the ground in an instant, the expression on his face was dull, confused, painful, remorseful, unbelievable...Suddenly, Shang Yuan cried out, crawled forward with stiff hands and feet, trembling hands Hug people up.

"Xiao Qi...Xiao Qi, why..." Shang Yuan's voice choked up, as if he couldn't breathe, he raised his hand to detect the breath of the person in his arms... Finally he collapsed and hugged the person in his arms tightly, sobbing several times.

I don't know how long it took, Shang Yuan's crying stopped slowly, and he looked into his arms with red eyes, as if he was muttering to himself, or talking to the person in his arms, "Is it because of me... ...Why don't you wait...Why don't you give me more time...I love you too, Xiaoqi, shouldn't I have said this to you earlier...It's too late, everything is too late, isn't it... ...are you blaming me?"

"I love you too."

"I love you too……"

Shang Yuan hugged the person in his arms and shook gently, his eyes were looking forward without focus, and he kept saying these words, saying what He Qi had been asking for all along, as if he could call people back in this way .

……

Finally, Lu Ze stopped performing, and Zhang Ran came back to his senses. He seemed to have seen the picture that was recalled in his mind when he created it, so he gave it without hesitation, because Lu Ze completely interpreted the appearance of Shang Yuan he wanted. , As for acting skills, Zhang Ran looked at Qi Luo. He thought Lu Ze's acting skills were very good, but Qi Luo still needed to judge.

Qi Luo didn't struggle too much. In fact, Lu Ze's acting skills were considered superior among those who had passed before, so Qi Luo also gave it to him.

"Wait a minute, five of you, and take a look at these three clips. The next round will be for other people to play opposite roles." Qi Luo clicked on the three clips he and Zhang Ran selected, and then continued, "The audition for He Qi begins. Bar."

Cheng Haoyu was the last one to audition for the role of He Qi, and only two of the first six passed. When it was Cheng Haoyu's turn, Qi Luo and Zhang Ran's faces were already a little ugly.

Cheng Haoyu gathered himself together, and said the fragment he had chosen.

The clip he chose was that after He Qi knew about Shang Yuan's divorce, he became confused and anxious, and his depression became more and more serious. Every time he thought about it, he felt that it was his fault. Shang Yuan had to divorce. It was he who broke Shang Yuan's marriage. After Shang Yuan went out, he took a knife and cut his wrist in the bathroom and committed suicide.

The segment Cheng Haoyu chose was the previous episode performed by Lu Ze just now.

After Zhang Ran learned what Cheng Haoyu chose, he reminded with some concern, "Do you know the symptoms of patients with depression?" , the scene in the bathroom is the most serious part of He Qi's depression, and it is difficult to deal with it, so Cheng Haoyu's choice of this part made Zhang Ran somewhat unexpected.

Qi Luo frowned and said, "Are you sure you want to play this plot?"

There are only a few words in this episode, even less than what Lu Ze said later, and the rest of the emotions are expressed through body movements.

Cheng Haoyu thought for a while, and finally nodded to express that he wanted to act.

"Okay, let's get started."

He Qi sat on the sofa with a sleepy expression, his face was pale and thin, and his expression was numb. His ears moved, as if he heard the sound of closing the door. Think about the same thing.

Finally, he stood up from the sofa, circling the sofa in a hurry, patting his head with his hands anxiously, as if he was upset about something, his mouth changed from a muffled hmm to a painful cry.

At this time, He Qi suddenly stopped turning around, and suddenly looked at the bathroom next to him.

He hesitated towards the bathroom door, with trembling hands, but opened the bathroom door without hesitation.

There were two razors on the sink. He Qi picked them up and fiddled with them. His expression was depressed, his eyes were painful, and his lips were tightly pressed. Finally, he smiled slightly, took the razor apart, and took out the razor inside. blade.

Warm water flowed into the bathtub, and He Qi slowly lay on the edge of the bathtub, holding a blade in one hand, and reaching into the bathtub with the other, scratching the warm water that gradually rose inside.

When the warm water filled the entire bathtub, He Qi reached out to turn off the water, quietly staring at the water surface in a daze.

Suddenly, he said, "Shang Yuan, I'm sorry."

He Qi lifted his body up, looked at his own reflection on the water, as if he was looking at other people, and continued to speak cautiously: "It's all my fault, can you forgive me?"

He Qi suddenly became anxious, with a distressed expression, patting the water surface, "Don't ignore me, Shang Yuan, I'm the one who's sorry for you, shall I apologize to you?"

