little transparent love

Under the dim streetlight, the figure was not very clear, but Zhang Ran could see it clearly, and his heart couldn't help tightening, "You...why are you here?"

"I want to meet you." Lu Jingyan asked, "Can I come down?"

Zhang Ran took a deep breath, "Okay, wait a minute."

After hanging up the phone, he immediately put on his coat, greeted Zhang Ran and Mr. Lin, and went out.

Just after going out of the gate, Zhang Ran saw Lu Jingyan standing outside the entrance, and then he was taken aback when he saw Lu Jingyan's clothes. Lu Jingyan was wearing a black windbreaker outside, but a set of pajamas and pajamas inside, looking down, The man was still wearing slippers on his feet.

Zhang Ran was in a daze, but when Lu Jingyan saw him, he strode over and hugged Zhang Ran into his arms.

"Ranzi, my mother came to see you today, didn't she?"

Zhang Ran came back to his senses in surprise, and wanted to push Lu Jingyan away, but who knew this move, Lu Jingyan hugged him even tighter, reached out to hold Zhang Ran's head, Lu Jingyan said in a low voice, "If it wasn't for Jingjing tonight I'm calling, what are you going to do today...no, what are you going to do? Continue to distance yourself from me?"

Zhang Ran thought of Lu Jingyan's clothes, and thought of his panting on the phone, so he couldn't help but put down his hands, and asked softly, "So you rushed over here?"

"Hmm." Lu Jingyan replied dully, feeling that Zhang Ran didn't intend to refuse, so he let go of Zhang Ran and looked at him carefully, "You don't care what my family says, okay? "

Zhang Ran raised his eyebrows, "Don't care? Well, are you sure you want me to not care? If I don't care what they say, then I'm afraid I won't care about you either."

Lu Jingyan: "..."

Lu Jingyan recalled what Lu Jingjing said on the phone. At first, he thought it was unbelievable that Lu Jingjing said that Zhang Ran was always choking his mother, but now Lu Jingyan believed it.

However, Lu Jingyan's eyes lit up, "Ranzi, you care about me."

Zhang Ran frowned, feeling that he had cheated himself, he didn't want to give Lu Jingyan sweet dates so early, so he changed the subject, "Do you know what Auntie said when she came to me today?"

"Well, Jingjing probably told me everything."

"Then she should have told you that I didn't suffer a loss." Zhang Ran sighed, "Auntie is really angry."

Lu Jingyan stretched out his hand and stroked Zhang Ran's cheek, "It's okay, my mother is not so narrow-minded, but you didn't suffer today, what about before?"

Zhang Ran paused.

Lu Jingyan looked at Zhang Ran seriously, "Jingjing said, there may be things we don't know about what you are talking about today. Are there really only those reasons why you left me three years ago?"

Zhang Ran nodded silently.

Lu Jingyan said straight, "It's a lie."

"No, when I left you, it was just...uh..."

Lu Jingyan stopped Zhang Ran's waist and gagged his mouth. The two kissed under the dim street light. Zhang Ran pushed Lu Jingyan's chest, but Lu Jingyan held his hand again. The passionate kiss made the surrounding atmosphere hot Wake up, the kiss after such a long time made Zhang Ran gradually addicted to it, feeling the cooperation of the person in his arms, Lu Jingyan kissed more and more intensely, as if to swallow Zhang Ran into his stomach, to relieve the lovesickness of the past three years suffering.

When they parted, both of them were out of breath. Zhang Ran rested his head on Lu Jingyan's shoulder, and he waited for a long time before he opened his mouth and said, "You..." As soon as he said it, his voice was already hoarse, and some reactions occurred naturally, Zhang Ran immediately shut up , looked down at the two of them in annoyance.

This is how to do?

Lu Jingyan's hoarse laughter came from the top of his head, he moved up his hand on Zhang Ran's waist, rubbed Zhang Ran's hair, and said in a low voice, "Ranzi, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you to say it." , but I hope that one day you will be able to tell the truth and believe that I will stand by your side and maintain our love."

Zhang Ran raised his head and looked at Lu Jingyan carefully.

"There is still love between us, right?"

Lu Jingyan's voice was slightly nervous, and Zhang Ran looked into Lu Jingyan's eyes, feeling a little flustered inside.

Zhang Ran raised the corner of his mouth and said, "There is..."

Lu Jingyan's eyes lit up.

"There's a fart."

Lu Jingyan: "..."

After a long time, Lu Jingyan hugged Zhang Ran again, and said calmly, "It's okay, a fart is fine."

Zhang Ran: "..."

What does it mean to lift a rock and shoot yourself in the foot? That's what it means, even if Zhang Ran has grown a lot, he is not enough to look good in front of Lu Jingyan.

The next day, Lu Jingyan went to find Mother Lu in person.

"Mom, let's talk."

Mother Lu came down the stairs, Shi Shiran sat on the sofa, "Are you not going to work today?"

"Ah."

"Talk to me about that Zhang Ran thing?"

"Ah."

"You didn't go to work just because of that person? I see that you have been serious these few days. You have never taken a vacation, and today is like this." Mother Lu sarcastically said, "I really didn't expect that your mother will let me If you take a rest, it won't be useful for that person to come."

