little transparent love

Lu Jingyan found that something was wrong with Zhang Ran's state these days. Although it looked fine on the surface, it gave people a feeling of lethargy.The atmosphere at home was rarely dull, but both of them strangely didn't say anything.

One night, when Zhang Ran waited for Lu Jingyan to come back, the first thing he said when he walked up to Lu Jingyan was, "Brother Yan, do your parents really agree that we can be together?"

Lu Jingyan frowned, "Ranzi, what are you thinking about every day, didn't you say that?"

Zhang Ran fixed a few glances at Lu Jingyan, nodded, and left without saying anything.

After this day, Zhang Ran seemed to become even more depressed, but as the Chinese New Year approached, Lu Jingyan went home less and less often, so he didn't notice any changes in Zhang Ran.

The atmosphere of the new year is warm, but Zhang Ran feels chills all over his body like never before. He thought that the last few days of this year would be spent happily with his family in the thoughts of Lu Jingyan, but now, nestled in this spacious house He turned on the heater, but he was empty. He picked up his mobile phone several times and wanted to call home, but Zhang Ran finally gave up, and his friends didn’t contact him. Zhang Ran’s mind was in a mess. I feel that life has been so bad, what's wrong with him, isn't he just in love, why did it get to this point?Zhang Ran deeply despises his own incompetence, but every time he thinks of Lu Jingyan, his heart is like a tangled mess that cannot be pulled apart or torn off.

This state lasted until the Chinese New Year. Lu Jingyan also had a holiday, but he wanted to go home. Early in the morning, he got up from the bed and turned his head to look at Zhang Ran who was sleeping soundly under the quilt. He couldn't help sighing, stretched out his hand to touch Zhang Ran's hair, but hovered over Zhang Ran's head, put it back, got up and washed lightly, left a note for Zhang Ran, and then left Yes, from the beginning to the end, Zhang Ran maintained one movement, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he hadn't woken up yet.Only after Lu Jingyan left did he open his eyes.

Picking up the mobile phone next to the bed, and clicking on the message, it was the message that Mother Lu sent him these days, or wanted him to quit his current job, Zhang Ran didn't reply, and Mother Lu didn't send any more messages, now he Looking at this message again, he felt unbearably lonely. He didn't know whether his choice was right or not, but Zhang Ran couldn't do it like the Lu family made a compromise, but he couldn't help but imagine that if he accepted Lu's mother's arrangement, what would happen to him? Is it really possible to maintain this relationship with Lu Jingyan?He really didn't want to talk to Lu Jingyan, he often had nothing to say after two or three sentences, he didn't want to find a common topic with Lu Jingyan, and he didn't want the two people to have great differences in all aspects of cultural life.

But thinking of the annual meeting that night, Zhang Ran knew that even if he changed his job, it would be very difficult to integrate into that group of people. Mother Lu's attitude made Zhang Ran have to think about it, but he finally mustered up the courage to ask Lu Jingyan, However, he found that the other party had grown a little impatient with his question, so Zhang Ran didn't dare to ask any more, so he could only think wildly by himself.

The sound of the New Year's salute sounded at night, and Lu Jingyan took the time to call Zhang Ran. The person on the other end of the phone was in a good mood, and he gradually felt relieved. After saying a few words, he hung up the phone under the urging of his parents , Lu Jingyan frowned, looking at his parents at home, he didn't know what he remembered, his face became a little bad, but he walked back step by step, he thought, after returning after the new year, he should take Zhang Ran out to have fun one time.

A few days after the new year, many people had already finished their holidays, and even if they were reluctant, they would rush back to the company. Zhang Ran packed himself up and returned to the company.He met Rong Kai at the company, and Rong Kai was a little surprised to see Zhang Ran.

"If I remember correctly, your vacation should not be over yet?"

Zhang Ran nodded, "I haven't finished my rest, but I should have come back long ago, because I have nothing to do, and I feel like I'm going to be moldy when I stay at home every day."

Rong Kai smiled, "Why, everything is settled?"

Zhang Ran paused, then said, "Well, it's settled."

"That's good." Rong Kai patted Zhang Ran on the shoulder, "Work hard, and visit Mr. Lin with me in the afternoon, how about it?"

Zhang Ran's eyes lit up, "Okay! I'll go to work right away."

After being busy, Zhang Ran and Rong Kai had a meal in the company cafeteria, and then they went to Lin's old house together.

Mr. Lin is still the same, smiling all the time. It is hard to imagine how much painful things this old man has experienced when he was young. He buried this pain deep in his heart and has always loved life, or in other words, for his lover, he has been Live hard.

Zhang Ran put the bananas he brought in the refrigerator, then sat on the sofa with Rong Kai and chatted with Elder Lin.

It should be said that Rong Kai was chatting with Elder Lin. He was just listening. After all, Zhang Ran was seeing Elder Lin for the second time. Although he had worshiped Elder Lin for many years, he only knew about this old man from the articles. In reality, he still had little contact with him. In fact, the chat between Rong Kai and Elder Lin was also a bit of parental gossip. Although it was boring, Zhang Ran felt warm. As he listened, Zhang Ran's attention shifted from the chat between the two to the manuscript in his hand— —This is a newly written short story given to him by Mr. Lin when he came here.