He Qi lay on the edge of the bathtub again, weeping and said in pain: "You still blame me, don't you? Don't worry, I will never hinder you again, don't worry..."

He Qi raised the blade, but at this moment his expression calmed down, and he swiped hard, knowing that he was finally free.

Looking at the blood gushing from his wrist with a smile on his face, He Qi sighed and said, "Now I will finally not be your burden."

Cheng Haoyu's interpretation was different from the previous ones, Qi Luo turned his head and asked Zhang Ran, "Is he hallucinating, thinking his reflection on the water is Shang Yuan?"

Zhang Ran nodded, "People with severe depression will have hallucinations, delusions and other psychotic symptoms. It seems that Cheng Haoyu has done his homework before."

Qi Luo nodded, "The acting skills are remarkable."

This is for Cheng Haoyu to pass.

Zhang Ran looked at Cheng Haoyu, and asked, "What do you think is the main character of He Qi?"

Cheng Haoyu lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "It's boring."

Zhang Ran didn't make any comments, but he passed it to Cheng Haoyu.

In the second round of rivalry, five people played against three people, so the distribution was unavoidable, so Zhang Ran and Qi Luo decided that the five people playing Shang Yuan would draw lots to decide who would play against them.In this way, some people may have two performance opportunities, while others have only one opportunity.

Cheng Haoyu only had one chance, and it was with Lu Ze.

He is a little stressed.

How old is Lu Ze?He seems to be six years older than Lu Ze...

Hey... I don't know if it fits or not.

Let’s start in the order of the numbers. Both of them are the last ones. Naturally, they are also ranked last. This time, they didn’t directly pass and lose people. People stayed to see how the people behind them performed, but the room was still empty.

Cheng Haoyu and Lu Ze were discussing which plot they would like to play. The two elements of depression and suicide were both reflected in their performance just now. Although the plot is not the same, it seems that there is nothing to show the plot with the same elements. up.But I have to say that these two elements are bonus items, and it is easy to leave an impression if they perform well. Almost all of the four groups in front of them chose one of these two elements to perform.

But it's obviously inappropriate to put them here, and it will be a bit cumbersome to perform the elements that have been performed just now.

So the two decided to act out the first selected plot, that is, the plot where He Qi fell in love with Shang Yuan during the school days.

With a sunny smile on Shang Yuan's face, he dragged a chair and sat beside He Qi, put a review exercise book in front of He Qi, patted and said, "No, the questions I drew for you are all yours. Weaknesses, do it again."

He Qi bit the penholder, not unwillingly, but a little puzzled, "Didn't I talk about these questions before?"

"Review, do you understand?" Shang Yuan rolled his eyes contemptuously, "Could it be fine if you've said it before? It's fine if you can really remember it with your brain."

He Qi sighed, and started to do the questions in silence.

Shang Yuan glanced at He Qi with a smile, then lay down next to He Qi, planning to take this time to sleep late.

……

After He Qi finished the question, his expression was a little disturbed, he hesitated to push Shang Yuan awake.

Shang Yuan yawned in a daze, "Are you done?"

"Ah."

He Qi's voice was muffled.

Shang Yuan took He Qi's exercises over to check, the more he looked at it, the worse his face became, and he drew circles with a red pen. Finally, he couldn't draw any more, so he threw away the pen, and patted He Qi's head with his hands, with a dumbfounding expression, "He Qi Qi, He Qi, I think you should stop calling me by that name."

He Qi wondered, "Then what's my name?"

"He Qiyue!" Shang Yuan pinched He Qi's face with both hands and pulled it to both sides, "He Qiyue, I think you are really He Qiyue! I have explained these questions to you carefully enough, why do you still do it? Wrong!"

"Align things..."

He Qi nervously pushed Shang Yuan's chest with both hands, feeling that he was too close to him.

Shang Yuan put down He Qi's hands, looked at He Qi's red cheeks, and scratched his head in embarrassment, "Eh? Did I use too much force? Does it hurt?"

"No..." He Qi's voice stuck in his throat, and he stared at Shang Yuan with wide eyes, because Shang Yuan put his hand on his face.

"I'll rub it for you." Shang Yuan said.

He Qi felt the temperature of his cheeks getting higher.

"Okay." Shang Yuan finally patted He Qi's cheek lightly, then hooked He Qi's shoulder, and pulled him into his arms, "Come here, brother will tell you again, if you remember this time If I can't stop, I'll..."

"Ok?"

"I can only tell you one more time!!!"

He Qi's muffled laughter came from Shang Yuan's arms, and when he looked up, his eyes were full of Shang Yuan's earnest lecture.