Lu Jingyan sighed, and sat next to Lu's mother, "Mom, I've devoted all my time to work these past few years, and I don't want to give myself any extra energy to think about other things. You should know the reason."

"Know what?!" Mother Lu clicked and put down the water glass in her hand, "I don't know! All I know is that my son has become a homosexual!"

Lu Jingyan frowned, "Mom!"

Lu's mother's eyes were red, "Are you blaming mom? You always blame me, but I'm not doing it for your own good? Jingyan, you don't even think about your identity. You are going to make people laugh at you like this! You are not born Is it so difficult to let go of Zhang Ran if you like men? Mom just hopes you can find a woman to live a good life, is it so difficult?"

"So even if I don't love her, will you force me to live with her? I'm afraid it won't get better, and my son won't feel happy. Is this the result you want?"

"Of course not!" Mother Lu said urgently, "As long as you let go of that person and fall in love with someone else..."

"But I can't let go of him! I can't love others either!" Lu Jingyan said, "Didn't you realize it in the past three years?! If I said that you can let go of him, it won't be like this in the past three years !"

Lu's mother leaned back on the sofa, her straight back bent down, she said with tears in her eyes, "You have never let your mother worry about you since you were young, why, why now..."

Lu Jingyan said in a low voice, "Mom, just think I'm late for the rebellious period, okay? Please be more tolerant and tolerant to me? It's my fault for troubling you, but please think from my point of view, for me For me, being with the one you love is happiness, so can't you accept it for me? As for other people's eyes, I don't care, I really don't care, let's live our own lives, no matter what they say, it's okay None of it will affect our family, so you don't have to worry about me."

Mother Lu was silent for a long time before she said, "Did you blame me for imposing my will on you?"

Lu Jingyan frowned, "Mom, I..."

Lu's mother said, "Mom has done some things, but your breakup three years ago was ultimately due to your own reasons."

Lu Jingyan looked at Mother Lu in astonishment.

Mother Lu talked objectively about what happened back then, "I just took him to a banquet to let him recognize the gap between you, look, he can't hold on anymore, can't he? "

Lu Jingyan clenched his fists, "Mom, why are you..." There is no other reason, the reason could not be more obvious. Thinking of what Zhang Ran had experienced, Lu Jingyan felt that he was really ashamed to appear in front of Zhang Ran.

Mother Lu looked at Lu Jingyan's appearance, sighed and continued, "Without my intervention, the problems between you may not have been exposed so quickly, nor would they have intensified so quickly, but Jingyan, you have to know, There's always a problem, it's just a matter of time, and Mom just pushed."

Lu Jingyan said in a deep voice, "But, mom, have you ever thought that maybe Ranzi and I will work together and deal with all these problems? Maybe we won't be apart for so long."

Mother Lu was stunned, "So you still blame me?!"

Lu Jingyan closed his eyes, "There are only two of us in this relationship, how to get along is also something for the two of us to learn."

Mother Lu slapped the table angrily, "Lu Jingyan! Do you mean that I hindered you? Am I the one who caused you to separate?"

Lu Jingyan shook his head, "Mom, that's not what I mean. Of course there are your faults, but it's more because of me, because I made him uneasy, he doesn't feel safe, and he can't trust me."

When Lu's mother heard the words "it's your fault", her left ear went in and her right ear came out, and she patted Lu Jingyan on the back angrily, "I told you to say that about your mother, wait, come back and tell your father , Let your dad clean you up!"

Lu Jingyan sighed helplessly and wanted to endure the domestic violence, but his mind had already drifted to Zhang Ran's side. There were thousands of thoughts in his mind, and finally only one thought, that is, he should hurry to find Zhang Ran and meet him, Hug him, and... in short, want to comfort him.

After Lu's mother had finished playing, Lu Jingyan moved his shoulders, "Mom, I'm leaving first."

"Where are you going? Didn't you not go to work today?!"

"Well, I'm not going." Lu Jingyan got up and walked towards the door, "I'm going to date."

"You!..." Mother Lu clutched her chest, feeling that she was going to be pissed off by this unfilial son.

Lu Jingyan turned around, "Mom, calm down, I will come back with Ranzi to see you and buy you delicious food."

"You!..." Lu's mother trembled, "Get rolling!!!"

After Lu Jingyan left, Mother Lu felt more wronged as she thought about it, picked up the phone and dialed out. After the call was connected, Mother Lu's little grievance burst out, "My child's father... rebelled!"

The child's father: "...?" He should be very good recently, he didn't rebel...

Lu Jingyan walked out of the gate of Lu's house, exhaled slowly, and planned to find Zhang Ran in the bright sunshine. He felt that Lu's mother's attitude was a little more relaxed, so he wanted to see Zhang Ran even more. Even if he didn't speak, he just watched quietly. He is also good.

The author has something to say: Lu Jingyan: Hurry up to find Zhang Ran, meet him, hug him, and... in short, want to comfort him

Zhang Ran: Who wants you to comfort me!over thinking……

I saw your message yesterday, did I have a misunderstanding? Hahaha, mother Lu drank coffee, and she only dumped the money for the coffee. Even if you are so angry that you leave, you still have to remember to pay.

Lu's mother said in her heart: Hmph, I don't want this little bitch to pay me money, I have plenty of money!