It is difficult for a person as old as Mr. Lin to have the energy to write novels, and with Mr. Lin's literary thinking and writing style, even short stories are very concise and moving. The completeness and narration of the story are simply amazing.This time the story still takes two men as the protagonists, and the background of the time is now. The feelings of the two little people are ups and downs in the current material society. As time went by, various problems came one after another. Because of their personalities and communication, the two failed to deal with these problems in a timely manner, causing the conflict between the two to grow bigger and bigger like a snowball. In the end, the love was still there. But they couldn't be together anymore, so they had to break up and go their separate ways.

Zhang Ran didn't understand before. He thought that two people who love each other should be together, because love can overcome everything. Even if there are conflicts and difficulties, as long as two people love each other, they will be able to overcome them. When Qi Luo was talking on the phone, he That's what he thought, and he didn't understand Qi Luofei's move to break up, but now, in the strokes between the lines in Lin Laowen, he can see clearly, and he understands, maybe there are reasons for his own feelings, what is love in reality? There are so tenacious, intertwined problems that are enough to defeat the so-called love between two people. If you want to continue, it depends on whether you have the ability to break apart these entangled problems.

"Ranzi?"

Zhang Ran raised his head blankly and looked at Rong Kai.

Rong Kai's expression was a bit complicated. He looked at Zhang Ran with a strange feeling in his eyes. He stretched out his hand to touch Zhang Ran's face, but Rong Kai paused for a moment and still didn't lift it up. He said, "You Why are you crying?"

Zhang Ran touched his face in surprise, did he cry?

His face was wet, he was indeed crying, but he didn't realize it, he wiped away his tears in a panic, looked at the two people who were watching him, Zhang Ran smiled embarrassedly, a bit reluctantly, he stopped laughing , apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I... I just watched it so moved, so..."

Rong Kai and Mr. Lin looked at each other, and Mr. Lin spoke out first, with a gentle tone, "Young man, your name is Zhang Ran. How about Xiao Kai and I calling you Ranzi?"

Zhang Ran nodded, "Of course."

"Are you a writer too?" Elder Lin asked.

Zhang Ran shyly shook his head, "I'm not yet a writer."

Mr. Lin nodded with a smile, "When you come back another day, bring me a copy of your work."

Zhang Ran looked at Elder Lin in surprise, and then looked at Rong Kai for no reason, as if he didn't understand what Elder Lin said.

Rong Kai patted Zhang Ran, "Thank you, old man."

"Oh!" Zhang Ran suddenly stood up, "Thank you Lin...uh..."

"Hahaha, you can call me teacher." Elder Lin smiled.

"Teacher! Thank you for your guidance." Zhang Ran bowed solemnly.

On the way back, Zhang Ran was all smiles, but Rong Kai was a little distracted.

"Manager, tell me, does Mr. Lin mean to teach me by giving me guidance?"

Rong Kai came back to his senses, "You call him teacher, what do you think?"

Zhang Ran wrinkled his nose, "But why? I probably don't have anything outstanding."

"Hmm..." Rong Kai thought for a while, "Probably you are the first person to cry when reading his articles in front of Mr. Lin, so Mr. Lin is very grateful for your love for his articles, so he wants to teach you? "

Zhang Ran's eyes widened, and then he looked at Rong Kai in confusion, "Manager, please don't make trouble."

Rong Kai smiled, "I don't know this question either, after you get to know Mr. Lin well, you can ask him yourself."

"Yeah, I will behave well in the future." Zhang Ran clenched his fists and said to Rong Kai, "Thank you, manager."

"Thanks for what?"

"Thank you for bringing me to know Mr. Lin. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have had this opportunity." Zhang Ran clasped his hands together, "It feels like a pie has fallen from the world and hit me on the head all of a sudden, and I'm still dizzy now Feeling dizzy."

Rong Kai laughed a few times and patted Zhang Ran's head, "Then you want to treat me to dinner."

"Oh, that's no problem, you can choose the restaurant as you like." After thinking about it, Zhang Ran looked at Rong Kai nervously, put his hands together, and begged, "But manager, I'm short of money recently, so you must choose carefully." ah."

"Don't worry, if I don't have the money to pay the bill in the end, I will pledge you to wash the dishes there." Rong Kai said softly.

Zhang Ran: "..."

"By the way, we're all friends, and now we're outside, so don't call me the manager all the time. It sounds weird."

"What's that called?"

"I'm older than you, teach my brother."

"Brother?" Zhang Ran tilted his head, "Let's add the word Kai, how about Brother Kai? How about adding the word Rong? Brother Rong?"

Rong Kai looked at Zhang Ran, touched his nose, and said in a muffled voice, "You can do whatever you want."

"Oh, that's Brother Rong." Zhang Ran thought for a while and said.

The author has something to say: Oh, I don’t think I can write a sweet article...I want to cry