After the performance, Lu Ze immediately let go of Cheng Haoyu and stood up.

Cheng Haoyu was still in Lu Ze's arms and didn't have time to get up. Without Lu Ze's support, he almost fell off the chair.

Lu Ze looked at Cheng Haoyu who staggered a bit, frowned and said, "Forget about being stupid."

Cheng Haoyu smiled awkwardly, but said nothing.

Only then did the two look at Zhang Ran and Qi Luo.

Qi Luo waved his hand and said without any hesitation: "Let's go, just wait for the notification."

Cheng Haoyu nodded, took his own things and left. Lu Ze looked at Qi Luo hesitantly.

"What else do you need?" Qi Luo raised an eyebrow and asked.

"Uncle Luo..." Lu Ze clicked his tongue and muttered, "Forget it, it's all here, if it's over, the show will be over." He waved his hand and said to Qi Luo, "It's okay, goodbye. "

After everyone left, Zhang Ran looked at Qi Luo in surprise, "Lu Ze calls you Uncle Luo?"

"Well, don't look at Lu Ze's maturity. In fact, he is only 19 years old. I'm almost 40 years old when I go to school. I don't call him Uncle Luo." Qi Luo replied lightly.

"No...you know each other?" Zhang Ran asked in surprise.

"Oh." Qi Luo finally realized, "Yes, my friend's cousin."

Qi Luo stroked his chin and said naturally, "Speaking of which, I still need to call Jing Yan to ask why Lu Ze came to audition."

"...What?!" Zhang Ran suspected that he had heard a familiar name.

"Oh, it's the investor of our movie, and the president of Vision Star. My friend, plus Cousin Lu Ze, I'll introduce you to him another day. His name is Lu Jingyan." Qi Luo explained.

The villain in Zhang Ran's heart was dumbfounded, and sighed wryly, this world is really small.

If Lu Jingyan knew that he was the writer of the screenplay, I don't know what he would think.

But since Lu Jingyan is willing to invest in this drama, he probably won't care too much about it.

Seeing Zhang Ran's expression was different, Qi Luo asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

Zhang Ran forced a smile, "It's nothing, by the way, do you have any ideas about the two protagonists?"

"Well, these are all good." Qi Luo marked the ones he was optimistic about, "The acting skills are all good, do you think there is anyone among these who fits the image of the protagonist in your mind?"

Zhang Ran pointed to the names of two of them and said, "The image of these two people is the image of Shang Yuan and He Qi in my mind."

Qi Luo said with a smile, "I watched their rivalry, and the two of them matched each other very well when they performed, and I felt it."

"En." Zhang Ran also agreed.

"I'll make a copy of the audition video for you in a while, we'll watch it more after we get back, think about it more, and give me an answer in two days." Qi Luo said.

"it is good."

After Zhang Ran left with the video, Qi Luo called Lu Jingyan.

"Jingyan, I saw Lu Ze in the audition today, did you know he was coming?"

Lu Jingyan laughed on the phone, "I know."

"Huh? What's going on?" Qi Luo sensed that there seemed to be something hidden in it.

"Don't worry, he must be voluntary. This kid lost the bet with Jing Jing, and Jing Jing asked him to come."

Qi Luo listened to Lu Jingyan talking about the bet between the two on the phone, and said amusedly, "Then thank Jingjing for helping me, she sent me a suitable male lead."

"What? Are you sure?" Lu Jingyan asked in surprise.

"Well, our author is also very satisfied with him. Basically, there are no problems, so it is definitely Lu Ze."

"Congratulations then." Lu Jingyan congratulated.

"Would you, an investor, want to come and see it when it starts up?" Qi Luo asked.

"Okay, no problem, then I will bring something to express my condolences to you."

Qi Luo laughed twice, chatted with Lu Jingyan, and then hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, he suddenly saw a missed call on his mobile phone. Qi Luo frowned and looked at the phone number on it. After thinking about it, he still didn't call it.

After Zhang Ran returned home, he watched the video of the auditioner acting two or three times, and finally insisted on his original choice.

Lu Ze and Cheng Haoyu, these two people are candidates for Shang Yuan and He Qi in his mind.

Calling Qi Luo, Qi Luo also agreed with Zhang Ran's choice. Finally, they sent out the notice and waited for the other supporting roles to be ready to start the machine.

On the day of starting the machine, Zhang Ran was extremely nervous because Qi Luo told him that investors would come.

The investor, isn't that Lu Jingyan? !

Zhang Ran sat on a chair on the set, holding the script in his hand and couldn't read it at all.After a while, when Lu Jingyan came over and saw him, what expression would he have?How would he see himself?

Zhang Ran thought about avoiding it, but the facts are the facts, and it is impossible for him to hide from Lu Jingyan all the time.

Moreover, there is nothing to hide, when he decided to make a movie, didn't he already make up his mind?

But no matter how to build up his mind, when he saw Lu Jingyan, Zhang Ran was still so nervous that he couldn't speak, as if he was stripped naked, standing in broad daylight, surrounded by naked|naked|naked|naked crowds.

Lu Jingyan's surprised expression had fully expressed his inner thoughts.

"Is it you? Are you the author of "Sunshine So Close"?"

Zhang Ran forced a smile and could only nod.

Qi Luo asked curiously, "You guys know each other."

Lu Jingyan nodded, didn't say anything more, and continued to look at Zhang Ran, and found that Zhang Ran's face was pale, and the question in his mind vaguely had an answer, Lu Jingyan smiled, "The writing is very good."

"...Huh?" Zhang Ran looked at Lu Jingyan in a daze.

Lu Jingyan's expression was gentle, and he patted Zhang Ran's head behind him, "I said your writing is very good and touching. I'll go back and read it a second time."

Zhang Ran blinked, his nose a little sore, "Thank you."

"We are quite destined." After Lu Jingyan finished speaking, a person suddenly approached beside him.

Lu Ze stretched his neck, "Hey, we can't start filming yet, so many people are waiting."

Lu Jingyan said helplessly, "You are dedicated."

"Brother, you sent food, and everyone finished eating, and now everyone has nothing to do." Lu Ze shrugged, "I still want to finish today's photo shoot quickly, so that I can go out and play."

Lu Jingyan nodded and said to Zhang Ran, "Then I'll go first, see you another day."

"it is good."

Lu Jingyan paused, then patted Zhang Ran on the shoulder, and said to him, "Don't think too much about it."

Looking at the back of Lu Jingyan leaving, Zhang Ran felt that he might really be doomed.

What Lu Jingyan meant was that he didn't have any opinions on how to get along with Zhang Ran because of Zhang Ran's sexuality.

But Zhang Ran was not comforted.

Because he might never be able to get along with Lu Jingyan as naturally as before.

Zhang Ran planted a small seed called love in his heart. He didn't fill the soil or water it, and wanted it to dry out, but there were always outsiders making troubles and meddling in other people's business, and the small seed thrived again and again. Zhang Ran couldn't do anything about it anymore.

He couldn't help being filled with resentment towards Lu Jingyan.

At night, Zhang Ran was lying on the bed, flipping through the novels he had written back and forth, and finally covered his face with the pillow, screaming silently.

Lu Jingyan actually read his novel!

I've watched it twice!

Lifting his face, Zhang Ran blushed, he was so embarrassed!How embarrassing!

Zhang Ran straightened up suddenly. Lu Jingyan knew that he was the author, so didn't that mean he knew that Ran Wuwei was him?

Will Lu Jingyan read his novels? !

Zhang Ran opened his author interface, bit his thumb, looked at all the novels he had written, and had the urge to destroy them all.

In fact, Zhang Ran's worries were not wrong.

After Lu Jingyan knew that Zhang Ran was tasteless, he really became curious and wanted to read other novels written by Zhang Ran.

Lu Jingyan opened Zhang Ran's earliest novel.

It is a time-travel novel that conforms to the trend of the time. Looking at the content of the article, Zhang Ran's writing style is immature, a little idiot, and his logical thinking is not tight.

Lu Jingyan felt that Zhang Ran's writing was a bit funny. He seemed to have glimpsed Zhang Ran's previous appearance from the article.

He recharged money in his account, thought about it, and finally gave Zhang Ran a simple tip of 100 yuan.

The next day, when Zhang Ran got up from bed, the first thing he did was to open the author interface as usual, to see the data of the previous day, and then he suddenly found that the first novel he wrote a long time ago was rewarded with the highest one But Zhang Ran didn't think too much about it, he thought it was given to him by a reader who likes him now, after all, when he was writing this novel, he was complained miserably by the readers below.

What a caring reader, Zhang Ran thought silently.

I'm afraid the little angels who complained about him before would never have thought that the person who wrote such a childish novel was actually a man.

Zhang Ran laughed at himself twice, got out of bed and hurried to the bathroom to wash up.

Today is Sunday, counting yesterday, he doesn't have to go to the company for these two days, he has to hurry to the set to finalize the plot details of the upcoming filming.